sianz...

getting super no life... wake up at 0600 daily, travel full 1 hr just to get to work, have lunch at 1300, got off work at 1730, reach hm an hour later... eat dinner... then go for tuition at 1905... tuition ends at 2130... by the time i got hm, it's 2200 le... watch watever i've recorded(usually "good luck") then it's time for bed...

getting more and more tired as time goes by... think i can nv do any 8 hrs job... will get damn tired...

anyway, gtg le... eyes are getting droppy...

ciaoz...

day

okay... i have a confession to make... i'm starting to dislike ppl trying to link me up with others... i.e. spreading untrue rumours... and teasing me bout it... it's slightly getting onto my nerves... pls dun tease me too much le okay? no point toking bout it when nothing is going on... my friendship with ALL my guy frens are purely platonic... dun let ur imaginations run wild and start toking nonsense... i DUN need to be linked to like half the guys in my class now... being in a relationship is currently the last thing on my mind... so pls stop hor... thx ar....

anyway, back to today... today was slacking in the morning... cos wendy got half day off... so she came in late...

know something is wrong cos this morning when we reach, wendy is not there... she's usually the early bird... end up being correct... was reading lp's cocktail book when shirlin came to me and told me tat wendy asked her to give me some work... she added wat she want me to do to wendy's pile of work... since wendy is not there, i started with shirlin's first...

halfway thru work, alvin msged me... hahahaha... so funny... cos he ask if i got a lot of work to do ma... apparently at oocl's transhipment dept, it's more hectic then misc's tanshipment dept... tat is to an intern...

after i finished with the work give, waited for a while before wendy gave me another set of work to do... to update on the containers on vessels... by the time i finished, it's 1730 le... just right time to knock off... before i packed me things, wendy told me a bad news.... tat i have to work on sat as well... sob sob... tot weekend can sleep longer... but now, still have to work... wat a cheap labour...

anyway, slacking at hm after work... cos today no tuition... so happy... 8th lesson coming soon... hahahaha...

anyway, my eyelids are getting heavy le... so i shall stop here...

ciaoz...

well well... days in itp is getting more and more... at least tat's better than nothing to do...

yesterday wendy(a colleague in transhipment) taught me how to use portnet and sealiner... she only show me one example then gave me a stack to do on my own... wat i'm supposed to do was to renominate the vessels for a particular B/L... was quite chim... but managed to grasp it after a few tries...

guess who i met on my way hm yest? i met amelia... and just right at tat station is where lp alights... anyway, went to give dafinah tuition... tuition went quite well... cos she's paying attention...

continued doing the renomination today... until lunchtime... went to the hawker centre opp harbour front... food there is super cheap and nice... until we reach the entrance of the coy then hf realised tat she lost her office access card... so in the end we back tracked and splited up... hf and lp went searching on the way to the HC while me and shi mei search the office...

in the end, we can't find it in the office... while waiting for them to come back, one of the staff came and look for us... she ask if there's a goh somebody with us... then she said tat she found her card at the HC... hf damn heng lor... she lost her MISC access card and just right got picked up by a MISC staff...

after lunch, was asked to update the excel sheets for the diff vessels and voyage... quite tedious cos have to be very careful and the format is quite diff...

beginning to think tat it's hectic working in a shipping line... cos watever u do is strongly against time and little mistakes cld be made... diff cust are also faced by the ppl working there...

did the updating frm 1415 till 1715... then went toilet with lp... hahaha... dilly dally until 1720 since they got nothing else for me to do... went to look for hf and sm when it's time to go... hahaha... nan de i'm the one to do tat cos usually i'm still doing something when they've finished for the day...

think i very dao there... cos the only few ppl i greet in the morning are the uncles sitting beside and in front of me... only cos they greet me first... my only interaction with my supervisor so far is only on the first day... for less than 2 hrs... the rest of the time, i'm sitting quietly at my table doing my work, silience only broken by the kopi auntie asking me wat i wanna drink, the visits to lp, lunchtime, visits to toilet, toking to wendy bout the work she gave me, the visits by hf when she photocopy things. the occasional work frm shirlin, the occasional small talk with the uncle beside me and of cos, after work!! super sianz lor... think i gonna get very bad grades for itp le... die lar...

super tired now... all cos i watch tv until 1200 last night... the super lag of sleep... have to get up at 0615 the latest everyday... i suspect we are the only few tat starts work so early... alvin and jac they all all starts at 0900... worst is tat i have to travel for full one hrs to work everyday, frm the north to south of sg... tat's bout across the country...

hahahaha... kuku liao... desperately need my sleep now...

ciaoz...

phew... the first day at itp finally ended...

hahahaha... was actually quite fun for me la...

reached harbour front mrt station at 0810... surprisingly, lp and hf already reach le...

so went up to the company... we damn lucky la... first day at work then met a misc employee... hahahha... just right we also going up till 11th storey... then she tapped her card for us for both the lift and the door of misc... hahahaha...

was shown into the meeting rm by ms roz... hahahaha... tok cock there while waiting for the boss to come... got our lift and entry passes too...

last person same itp coy as us de is shi mei frm class 11...

was shown the diff supervisors by the boss... then each of us got attached to a diff supervisor and department...

i was attached to the transhipment dept, lp to operations, hf to import and shi mei to export...

had a briefing frm my supervisor while waiting for wendy of transhipment dept to give me some work...

he gave me some materials bout bill of lading to read while waiting... after tat, wendy gave me my first job of the day... to help her check to confirm if the containers are recorded on both portnet system and sealiner, a program tat the coy developed... she also taught me how to use the systems... but i can't use it on my own cos i dun have an account...

work was disrupted halfway... cos the boss wanna bring us to see the big boss...

big boss office so nice... had a very very nice view of the sea... and sentosa too...

after i finished with her things, wendy asked sherlin for work to give me... in the end, sherlin put a big stack of papers for me to check... hahahaha... didn't manage to finish it today... but this is gd... cos it means i got something to do tml...

my dept still quite gd... at least got things to keep me busy... lp slacked the whole day... cos she got no desktop... so cannot contribute... hf and shi mei is more busy than i am... cos they deal with the customers directly and indirectly... then they can only make minimal mistakes... so more stress than me...

overall for today, so tired and drained of energy... but not too bad la... the coy ppl very frendly and the welfare of the staff is very gd... in the morning and mid afternoon there will be a lady pushing a trolley ard asking wat ppl wanna drink... service majiam on planes like tat...

okay la... need to go iron my clothes for tml le... then needa rest le...

ciaoz...

woohoo...

so happy today...

finally managed to get wat i wanted...

a new pair of shoes, new shirts... and a new skirt a few days ago...

hahahaha... quite guilty tat i spent so much...

hahahah... i think most ppl will get a shock if a say the price out... esp for the skirt...

hahaha... well... actually not a lot also la... the 2 shirts frm G2000 cost $59 together, the shoes frm U.R.S. inc costs $49.90 and the skirt frm mango costs $75...

but still... in total spent a LOT!! hahahah... add up is near $200...

but still... so happy cos the shoes is so nice... so are the shirts and skirt...

hehehehe...

well... gtg...

tired shopper...

ciaoz...

just read a email tat lp sent...

found something i dun really agree with...

bcos i love you, tat's why i let go of ur hand and return freedom to you...
bcos i love you, tat's why i will no longer let u feel troubled...
bcos i love you, tat's why i'd rather be sad alone...
bcos i love you, tat's why i'll force myself to leave...

i think tat's the dumbest things to do if bcos of this mentality then u break up with the other party... wat if the other party still loves u? just tat u nv notice... not only will u be hurt... but u will hurt the one who loves u even more deeply...

it hurts to love and not be loved in return... but it hurts more to not let ur feelings be known...

love is really a strange kind of feeling... but i think the most important thing is to let ur feelings be known... who knows tat if u really did, the two of u will become an item? dun live in regret tat u did not tell the other person how u feel...

true tat there's the fear of being rejected... but who knows... maybe the other person also feel the same way as u do...

hahaha... i think the best way to save ur pride and lessen the effect of being rejected is to send a "scout"... hahahaha... just someone who'd help u know how the other party feel bout u ba... to tell the truth, this is a rather useful way... esp if u r trying to find out the feeling of a ger... cos most gers wud tell each other how they feel if asked by someone they're close to...

ok... enough of this stupid issue bout love... hahahaha... getting mental again...

ciaoz...

well well...

my exams are finally over!!!

wahahahaha...

finally more free...

but...

got to give tuition to a p1 ger...

aiyo...

such a headache...

her exams are starting soon and she know nuts about wat she is studying...

how did she do her exams? well... she just put 1,2,3,4,5 for her answers... for MCQ somemore...

pengz~~

argh... got to teach her tml also...

sianz...

think i'll need to find a way to fa xie soon...

and finally notice one thing...

dun be a english teacher, esp if u are to teach lower pri... unless ur eng is super zai and can make them understand...

if i ever becomes a teacher, i'd definitely teach maths or chinese or even science... NEVER AGAIN ENGLISH!!!

ciaoz...

had the weirdest dream last night...

dreamt tat i got married... and to someone impossible to happen in real life...

hahahaha...

dunno y got this kinda dream also...

wasn't thinking bout anything like tat...

hmmm...

dreams are strange...

hahahahaha...

the dream happened on my wedding day... then was having wedding dinner... though was the "main character" there, but i was not sitting with family members... instead was sitting with my frens... hahahaha... receiving their well-wishes with my partner... surprisingly, those in my dream includes frens frm poly dayz, sec sch dayz and even pri sch dayz!! hahahaha...

then the scene suddenly change to a rm with a whole mirror wall... then i was touching up... hahahaha... remembered "scolding" the makeup artist cos she put my blusher until it's very red and uneven...

just then, got woken up by mr ryan lim...

weird dream isn't it...

hahahahaha....

ciaoz...

yes!! wahahahaha....

a success!!

finally got music up on my blog!!!

yeah!!!

hahahahahaha...

anyway, the title of the music u hear now is "The Name of Life"

hahaha... those of u who like to watch Hayao Miyazaki's work, u might find it familiar...

yup!! it's frm the anime movie "Spirited Away"!! hahahahaha...

enjoy~~

ciaoz...

basket... just put a song in for my blog... then the stupid browser dun wanna play it... grrrr.... dunno wth is wrong with it... damn...

argh argh argh!!! nvm... give up... gonna go study le...

will blog after 12 april...

wishing alvin belated bday, jq and hf early bday!!

ciaoz...