sometimes i just wish i have a maid at home.... then my mum wun nag at me so much to do the household chores... somehow, it seem tat my mum really loves to nag, no matter whether we are already doing wat she nagged us to do... like when we are not looking for a job, she'll nag at us to look for one, when we are looking for jobs, then she'll nagged at us for not looking for a job, even thou it's clear tat we are looking at the recruitment page...

haiz.... she's also always watching tv, relaxing in the afternoon, but why can't we do the same thing too? it's just tat instead of watching tv, we are using the com... but why is it so different? if we watch tv the whole day, she wun say much, but when we use the com for a whole day, she'll keep asking us to switch it off... but isn't it the same? watching tv and using the com are means of updating ourselves with the latest thing in the market... be it variety show, drama serial or wat... by asking us to not use the com, it's depriving us of keeping ourselves updated with wat is the latest tv programme overseas... not using the com means tat we'll always only get to watch wat is shown overseas months or years ago... sometimes, not even the show tat has high ratings in other countries such as taiwan or korea... let me ask u... how many of u have not seen or even heard of ai qing mo fa shi? it is one of the show tat has high ratings in taiwan now.... or had anyone of u heard of the very famous lang man man wu, aka full house tat made rain so bloody popular in china, taiwan, korea, japan and most parts of asia... haha... some of u might not even heard of rain.... why? because the tv programmes shown in sg is so lag.... lag until i have to watch these programmes thru the rental and purchase of vcds....

argh.... just hate it hate it when my mum nags... i swear tat sometime after i start working, i'm gonna get a maid for my mum so tat she wun nag anymore... now i understand why my sis like to go out rather than stay home.... life really sucks like shit... this also cannot, tat also cannot... sometimes i just wish tat no one will nag at me... come on, i'm going to be 20 next mon le lor.... not like i can't think for myself right?

haiz...

ciaoz...

it a happi happi dae~~!!! wahahaha...

firstly, got class gathering today to celebrate the march bdays.... hahaha...

i dunno wat's wrong with me.... hahaha... a few weeks ago i know tat results are released today.... but somehow yest, my brain was set to results releasing only tml.... hahaha.... end up i just check my results after the bbq...

hahaha... i'm so happy... at least i got a dist this time round... hahaha... it's for bd.... i guess there is some diff bet marks of the members... cos one of my grp mate got A but i got dist.... well... another happy thing is, my itlp and om, the 2 most dreaded, surprisingly got B... hahaha... most dreaded cos i failed one of the ca for both modules....

hahaha.... ttp, uccd and iaf are as expected... cos i screw up during the final 50% paper... hahaha... but at least it's not a C... hahaha....

shall go play my game again now...

12 more days to 20... hahahaha....

ciaoz...

woah.... it has been so long since i last blog... hahaha... nothing much happened la...

i was the earliest of my class to reach the venue for prom... tot i was late... but the rest of them were very very late... hahaha... sit there like one idiot like tat...

think my mum will be a very good employer to maids... hahaha... tat time my grandma they all went to cruise, she left her maid at my hse... hahaha... so funny lor... have u ever seen an employer asking her maid to go and sleep first then do all the rest of the work herself? well, tat's my mum... hahaha... in the afternoon, she still ask the maid to go and rest, play with my cousin.... hahaha... today when we went to my grandma hse, my uncle's maid told my mum tat my grandma's maid enjoyed herself at our hse... hahaha... of cos la... the workload is much much lesser at my hse lor... then also cos my grandma always ask her to wash things....

hahaha... basically nothing much happened la... just went to the airport the other day... cos my mum wanted to go to the budget airport.... but alas, by the time we reached, the visiting hrs are over... hahaha... in the end, we watch the aircraft all the way frm 1710 to 1900 before coming back... hahaha... ryan had such a fun time running in the airport... hahaha... i think singaporeans really very inconsiderate lor... see one kid also wun give up the seat one... end up ryan had to stand all the way frm changi irport to yishun... stand until he's so tired lor... kept squating on the bus...

ok la... till the next time i blog,

ciaoz....

woohoo....

so many good news today....

wahahaha... today's the last day of exams~~!! tat means the end of my study life temp.... hahaha...

next thing is tat i have an idea of wat to wear for prom... wahahaha... think sg shop not very fat ppl friendly... all sizes so small... it's good money if one is to open a shop catering the latest fashion for ppl with big bones...

next gd news... i'm gonna have a maid for 4 days in bout 10 days ' time... wahahaha... not my maid la... my grandma's maid... cos my uncle gonna bring my grandparents to cruise for 4 days... then my grandma dun wanna leave the maid at home alone... so she wanna send the maid to my hse to help my mum... wahahaha... my mum can finally relax le... no need to worry bout hsehold chores and ryan... can concentrate her attention on ryan...

so happy today... cos finally can relax lor.... hehehe....

schedule till 9 mar is quite relax... wanna go out can jio me... i very free.... hahaha.... only mon got bsg finals, tml and fri have to go my maternal grandma hse.... sat got to go ntu to support my sis in her cheerleading competition then go for tuition... then 9th got prom... after prom will be damn free... wahahaha....

so ppl, anyone wanna go out can jio me...

ok la... go watch wat i taped yest le...

ciaoz...

hip hip hooray... it's a happy happy day...

wahahaha... finally got a new hp... after 3 yrs... hahaha...

sch's fun today... ttp tutorial was spent walking ard sp... hahaha... heng i only gave her a very very brief itinerary... so our grp was not chosen as tour guide...

itlp passes fast...

meet my da jie and went to ikea after sch... hahaha... just love to window shop in ikea... bought 2 big boxes for ourselves... it's so inconvenient to carry the box ard... so we went hm to put it down before going to teleshop to buy my hp...

5.30 pm, we went down to teleshop... 8 pm, we reach hm... this shows how long we have to wait to be served... so many ppl there today lor...

when it's our turn, the person told us tat if we subscribe another line, 80 min outgoing, free incoming but no sms for $9.90 per mth, we can get another phone of the same model free...hahaha... end up my da jie took up the offer... hhaha... she wan the 3 G phone, then the line give to my mum... hahaha... so now, the two of us got sister phones... hahaha... so excited bout my phone... hopefully i can adapt to the interface by tml morning... hehehe... can't wait for it to finish charging...

anyone with a 3G phone can tell me hor... then next time can video call u... hahaha....

ok la... going to check if it's done...

ciaoz...

was rather happy today... partly cos i no need to present for my final presentation tml... i just hate presenting to ppl... not confident enough to tok infront of them... lucky for me, they decided to change the presenters yesterday... so i'm no longer presenting... somehow i feel more confident in Q & A... hahaha...

went to sch today to see wat i can help the presenters with.... basically, i did nothing other than to help them with the printing of info, slide transitions and to do my ttp tutorial... hahahaha... so i'm very free... tying up some loose ends for the presentation... at first plan to see if they wanna rehearse today... but no one seem prepared... so end up doing other things....

haiz... sad thing is tml my sec sch frens are meeting up to go ms chen's hse... but i can't go because the time clashes with my presentation... boo hoo hoo... :( nvm la... next year lor...

have to stay back after presentation tml... to learn om from master ly... hahaha... she's real pro... our whole om project she bao one... so have to learn frm her tml cos om evaluation is on mon... hahaha...

ok la... gtg do other stuff le...

ciaoz...

happy lunar new year ppl...

hahahaha...

finally the new year is here...

and my table's still as messy... hehehe... too busy to clean up...

had to help my mum with cleaning of other parts of the house and prepare for new year...

eve of new year eve, went home frm sch early... hahaha... think we're the first grp to leave sch... went to teach tuition at night... and at the end of tuition, dafinah's mum gave me an ang bao... hahaha... so nice of her...
the most funny thing of tat day... me and my siblings wanted to go get the majong table frm ntuc one... cos my mum say there got sell... so the four of us went down at 2300... and guess wat... the majong table's sold out!!! aaaahhhhhh....!!!! so we ended up going to other ntuc branches in woodlands... and the best thing was, none of us got ezlink card and we only have a $50 note with us... hahaha... so we nearly walked the whole of woodlands... luckily mr han help us go woodgrove there to find... then got one place lesser to walk to... was made to ask kor if his parents' shop open on new year's eve... hahaha... got open... but no delivery... hahaha... the funny thing is, i dunno if jq think tat is my new number or wat... cos he msged my sis the next day... hahaha... all bcos i nv bring my hp and used my sis's hp to msg him...
combed the whole woodlands, and there is none.... when we went to ask one of the staff at the marsiling mrt branch, she told us tat the ntuc homemart at sembawang mrt might have... so we borrowed change frm mr han to take the train there...
and the most unlucky thing is... when we reach there, they just closed... mr han asked one of the staff... and she say, the table's sold out~~!!!!!!
damn suai and tired tat night... and we got no table to play majong on.... hahahaha...

got up relatively early the next morning, which is on the eve of new year... went to check courts to see if they have it with my da jie... luckily we nv managed to buy frm ntuc... cos at courts, the same model of majong table only costs $29 but at ntuc, it costs $39... a bloody 10 bucks diff la... but maybe also bcos the one tat we got is the last piece and is the display set... hahaha... but condition is still not bad de leh... better than the plastic one... hahaha... it was damn funny when we carry it hm... hahaha... the stupid courts was at 4th lvl, so it's not possible for 2 gals to carry it all the way to lvl one using the escalator... my sis wanted to take the passenger lift, but considering tat it's new year eve and a sat as well, cwp sure will have a lot of ppl one... so we ended up taking the lift for goods... wahahahaha... damn spacious and there's no one in the lift... but it damn funny if u see us carry... hahaha... if u wan ppl'd attention, try carrying a majong table in a crowded shopping centre... hahaha... so ma lu... cos everyone's looking at us like we're freaks... hahaha... but we got our majong table... wahahaha...

helped my mum to clear things until time to go my grandma's hse for reunion dinner... amazingly, we were one of the first few families to go home... hahaha... cos we're usually the last few to go back... after we reach hm, it's time to help my mum to prepare for the stuff for prayer and waxing... hahahaha.. after everything ended, the four of us, my sistas, my bro and me starts our majong session... wahahahaha... play all the way frm 2 am to 6 am... until my parents woke up to chase us to bed... hahahaha....

slept for like 4 hours then went to bai nian... hahaha... my cousins kept saying tat every year they have to wait for us... hahaha... but this year also... by the time we reach my grandma hse, only left ryan's family there... the rest all go off le... whahahaha... mr han joined us there shortly... stayed at my paternal grandma hse till 3 plus before walking to my maternal grandma hse... hahaha... luckily to travel between my grandmas' hses only takes a ten min walk... wahahaha... so near each other... reach home and the 2nd session of majong starts...

day 2 of new year was spent at home until evening then go to my paternal grandma hse... cos my da gu is going... hahaha... i waited for my sis to get ready until by the time we reach, they already left le... hahaha... went hm and it's majong time again...

today's boring as well... was forced to watch huo yuan jia... muz say it's worth wat i paid for... hahaha... since mine was heavily subsidised by my er jie, my bro and my mum... hahahaha... end up paying $2.50 for the show...

well.. .gonna go sleep le... tml's 8 am lesson...

hopefully i can change my hp by end of this week... hahaha...

ciaoz...

freaking bloody shitty idiotic... argh.... i wanna scream...

all these projects are making me feel so trapped... stupid com with stupid internet with stupid website are really getting on my nerves...

everything sucks.... damn shitty!!!! argh... hate it hate it hate it.... just hate wat i'm doing now... why does malaysia lack so much bloody info? want to develop it's tourism info then muz first put all info online ma... so hard to find bloody info... sucks like shit... want to find a map of a state is also so bloody difficult!!! argh~~!!!!!!!!!

suck suck suck~~~~!!!!!

bloody shit~!

argh... dun be surprised if u see me breaking down one of these days... really can't stand the stress anymore....

ciaoz...

decided to remove the video in my blog cos of the govt... dun wanna risk getting caught...

the week sucks... hate it when we have so many projects... tml will be a better day... cos retest is tml...

going to study now...

ciaoz...

gosh~~! i just love the video on my blog... hehehe... everytime i open it in a new window, i'll sure watch it one... hehehe...

i have new idols... wahahaha...

idol no 1...
rain - korean who can sing, dance and act damn well... dun mind collecting his everything.... hint hint.... next time can give me his concert dvd as present... wahahaha... should he come sg for concert, i sure go one... damn nice... and i think he is one where all hip hop dancers or wannabe should look up to...

idol no 2...
zhen yuan chang - funny, handsome taiwanese model cum actor... he's very funny... dun really put emphasis on his image, making him not fake... wahahaha...

idol no 3...
luo zhi xiang - xiao zhu is a very funny a actor, host, singer and dancer... hahahha... thou he's not as gd at dancing as rain... hahaha... but i like to watch programmes tat he host... he's best at hai dai quan... always wonder how he manage to guess ppl's move...

idol no 4...
ming dao - handsome and is a dare devil... hahaha... love watching tv programmes with him on one... the one i love most is his mao xian wang...

hahaha... tat's all i can tink of for now... but i really admire rain the most... cos he is one tat is very jing zhe... puts in his best in watever he do... his concert he also got contribute ideas in, basically a perfectionist... but if he's not a perfectionist, we wun be able to see such great performance... he's gd until all the big big stars in taiwan also go and watch his concert... stars such as stephanie sun, jolin tsai, luo zhi xiang, zhen yuan chang etc...

damn... i also wanna watch his concert live~~!! when is he coming to sg to have a concert???

think maybe the next time he go taiwan or any place in asia to have concert i might consider going there to watch... hehehe...

will try to post his mtv on my blog soon...

ciaoz...

wah~~!!! i really envy my cousin...

he's in navy, and get to travel to alot of countries...

paris, england, most part of europe, dubai...

argh~! i wanna go travelling too... i wanna go for the dubai trip... but got no $$...

sadz...

ciaoz....

woah... had a very special christmas this year... instead of the ususal meeting at xj's hse on christmas eve and going hm on christmas day, we met on christmas day itself and went to jc's place...

besides this, the other special thing is tat the guys made us gers a scrapbook with a storyline for us to guess which character is who... if we guess correctly then can have our character's soft toy... hahaha... but the soft toy is no link to us one la...

it's very sweet lor... they still take the effort to make tat scrap book, take pics of the soft toys according to the senario and think out the storyline... thx a lot to jc, cf and by... thx guys... tat was really special, creative and sweet...

ok la.. i wanna go see the cd version le...

ciaoz...

got a very nice show to intro to all of u... hahahaha....

it's a korean drama by the title of Full House... Lang Man Man Wu in chinese... it's a damn nice show starring rain and song hui qiao... it's not the usual soapy korean drama where one of the main character will die of some terminal disease tat kind... it's a touching comedy... hahaha...

the story is about these 2 ppl, han zhi en(song hui qiao) and li eng zai(rain)...
eng zai is a superstar while zhi en is a writer... their paths crossed when zhi en's 2 best frens sent her on a hol to china in order to cheat her of her money and hse... eng zai and zhi en met while on the plane and subsequently since zhi en has no money, she had to borrow frm her fellow countryman, eng zai...

fate had it tat her frens sold her hse off to eng zai... being homeless, zhi en had no choice but to beg eng zai to return her her hse... and she fell sick when begging him... so he took her in and made her his maid in return for his hospitality...

eng zai secretly like his childhood fren, hui yuan and plans to propose to her, but hui yuan likes their another childhood fren, ming he, and told him tat she doesn't like him but ming he...

during a party where all four of them are present, hui yuan told ming he of her feelings, but ming he rejected her and told her tat eng zai is the one who has feelings for her... when hui yuan confronted eng zai, he wanna make her angry, so he say he loves zhi en and subsequently kissed zhi en...

being a celebrity, he had no choice but to marry zhi en... a contract marriage which is a secret between them... however, little did they realised tat they would fall for each other... fate teases and tore them apart... after ming he's rejection, hui yuan realised tat she cannot do without eng zai, while ming he decided to woo zhi en...

but in the end, both hui yuan and ming he realised tat zhi en and eng zai truely loves each other and decided to let thm go... hahaha... so the story got happy ever after... zhi en and eng zai became official and lawfully wedded husband and wife...

wat's the funny part of this show u might wonder... well... the funny part is tat whenever zhi en and eng zai wanna might each other angry or prevent each other frm going out with ming he or hui yuan, they would threaten each other... eng zai would make zhi en do all the household chores and clean the entire hse(mind you, they live in a damn big bungalow) before she can go out... and zhi en would threaten not to cook for eng zai should he go out with hui yuan... another comical part is the role reversal... hahhah...

it's truely a show tat u muz watch... and the impact will be damn big if u watch the entire series at one go... wahahaha... it's really funny and can move u to tears... hahaha... i used up nearly a box of tissue watching it...

hahaha... another show tat is nice would be taiwan version of Er Zhuo Ju Zhi Wen, starring Zhen Yuan Chang and Lin Yichen... tat one i'm still downloading... think the vcd still not out yet... anyway, i heard tat only ep 1 to 8 is out... but i already watch until ep 12 already... but it's damn bloody nice... hehehe... so funny and sweet...

ok la... gtg have my dinner le... e-learning sucks like shit when u have a lousy sch system... but i managed to finished all tat i needa do...

ciaoz...

oh man... i'm so tempted to sleep now... argh... freaking tired... yet i can't sleep yet cos if i do, it means tat tml i have to rush my uccd project which is quite hard thou only 6 pages, 1.5 or double spacing... damn... so many info to read thru...

went to the synagogue at bugis with alvin and lj today... really learned alot... but i think religion this kind of thing hor... it's better if u learn it for ur own interest... but being forced to do a project on it is not too gd... it's quite hard to put in all the information we've got into words, limited words to express wat we've learnt in exact...
if u think i'm toking strangely, pls forgive me... i'm damn tired now... tired to the extent of falling asleep soon and have the feeling of fainting soon...

gosh... dunno wat i'm doing now... better go sleep le.. will update again pretty soon i guess... since e-learning week is coming...

ciaoz...

damn bloody bored now... think i'm going crazy playing minesweeper soon... got nothing better to do... anyone got relaxing games to intro to me? or got any nice website to serve one?

i think minesweeper can be rather addictive... hahahha... kept playing it these few days while using the com... all my records (partly due to no one as bo liao as me, play the minesweeper...

argh... damn bored... y is there nothing to do online one?

hmmm... i'm tired physically but not mentally... wonder if i'll be able to wake up tml in time to help my sis move out of her hall... hahaha...

think i got very bad iq and eq... hahaha... interpersonal relationship is wat i'm worse at... somehow finds it hard to tok to some ppl... things just can't get thru... maybe i'm too high power dist le... hahahaha... i'm so very put off when i tried making an effort in toking to ppl, but is ignored by them, or they show very little interest... could u all go on toking to ppl in such a situation whereby the person just seem so interested to tok bout their own life and not listen to urs? tag me ur answers leh... hehehe...

haiz... ok la... i'll just wait for the laptop's batt to reach charging lvl before i off it and go to bed... it's 15% now... just 4% more...

ciaoz...

woah~! finally got my video up on my blog... but loading takes up quite some time... hehehe... thx for bearing with it... just love this song... actually 7 Duo Hua is not bad a pop grp la...

anyway, back to my day... today is a waste of time going to sch... only 1hr is useful out of the 3 hrs in sch... at least om tutorial got do something lor... better than uccd... cos we spent 1 hr doing our research... those who did already can slack ard... all cos she wanna check whether we're on track and scared tat we nv do our project... pls lor... who'd play with their marks one? i dun think anyone wanna be a forward module student de lor...

since me and mabel doing the same religion, we went down to the library together... after like one hr, went back up to the rm... she only ask me a few questions then i finished my "consultation" le... hahaha... but though we're the last 2 to reach class, the rest of the class is still there, which puzzled me since we're allowed to leave after consultation... hahaha... but she nv say anything so they also nv go...

went off at 12 plus with ty and ly since they going back to jb and no one is interested in going out... went to buy mac for lunch cos i wanna try the terriyaki chix burger... not bad la... then ryan start to come "steal" my french fries... hahaha... tat naughty boy...

watched 2 wks notice tat i got out of the sch library... such a nice romance comedy...

went to toa payoh to watch my er jie perform in the cheerleading competition for next yr's ching gay.... they'd get champ if not for the person falling off... think they train too much le la... until got no energy to stable the ger on top... but overall it's very nice... got down to distub my sis cos of her hairstyle... hahahaha...

just love rainy days...

hmm... i just wonder how would guys react if a ger gao bai to them?? answers anyone??

ciaoz...

for the past wk, went to alot of places of worship in sg... all cos of the uccd project... not exactly giving myself alot of choices by going to these places, but just tat dun u find places of worship of diff religions very interesting? and it's not an everyday thing tat one can go to such holy places...

went to the sikh temple last tues with jac, hf, lj, jq and gurdip... was a very interesting trip there... really had an enriching lesson frm gurdip... hahahha... managed to eat the prayer food too... quite nice leh...

went to the sultan mosque near arab st there this tues with mabel and lp... but when we reach there, it was 1550 le, and the mosque closes at 1600, so didn't manage to go in... took some pics of the exterior before we went shopping at tat area... arab st is really interesting.... whole street full of textile seller....

after shopping there, we went to the shophses behind parco there to eat taiwan "snacks"... tried the smelly tofu... not bad la... but it's not too diff frm the usual tofu in taste la... tot will be very diff... next time muz go geylang to try the smelly tofu there...

eat finish already, we went shopping at parco... mainly it being going to missha la... lp went to buy the nail polish there... still considering to get a ficial foam frm there... heard it's not bad... hahahha... when i'm richer...

since the mosque isn't open on tues, we went there again yest... but this time rd, only me and mabel went there cos lp is going for the blood drive in sch... when we reached there, saw a grp of jap students coming out of the mosque... hahaha... we're actually glad to see a tour grp there... make us look less alien there... but nv join them la... cos dun understand chim jap... hahahaha...

need to sign in at the entrance there... hahaha... so funny lor... cos we very paisei to put as singaporeans, so we wrote ourselves as taiwanese... hahahaha... was hoping to meet a grp of western tourists... so tt the tour is conducted in eng which we both understand... and just right, soon after we went into the mosque came a grp of angmo tourists... stood near to them to hear wat the tour guide says... hahhha... kinda being sneaky... hehehe... took a few pics there before going to arab st again... but this time rd, we only went to the mama shop there... really old stuff can be found there lor... things tat when we're young we used to eat... then it's very hard to find it now lor... anyone remembers eating choc in a doramon box with a toy in the box with the choc? yeap... it's sold there too... so long nv see it le lor... then the sweets there hor... really sold in bulk one... fruit plus was sold in a mixture of flavours and in a very very big bag... was so tempted to buy... but got no money... hehehe...

anyway, went to the chinese temple today with jq, alvin, jl and sal... cos sal is doing on buddhism... went to a jewish synagogue too.. cos alvin is doing on it... but didn't managed to go in... cos the person say today got service... then cannot entertain us but ask us to fax them our particulars so tat they can arrange for tour... not bad la... but it seems so small and tucked at a very ulu place... is really very curious bout tat religion... cos the building doesn't show much about the religion... hahaha... tat's why ask alvin to put me in the list when he's going to the place of worship for the jews...

so far going to all these places really broaden my knowledge of these religions in sg... all their dos and duns... wat they belief etc...

ok la... gonna go do more research le... tml need to show her wat we've done so far... but then... my bloody printer got no ink... how to print?? hahaha... contemplating to save everything and bring the laptop to show her... hehehe...

see how first la...

ciaoz...

today is a very special day...

got photo taking session and salina's hse trip... hahha...

photo taking was fun... hahaha... was made to sit in the first row partly by mrs ong and partly cos the gers all stand behind le... hahaha... after we took the photo, was asked to go for a "interview" for graduation... hahaha... all i can say was i'm so proud of being in DBA 3B10!!! wahahaha... it's really fun being in this class...

lotza funny things happened during iaf...

after sch, we all went to salina's hse... hahaha... got lost on the way cos we go ntuc buy something for her family... but in the end still manage to reach her hse... had fun chit chatting with the gers.. hahaha... then very funny thing is tat they were saying it looks like we were "forced" to go for a gathering with "husbands", then the wives would gather at one corner and gossip while the husbands will sit together and chat... hahahaha... really looks like it lor... cos we gers are all sitting at the dinning table while the guys are sitting on the sofa...

mdm palam joined us at bout 8 plus... she actually got us a cake tat says "DBA 3 B 10 Rocks" wahahaha... so cute...

took 168 hm... on the way, was caught in a jam cos of an accident on sle before mandai... the accident was damn scary la... the whole car was all smashed up, the boot and the front also smashed and badly damaged... it's damaged until i'm sure it will be less costly to scrap it than to salvage it...

when the bus finally turn out the the expressway into wdls ave 2, saw something funny... there's this 2 motobike going along wdls ave 1, then one of them i think cannot start... so the fren was helping to push it to the esso station nearby... very cute lor... hahahaha....

gtg sleep le la... tml still got 8 am lesson...

ciaoz...

brrrr... wat a cold day today is... nice weather to sleep... but alas, had to get up to go to sch... was drizzling when i reach sch... but heck la... just walk in the rain... lazy to go one big round up to sb...

think my mood is very much affected by the weather... when it's cold or rainy, u might notice tat i tend not to tok... dunno why also... hahaha... but i guess most ppl is like tat also ba...

had no mood to eat for the whole day... didn't eat my breakfast (which is quite rare), during lunch, ate a plate of fruits... hahaha.... damn funny during lunch, cos my table, only mabel is eating a proper meal... the 3 of us, me, ly and jac are all eating fruits and curry puffs for me and jac, for lunch... then they were all saying tat our table is very healthy... hahaha...

was freaking tired by the time itlp lect ended... but had to go bd cos alvin already nv go le... then if i also nv go then we wun know wat happen... was rare today, cos ben actually came to us first!! and we're the first to leave the rm~!! wahahaha... so shuang to go off early...

was freezing cold at hm... so cold tat i need to wear my bedrm slippers and my jacket... then my mum closed all doors and windows still very cold... now is majiam early winter like tat lor... think today's temp is only bout 20 degree c ba... so cold...

just saw some things tat is not very nice... haiz... shall not comment on things anymore...

ppl come in and out of one's life... some stay on while others leave... no matter wat happen, i just want to thank all those who had once appeared in my life, no matter whether u are still with me or u had left my life... thank you for helping to shape me into the wanlin u see today, even though u might not think tat u made a diff...

tiffs are bound to happen between ppl... even though u might think tat the frenship is over, i just wanna say tat no matter wat happen, i'll always think of u as my fren... even though we might not be close, or even tok much, i still value all my frens...

i know i'm not a very nice person, and some of u might even dislike me, but i just wanna say, i really treat u all as my frens... it saddens me tat i'm being ignored, tat my efforts had gone to waste... but at the end of the day, u're still my fren...

i know tat sometimes it really pains and is heart-wrenching when no matter how much effort u put in, ppl still dun appreciate ur efforts and u had to maintain a one sided frenship... it's very tiring i know... cos i was nv once ms popular...

i think by the time u all read until here, u might be lost bout wat i'm trying to mean... but nvm la.. it's just my tots...

well, last i wan to say a big thank you to all my frens who had been there when i'm feeling down... THANK YOU~~!!!

ciaoz...