stunned... just so stunned... suddenly just lost my grandpa... well tat's according to my cousin... hopefully it's not true... now still waiting for my mum to come hm frm the hospital...

my grandpa was not feeling too well since a few years ago... i know tat... but i dunno wat is he down with...

on sat, heard frm my mum tat he was hospitalised again... but this time, the condition was not too gd... tat day only heard my mum saying tat the doc told my aunt tat if we wanna visit him muz faster visit le... so accompanied my mum to the hospital with my da jie...

ok... anyway my mum just called... it's bad news... my cousin is correct... my grandpa just passed away at 10.20 pm...

suddenly got tears in my eyes... gosh... cannot be so emotional now... have to be strong for my mum... just wat's wrong with me... i tot i wun cry... cos not too close to my grandpa... but...

ok... let me just continue frm sat... went to the hospital with my mum, my da jie and my san yi (my mum's third sis)... think my san yi can't really stand it le... cos she went out of the ward so many times... then her eyes looks teary... after tat, my qi jiu (my mum's 7th bro) and my er jiu (my mum's second bro) came up frm the foodcourt... after tat, my da jiu mu (my mum's eldest bro's wife) came with 2 of her kids, my xiao yi's family (my mum's youngest sis) and my liu jiu's (my mum's sixth bro) family came together... next to cry was my da jie... she just broke down in the arms of her bf... seeing her cry, i think a lot of them also on the verge of crying le... usually when i see ppl cry, i'll break down too... but this time, i held back my tears... if i also cry, then they might all break down... and my mentality tat time was to be strong for my mum and thx god tat he's still alive... i shouldn't cry at tat point in time cos he's still not gone yet... but it's really heart wrenching to see him in pain... he was hooked up on machines and when we visited him tat day, he barely opened his eyes to see us... when my aunts they all called out to him, he also barely responded...

there's a life and death situation in his ward yesterday... the one on his right side died yesterday... at 5.20pm... cos my mum they all overheard... the patient's family was crying so badly... she was saying something like " you are a gd man... move on in peace and find a gd family to reincarnate" ... i was so sad then... but tat's life... one has to go thru birth, aging sickness and death...

msged my er jie when we're bout to go hm... cos she coming hm on sat... in the end, she wanted to come visit my grandpa also... so we waited for her...

went hm on a cab... tat nite, my mum told us tat my grandpa's condition is really bad... he might just past away in these few days... he was dignosed with cancer a few years ago... it was just small then... but being stuborn, he refused any form of treatment... during the third day of lunar new year this year, when he went back for checkup, the doc say it's best if he undergo chemo... thou it wun heal him... but at least can prolong his life... but he just doesn't wanna go thru it...

yesterday his condition still not tat bad... although in pain, he could still sleep in the position tat he always do... but today when we go and visit him in the evening, he could barely move into tat position... in fact, he could barely move and barely moved...

argh... why does my da jie have to be sniffing away in the background and bring back the tears in my eyes??

can see tat his condition had sort of worsen today... even my bro who my went yesterday can tell... just reached hm not too long ago... then at 10 plus, my xiao yi called my mum to ask her to get ready... cos the doc called them to say tat things dun look gd and he's in a critical condition le... then they all going to rush to the hospital and will fetch her there also... wanted to go with my mum... to at least try to give her some support... but i dunno if it's bad news will i be ready to handle it... who knows it might be my mum giving me support... and with one less person, my mum will be able to cope with comforting my grandma, my aunts and my uncles...

frm these 2 days, i really admire my mum... she can be so strong for her family... tat day, a lot of them already got teary eyes le... but only my mum is the exception... and when she called just now, i expect her to be unable to speak... but her voice is still the same as always and doesn't sound shaky... ask me to pick up the phone or to tok to someone, i dun think i'll be able to tok for long before i break down...

ok... better dun say much now...

ciaoz...

nothing much these few days... just tat i've officially retired!!! hahahaha... actually is stepped down frm my financial secretary duty in spac2go... and guess wat? the one who took over me is none other than hf... hahahaha... easy job la... think it's easier for her to come find me if she got any prob with the job... but dun think she'd have la... her a/c tok kong one... so no worries...

had tms ca on fri... so on thurs, the pdwm tutorial was super pathetic... only 10 turned up... and all females... hahahaha... like hf they all say, our class basically turned into a ger's sch le... all the guys in my class pon lesson... so rare lor... esp so for jq...

was doing hrm project on fri... finally finished it... and it's printed le... hehehe... now only need to reherse for the roleplay le...

spent the whole of my sat slacking at hm... was actually supposed to be filled with events... but all got cancelled on fri nite... sadz rite... hahahaha... sometimes feel tat i have no life de... everyday slack at hm... no one jio me out...

sun was no diff... spend the whole of today reading jane green's book... and i finished it... didn't take long la.. considering tat tv was my top piority...

hmmm.... just wonder if i'd ever meet someone how knows me inside out...

ciaoz...

okok... try to keep it as short as possible.....

sat went to do hrm project at 8 am... crazy rite? do project at 8 am at yew tee... after tat went back to sch to do tqm project at 1130... meeting time was 1130... but hrm ended too early... so went shopping at NTUC at bukit batok... end up i'm late... but lp and mabel even later than me... so me and jac start first... sp cheat ppl money de... pay so much sch fees in the end so many plugs cannot use... have to go fc 5 to do project... project all the way until 4 plus... then went hm le... my sis they all were making dumplings when i reach hm... so joined them in making...

sun nothing much... went to my grandma hse to play with ryan... he so cute... got bright yellow slippers...

mon was spent rushing project again... after tms, alvin their grp was saying tat they restrict themselves to eat lunch for 20 min... then mabel so funny... she say to them tat our grp will beat them by using only 10 min to eat... so we da bao frm fc 6 and went to efac le... hahahaha.... lp ate at efac cos she have to take care of our belongings... then the rest of us went to eat at the nearby stairs... like cleaners like tat... hahahaha... but feel so bad for leaving lp alone at efac... so ate as fast as possible... then we went back to start our project le... was indeed so much faster than their grp... stayed in sch until 11... reach hm then drop dead on bed le...

tues met lp at 1000 at bukit batok... cos needa go her workplace take pics for tqm... end up both of us also late... took a few pics... then went to the mac there to eat breakfast... finally got to use m vouchers le... got 5 buck left... then only paid 30 cents for the meal... shared with lp... then went to sch le... stopped at convention there... cos needa pass $$ to alex for the agm and peer counselling... saw jianlong on bus duty also... hahaha... shuai ge leh... he so friendly tat no matter whenever he saw me he also wave and smile at me... hahahaha... fa hua chi le... help frankie and zhenglong then went off at 12... cos doing hrm at tat time... end up i was the earliest... followed by ty, pl and rohaida...was toking bout supernatural things there... then end up alot of things happened... pl was telling us her incident in sb... then in the end, we took the same lift... when we went in, the cleaner was telling us tat the lif broke down just before... so hopefully it doesn't breakdown again... pl was so freaked out lor... luckily nothing happened la.. reach 6th floor then pl wan to fill water... end up me and ty walk slower... but nv stop to wait for her cos gurdip's there also... then she so funny... ask gurdip to wait for her cos she scared to be alone... hahaha.. actually there's more tat happened than wat i can say here... ask me personally for details if u wanna know... hrm project is roughly finishing... after sch continued with tqm... and finally, we finished it by 11 pm!!! so happy... even cover page also finish and everything is printed le... only left the pics to sort out then can hand in the project le!! think our's the fastest grp in the whole class ba...

wed... actually got duty in morning de... but in the end, changed to afternoon shift with huixian... went to do a bit of the appendix before going for duty... was late due partly to the rain... have to walk a longer route... did duty with eugene... a bit strange... cos nothing much to tok about... then he kept slacking on the job... hahahaha... i was there standing while he sat down... today's shift not bad la... got another shuai ge doing duty... he's not exactly too shuai la... but his features not bad looking... just tat complexion not too gd... and his name is alvin... hahahhaa... actually i think guys call alvin de all quite gd looking la... anyway, tat's for all the alvins i've met... hahahaha... finally got the photos taken on tues... not bad... bringing it to sch tml...

ok la.... gtg shower and sleep le...

ciaoz...

argh... the laptop screen getting frm bad to worse le...

did i mention before tat green tea kit kat is very nice?

okok... shall begin my entry for today...

went to sch at 9 thou lessons start at 11... cos to do hrm project... was supposed to go saa to pass karen something for said... for peer counselling de... so suai lor... when i go there, karen was with ms angelvin and mrs lim... mrs lim still know me... but angelvin didn't even know who the hell i am... so was karen... but heck la... she know who said is then can le... was late for my project due to this... did some editing for the project... then went for PDWM lecture... nothing much during lecture la... after tat, went for lunch... went up to the lab with mabel they all... tok cock there... then alvin took a video of us... hahaha... so funny... cos we were actually chit chatting while he's taking it... then recorded our laughter in as well... quite funny la... FMA was ok... just tat krishnan kept walking ard... hahaha... it's bad cos i nv do my tutorial...

today's TMS lecture is the first lecture tat i nv feel like dozing off de... wahahahaha... got a super big cup of lime juice, a cinnemon(watever the spelling) roll and an apple into lecture hall... was sitting between hf and alvin... hahahaha... lucky got the guys to entertain me... otherwise sure bored to death de... hahahaha... was doing something when ms ok called me to answer some question... hahahaha... gave her a stupid answer... cos i dunno wat the hell she toking...

after lesson, went to do tqm project at efac... edited a lot of lp's part... well... cos we started with her's... went off at 7... cos have to come hm for my bro's bday... feel so bad having to leave early...

well... gtg sleep early tonight le... tml gonna rush projects again le... hrm 8am at yew tee... followed by tqm at 1130am in sch... wah... dying...

ciaoz...

ok... try to keep this as short as possible... gtg do my tqm project soon...

first thing first... i upgraded my blog le... now u all can link to other frens of mine frm my blog... have to thx stan for making this possible... cos he taught me the codes to do it... thx so much!!

today nothing much really happened... had csb at 8am... was quite early... the fourth to reach... saw jac on the way... called out to her... but her cd player on very loud... then she nv hear me... until we're at the door of the class... hahahaha... csb did a sample test paper... was fun doing the biz letter with ty... she's my partner for this test...

next was tqm... diana lim's last lesson with us... think she actually quite gd la... hf they all cannot find the coy she still will be reasonable as in give them extra time to complete instead of blaming them for not searching earlier... then watever question u ask she'd also answer... today's lesson super short... she complete in 1 hr's time... then release us early... was hungry... so didn't wait for hf their grp to finish asking her questions... after lunch, went to biz library to do project... at first wanna go study area de... but there too many ppl until no space le... library also no better... but at 1 then ppl start to clear out le... found this very interesting book on cartoon drawings done by cartoonists... it's very very nice...

next lesson is pdwm tutorial... antony as usual very slack... was crapping during his lesson... all went on friendster to see their prospective bd grp members... hahaha... i'm so fortunate... so far, my bd grp all shuai ge... not bad la... hahahaha... then dunno y they start toking bout how bd might change ppl's lives.. like maybe next time after yr 3 will see me and alvin hold hands... hahahaha.... wat rubbish lor... hahahaha... so funny...

went hm with hf, sp, jq and alvin... hahahaha... so nan de they take red line... esp alvin... cos they go yew tee to interview the person for tqm... so got company until yew tee... better than nothing... tok cock on the way as usual... saw the white noisy ad on today's today... hahahaha... think the pic look like a combi of monkey and pig... haahhahaha...

ok la... here i end my entry... will blog again...

ciaoz...

wah... nothing is working tonight... my laptop screen is spoilt, then IE load so damn slowly... haiz... just wat is wrong?

anyway, had a fun day today... first lesson, sp came into the lecture hall with a baby pink polo t... i think he look quite nice in it lor... but he so poor thing... kana condemn by hf they all... hmmm... actually guy wear pink is ok wat...

anyway, had to endure 2 hrs of hrm lect... just hate the irritating voice of christine ying... after lect, went for lunch before doing project... both me and jac tot not doing today de cos the question we just send to lp's boss... then waiting for her reply... in the end, do project... then went down to her workplace at 3 plus i think... go there ask her colleagues some questions and to collect wat we can... hahahaha... got a green tea flavoured kit kat... not bad thou... like the taste of traditional jap green tea...

went shopping with them at west mall after we finished... had a fun time shopping with them... them includes mabel, lp, ly and jac... hahahaha...

went hm at bout 6... saw this ger on the train... and guess where she's studying?? NUS high sch... woah... first time see someone frm tat sch... the sch uni not bad la... the skirt quite fashionable... can wear out on weekends de... the top... just a plain white blouse...

just a tot...
hmm... being with a all single gers grp has lead me to think tat there's actually more pros than cons about being single... there is just so much freedom... no time limit and u dun have to think bout ur partner's feelings... cos the partner is non-existence!! hahahahaha... toked bout marriage today with them... hahahaha... my idea marriage age is bout 25... hahahaha... tat's in like 6 yr's time... oh no!! might have to go matchmaking centres le!!! btw, anyone wanna join me if tat day ever comes? wahahahahahaha

gtg sleep le... 8 am lesson tml...

ciaoz...

wahahaha... just got a gd news frm cf... he got offered a scholarship by SIA... hahahaha... so happy for him...

well... shall start frm mon...

nothing much happened on mon... just tat our tqm project is near completing le... hahahaha... did the slight editing as in see wat's missing... then after tat went to the bazaar at sp plaza... nothing much there... just saw yanling and the few lecture hall de gers there selling things... eddie ong was there too... he like some psycho like tat... feel tat he's following us ard... then when we leave he also leave... sounds psychotic? or is it plain coincidence? hahahaha... reach hm at bout 6... (tot i ended project at 4 plus... shop one bazaar shop so long meh?) anyway, ryan is such a smart boy... when he wanna take things he cannot reach, he will use my mum's feather duster to reach up to the thing de... hahahaha... so cute...

ok... today... nothing much... was supposed to meet them at dover at 1100 to do hrm project... surprised tat i met hf on the train instead of ty... hahahaha... in the end, their grp also meet at 1100... when we reach, ty and jq are already there... then mabel arrived, next was rohaida and miszah... just right both grps can walk into the sch together... cos peiling not coming, jl will be late...

went to biz library to do the project... was sort of having the ideas le... then when jl is finally there, we started writing it down... he was late for 45 min... but cannot blame him la... he have to go fetch his grandma for eye operation, then in the end was late le... went on the bus, his ez-link got no $$, then the uncle say he muz pay 80 cents... but he only got 70 cents... so he got off the bus, top up his ez-link card at clementi mrt station before taking the bus again... then this time he put $2!! hahaha... we were so amused... cos his trip to sch is enough to allow him to take cab frm his place to sch le...

hrm project was the most smooth one... only left the typing to do... and the job was splited le... had a long time after lunch, so went up to the com lab at lvl5 with ty... completed my previous entry then was time to go up for lesson...

hrm tutorial was nothing much... was supposed to do the tutorial le then someone go and present... end up i do both the writing and presenting... hahahaha... i wanna be the first to present de... in the end, alvin was faster than me... sob sob... hahahaha... then even mrs szeto also noticed tat i was so anxious to present tat i've been taking my trans with me all the while... hahaha... second to present also not bad... at least only got 1 grp with the same answer as u... while we were discussing our project for next part of the lesson, alvin came and tok to me... he tok me something very funny... he say his msn fren frm jap saw a pic tat i took with him and said tat it's a nice pic taken with his mum... hahahahaha... actually i found it super hilarious... hahahaha... this shows how "motherly" i am... hahahaha... no wonder jq also like to call me mama... hahahahahahaha.... muz make alvin call me mama also le... wahahahahahaha...

was with mabel they all when we met antony before pdwm lecture... was waiting for the previous lecture to end so tat we can go in... antony so funny... cos the previous class clapped for their lecturer when he finished the lesson, he said tat we nv clap for him when he end his lesson... in the end, when he ended his lesson today, only jac, mabel, ty and me clapped for him... hahahaha... then he was laughing cos he nv expect us to do tat... ty started to disturb him by saying bye to him for 5 consecutive times!!! hahahaha... so funny...

wanted to go to the bazaar again de... but in the end lazy to walk... went hm with ly... got a waffle frm prima deli on my way hm... tat person hor... nv cook it properly de... it's only slightly cooked lor... the insides are still wet de... eeee... in the end have to put in in the oven to cook it before sharing with ryan... tat boy so sweet... he still gave me one of his choc tat his fren gave him...

my er jie is hm now... hahaha... she's pigging out... eat and eat and eat... hahahahaha...

gtg watch tv le...

ciaoz...

slept pass the day... hahahaha... didn't sleep last night cos was at yuling's hse...

yesterday was a relatively fun day... hahahaha... slept late in the morning then started watching the ova of fushigi yuugi... finally complete the ova after so long... the speed of the ova is too fast le... nv say properly then skip to the next thing le... so was a bit blur at times...

was supposed to meet cf they all at 8 de... so i tot nvm... still got time to bath later... in the end, he msg at 7 to say meet at 7.30... i was like dotz... sure no time to shower de... in the end, i used only 5 mintues to shower... record time sia... tot 5 mintues cannot wash hair + face + body... but i was wrong... replied cf's call (he called me, wanting me to bring oranges de... but in the end i was showering and he told jc to do so le...) and told him tat i'll be late... in the end, i was 5 min late... he was even later than me... only stan reach early... jc was also late... hahaha... went to yl's hse... all her relatives were there... didn't manage to greet her mum cos she was busy playing majong... in the end, yl warm the food for us... had our dinner then cf start to repair her com... was watching him repair the com... then some of them suggest playing card games since the adults are still playing majong... so played heart attack... played majong for a while then since i not playing, went into the rm to see wat stan and cf doing... found stan watching simpsons on cf's phone... so watched with him... after tat, nothing much lor... ml left at bout 2 plus am... xj sent her down to take cab hm... slack the whole night... first to sleep was jc.. cos he just came back frm tekong... next was xj... was watching mtv on xj's laptop when yl fell asleep too... i was next... really cannot tahan le... then fell asleep at bout 6 plus... hahaha... was still hearing cf and stan toking while i sleep... stan was the sole survivor of the night... cf also gave in to sleep after he finished...

woke up at bout 9 plus in the morning... yl's mum cooked for us... as we are about to go, her mum gave us ang bao... hahaha... she also prepared one for ml... then ask me to pass to her... tong pang cf's cab hm... hahaha... was so tired by then tat i went to sleep almost immediately... when i woke up, it was already 7 pm le... then saw cf's msg to ask if i reach hm safely... hahaha... so lag... watch tv for the rest of the evening... then nothing much le...

will blog again soon...

ciaoz...

dunno is it gmail lousy or is it my zonealarm "too good"... just can't access... so dumb... get protection frm emtering my mailbox... disabled the zone alarm le...

anyway, nothing much happened on wed, thurs and today... or rather, i'm getting lazy to type le... hahahaha... only interesting thing is tat we are to register our grps for BD soon le... wat's BD? BD is Business Development... final year project for biz students...

so lame lor... nv let us have a chance to interact with ppl frm other sb courses then wan us to work with them... heng got frens in DBF de... now my grp somehow settled le... only left waiting for 1 mktg student...

damn tired... wanna go sleep le... yest deprived of sleep cos was rushing the financial report for spac2go until 4am then sleep... then havta wake up at 9 am... tired tired tired... hahaha..

tml going yl's hse... wonder if can stay over ma?? hmmm.... hopefully can...

ciaoz...

argh!!! damn the samsung mobile website... always load so long de...

well... shall blog while it's loading...

was coughing since sun nite... then yesterday became cough + flu + headache + fever... fever came on and off de... so end up i slept for a long long time... when i reach hm, i slept frm 4.30 until 8 pm... woke up and had my dinner, then went back to sleep at 10... was woken up by my mum at 1+ to take medication for my fever... not panadol... so no need to worry... slept all the way frm 1+ until 1030 when ryan woke me up...

fetch ryan to his lesson... he so cute one lor... while the whole class is still at the corridor, he already rush into his classrm le... then when his lesson ended, he so happy to see me... hahahaha... so cute...

went to sch at 3 today... to do tqm project... sch suppose to start at 2 de... but lecturer got something on... so she shifted the lesson to yest afternoon... nothing much in sch... just tat we lau yu shen after sch at fc 6... made a big mess there... in the end, jq was the one to clear it up... hahahaha... but we not tat bad la... got help clear up as well...

went to cwp to shop with my da jie... and surprise surprise... guess who i saw at ness at cwp? hahahaha... saw wirna there... i was quite surprised actually... she's working there...

came hm play with ryan... tat baby so naughty... he throw something, then the thing cause a plate to smashed onto the floor...

just an inner tot:
are guys really so shallow as in they only look at the surface of women? are guys really meaning it tat they say they look at character first? ideas ideas... drop ur ideas on my tagboard ppl...

well... tat's all for today le... go see whether tat page load finish le ma...

ciaoz...

well... shall start frm sat...

went to one of my uncle's hse to bai nian... didn't manage to see them at my grandma hse on the first day cos they have to rush hm... for wat? cos one of their son, meaning my cousin, fractured his leg when he was ice-skating... after tat wanna go my aunt's hse de... but her husband's family go her hse visit... so decided to go my grandma hse...

was being made to play majong with my da jie, her bf and my bro... i so suai lor... almost going to zi mo le someone will sure do it before my de... lose until i pek chek i asked my uncle to take over me... hahahaha... in the end, he help me won ard 3 bucks... but my sis they all haven pay me yet... dinner was at my grandma hse... i simply loved her cooking... it's so delicious... next time got chance can tou shi frm her... hehehehe...

sun
watched tv for almost the whole day... my aunt who we didn't manage to visit on yest came to my hse... was acting anti-social... was in my parent's rm watching tv with my da jie's bf and my bro... finished typing my minutes for the last main com meeting... hahaha... after so long le then actually go and do it...

went to my grandma hse... this time is paternal side... played with naughty lil ryan before watching shallow hal... it's a nice show... even my xiao shen also watch with us... then i realised something... my dad and his bros har... only 2 of them will wait for the wife de... the rest say go means go le... wun wait for their wives de... my xiao shu also like tat, my dad also like tat... my xiao shen wanna finish watching shallow hal before going hm but cannot cos of my xiao shu...

anyway, needa go sleep le... tml got sch liao...

happy valentine's day ppl...

it's not gonna be a lonely valentine's day this year... hahahahaha... dun think too much... wat i mean is tat i spending it with Mr. Ryan Lim Kai Yi!! hahahaahaha...

ciaoz...

burning my pics into cd while typing this entry...

had a wonderful day... went to meet lp and mabel at jp to get stuff for the steamboat at lp's place... those present are hf, lp, mabel, jac, alvin, yl, sp, jq and me... had fun esp after eating... cos we went to lp's rm to play blackjack... tat ger har... so heng today... everytime also she win de... she's the banker, then in the end won bout 40 buck frm us... hahahaha... i lost near 7 bucks to her... then the rest are contributed mostly by alvin and sp...

went to eat at billy bombers at jp after tat... the serving damn big man... even i also cannot finish it... damn big... then my drink is free flow cos i ordered sprite... end up i share with alvin and poured a cup for mabel... hahahaha... refilled 3 times... think tat person also shock ba... cos with the big serving of food, which customer wud refill their big cup of drink? hahahaha... but i water tank la... so cannot blame also...

was so damn full tat we decided to walk lp hm... meaning walking frm boonlay mrt station to lakeside mrt station... quite near actually... so i see no diff in walking and taking the train...

so unlucky today... i came hm and my sis tried to make me play blackjack with them... lost so much today le... dun wanna gamble anymore... hahahahaha...

gtg le... damn tired...

ciaoz...

wahahaha... second day of lunar new year... a bit late, but still, HAPPY NEW YEAR to those reading my blog...

time to update..

7th feb
went ktv with lp, mabel, sp, jq and alvin... had lotza fun, thou was quite pissed off by the service of kbox at cineleisure... never ever go to tat kbox...

at first wanna go kbox executive de... but sp say cine kbox better, got big big rm with 4 mics... so went there... was shown to a SMALL rm despite having 6 ppl there... if it's at kbox executive, the rm wud be for 3 ppl only... in the end, we ask the person how come give us a small rm, last time sp and his frens 5 person go got a big rm with 4 mics, then tat person say tat rm is for 7 ppl de... wth lor... one less then cannot go ar? tat one still nvm.. kbox executive lunch package can sing all the way frm 11 am to 4+ pm... but this kbox? come and chase us off at 2.30 pm... but this person who came to chase us is not tat bad... at least he told us our time is up le then asked us if we wanna extend... since we haven't sing enough, we extended... and he told us extend muz pay another 20++ bucks... nvm... but bill comes, wtf!! so bloody ex... trying to chop us!! it's almost the same price as the lunch package and we only got to sing for another 1 and 1/2 hrs!! lunch package for 6 pax is $38 something, but this one? it came up to $31 something for another 6 cups of drinks and 1 and 1/2 hrs of singing!!!

nvm tat... but after tat when our time is up, u know wat happened? another staff came and he just opened the door wide, on the dimmed lights to full and told us to go... after he finish toking, he just left the rm!! i was like wtf? is tat how u serve ur customers? bloody pissed off by him... then lp say heck him, sing finish the song first... then she slam the door shut and off the lights...

was so damn angry after tat... then when i met my da jie at 6pm, i told her the whole story and asked her opinion on whether i should write a business letter to the management of kbox... wth lor... u r in the service line and this is how u behave... shame on u!!

shopped with my da jie for her shoes then went hm to clear my table... this year not bad la... at least i finished clearing my table top, a shelf and a drawer... hahahaha...

8th feb
new year's eve... wanted to sleep until 12 plus de... but in the end got woken up by my da jie at 1040 and was made to bring bread downstairs for ryan... cos tat baby dropped his bread while on the way to his dou dou ban...

went to my grandma hse at bout 5 plus... tok with my uncles and play with my cousins until it was near dinner time... then helped to set up the food and tables before eating... hahahaha... of all my cousins, only my family is the most well-mannered de... then only we would help with the setting up of things... the rest only sit there and wait...

after dinner, my er jie went with my uncles to IMM to get some new year plants while we go hm first... in the end, me and my bro have to go downstairs to carry them hm... 3 pots in all... was quite nice la... next time if u all come my hse u all can see... helped to mop the floor, prepare for prayers and put all the new year goodies on the table... started praying at 0015 cos my auntie say can only start at tat time... after tat, watched the ova of fushigi yuugi... was so blur bout it... the pace is too fast to follow le... by the time we slept, it was bout 0300 le...

9th feb
first day of new year... only left my hse at 1300+ cos ryan was going to his maternal grandma hse in jb le... so his dad called to hurry us... his son wanna play with us before going... hahahha... so cute rite? stayed at my paternal side until 1545 or so, then walked to my maternal grandma hse... think those official bf/gf of my family is very gd... my grandparents all will treat them like their own grandchild de... like my da jie's bf like tat... he nv go with us, but my grandparents all got ang paos for him le... went off at bout 2000... wanted to watch the jack neo movie "i do i do" de... but in the end, nv show at cwp... so go the uncle ringo fun fair there walk walk to see if there is any majong set sold... but in the end dun have... then the 5 of us, my da jie and her bf, er jie, my bro and me decided to go ktv at civics... party world is so damn ex!! spend bout $24.40 each... heng i got read the bill... then found out tat they charge us the wrong price... we only got 5 pax then they charge us the 6 pax rm... a diff of 10 bucks lor!!

was damn tired when we reach hm... cos 0100 plus le... went to bed after bathing...

10th feb
did nothing much today... slack at hm and watch the shows i recorded yesterday... wanna go out... but no place to go...

gtg le... show start le... hahahha... go watch tv again...

ciaoz...

woah... just realised how long i've not been updating my blog... nothing much happened during the period i nv update... projects are occupying most of my time except for the last few days...

managed to get hm earlier on thurs... cos finished our project le... was waiting for the other grp to finish with the guys... met jh on our way to fc 4, in the end, me and hf went to see his project... so gd lor... his was one of the very few year 2 projects tat got displayed at spinnovex... went to disturb spac2go ppl tat's on duty after looking at jh's project... after meeting ty they all, we went hm while the guys, mabel and jac went bugis... didn't go out with them cos i have to go hm and wait for my uncle to ask him bout his coy for TQM project... anyway, brought ryan to NTUC at wdl civics centre... he so funny lor... keep toking bout pokemon... then made me buy sweet for him...

fri got nothing much except for my ccf duty for sb... was quite fun la... cos my job is super simple... ms ok put me as the one to record the number of ppl per tour... so i not the tour guide... was made to replace lp for the last trip... cos i damn bored there then lp also hungry le... so qiao... the grp i brought ard, got this quite gd looking guy... then his gf's name is also wanlin... common name is like tat de... after sch, didn't go out with them again... cos it's my grandpa's bday... wanted to go hm to put my bag de... in the end, i realised tat my keys are with my da jie... so bo bian havta go there straight... reach there le i nearly bored to death... my er jie and ryan are sleeping... end up i help my mum they all with the cooking while my uncle they all pursude me to join them buy toto... cos dunno who say those born on lunar 25th march de very lucky with this kinda things...

sat was on ccf duty again... but this time is for spac2go de... duty was damn bored... lucky got serene and kris there to entertain me... hahahaha... first thing we were made to do was to cancel out the sat opening hrs for a bookmark... after we finished, serene and i sneaked off to buy food on the pretext of giving out flyers... after buying food, we shared it with the juniors... saw mrs lim and she said tat ms angelvin coming at 12... then started to dread 12... got dragged to take ice-cream by serene and dimas they all... but i dun feel like eating it... after tat, went to see taufik at convention centre there... so damn crowded lor... even the steps also filled with ppl... taufik look so toot last time de... hahaha... his admin card pic is so funny... later we found out tat ms angelvin also went in to watch taufik... she sat at the first row somemore... so irresponsible of her lor... she didn't set as a role model for us lor... her own duty slot she go in and watch... tsk tsk...
went shopping at cwp with lp... walk and tok alot... got a new shampoo frm body shop, a pair of jeans frm hang ten and a silver polish kit frm bits n pieces... actually wanna get another pair of jeans frm samuel and kevin de... but dun have my size... dun have my size still call urselves unisex... dunno wat the shop doing de... was so pissed off by them...

today did nothing much except for watching tv and helping my mum clean the hse... help her clean and i haven't clear my table yet... argh... havta do it on either tml or tues le...

damn freaking tired... also dunno why these few weeks like super lack of sleep like tat... nothing to entice me to come and blog, or even to come online... so most likely wun be blogging so soon le... wat i like to do these days is to sleep... hahahah... getting more and more like a pig le...

go sleep le... dun feel like thinking bout anything anymore... relationships?? see how it goes ba... shall wait for the one who could take my breath away... hahaha... like real got such person... getting pessimistic le... should stop liao...

wanna go sleep le... lacking sleep for so long le... when can i sleep well thru the night? past few days kept dreaming bout doing projects... think got project phobia le... sob sob...

ciaoz...

once again, my feelings are shaken...

shan't elaborate much... dun pin much hope on relationship thingys anymore...

anyway, watch finish fushigi yuugi today le... it's a damn nice and touching show tat i wud recommend to everyone... if only there was one such person in my life who'd treat me the way the male lead did to the female lead, i'd die without any regrets man... hahahaha... siao le... but really wonder if there'd be one such person in this world...

All by myself... the song i'm listening to right now... somehow it sort of describes my feelings now... all by myself... dun wanna live all by myself...

ok... enough bout this... time for updates...

was rushing my projects for the past one week... first time in my two and three quater years in sp tat i stayed until so late in sch... the latest time record tat i left sch (excluding my camps cos it's overnight de..) was 10:54 pm... did my projects until tat time... so power rite? hahahaha...

too many late nights le... think lotza ppl falling sick... muz take good care of urselves, ok ppl? we still got a long week to go before a short rest... still needa rush projects de... so havta keep urselves strong and going...

night view of sp is beautiful... yet, certain part of it is spooky... like t14 toilet on the 6th floor... hahaha... actually is all toilet there la... damn freaking spooky lor... maybe cos i too sensitive ba? anyway, it is not safe to go to ulu ulu toilet alone... not only cos of supernatural things, but also cos it's too deserted... any danger lurking in the toilet (like perverts etc) u also wun know... ppl also wun be able to go to ur rescue... so not safe to go...

i think ryan is so sweet... he knows i like to hug him when i dun see him for a few days and he will automatically come and hug me de... so sweet... then my mum tat day bring him out for lunch then went to buy a pack of tissue paper, then when they came back, ryan put a pack each on our tables... so sweet of him to give us presents... hahahaha...

i think u all also read until blur le... i admit... this is a very unorganised entry... hahaha... but watever... it's my blog... ;P

go do research le...

ciaoz...

so many projects.... so little time.... argh... think i need to have more self control le... always like tat de... sian... seriously lacking of sleep... wanna sleep.... but y got 8 am lesson now??

hahahaha... siao le... though now is the 8 am lesson, but lecturer haven't start yet.... cos too many ppl haven't come... hahahaha... something with poly students... they are almost always late... only a small handful is early... anyway, tat's in the case of my class...

she start le... gtg...

ciaoz...

so long nv blog le... hahaha...

dunno leh... just find the internet less attractive recently... like come online also got nothing to do de... so might as well not come online at all... hahaha... just did my tms project... didn't manage to finish it cos i just found some other additional info...

nothing much happened over the days tat i didn't blog... just tat the sat tat just past, we went to sp's uncle's hse to interview him for the tms project... tat day then we all realised tat he is the asst GM of marine dept for K line... hahahaha... then today got the top i wanted le... hahahhaa.... got chance then wear it out... cos it's supposed to be new year clothes... this year nothing much new la... hahaha... decided to wear the top i bought today on the first day of new year, then my tube dress on the third day.. those who wanna see me in tat dress better ask me out on tat day... hahahaha... cos i dunno when i still got the chance to wear it le...

ok la... go sleep le... tml still needa go sch... think of seeing ms ok's face then i sian liao... most likely gonna daydream in class again... bad bad... tsk tsk...

ciaoz...

okok... today not much intro to this entry...

15th jan (sat)
went to jq's hse to do tms and pdwm project... was supposed to meet them all at aljunied at 12 noon... but i was early... reached there at 1145... tot i wud be late cos i only boarded the train at 1100 then tot it'd take more than 1 hr to get there... in the end i was the earliest...went to the provision shop there and got 3 bars of choc as my lunch... project time was always distracting... we'd always side-track into other things when doing project... hahahaha... after tat, jq's grandma cooked dinner for us... so feng fu lor... fried bee hoon then still got dessert de... the project time was surprisingly short... at first all of us tot will do until after 8 de... but in the end, we finished at bout 7 plus... went to junction 8 with lp after tat... cos she say she wanna go there shop shop... past by this shop which sells kimono like and chongsam like tops... was so damn tempted to but it on the spot... but nv did so cos wanna get my sis ideas first... was surprised tat my da jie also looking for this type of tops when i told her...

watched part 2 of fushigi yuugi... finally got it frm hf... hahahaha.... watched 1/2 of the set before going to bed at 2 plus in the morning...

16 jan (sun)
was to celebrate ryan's bday thou it's on 18 jan... hahaha... watched 2 more discs of fushigi yuugi before preparing to go my grandma hse for his bday celebration... anyway, my family always got the habit of going to my maternal grandma hse on sat and my paternal grandma hse on sun... went to cwp to help my xiao shen(ryan's mum) collect ryan's cake... seeing the way my mum carry it looks like she's going to smash the cake anytime... so volunteered to help take the big cake... hahaha... ryan was so happy when we reached... cos my mum got a basketball + football set for him... new toys... he was so excited tat he basically tore off the packaging and emptied the contents... his dad and my dad helped to fixed it up for him, and off he goes playing basketball... hahahaha... then my xiao shu(ryan's dad) kept challenging me to shoot frm far... hahahaha... so fun lor...

my da jie came at bout 5 plus... then she also got present for ryan... hahaha... it's a set of mac food de toys... then he kept saying tat he's working at mac, asking wat we wanna eat...

watch the last disc of fushigi yuugi at 11 plus... plus cos waited for my er jie to finish the episodes we watched in the afternoon... after tat, watched this jap drama on channel 8... dunno wat is it called, but it's a interesting show la...

17 jan(mon)
lessons as usual... was quite boring during ok's lesson... then volunteered to do the tutorial 6 question... after her lesson, was made to help her take her bag while she check something... at first tot only help her take for a while nia... in the end, she treat me like maid like tat lor... still have to carry it for her until her office... in her office, she didn't even tell me where to put it until i had to ask her... bui paisei de leh... then cos she need to check something to tell me, take so long to do so...

went hm after tat... first time since sch started tat i went hm at 1 plus on a mon... reached wdl le went to buy files.... finally got the mood to go popular and buy my files le... had been meaning to do tat since the first day of sch... hahahhaa... went to buy lunch after tat... then went to check out the contact lenses at cwp... got a not bad deal... but too bad my family now short of cash... if not i sure go grab the deal de...

no one was at hm as i expected... cos my mum already told me she need to go bank today... ate my lunch and was watching tv for a while before my mum and ryan came back... my grandma called to chit chat with my mum... then ryan so cute lor... he keep saying "wen ah ma jia ba ber" to my mum, which means to ask my grandma if she had eaten... so sweet rite...

went to sleep until 7... dunno y just dun feel like getting up... hahaha... the weather is so nice for sleeping thou it's slightly cold...

just finished filing my certs for the CSB interview tomorrow... havta go file the rest of my notes le...

ciaoz...

wanna blog a long entry today... but time doesn't permit me to do so... muz type very quickly today... so if got any error pls bear with it...

okok... let me start frm wed...

wed was practicing for our role play... final rehersal before the actual thing... was so funny lor... had so much fun, esp me... hahahha... cos i only watch them act... narrator got no much role one... so kept laughing and giving some ideas on where can improve... went to Gold Roast for a factory tour... was kinda disappointed by the tour... was not at all fun lor... go tat factory waste our time only... nothing to see... didn't even manage to go into their warehse... at least tat time the ajinomoto one still better lor... managed to get a tour ard the warehse... somemore this trip is to attract yr 1 to join scm... this trip, tsk tsk... if i'm a yr 1 i sure dun wanna join scm le... bad luck for me on tat day... cos i board the wrong bus on the way there and on the way back... ms ok was with us when we board the bus... she so damn noisy lor... we had to speak at the top of our voice in order to hear each other... then she nv let us have any peace on the way de lor... tok so much and irritate the hell out of us... hahaha... no la... too serious a word... but she's sure irritating... hahaha... on the way back, i only heard tat there's a bus to woodlands before going straight to sch... in the end, got onto the wrong bus... then lecturers nv tell us de lor... by the time we realised tat, the woodlands bus already left... too bad... had to take back to sch... but the lucky thing is tat the bus pass the way of marsiling mrt station... so managed to ask the uncle to stop there to let me, ty, miszah, wirna and mabel off at tat stop... this is all thx to jq... cos he helped us ask the uncle if he cud stop there... hahaha... was so delighted cos there got bus until my block... but in the end, i think i'd still be better off taking mrt... cos the damn bus made me wait for so long... if i took the train, i already reach hm long before le...

thursday...
managed to get ryan's winnie the pooh oven out of my hse for the role play... had a last min rehersal before going to class... didn't manage to do much cos they all all busy helping me with the signs... spent the previous night doing some le... but wanna write thick, big and nice, so havta spent too much time... the roleplay was a success... i think everyone was really tickled by us... even i also cannot stand it... hf, alvin and jq were also laughing away... but they acting so cannot show out... hahahaha... really funny lor... esp the kitchen scene starring lp, sp and ty... hahahahaha.... serene's grp de also very funny... but a bit censored la... in the end they got scolded by the lecturer... when i reach hm tat day, ryan was so funny lor... he dun remember his oven being missing... i was like " ryan... i got a new oven for u... look... it's the same as ur previous one..." then he was so happy tat i got one for him... then he keep telling to anyone who'd listen tat i got him a new oven... then i told him tat i got it frm his toy box there... then he realised tat it's his oven... hahahaha... tat funny blur baby...

fri...
nothing much happened today... just tat when i came hm, ryan kept clinging onto me... then when i lay down on the floor, he kept sitting on me as if i'm the sofa... hahahha...

ok la... havta end le... gtg do my project le... ar bo they going to kill me tml le...

ciaoz...

juz a tot: ppl say women are fickle-minded and i think i could totally agree with it... hmmm... nu ren shi shan bian de... or do one call it big-hearted? watever la...

hahaha... dunno wat i toking up there... think i can recover frm things quite fast... wat happened yesterday doesn't affect me le... hahahaha... i think i quite quick-tempered lor... a while after i blow my top or wat i can calm down le... it might be a gd point it might be a bad point... i also dunno... some might say it's bad cos i'll be like a volcano like tat... might erupt anytime... some might say it's gd cos i wun bear grudges for long...

anyway, was so happy today cos i finally got my collection of the mac prosperity toys le... it's some very cute mac toy of the 12 shen xiao... after i put all in the display box i'll take a pic of it and see when i can upload it here for all to see...

need to go find the stuff for the rehersal of the role play tml le... if dun have then i'm dead meat... cos promised them le... muz keep my promise... hahahaha...

ciaoz...

was in a very bad mood today... the beginning of the day is still not bad de... until after FMA lecture...

was quite pissed off by jq and sp... they kept toking bout the incident where i kana caught by the officer at custom... not tat i xiao qi or wat lor... but the thing is tat i considered this as a "chou shi" lor... i'm sure anyone also dun like ppl to keep repeating their chou shi to other ppl who had no idea wat happened lor... i'm sure anyone also dun like their chou shi to be spread to others de lor... by doing wat they did, they were like loudspeakers like tat... from one small incident tat only the four of us know to wat? so many ppl know le lor... all thx to their "good" publicity... though some ppl might think tat only guys got ego, got pride, need to have "face" in front of their frens, but the thing is, gers also got ego de lor... also got their own pride de lor... by doing wat they did, i'm really so pissed lor...

this incident at the custom already nearly made me cry tat day le lor... just tat i ren all the way so as not to scare them... it's already bad enough an incident and i dun need reminders on the painful lesson learnt lor... today when they keep saying it and laughing bout it, i nearly cried le lor... was on the verge of bursting into tears le... if i didn't walk away at tat pt in time, i think i'll really be crying in front of everyone there le lor...

ok... enough of all these... i hope tat if u r reading this entry, pls just realised my feelings lor... at least give me a few days for me to calm down after this kind of incidents, otherwise wait for me to tell the rest first before u all start toking k? i dun need any bad publicity... thx so much if u understand my feelings...

go do my research le...

ciaoz...

haiz... super tired today...

let me start frm the beginning... was supposed to meet them at the wdl custom at 12 noon... in the end i was super early... tot i'd be late le... but in the end still early despite leaving my hse only at 1120 and went to change $$... the toopid money changer... service sucks man... next time wanna change $$ dun go the money changer at cwp basement... rate lower than the rest and service sucks to the core man... was so damn pissed off by him... think wat... money changer then big ar? kana sai... no change be wat money changer?? might as well close shop or put up a sign saying we dun give small change de la... wtf man...

got onto the bus and reached the custom by 1140... damn early then found out tat alvin called me... called him back then he say they still on the way lor... in the end, i waited for them for ONE FULL HOUR!!! hahahaha... was nearly bored to death... but luckily there are a few kittens there to entertain me...

reach malaysia custom.. the staff there so damn slow one lor... waited for bout 20 min just to get my passport stamped...

they wanna watch movies there... then at first wanna watch Meet the Fockers de... then end up watching doll master... damn scary and gross lor... heng my hse dun have any doll figurines... shopped at city square after buying the tix... did not shop much la... cos i was the only ger there and didn't have anything tat interest me... hahaha... sometimes dunno if i really a ger ma... i dun really like shopping and only shop when i need something... went watson there to check the price of some things... in the end, sg de is cheaper... then got 20% off now... got a belt, a jane green book and some tu chan frm malaysia...

after movie was bout 8.25 pm or so.. then in the end, took a train hm... i so suai today lor... 1st, met bad attitude money changer, 2nd have to wait for the guys for 1 full hr, 3rd was wrong queue at the malaysia custom, 4th was kana cheated for the belt tat i got i gave her RM33 when the thing is discounted price at RM26.40... then she only gave me back RM 2.60... nvm la... let her keep it... lazy to argue with her... 5th thing is the worst... i bought chewing gums back... then kana confiscated at the sg custom... tat time also got happydent then can bring back... this time cannot... kana sai man... was so damn malu lor... got led away by the officer... but she still very gd la... very friendly to me... then told me all those gums tat can bring back to sg de...

took the train back to tanjong pagar thou i can get off at wdl... hahaha... first time take train, so muz sit longer...

something happened on the way frm the train station to the mrt station... i shall not say it out cos it involves something too big... dun bother asking me bout it too... i wun tell de... but tat thing pissed me off quite a bit though i know it was on the for fun side... but pls lor... i will really do wat i said if this turns into a habit lor...

ARGH ARGH ARGH ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! too many things happened today got me into a damn bad mood... argh!!! maybe cos i now super tired... so is in a foul mood... really pity my family if any of them come and irritate me now... i might blow my top at them...

ok la... fa xie wan bi... now feeling so much better le...

go rest le...

ciaoz...

hahaha... think i frm now on muz control wat i eat le... just now mouth itchy go eat longan ice... then now coughing like got tb like tat le...

ok... let me start frm the beginning... was late for the roleplay discussion this morning... then the very bad news for being late... i was the narrator... if u think tat's gd, u r wrong... where will let me off so easily de... narrator have to be the bunny ger... sob sob... i dun wan... i think i'll laugh to death lor... was nearly late for PDWM lecture... then during fma tutorial krishnan so funny lor... nv knew he so lame de... hahaha... nearly bored to death during tms lesson... we were all so damn bored lor... then i got headache somemore... hahaha... alvin and sp bored until prank call ppl... alvin called hf, but starhub lousy... then she can't receive... then they called salina... so funny lor... ppl in front only still call... hahahha...

after school went jp cos sp wanna buy gift for a female fren... then got me, lp, alvin and jq to pei him go... went perlini to buy a pendent and chain... quite cheap in this way... then so funny de lor... i dunno y everytime go out with ppl i also got the qc job... but this time sp very gd la... got me and lp to qc for him... then in the end we found something wrong then ask the salesger to check... her service is gd lor... we trouble her for so long le... still made her take out all tat pattern de chain tat she got to let us see... then in the end all the same de... so just got the best one lor... after tat went shop ard... the jq have to go le... cos he meeting his fren to play game... then he so funny lor... today keep calling me jun zu... then say lp is my maid... hahahahaha... siao de...

went hm at bout 9 plus... went hm by train so can pei alvin at least until je... at boon lay mrt platform, saw this person tat really look like sylvester sim... the hair the same, the features the same, even the smile also the same... but alvin say the height got diff... sly not so short de... hahahaha... then the ppl ard him also not his parents... but he got off at yew tee... so dun think it's him ba... but he really damn look like sly lor... hmmm... maybe i'm really right... hahaha... heck la...

anyway, gtg le... my er jie killing me le... cos she wanna use the com then i still type so long... hahahaha...

ok la... go pu chong jing shen le... tml going malaysia with alvin, jq and sp...

ciaoz...

juz a tot: You know when the end is coming when your other part starts to grumble and tries to change you. In this case, it isn't true love... To truly love someone means to accept all their good and bad... To accept all their flaws and not to change it. If you try to change him or her, then let go of them... they aren't the one you are looking for...

hahahaha... dunno y juz got this tot running in my head... hahaha... maybe i'm still dwelling in the past... hahahaha... sometimes running thru the past again isn't a bad thing... at least it's a lesson gained and can help to prevent the same mistake happening again...

anyway, was busy doing my resume yesterday cos have to hand it in today... nothing much happened yesterday la... just tat i started watching the vcd tat cf gave to me for xmas... it's a very very nice anime... just finishing watching part one today...

this is gonna be a long entry... so pls bear with me...

anyway, for those interested, here's the synopsis...
this story is about how when miaka and her best fren yui discovered the ancient text "universe of the four gods" which according to the book, the reader will be granted their wish after they finish reading the book. when miaka and yui starts to read the book, they were transported into the magical realm within the book to live the story. however, yui was being taken back to reality, leaving miaka in the magical world to live the story while yui reads the book. miaka aka priestess of suzuki is supposed to find the 7 warriors of suzuki in order for her wish to be granted. at a certain point in time, she was sent back to reality. however, yui was taken into the magical world and had became miaka's enemy... how will this story end?? hahaha... come borrow the vcd frm me then u'd know... i also haven't watch finish the whole anime... cos part 2 is with hf and part 3 is with ml... so havta wait for a while... hehehe... but u can have part 1 first la... i finish le... wahahahaha...

okok... let's start with today's events... had CSB first thing in the morning... 8 AM leh!!! so damn early then had a test... brain haven't even start to warm up then havta think le... but the test was ok la... cos i had the sample with me even though i'm not suppose to... oops... =X

next was TQM.. lesson was boring... but not bad la... got lotza time for us to tok cock... actually it was time for us to discuss our role play for next week's tutorial, but our grp dunno then continued to chit chat... hahaha...

only discussed the role play after lunch... had to fill sp and jq in with the role play cos the 2 of them were not here on tues's makeup lesson... tat day we got the rough idea of wat to do le... in the end, we were late for PDWM tutorial... lesson starts at 2pm while at tat time i realised tat we're late... hahaha... if i didn't check my watch, i think we'd be even later lor...

PDWM tutorial also super slack and is chit chat time... cos jq took hf's ans and type it, so the rest of us were doing nothing but crapping. when the time comes to present the ans, dunno y i suddenly felt super sleepy... anthony's voice like lullaby like tat... got me into a super sleepy mode... until i nearly doze off... but heng sp, hf and me start to come up with a stupid contest to see how long can we let one leg stay in the air. in the end, lesson end le we still got no winner... then decided to end it as a draw.. yeah!! we're all winners!! hahahaha...

came hm straight after sch... cos dunno y felt tired again... reach my block then met my mum and ryan... cos she bring him go buy veg... after i left my bag at hm, brought ryan down to the pasar malam at cwp there walk walk... got a tofu stuffed with mushrm and minced meat for the both of us... then left some for my mum to try it as well... played with ryan for a while then start to watch the cartoon again... oh ya... i think i nv mention the cartoon name yet... it's Fushigi Yuugi... those who buy One Piece anime de would know this anime ba... cos frm the same company de...

ok la.. enough to read le... time to take a rest frm the com after reading this entry... dun spoil ur eyes kk?? hahaha... lack of sleep start to be kuku le...

well... going to sleep le... cya soon i hope...

ciaoz...

haiz... always so tired these few days... dunno wat's wrong with me...

anyway, past few days is peaceful la... except yesterday... hahaha... got cf give de xmas pressie frm ml... opened it in sch... hahaha... i know quite bad to do so la... but curious to know wat's in it... in the end, it was another jap anime... not bad la... it's a very interesting show... just watched the first 2 discs then i think it's nice le... the only bad thing is tat there's no sub-title and it's in eng instead of jap... with the vdc is a card... hahaha... dunno how he came to know of my feelings or is it tat he understands me more than i tot? hahaha... dunno la... but i think it's very funny lor.. the vcd got 3 parts... then he gave me part 1, hf part 2 and ml part 3, when out of the 3 of us, only i watch anime... the rest of them not even interested in watching lor... hahahaha... dunno wat he thinking de...

anyway, went to find tan peng peng's rm... but can't find it yesterday cos she nv put her name on her door de... in the end, we had to go today and have to find the rm no frm sas... went to let her look at our resume... not bad la... i think we all all on the right track lor...

anyway, have to go le... wanna watch the anime... and do my resume...

ciaoz...

woo hoo... shall update on the wedding dinner i went to last night...

was my same cousin's wedding dinner yesterday...

was asked to start preparing at 3 plus in the afternoon cos my dad scared we're late... dun blame him... cos my sis are always late... they know they'd be late... yet they dun make any effort to hurry up de lor... really cannot tahan them... slow like snails... end up i went to my grandma hse first with my dad and my bro...

dinner at ritz carlton is really damn posh... when we first reached (btw, my aunt booked a bus for us) the staff were already at the door of the hotel to welcome us (first time got VIP like treatment)... they always got staff on standby to help with things... the toilet is also damn posh... wat's available in the toilet is:
once u push open the door, u'd see sofas for sitting... then the tap has got water temp control... see wat temp u want then turn the tap... then they still provide liquid soap, moisturiser, tissue paper and towels to dry ur hands... damn gd rite? hahahaha... next, went into the ballroom where the dinner was held... it was super grand... shall upload some pics once i got them... there was a coaster for the plates... and guess wat... it's made of glass with the word "xi" in the middle... okok.. time to describe my table... at the center of the table is this quite big bowl, filled with water and has a floating heart-shaped candle... surrounding this is four other floating candles, but in a smaller cup... things on the table for a person... directly infront is the coaster, to the left is a small bear(gift for the guests), at the top left is a traditional chinese cup for chinese tea, on the top right is a posh glass of water and on the right is the chopsticks and spoon...

the VIP of the wedding... Prime Minister Lee Hsien Loong!!! and he's sitting close to us... first time get to see him real upclose... at ndp also stand quite far frm him de... then got to see his wife also...

anyway... dinner stretch over 3 hrs plus... it starts at 8 pm and ends at 11.30 pm or so... so long rite? inbetween dinner was a slideshow of their chinese tea ceremony and a video clip of my cousin and his wife... so cute lor... the video is on 101 ways to propose... but only show 3 ways only la... the first one was to propose at a sushi bar... he ask her to look at somewhere else then place a card saying "will u marry me?" on the sushi conveyor belt... but in the end his wife didn't look back in time and missed the card... the second one is when they go play volleyball (she was frm volleyball... forgot is in rgs or rj or both) then he wrote will u marry me on the ball... in the end the ball got washed off into the sea... tat part is the most funny one cos my cousin is trying to retrieve the ball, but the rest of them stopped him... the last one not tat nice la... cos is super fake... hahaha... is him bring her out to some open area then keep asking her to look up in the sky, then a plane flew pass with the words "Dear PY, will u marry me? Love CW" on it's body... but of cos the plane is fake la... my cousin is not as rich as to do tat... =P

it's overall fun la... cos ryan keep going to my er biao jie (groom's youngest sis) to ask her for flowers... he so sweet lor...the first 2 flowers he got frm her, he gave it to me and my er jie...

ok la... end here le... muz go do my csb resume le...

ciaoz...

argh... this laptop is driving me mad... keep having irritating pop ups... damn... must get my sis to go reformat it le...

anyway, went to my da gu's hse at upper east coast rd there de semi-d... was so damn late for the thing all bcos of my da jie... already late le then y bother to still search for unnecessary things? just make do without it la... even my er jie is faster than her lor... haiz... really cannot stand my these 2 sis... cannot estimate their time de...

end up by the time we reach there, the bride already went into the hse le... it's gd for me la... cos she go in le i no need to hide... for those whose family got this tradition, u'd know... but for the benefit of those who dunno, it's in the chinese belief tat when a bride enters the hse, those born in the year of tiger must hide so as not to scare the bride off frm the family... so this time she go in first le i no need hide lor... the bride look so pretty... frm some angles, i think she look a bit like angelvin... but better... then her fig is so damn gd also lor...

the funniest part of the tea ceremony was when ryan's parents were served... then ryan quickly run up and sat on his dad's lap... then when they drink finish, he still dun wanna get off let other ppl drink... until my da gu (the groom's mum) told him tat she'll get him a cup as well...

had buffet there... so much on the table lor... there's duck, chix, satay, fried rice, veg, mee siam, sushi, mango pudding, turkey, salmon and lots more...

went hm only at bout 5 plus... then frm east coast there travel all the way to wdl is so damn long lor... one hrs plus... at first considering to join cf they all de... but too late le... then they so sad case de lor... got no countdown activities... i think this year is so pathetic... christmas eve only come out cos was being forced to... then eat le go hm... how pathetic... new year eve only go out eat then those wanna go went off... luckily i nv go... cf say i go also no use.. cos after they eat le the guys go arcade while the gers were being left alone... if i really go i wud be so pathetic there lor... the gers sure all go meet bf later de... then i'd be left alone with the guys... then their topic also so hard to get into lor... usually is some games and such de... think the only person who'd come tok to me is cf le lor...

anyway, ryan came to my hse at 8 plus at night... cos his parents bring him to the rc below my hse to buy his uniform for his playgrp... the plagrp cheat ppl $$ de lor... one set of lousy t-shirt and shorts cost $18!! then it's so small and for kids de lor... Damn ex...

spent my new year watching the last episode of inuyasha season 1... wonder if they're going to show the next few seasons or not?? hmm....

anyway, gtg le...

happy new year... have a gd 2005!!!

ciaoz...

hahaha... decided to pon sch today... since only go to sch for 1 hr and then have to rush off to my aunt's hse in east coast there le... waste my time going to sch then havta go there on my own when i dunno where is it... so might as well pon sch lor...

this week nothing much happen la... but somehow towards the end of the hols found tat i've been coming online less and less... like come online also got nothing to do...

hmm... somehow i feel like i'm such a freerider in all my projects... like during hrm tat time... they were all discussing bout the article but i dunno wat they were toking bout... felt so useless there... wan to contribute also... but somehow i also dunno why nv contribute... like all other projects, i'm also like tat... sianz... ppl reading this... muz keep asking me to contribute har... dun wanna be a burden to u all...

anyway, went city hall with the guys in my class today... had lotza fun... at first was they ask if wanna go play pool then i say dun mind... but in the end become i'm the only ger there... then with the 3 of them... hahaha... but i dun mind la... maybe cos used to it le... last time also like tat go out with a grp of guys de...

while on the train there, lp called to ask where we r... cos her cca cancel le... then she considering to join us... in the end we bluff her tat we going city hall walk walk instead of go play pool... so she came...

waited for her at tiong bahru... at first wanna wait for her at red hill de... but the guys say there got no aircon... so change to tiong bahru... while waiting for lp to come, we stood at the last door of the train there... then peeped out onto the track there... was pitch black there lor... then we started to crap bout seeing someone walk out frm the track there... was a bit freaked out cos it's really scary if it happens...

after lp reach, she so poor thing lor... kana bullied by sp and jq... they keep suaning her... but quite funny if u r a onlooker...

went to walk walk at city link mall... went to the singtel shop first... cos alvin wanna see the phones... then got the person to take the real one let us see... anyway, the person who serve us look like kangyu lor... but he's service very gd... wat ever we ask he also check for us...

after tat went to ig's heaven or something like tat de la... cos sp they all went to breadtalk then me and lp wanna go tat shop... so we went in... bought a new pair of earrings and a key chain... the key chain very cute... and it's only 3.90... hehehe...

went hmv cos lp wanna go see ken hirai's cd... in the end we spent too much time there until me alvin and sp buai tahan... then went off first to d-siao lp and jq... the two of them har... didn't even realised we went off le... we shop finish the addidas store then they called... so waited there for them before going to suntec to eat... next time go suntec foodcourt, dun go and eat the duck rice stall... the uncle there har... attitude so damn bad de... got me so pissed off... ate almond longan as dessert despite my cough... end up now become worse le... hahaha throat so itchy then kept coughing like shit...

went to play pool after tat... at first lp say dun wanna play... then in the end bluff her tat i wanna rest then ask her take over me... then played photohunt while they play... the machine cheat ppl $$ de lor... the time nv restart de...

ok la... tat's all la... my mum chasing me go change to go my cousin's wedding le... will update again tonight...

ciaoz...

wat a boring christmas weekend... nothing much was done... basically my weekend consist of watching tv, clearing my table and more tv... damn sian lor...

argh... just wondering how much mucus can one produce... all these nose blowing is killing me... blow until i become dizzy... then got serious blocked ears as well... argh... think might go see doc one of these days before my cousin's wedding... argh argh argh argh... dun feel like going to doc... anyone got any other methods to recommend?

anyway, went shopping with my sis after sch today... nv buy anything la... go there is become loan shark only... loan $$ to my sis... wahahaha...

haiz... dunno wat to say le... shall end here...

ciaoz...

merry christmas to all reading my blog... wahahaha...

this is the most boring xmas i've ever spent... for the past few years, every xmas wud be spent at xj's hse... but this year, it's so diff... everyone is so busy with their own programmes... those got bf de pei bf, those without de got some other activities... it's like our tradition of meeting for xmas is broken le lor... no xmas gifts this year... sob sob... think next year wun go le... go also like extra like tat... anyway, better start frm this morning la...

this morning spent a lot of time preparing to go out... at first tot wud be late for sch de... end up i was super early... purposely missed one train at wdl but still reach dover too early... so decided to go buy sweets for the class... first present was received frm hf... it was choc... second present was frm mabel... this is more special cos u can't buy it anywhere de... it's choc tat she made specially for us... after lesson, went to suntec... at first tot can eat something good since it's christmas... but then most of us quite broke le... so end up eating at the food court there... hahaha... had to go off earlier cos meeting sid they all at wdl at 1430... but told them we wud be late le... so still not so bad la...

went to meet them at cwp... those present were xj, jh, sid, stan, ml, by, jc, hf and me... already count as quite pathetic le... i sit there so sian lor... it was as if i'm a new classmate tat hf brought to the gathering... had the feeling tat i'm being left out in all the conversation lor... dun feel very welcomed there like tat... dunno la... hate this feeling and it makes me just dun feel like going to this kinda gathering anymore... maybe the next one i shall just not go... see how first la...

haiz... this is such a bad xmas... felt quite sad la...

wat a sad and lonely way to celebrate my xmas...

pathetic me...

tsk tsk...

ciaoz...

argh... think my ear drums going to spoil in the next few days... kept having ear blocks... all bcos of my flu cum sore throat... nv go see doc despite so many days le... cos keep thinking so many days le might heal on its own... but the strange thing is tat the mucus will only block my nose at certain times in the day... then my nose now hurt like mad... all these blowing and coughing is making me dizzy... argh... when can heal?? dun wanna see doc leh... see doc waste $$...

anyway, got good news... i cut my hair today... wahahahaha... finally cut my hair after saying tat i wanna cut it for so long le... hahahaha... tat hairdresser cut my fringe until quite short... short until it's tat kind tat kids have... those slightly above eyebrow de... then the first person i saw say i look like a fox... the fox in inuyasha ba... by the name of shippo... tell my sis le she say really look like shippo... hahaha... but i quite like this hairstyle la... then this is really a very gd salon... all stylists inside also very gd de... if anyone wanna go cut hair, go there cut... it's esp cheap during weekdays... okok... the salon is at jurong entertainment centre... got chance go there cut... really gd... the name of the salon is beauty reveal i think...

anyway, gtg watch tv le... might sleep early tonight too...

ciaoz...

finally one week of sch has past... fell sick on the last day of the week... kana fever, blocked nose, blocked ears and sore throat... now my neck is aching like mad... then this morning blow my nose until got blood in the mucus... my mum got a scare... but nv go see doc la... see how first... if tml or mon still like tat then go see doc...

well... this one week nothing much happened la... had lessons... tutorials all end super early... except for FMA... lecturers are all generally ok la... quite funny at times... none look too fierce... then my lc lecturer look like pan ling ling... really look like her lor... if got chance will take her pic let u all see...

aiya.. i think i now blur until i dunno wat i typing le... got chance update again...

ciaoz...

oops... i'm the odd one out... wahahaha... supposed to be formal pic with me being the "coach" of a "swimming team"... 

forgot wat i told them le... looks like i'm telling a joke? 

wanlin the story teller... 

;P here goes the bunny ears... wahahaha... 

aiya... unsuccessful bunny ears... 

here's a grp pic... frm front: jh, jc... middle row(frm left): by, hf, wh, me... last row(frm left): stan, sid, sc's bf... 

WAT?? see wat see? 

a bbq scene... 

here's a pic taken during my chalet... 

just feel tat i'm suddenly very very tired... just so tired of my jealousy...

super confused feelings now... i dunno if i've really got over cf... at times, i just had the feeling tat maybe the breakup was the best for us...

the following tat i'm bout to say might change ur opinion of me... but it's really wat i think now tat it's over... the thing is i think me and cf got together in the first place is tat we both wanted to experience how it is like to be in love... but i dunno if we really like each other... in my case, now tat i think back, i'm as if in a relationship with him only for the sake of being in love with love itself and not with the person...

however, if tat is so, y did it still hurt so much to see and hear bout his news... i dunno... i really dunno...

damn... argh... y am i so easily shedding my tears again...

just saw his prom pics... he had taken with quite a few gers and all like so... i dunno wat to say... argh... just when the hell will i be able to face this with a calm heart... do i still have some part of me with him... or is it just my ego tat's acting... the part of me tat doesn't wish tat he got attached before me or the part tat wished tat he wud return for me... i dunno... i really dunno...

argh... stupid dumb ass of relationship... argh argh argh argh!!!!! bloody hell... hate this kind of feelings... when will i be able to get rid of it... i really admire those ppl who can move on with their life fast...

sometimes i wonder if he had really got over it... is there any part of me tat he might still be missing, thinking of me at times... but i dun think so... or maybe tat he wanna let me have the time to forget him? i dun think tat's quite possible de lor... how could anyone forget the person he or she had spent some memories with de... if really there's a memory eraser, i wanna erase off this memory... though there's a lot of sweet times, silly times... but at times, it's just too painful for me to bear...

though i sometimes wish tat i had another shoulder to rely on... but i dun think i'll just go into a relationship tat fast... dun think i'll be able to stand another blow le... it's too painful... really very painful...

argh... vent out my feelings le now much better... ppl who read this entry, pls keep it to urself... i dun wanna let him know how i'm feeling bout this... thx...

go sleep le...

ciaoz...

hahaha... dunno how to start this entry...

well... went for spac2go's anniversary yesterday... muz say tat all went well yesterday... had so much fun and laughter... but most of all, the whole spac2go had a fun time saboing km and hf... wahahaha... it's really so damn fun... then serene is so cute and funny... wahahahaha... hard to put down in words here... if u wanna know, ask me personally... hehehe...

well... so damn tired today... sianz also... cos tml sch reopen le... argh... tat's the end of my hols... but nvm la... timetable quite slack... so not very stress...

ok la... muz go tidy my table soon le... still as messy as ever... wahahahaha....

ciaoz...

wahahaha... finally back from my chalet... hehehe...

was so fun despite not seeing each other for so long... not bad la... but only slept for a few hours for both days...

shall start frm:

8th dec ==>
got main com meeting at 0930... slept late the night before and then got up damn early in the morning... packed my bag only in the morning... so have to get up early...

reach clubrm at 0930 sharp... was the early few thou i was on time... end up the meeting started only at 1000 plus... then was told tat angelvin will join us for the meeting... at first the meeting atmosphere was fun... then when she came in, the atmosphere suddenly became tense... no one spoke much... let her tok most of the time... once she got out of the place, all became relaxed again...

after the meeting, went down to ccgc to help hf... cos angelvin wans her to change lotza stuff... so went to help... in the end only left sch at bout 1 plus... was supposed to meet ml at bugis... but she was not ready yet... so we go pasir ris and wait for her there... end up reach chalet at 3 plus i think...

by the time we reached there, cf they all already cleaned the chalet and was waiting for our arrival... wahahaha... we like da pai ppl like tat... walk into the chalet still got ppl video tape us... wahahaha... then watched their prom nite's video tat cf recorded... after tat chit chat with them for a while then start to prepare for the bbq... wh came before the bbq... then after tat sc and valli came... with sc's bf... he was a national swimmer... not bad la... they both got couple look oh... heheheh... was happy tat she found her happiness... had fun at the bbq...

at 2330, watched inuyasha... found out tat stan also got watch... so watched together... after tat start to play cards...

9th dec ==>
wh, hf and nuriah went to sleep first... then the rest of us were playing... play until morning... then sc and sid cannot tahan le... but sc can't sleep in the ger's rm cos the sleeping area was occupied by the 3 of them le... so end up she slept at the guys' area with us playing there... then we played until 0630... then wanted to watch sunrise... but the sun already rise de... so end up went back to chalet... slept at the guys' area... then cf and jc started to whistle... actually sound quite nice la...

at bout 0900 plus... i really cannot tahan le... cos the guys' area is so damn hot... the bed also traps heat... so end up going back to the rm and woke wh they all up... but they cannot fall asleep le... so me, ml and sc got the bed to ourselves... sleep until so shiok... but they went breakfast they nv call us... then nv ta bao for us also... when they came back frm breakfast then they woke me and ml up... cos sc alrealy went to pick up her bf... tat time was already 1200 le... then they say they wanna go wild wild wet... end up cf treat us gers there... cos we got no $$ le... but they guys wanna go cos got no chance le... going ns soon... went there at 1215... then cf become like our papa like tat... buy the entry card for us, then help us look after the bags while we play...

we went to the kids' pool first... then after tat went to wave pool... then went to queue for a slide... but the gers all cannot play cos we wearing t-shirt... only got to know tat rule when it was bout our turn le... so in the end, the gers went to queue for another slide tat uses floats while the guys continue with the one without float de... ours was so fun... but was quite slow la... cos not enough weight... after the guys also came down frm the same one, we switched... guys mix with gers... end up me, ml, wh, nuriah and by took one float while hf, jc, sid and stan took the other one... a diff of hf and by makes wonder... our ride became so damn fast and fun...

after tat went to one slide like pirate ship like tat... cos the slide was 2 at a time, but by dun wanna go... so end up me and wh went together... let her sit back facing the down side so she wun be so scared... in the end i was like nearly flying out le lor... it was so steep... but was the best one tat i took... we play and play until 4 plus... then went to shower... hair was like damn dry le... but nv bring conditioner...

had another bbq at night... then after hf say km coming and wanna go fetch him le, me, sid, ml and yl went to downtown east with her... cos we scared she lost her way... then shun bian buy water and alcoholic drinks... got a bottle for myself... then found tat even i drink the whole bottle, my rashes is not as bad as before le... wahahahaha... so happy... cos it means i can drink alcoholic drinks le...

tat nite so fun... was playing card games with km, cf and stan... then end up sleeping at 3 plus... but before we sleep, cf kept asking km questions, not wanting to let him sleep... wahahahaha... was so funny lor... but i too physically and mentally tired le... so i fell asleep pretty soon...

10th dec ==>
woke up at 0730 by hf's alarm... tat ger har... set alarm dun wanna put it somewhere near her... woke everyone sleeping at the living rm up... then still dun wanna get up until me and km keep poking her... fell back to sleep cos i only wanna wake up at 0800... in the end can sleep much so start preparing and packing my things... tot i took everything le... but halfway back to sch, i realised i nv take my jacket... then hf help me msg them ask them take for me then i go collect frm them...

reached sch at 0925... then went t14 to print result and timetable... by the time we slack finish there, we reached saa at the time of the meeting... nearly fell asleep during the meeting... then still need to go finance to pay the adv fund... after meeting got dragged to go eat... but wait and wait until i pek chek... then end up going hm...

reach hm then went to sleep without eating... second day i went without breakfast and lunch le...

slept frm 3 plus all the way till 8 plus... was woken up by ryan... cos my mum say i come hm then nv play with him before sleeping... then he wanna play with me... so keep disturbing me...

ok la... end here le... wanna go sleep le...

ciaoz...

here's a pic i finally got frm alex... it's taken on the day of the nyaa award ceremony ages ago... 

haiz... dunno y but feel tat i'm not at all a gd fren... as in i'm bad at maintaining a frenship... think i'm just a pathetic idiot with no real fren...
all my frenships seem to die off the minute i dun see my frens or we got separated... it has always been like tat since young... just dun understand y i can't be like my sis they all... even thou nv see each other for so long le still got lotza things to say to their frens...

argh!!! i just sucks to the core when making frens... damn... dunno how i'm gonna survive in the working world...

can imagine my life when i go out into the working world... everyday wake up, go to work, after work, go hm... shit man... it's damn pathetic lor... yet... haiz... dunno la... just so frustrated with myself... it's not tat i'm dao or wat... but once say i got into another class frm my fren le then will just stop toking to each other de...

haiz... wanna go out with my frens... but dunno y everyone is so damn busy tat i can't find anyone out other than lp... dun even know wat they r busy with...

argh... dun mind me... just a pathetic idiot trying to jot down her frustration... ARGH!!!!!!!!

think if this goes on... i'll have to go to a hun ying jie shao suo in the future to know more ppl... hahahahaha...

sian sian sian sian....

beginning to hate the hols... heng only one week to go...

ciaoz...

hahaha... something strange happened today... someone added me in friendster in the name of sp... so strange... how wud he or she knows i'm in sp?

was asked by hf to go to sch help her with the ccgc library... then after the whole thing end, went to eat at cck with her... went to eat sushi... wahahahaha... so long nv go eat le... then we were both thinking of eating sushi for dinner... finally get to chat with her for such a long time... all the way frm 6 plus to 9 plus... wahahahaha... so long nv tok with her le... cos she always so busy with km... bleax ;P wahahahaha....

short entry today... gonna watch inuyasha le... hehehe... anyway, anyone who saw inuyasha comics, pls tell me where got sell... the chinese name for it is "quan ye cha"... dog tat "quan", night tat "ye" and fork tat "cha"... wahahaha...

ciaoz...

woah... so many days nv update le...

wanted to update on tues de... but was chatting with lp... so nv update...

anyway, will update now la...

30th nov...
went for spac2go anniversary meeting... at first, the purpose for going is to pei serene... but after tat she say she cannot go le... cos she need to go to sch... so i have to help take over her... btw... forgot to mention tat the meeting is not in sch but is supposed to be at city hall...
at first tot is 2pm at city hall... so nvm... go shower earlier... but after tat, serene called to tell me the venue was changed to cck... if daniel didn't accidentally called her, she wun know the venue is changed le lor... cynthia change venue nv inform everyone, esp the seniors lor... change venue muz at least make sure tat everyone going for the meeting knows... if daniel nv accidentally called serene, me and said wud have been waiting like 2 idiots at city hall le lor...
change to cck still nvm... cos it's more convenient for me and said... but the thing is... they change the venue to cck so tat they can go xj's condo de function rm to see... tot they wud have the brain to check with xj if it's ok... afterall, it's his condo they r going and if they get into trouble, xj wud be held responsible lor... at least let him know tat we r going... tot tat was the most common sensical thing to do... but alas... THEY NV INFORM HIM... if i nv msg cynthia to ask her, she wun even inform lor... type out the conversation for u all to see...
me: just to double confirm with u... is the meeting for the anniversary changed to cck at 2pm?
cyn: yup!
me: did u inform xue jin tat u are going to his hse?
cyn: u comin mahx? we not going up the house... juz the function room...
me: but u still need to let him know tat u are going to his condo... at least if anything happens he'd be informed...
cyn: oops... relli ahz... den do u haf his no? can contact him?
me: ok... will help contact him...
cyn: thz...

dotz lor... still ask me muz ar?
ah bo? no need to tell ppl meh? u go in need to tell the guard wat... need to use ppl's unit no to get in... so wat's ur prob... just take one step to inform can le wat... so troublesome meh?

like tat still nvm... the worse is tat if u think u will be late, then inform others bout the change of timing earlier la... at cck leh... not very accessible to those living at the east side lor... they'd take bout 1 hr to get there de lor... wtf... wanna change the timing to 3.30pm only at 1.22 pm then inform ppl lor... informing they half an hr ago is not enough de lor... thou sg is small, but it's not possible to travel frm one place to another in HALF AN HOUR de lor... tootz...

argh... think will find a time to let them know... this is a damn big prob lor...

1 dec...
went to ktv with da jie, er jie, bro and ryan... bring tat little boy there har... really troublesome... run here run there... snatch the mic... was such a handful lor...

went walk walk along orchard after the ktv... went wisma to let ryan watch the fishes... on the way down in wisma, met sidney... but dun think he saw me thou he walk pass me... after tat, saw alvin while walking to the mrt station... then met kathy on the train... thou met 3 frens, but nv tok to any of them la... cos:
1. alvin was far infront
2. dunno wat to say to kathy
3. the lift was there le when i saw sid...

end up ryan nv sleep in the afternoon... then he fell asleep at bout 7 plus... when his dad wanna come pick him up le... then after my uncle(his dad) came, he saw tat ryan is fast asleep and will not be waking up soon... so he decided to let ryan stay overnight and went hm...

end up ryan woke up at ten... when the result show is starting... then he was making a din... watch inuyasha he also wanna watch until the ending song end le then we can watch tian cai go go go... end up he sleep at bout 1plus... then my mum sing him and me to sleep... hehehe...

was slightly woken up by ryan in the early morning... but was too tired to move... and i saw my er jie coming down to comfort him le... so went back to sleep...

was woken up by mum at 9 plus... asking me to take care of ryan while she go market... he so funny lor... wakeup at 10 le tell me tat this morning my mum bought him to mac to buy breakfast... then after asking my mum then i know wat happened...

this morning, my mum ask him wat he wanna eat... then bring him go buy breakfast... then he say he wan mac... just right his mum called and say she'd wait for my mum they all at mac at the usual time after my mum told her wat happened... but ryan is very impatient, so he went into mac without his mum then my mum carry him out he also dun wan... then my mum bo bian just let him queue... just right his mum reach le... then paid for the happy meal... then ryan was so engrossed in his frozone toy tat he didn't even know his mum paid for it... wahahaha...

tat's bout all la... wanna go watch inuyasha le... update another time...

ciaoz...