wah~~!!! i really envy my cousin...

he's in navy, and get to travel to alot of countries...

paris, england, most part of europe, dubai...

argh~! i wanna go travelling too... i wanna go for the dubai trip... but got no $$...

sadz...

ciaoz....

woah... had a very special christmas this year... instead of the ususal meeting at xj's hse on christmas eve and going hm on christmas day, we met on christmas day itself and went to jc's place...

besides this, the other special thing is tat the guys made us gers a scrapbook with a storyline for us to guess which character is who... if we guess correctly then can have our character's soft toy... hahaha... but the soft toy is no link to us one la...

it's very sweet lor... they still take the effort to make tat scrap book, take pics of the soft toys according to the senario and think out the storyline... thx a lot to jc, cf and by... thx guys... tat was really special, creative and sweet...

ok la.. i wanna go see the cd version le...

ciaoz...

got a very nice show to intro to all of u... hahahaha....

it's a korean drama by the title of Full House... Lang Man Man Wu in chinese... it's a damn nice show starring rain and song hui qiao... it's not the usual soapy korean drama where one of the main character will die of some terminal disease tat kind... it's a touching comedy... hahaha...

the story is about these 2 ppl, han zhi en(song hui qiao) and li eng zai(rain)...
eng zai is a superstar while zhi en is a writer... their paths crossed when zhi en's 2 best frens sent her on a hol to china in order to cheat her of her money and hse... eng zai and zhi en met while on the plane and subsequently since zhi en has no money, she had to borrow frm her fellow countryman, eng zai...

fate had it tat her frens sold her hse off to eng zai... being homeless, zhi en had no choice but to beg eng zai to return her her hse... and she fell sick when begging him... so he took her in and made her his maid in return for his hospitality...

eng zai secretly like his childhood fren, hui yuan and plans to propose to her, but hui yuan likes their another childhood fren, ming he, and told him tat she doesn't like him but ming he...

during a party where all four of them are present, hui yuan told ming he of her feelings, but ming he rejected her and told her tat eng zai is the one who has feelings for her... when hui yuan confronted eng zai, he wanna make her angry, so he say he loves zhi en and subsequently kissed zhi en...

being a celebrity, he had no choice but to marry zhi en... a contract marriage which is a secret between them... however, little did they realised tat they would fall for each other... fate teases and tore them apart... after ming he's rejection, hui yuan realised tat she cannot do without eng zai, while ming he decided to woo zhi en...

but in the end, both hui yuan and ming he realised tat zhi en and eng zai truely loves each other and decided to let thm go... hahaha... so the story got happy ever after... zhi en and eng zai became official and lawfully wedded husband and wife...

wat's the funny part of this show u might wonder... well... the funny part is tat whenever zhi en and eng zai wanna might each other angry or prevent each other frm going out with ming he or hui yuan, they would threaten each other... eng zai would make zhi en do all the household chores and clean the entire hse(mind you, they live in a damn big bungalow) before she can go out... and zhi en would threaten not to cook for eng zai should he go out with hui yuan... another comical part is the role reversal... hahhah...

it's truely a show tat u muz watch... and the impact will be damn big if u watch the entire series at one go... wahahaha... it's really funny and can move u to tears... hahaha... i used up nearly a box of tissue watching it...

hahaha... another show tat is nice would be taiwan version of Er Zhuo Ju Zhi Wen, starring Zhen Yuan Chang and Lin Yichen... tat one i'm still downloading... think the vcd still not out yet... anyway, i heard tat only ep 1 to 8 is out... but i already watch until ep 12 already... but it's damn bloody nice... hehehe... so funny and sweet...

ok la... gtg have my dinner le... e-learning sucks like shit when u have a lousy sch system... but i managed to finished all tat i needa do...

ciaoz...

oh man... i'm so tempted to sleep now... argh... freaking tired... yet i can't sleep yet cos if i do, it means tat tml i have to rush my uccd project which is quite hard thou only 6 pages, 1.5 or double spacing... damn... so many info to read thru...

went to the synagogue at bugis with alvin and lj today... really learned alot... but i think religion this kind of thing hor... it's better if u learn it for ur own interest... but being forced to do a project on it is not too gd... it's quite hard to put in all the information we've got into words, limited words to express wat we've learnt in exact...
if u think i'm toking strangely, pls forgive me... i'm damn tired now... tired to the extent of falling asleep soon and have the feeling of fainting soon...

gosh... dunno wat i'm doing now... better go sleep le.. will update again pretty soon i guess... since e-learning week is coming...

ciaoz...

damn bloody bored now... think i'm going crazy playing minesweeper soon... got nothing better to do... anyone got relaxing games to intro to me? or got any nice website to serve one?

i think minesweeper can be rather addictive... hahahha... kept playing it these few days while using the com... all my records (partly due to no one as bo liao as me, play the minesweeper...

argh... damn bored... y is there nothing to do online one?

hmmm... i'm tired physically but not mentally... wonder if i'll be able to wake up tml in time to help my sis move out of her hall... hahaha...

think i got very bad iq and eq... hahaha... interpersonal relationship is wat i'm worse at... somehow finds it hard to tok to some ppl... things just can't get thru... maybe i'm too high power dist le... hahahaha... i'm so very put off when i tried making an effort in toking to ppl, but is ignored by them, or they show very little interest... could u all go on toking to ppl in such a situation whereby the person just seem so interested to tok bout their own life and not listen to urs? tag me ur answers leh... hehehe...

haiz... ok la... i'll just wait for the laptop's batt to reach charging lvl before i off it and go to bed... it's 15% now... just 4% more...

ciaoz...

woah~! finally got my video up on my blog... but loading takes up quite some time... hehehe... thx for bearing with it... just love this song... actually 7 Duo Hua is not bad a pop grp la...

anyway, back to my day... today is a waste of time going to sch... only 1hr is useful out of the 3 hrs in sch... at least om tutorial got do something lor... better than uccd... cos we spent 1 hr doing our research... those who did already can slack ard... all cos she wanna check whether we're on track and scared tat we nv do our project... pls lor... who'd play with their marks one? i dun think anyone wanna be a forward module student de lor...

since me and mabel doing the same religion, we went down to the library together... after like one hr, went back up to the rm... she only ask me a few questions then i finished my "consultation" le... hahaha... but though we're the last 2 to reach class, the rest of the class is still there, which puzzled me since we're allowed to leave after consultation... hahaha... but she nv say anything so they also nv go...

went off at 12 plus with ty and ly since they going back to jb and no one is interested in going out... went to buy mac for lunch cos i wanna try the terriyaki chix burger... not bad la... then ryan start to come "steal" my french fries... hahaha... tat naughty boy...

watched 2 wks notice tat i got out of the sch library... such a nice romance comedy...

went to toa payoh to watch my er jie perform in the cheerleading competition for next yr's ching gay.... they'd get champ if not for the person falling off... think they train too much le la... until got no energy to stable the ger on top... but overall it's very nice... got down to distub my sis cos of her hairstyle... hahahaha...

just love rainy days...

hmm... i just wonder how would guys react if a ger gao bai to them?? answers anyone??

ciaoz...

for the past wk, went to alot of places of worship in sg... all cos of the uccd project... not exactly giving myself alot of choices by going to these places, but just tat dun u find places of worship of diff religions very interesting? and it's not an everyday thing tat one can go to such holy places...

went to the sikh temple last tues with jac, hf, lj, jq and gurdip... was a very interesting trip there... really had an enriching lesson frm gurdip... hahahha... managed to eat the prayer food too... quite nice leh...

went to the sultan mosque near arab st there this tues with mabel and lp... but when we reach there, it was 1550 le, and the mosque closes at 1600, so didn't manage to go in... took some pics of the exterior before we went shopping at tat area... arab st is really interesting.... whole street full of textile seller....

after shopping there, we went to the shophses behind parco there to eat taiwan "snacks"... tried the smelly tofu... not bad la... but it's not too diff frm the usual tofu in taste la... tot will be very diff... next time muz go geylang to try the smelly tofu there...

eat finish already, we went shopping at parco... mainly it being going to missha la... lp went to buy the nail polish there... still considering to get a ficial foam frm there... heard it's not bad... hahahha... when i'm richer...

since the mosque isn't open on tues, we went there again yest... but this time rd, only me and mabel went there cos lp is going for the blood drive in sch... when we reached there, saw a grp of jap students coming out of the mosque... hahaha... we're actually glad to see a tour grp there... make us look less alien there... but nv join them la... cos dun understand chim jap... hahahaha...

need to sign in at the entrance there... hahaha... so funny lor... cos we very paisei to put as singaporeans, so we wrote ourselves as taiwanese... hahahaha... was hoping to meet a grp of western tourists... so tt the tour is conducted in eng which we both understand... and just right, soon after we went into the mosque came a grp of angmo tourists... stood near to them to hear wat the tour guide says... hahhha... kinda being sneaky... hehehe... took a few pics there before going to arab st again... but this time rd, we only went to the mama shop there... really old stuff can be found there lor... things tat when we're young we used to eat... then it's very hard to find it now lor... anyone remembers eating choc in a doramon box with a toy in the box with the choc? yeap... it's sold there too... so long nv see it le lor... then the sweets there hor... really sold in bulk one... fruit plus was sold in a mixture of flavours and in a very very big bag... was so tempted to buy... but got no money... hehehe...

anyway, went to the chinese temple today with jq, alvin, jl and sal... cos sal is doing on buddhism... went to a jewish synagogue too.. cos alvin is doing on it... but didn't managed to go in... cos the person say today got service... then cannot entertain us but ask us to fax them our particulars so tat they can arrange for tour... not bad la... but it seems so small and tucked at a very ulu place... is really very curious bout tat religion... cos the building doesn't show much about the religion... hahaha... tat's why ask alvin to put me in the list when he's going to the place of worship for the jews...

so far going to all these places really broaden my knowledge of these religions in sg... all their dos and duns... wat they belief etc...

ok la... gonna go do more research le... tml need to show her wat we've done so far... but then... my bloody printer got no ink... how to print?? hahaha... contemplating to save everything and bring the laptop to show her... hehehe...

see how first la...

ciaoz...

today is a very special day...

got photo taking session and salina's hse trip... hahha...

photo taking was fun... hahaha... was made to sit in the first row partly by mrs ong and partly cos the gers all stand behind le... hahaha... after we took the photo, was asked to go for a "interview" for graduation... hahaha... all i can say was i'm so proud of being in DBA 3B10!!! wahahaha... it's really fun being in this class...

lotza funny things happened during iaf...

after sch, we all went to salina's hse... hahaha... got lost on the way cos we go ntuc buy something for her family... but in the end still manage to reach her hse... had fun chit chatting with the gers.. hahaha... then very funny thing is tat they were saying it looks like we were "forced" to go for a gathering with "husbands", then the wives would gather at one corner and gossip while the husbands will sit together and chat... hahahaha... really looks like it lor... cos we gers are all sitting at the dinning table while the guys are sitting on the sofa...

mdm palam joined us at bout 8 plus... she actually got us a cake tat says "DBA 3 B 10 Rocks" wahahaha... so cute...

took 168 hm... on the way, was caught in a jam cos of an accident on sle before mandai... the accident was damn scary la... the whole car was all smashed up, the boot and the front also smashed and badly damaged... it's damaged until i'm sure it will be less costly to scrap it than to salvage it...

when the bus finally turn out the the expressway into wdls ave 2, saw something funny... there's this 2 motobike going along wdls ave 1, then one of them i think cannot start... so the fren was helping to push it to the esso station nearby... very cute lor... hahahaha....

gtg sleep le la... tml still got 8 am lesson...

ciaoz...

brrrr... wat a cold day today is... nice weather to sleep... but alas, had to get up to go to sch... was drizzling when i reach sch... but heck la... just walk in the rain... lazy to go one big round up to sb...

think my mood is very much affected by the weather... when it's cold or rainy, u might notice tat i tend not to tok... dunno why also... hahaha... but i guess most ppl is like tat also ba...

had no mood to eat for the whole day... didn't eat my breakfast (which is quite rare), during lunch, ate a plate of fruits... hahaha.... damn funny during lunch, cos my table, only mabel is eating a proper meal... the 3 of us, me, ly and jac are all eating fruits and curry puffs for me and jac, for lunch... then they were all saying tat our table is very healthy... hahaha...

was freaking tired by the time itlp lect ended... but had to go bd cos alvin already nv go le... then if i also nv go then we wun know wat happen... was rare today, cos ben actually came to us first!! and we're the first to leave the rm~!! wahahaha... so shuang to go off early...

was freezing cold at hm... so cold tat i need to wear my bedrm slippers and my jacket... then my mum closed all doors and windows still very cold... now is majiam early winter like tat lor... think today's temp is only bout 20 degree c ba... so cold...

just saw some things tat is not very nice... haiz... shall not comment on things anymore...

ppl come in and out of one's life... some stay on while others leave... no matter wat happen, i just want to thank all those who had once appeared in my life, no matter whether u are still with me or u had left my life... thank you for helping to shape me into the wanlin u see today, even though u might not think tat u made a diff...

tiffs are bound to happen between ppl... even though u might think tat the frenship is over, i just wanna say tat no matter wat happen, i'll always think of u as my fren... even though we might not be close, or even tok much, i still value all my frens...

i know i'm not a very nice person, and some of u might even dislike me, but i just wanna say, i really treat u all as my frens... it saddens me tat i'm being ignored, tat my efforts had gone to waste... but at the end of the day, u're still my fren...

i know tat sometimes it really pains and is heart-wrenching when no matter how much effort u put in, ppl still dun appreciate ur efforts and u had to maintain a one sided frenship... it's very tiring i know... cos i was nv once ms popular...

i think by the time u all read until here, u might be lost bout wat i'm trying to mean... but nvm la.. it's just my tots...

well, last i wan to say a big thank you to all my frens who had been there when i'm feeling down... THANK YOU~~!!!

ciaoz...

woah... broke my record last night...

first time i reach hm so late since singlehood... hahahha... was still at bugis area at 0020... no more bus or mrt back....

anyway, let me start frm the beginning... woke up at bout 1030, then started to use com all the way until 1408... how did i manage to remember the time? hahaha... tat's becos i saw 1408 and tot tat it was 4.08 pm le... which wud mean tat i'm late for meeting... hahahaha... shut down the com le then realised tat it only 2 plus... so continued using the com until 3 then went to shower and prepare to go sch...

reach sch at 4.50 and stroll in... was quite early when i reach clubrm... but a lot of them already there le... cos someone nv book the rm, so we had to have our meeting outside clubrm, in the corridor... hahahaha... when they shifted the chairs out, the yr 1s started to play musical chair... so funny lor...

anyway, meeting ended at 7 plus... then since going out with tp, hf, xj and jc, then me, hf, xj and tp are all still in sch, so hf ask jc to come sp find us... but it's quite hard to give instructions to saa... so i went to fetch him frm dover... watch tp, xj and jc play pool while waiting for hf to finish... after tat, we finally went out of sp at 8 plus...

reach bugis at 9 plus then had dinner, dessert and went to a cafe to play board games... hahaha... had a fun time playing taboo... by the time we went off, it was 0015 le... end up got no bus or mrt hm... then tp say the sje might still be in operation, so walk all the way to the bus "interchange"... but alsa, no more bus service le... but we met one uncle who took us on his car and send us hm for $30... he say it's so cheap cos he wanna get out of there but dun wanna go empty... he wanna get out of there cos there's a fight there and police all there also... he told us tat it's 4 singaporean cab driver vs a malaysian driver... then he say those 4 cab driver dun need to go into jb next time le... cos they sure will be beaten up then...

he also told us a lot of things on the way la... such as to be careful when we go into jb, even when we go to city square cos got a lot of robbery there...

end up reaching home at 0130... and was so tired tat i went to sleep very soon...

anyway, gtg le... tonight got another outing cos it's yl's bday yest... so gonna celebrate it... also if i type somemore, sure will have mistakes one... cos tat naughty ryan is playing with my mouse so much tat i have to unplug it...

ciaoz...

woo hoo~~ tml got no lesson...

hehehe... but still muz go back sch for meeting...

scary movie is such a nice movie... wahahahaha... the way the movie make fun of other horror films is so funny... hahahaha.... those who nv watch before, u all should give it a try...

anyway, not much happened this pass week... just tat now mr tang see me he also scared le... hahaha... cos everytime also go find him to change timetable... hahaha... but bo bian la... his is the only lesson we'd have on fri... but really muz thank him a lot for accommodating our class for all the last min changes tat we make with him...

hmmm... just wondering whether i'm thinking too much or wat... but i seem to be obstracised by ppl? haiz...

trying to learn how to look on the bright side...

ciaoz...

i'm freaking physically tired now...

had such a long day, thou i woke up at 1130... had brunch and started to dl clips frm the net... dl halfway then my mum made me go shower cos need to go hand in my application form at bugis...

still haven't dl finish when i came out of the shower... so waited until the clip finish before going out...

went to the kuan yin temple in bugis... then had lunch at the food centre there... the ba chor mee is very very nice... not soggy one...

next stop , we went to the national library... took the escalator up all the way until the top floor... then my bro so funny... he scared of heights... so he stopped at lvl 10 then went down while my mum and me continued up... wanted to take the escalator down de... cos i damn scared of fast lifts... but my mum dragged me to take the lift... cos she say it's much faster... was very scared at first... but after tat, found tat the lift at the library is not as fast as i imagined...

was at bugis junction le when my sis called and say she need to pass us something.. so went to the bus stop... but while waiting for bus, she called and ask to wait for her for 30 mins and she'll meet us there... so went to buy drinks... i found out tat i cannot take any drinks with grapes or coffee... cos i'll get headaches... anyway, waited for my sis for more than 30 mins before she finally came... by then, i was damn tired already... but still accompanied my mum and bro to the food exhibition...

there got alot of food lor... see until one also blur... being the usual me, had samples until i dun need to eat dinner... hahahaha... tat's also cos i'm not hungry la...

took the train to airport... tot since got bus then wun have so many ppl there... but how wrong i was... the bus was so bloody full tat i stood all the way frm terminal 2 to katib mrt station... anyway, on the way to the bus stop frm the mrt station, we walked pass sia offices... woah... i wun mind working there one lor... think it's quite fun working at the airport... thou tat would mean travelling for more than an hr to work... but i think the environment is gd lor... hehehe...

reach hm an started to dl again... wahahahha... but damn sian la... now still having headache.... sianz...

one file had finally finished... another 33% more for the other 2 files...

ciaoz...

just came back frm my chalet this morning... it's very fun... really enjoyed myself...

anyway, let me update on the past few days...

sch was as usual daily... nothing much interesting happened... the only interesting thing is my elective... still like it alot... ttp is very fun... maybe cos it's diff frm wat i usually take la... and the lesson is really no stress one lor...

had itlp lesson at 1200 on thurs... then was bloody late cos of cooking lunch... end up taking cab to sch... damn... cost me $14 bucks to get frm my hse to sch lor... all cos the uncle nv look at the road signs carefully... damn...

had uccd lesson on fri... only lesson in the day... played game during the lesson... hahaha... was in our project grp... then had to read the instruction of the game... tot the game was like hearts... but diff grp got diff interpretation... was to play in our own grp before the winner and loser move to neighbouring grps... hahahaaha... our grp so funny... me and gurdip were the loser and winner at our table... then end up back in our own grp cos we won and lost at the other tables... so funny lor... and i nv played with other grps except for mine and salina's... hahahaha...

went hm after tat cos need to prepare for the chalet later... was tempted to go out with the class.. but nv cos i told yl and ml tat i'll help with the bee hoon... hahaha... was supposed to meet at six... then cf say he'll come pick me up before we go pick ml up... actually dun even need me one lor... cos the two of them can handle it le... then at first tot only got me and ml... hahaha... but after tat was told cf's gonna pick us up...

anyway, he came at near 7... hahaha... when he msg me then i went down le lor... and at tat time, he's still waiting for the cab... end up i was waiting for some time... chat with them all the way in the cab... when we reach there, we were one of the later few.. cf, tp and yl started with the bbq while i went to the kitchen with sc to open the crabsticks and hotdogs and the rest catch up with one another... was quite scary in the kitchen... esp when sc went out for a while... ate and bbq at the same time... hahaha... b y the time we finish bbq, it's 11 to 12 le... went upstairs to play monopoly with sc, stan, cf, xj and sq... had a fun time trying to make cf bankrupt... hahahaha... end up made a mistake and got "kicked" out of the alliance... so had to depend on myself... hahahaha... and had a hotel chain at all three places tat i own... wahahaha... and they all step on my area... wahahaha... end up i'm the richest there!! hehehe... so fun playing with them...

went downstairs to have supper... wanted to use the microwave there... but somehow cannot... so use gas to cook the food...

went to sleep upstairs with sc and sq... somehow i'm drifting in and out of sleep again... but this time, i was woken up with slight shaking of the bed... majiam like got earthquake like tat... the chalet was quite scary la... cos it's in changi and the building
is old... and the thing is, sc and sq shared one bed while i'm all alone in the other one... if got another person sleeping with me then maybe still wun be tat scared... hahaha... got a huge thunderstorm at bout 6 plus... then in between sleep, i only know cf and stan came into the rm to find something... woke up at 8... then went to the other rms to see who's where... hf, sasha and jc are sleeping in the rm 1, me, sc and sq are sleeping in rm 2, cf and xj in rm 3 while yl, tp and by in the living rm... was told stan left at bout 5 plus...

packed up the chalet after waking up... sc left first cos her beau came to pick her up... sasha, tp, hf and xj left at the same time... sq wanted to leave early also de... but somehow we all stayed until the person finish checking and left together... i shared a cab with yl, by and jc while cf and sq went off together... n the way back, no one tok much... cos all very tired le... was dropped off opp my block cos the driver forgot to turn off sle at wdl ave 2...

was very surprised to see ryan at hm... hahaha... bullied him and got bullied by him... then i was damn tired tat i slept all the way frm 12 to 8pm....

will be going to the temple tml... then my mum said to pei her go food fair tml... hahaha... was quite looking forward to it...

will most likely update again tml...

ciaoz...

wat's the use of a blog may i ask?

to blog my feelings?? to blog my tots?? to blog bout events in my life??

really wonder bout the purpose of a blog if one is not allowed to do the above... not tat i mean anything... dun take it in the offenssive way... i have nothing against anyone... but the thing is... if i'm not able to blog on my tots, wat's the point of keeping a blog? ain't i right? i nv say anything wrong wat... no names were mentioned in anyway... why should one bothered by my blog?? haiz... let me say this once again... THIS BLOG IS STRICTLY ALL BOUT MY TOTS, FEELINGS AND EVENTS TAT TOOK PLACE IN MY LIFE!!! NOTHING IS PERSONAL AND I WILL TRY MY BEST NOT TO MENTION NAMES IF I THINK IT WILL SHAME ONE...

so... can i contine to blog bout my life?? yes, i appreciate it tat u told me it was all a mistake on my part... but then again, tat's just how i tot bout things... u can't really blame me for thinking like tat...

haiz... anyway, my sincere appologises if u all had the same misunderstanding as i did after reading my blog...

eh... pls hor... dun get mistaken tat i'm angry or wat... but i just want to emphasize my point of this entry...

hope u all will understand tat this is my blog bout my life, events in my life and my tots on them... if u find it uncomfortable with any of my entry, feel free to approach me and let me know... i will change or remove tat part one... wun damage one's reputation...

ciaoz...

wahahaha... the past wk has been great...

tues was hol... but spent the whole day at hm in front of my com... cos downloading some videos which has ming dao and er zhuo ju zhi wen... then got my new specs in the morning.. my mum picked it up for me in the morning...

wed had 8 am lesson... i met jac on my way up to class... so went with her... and we are one of the few ppl there... whole elective class of 19 ppl of ttp comes frm scm option... only one is frm 09, 5 frm 10 and the rest is frm 11... hahahaha... but tat lesson not many turned up... only 12 ppl attended... had one hour tutorial, one hour break, one hour lect, 2 hour break, then another lect then went hm... so many breaks in one day lor... break until me, jac, pl, lj and alvin slack everywhere... even went to fc4 for lunch...

was very tired when i reach hm... so went to take a nap... started to dl my things again at night... then chat with my er jie until near 4 in the morning... and worse still, i'm supposed to meet yl at wdls civics centre at 1030... so had to sleep...

thurs was fun... met yl and bought food for lunch... cos i'm cooking spagetti for their lunch... by the time we reach xj's hse, it's bout 1140 le... and the two of us are the latest to reach there.... the guys no heart one lor... nv help us carry the heavy things... hahahaha... when we reach there, sid, xh and jc are already there... then we rested for a while before they decided to go gym before going swimming... got newspaper down as well... cos i nv bring extra clothes, so nv join them... but was watching them frm outside the gym la... then so funny lor... yl took a pic of xh... frm the pic, nothing looks wrong... but when u look carefully at the reflection, u can see him acting monkey... so funny...

it wasn't hot on tat day... but dunno why i still got sunburnt... wat's more, i was under shelter most of the time...

went back to xj's hm at bout 2 plus... then started to prepare lunch... cooked quite alot of food... was so very glad tat they say it's nice... hahaha... at least it's fit for human consumption... next time shall cook for ppl again... hmmm... actually this is not the first time i'm cooking for frens la... last time got make pudding before... but this is the first time i'm cooking a proper meal for my frens la... so u all considered very lucky to be the first few to try my cooking... wahahahaha...

slack at his hse until 5 plus when they wanna play risk... it's a bloody long game... quite nice la... but it really take a long time and are still unable to finish... hahhaa... we still got free trade zone one... hahahaha... managed to conquer the whole of north america once... played all the way until 8.45 pm... then took cab hm... and i got dropped off first as usual since where i lived is just near sle exit at wdls ave 2... jc still offered to drop me off in front of my hse... but no need la... cos if like tat then it's more ex for them...

today was not bad too... had only uccd lesson... and it's at 2pm... but tat naughty ryan came and woke me up... i found out tat tat baby likes to climb on top of me and squeeze with me... always bully me one... wahahahaha... but he's here tonight... cos his mum is working late and his dad had a dinner to attend... uccd lesson was pathatic... only 8 turned up, hf and ty was late cos both also tot lesson is at 3pm... kor even worse... hahaha... he tot lesson is at 4pm... hehehe... but she's very nice la... mila lim...

timetables clashes and bo bian have to have uccd on fri... no fri off... boo hoo hoo...:( only consolation is tat fri is half day... lesson is frm 11 am to 1 pm...

after sch, went to harbourfront for dinner with sal, jac, mabel, lp and hf... had a nice dinner and chat at breeks... went hm at bout 9 plus...

ok la... will end now for the time being... out of 11 files i'm downloading, only one finished... still have to wait how long... i can't wait for the clip of 183 club and 7 duo hua on kang xi lai le zhi kang yong dang jia to finish... tat one is damn funny...

shall reformat my blog in the meantime...

ciaoz...

hmmm.... first day of sch is not too bad... managed to change fri lessons to other days... so i got my fri free again... but most likely will have to do projects... this sem sure die one... out of 6 modules, only 3 got sem exam... the rest all ica, meaning all projects and projects... cham liao la...

hahaha... went ikea after sch with mabel and jac... had a fun time walking bout there... anyway, the food at ikea is nice... the chix wing i had is nice la... hahahaha... next time muz find time to go there... then tat time will be when i'm much richer again... hahaha... then i can buy things there...

anyway, will update again soon...

ciaoz...

woah... time really flies...

sch's starting again tml and it's my last sem in sp le...

had a great wkend...

sat went to my grandma hse for her bday... supposed to go for spac2go bbq de... but last min then know it's my grandma's bday... so sry ppl... told u all tat i'm going then last min cancel u all... paisei ar...

wei hao brought his gf there today... wahahaha... she's quite pretty la... well.. i'm not a very gd judge on this.. cos nv go take a very close look on her... but she's frm sp as well... think even if saw her in sch also wun be able to recognise her... hahaha... as usual, wei yang got asked why he nv bring his gf there... hahahaha... really pity him... but it's always like tat at both my maternal and paternal grandparents' side... hahaha... whenever the elder bro or sis bring their gf/bf there, we the younger one always got asked why we nv bring our bf/gf there also... worse sufferer of this is me... cos my uncles saw me with my ex before last time and spread the news at my grandma hse... so everytime i go, i'll get questioned by them on when i'm going to bring him there to meet them... haiz... always like tat one... luckily i too long nv go they also forget le... somemore 2 yrs already passed since then... so this time round, i nv got questioned... hahahaha...

anyway, weihao and weiyang are my cousins, wh being the second in my san yi's family and wy is her youngest son...

had a gd news tat day... my wang zi bian qing wa part 2 is finally here... the long awaited part 2... wahahahaha... pia finish the whole wang zi bian qing wa series tat day... it's really a very nice show!!! wahahahaha... funny and touching... tat's why will break the viewership history of ou xiang ju in taiwan... it's really a nice show worth watching... and it's the first taiwan ou xiang ju tat i'm so crazy about... tat time liu xing hua yuan also not tat crazy... and... ming dao is so cute and funny... so is wang shao wei... u muz watch taiwan variety and drama to be able to appreciate... hahahaha....

oh ya... today i just made my new glasses... wahahaha... finally managed to change my glasses after so long le... hahaha... those tat suffered frm my constant nagging of " i want to change my glasses!!"... thx for listening and bearing with me... but u wun suffer anymore... cos i'm gonna get my glasses tml night... so on tues, u all will see a diff me... wahahahhaa... this new glasses is a colour i've nv tried... but most of my shoes are of tat colour... tat's right... it's white in colour... it's not exactly plastic frame... the lense tat part is metal, then the sides is plastic... hehehe... loved it since i set my eyes on it... also found out today tat i cannot wear total plastic frame one... cos my features are too sharp... cheeks are slightly too high and nose bridge is too flat to wear such frame... but i just loved mine... wahahahaha... half plastic half metal... hehehehehe... so happy....

can't wait for tml night to come... hehehehe... go watch my wang zi bian qing wa again le...

ciaoz...

ryan is so damn funny... he ask me to open the wang zi bian qing wa animation for him... then he was laughing so much tat it is so very very funny watching him do tat... wahahahaha.... funny baby!!!

finally i'm back to blog... hahaha... be prepared... this is gonna be a long entry...

last wk was the most fun yet tiring wk of my hols... cos of the yr one training camp...

shall start frm last mon...
met them at 4 pm... but most of them already at clubrm... then hx and hy came to fc 5 to find anyone tat is there... which is me only... hahaha...

sit in clubrm chit chat... all the way until 5 plus then we shift our things to the bunk... this time round, the bunk is very very bad... it's at t6 and is very inconvenient to go for shower at night... cos got no light and is a long long way to the toilet... nearest toilets all got no lights at night one... sensor is not even on... but bo bian la.. the rest of sp is undergoing renovation while the gd rms are all booked already...

while chit-chatting in clubrm, heard something funny... jasper actually tot tat the pre-camp starts frm sun... and he actually asked a few ppl bout it... yet he still came on sun... hahahaha... just the usual jasper... so blur...

anyway, went to jp to buy things for the camp such as food and stuff... ate dinner there too... but was still too early to be hungry and got no space for 12 ppl to sit together, so the guys sit on one table while we gers sit o another one... end up we gers not hungry and started playing concentration games to decide who to buy the curry to share... so funny lor...

after eating, the yr 2s decided to get a cake since it was near alex's bday... so we gers move down to buy it while the guys distract alex and fc... end up i gave them ideas on where to surprise him with the cake... but when the guys reach there, alex and fc went to the medical hall to buy herbs for hf... spoil my plan... but end up still managed to do it la... cos i followed them and when we're bout to go up i call hx they all to tell them... i think the scene is quite paisei for alex lor... imagine seeing 11 ppl singing happy baday song in jp, with a lot of passerbys there... hahahaha...

was halfway into buying things when my er jie called... cos we need a laptop for the camp... then my da jie needed to use during daytime... so bo bian have to get the lousy one frm my er jie... so i left them to buy the things while i go ntu to take the com... was not able to take then leave at once cos my er jie was charging her ipod shuffle... so waited there while she on her rmmie's tv for me to watch and go shower... was watching pao ba yi ren alone when their punishment was to say a ghost story... damn freaky la... i was all alone in her rm then got ghost story... then dunno which idiot was singing at the corridor... really freaked me out lor...

since i will need a long time before i can go back, the seniors left jp for sch first... then when i was bout to leave ntu le msged them to send someone to dover to fetch me... then at first tot they will just send one or two ppl de... end up i waited very long at dover cos the whole gang came down and they wanted to start the raccee for nightwalk le... so fast lor... but my original route is starting frm our bunk... so bo bian they have to go back there then a few ppl pei me go up to put the laptop before we start...

started walking at nine plus with me right in front and sometimes no one is beside me... was scared to tell the truth... cos of the ghost story before tat and and creepy places in sp... at first wanted to walk at the top floor of fc 5 de... but cannot cos it's under renovation... and tat place really freaked me out... i just step in only then felt very uncomfortable already... dunno was it my imagination or wat... but it's the same feelings as when i went to old changi hospital lor... next, was walking at the "basement" of t5, where lt 5 is when cynthia said tat she is starting to feel jelly in the legs... then tat was also where i felt something... but i nv say anything until we're out of the place... then when we came out, bernard told me tat is where their de camp the ger was skipping... got freaked out lor... continued walking and when we are in the corridor between w4 and w5, daniel and jasper go and scare cynthia... really har... haiz... ppl already scared already still go scare...

finished the 1st walk then they feedback tat it is very long... so shortened our route and rested before we go for a second walk at 12 mn cos by then sp's lighting system would have worked... since it is unlucky to go in uneven nos, and 13 was the worse one, we decided to pair every senior up, and send 3 to the security guards to inform them bout it... so tat those walking would be even nos...

cos of the lighting then i was quite scared... so asked alex and hf to walk first since they more gutsy... but i bo bian have to walk second cos i remembered the route... got paired up with kevin... he so funny lor... to hug his arm... but in the end like hugging skeleton like tat... cos he too skinny... haha... then the rest of them started to disturb... saying tat we're like bride and groom walking like tat... and kevin actually started to sing the wedding march... dot dot dotz lor...he still play along with them... hahaha.. so i also played along... so funny...

second nightwalk was so much shorter... and noisy too... cos alex and hf not sure of where to walk... so i have to say out instructions as "turn left" "turn right" "go straight" "go down" etc... then hf say i majiam driving instructor like tat... hahaha... oh.. i haven't say the noisy part... it was noisy cos diana and daniel were toking all the way during the nightwalk... non-stop one lor... i think the whole grp was quite quiet and attentive to places tat we walked except for the two of them lor... hahahaha...

the second night walk was smooth... nv feel anything strange and uncomfortable... but was damn tired when we reach our bunk... so tired and lazy tat we gers decided to shower only in the morning... cos toilet is too bloody far... but in the end still went to tat toilet at sports hall just to brush our teeth cos the toilets near t6 is all lights off...

all seniors slept in the same rm tat night... cos the rms cannot lock one... if wanna lock then will have no aircon... but we gers all slp at one side of the rm la... in one row as well... then the guys are all over the place... hahaha... but in the end, didn't manage to sleep much... kept drifting in and out of sleep... and was hearing noises... hahaha... didn't sit up also... cos i scared i'll scare someone... so bo bian have to try to force myself to sleep... i know thruout the night fc and alex didn't sleep much... and in a certain point in time, alex, fc and diana they all started laughing out...

anyway, the first to get up for wash up was, as u can guess, alex and fc... hahaha... wanted to sit up as well... but was too lazy and all stiff... waited until 7 plus then sat up... until all woke up then realised tat diana also nv sleep tat night... she was waiting for someone to sit up or show tat he/she was not sleeping lor... dotz... should have sat up... then at least got ppl pei me cannot sleep... hahaha...

day one of the camp was quite fun la... played the game of remembering ppl's names... then tried to escape since i was the game master with poor memory... hahahaha... but in the end, was made to do it as well... and i managed to do it without any mistakes... wahahahaha....

while the freshies were making their flags, me and hx decided to go back to bunk to finish sticking the papers onto the window... kena scared by a lecturer whose office is there lor... after tat, cos hx was scared tat we'll be late to collect lunch... so she called kevin to ask him go take... but by the time he came with alex, the two of us were ready le lor... so end up the four of us went to fc2 to collect lunch...

didn't have the appitite to eat my breakfast and lunch... one of the rare few times tat i nv finish my food... hahaha... decided to ta bao to fc 1 to eat... cos tat is where i'm stationed with winnie for the treasure hunt...

in the end, i also nv finish eating there... just kept toking to winnie until the first grp came... then they so funny lor... saw us already so happy... cos we nv try to steal their flag and nv run away frm them... hahaha... the truth is we both dunno tat we're supposed to steal their flag and tat we can run away frm them... hahaha...

had a meeting with the camp committee while the rest of the seniors had to go for a lc training together with the yr 1s... then we decided to have night duty since both rms also cannot lock and there might be ppl wanting to go toilet at night...

after tat, went to prepare for the team building games at bout 1630... but went to clubrm to slack first la... halfway thru tying the spider web, hx was asked to collect dinner... so have to tie it on my own... later, got help frm bernard...

the yr 1s came after their lc lesson, then they started to play the games... was the photographer for tat... hahaha... took some pic la... but not so pro.. hahaha...

at night came the talentime... and we seniors have to put up skit for them too... and all of us were involved... hahaha... then we had a discussion during dinnertime... then so funny lor... jasper ask wat he was to act as, then eugene told him tat he just have to be himself... then after tat they say to make jasper act as a retard... then eugene told jasper to just relax and be himself... hahahaha... it's damn funny if u are there to hear the exact words tat they said...

just before they started talentime, me jasper and eugene went to plan for nightwalk, in case of rainy weather... didn't take very long la... cos we just change the parts of the walk where they'll be exposed to wet weather...

it's very creative of the yr 1s to come out with their skit... there's 2 grps tat changed fairytales into their version... hahaha... one is 3 little chicks and the other is cinderella attending spac2go party... hahaha... tat one was the most funny one... cos the prince in the story is alex... wahahahahaha... laugh until all the seniors peng...

asked for some time to practise our skit... ours was bout teambonding cos of something... then bernard was the narrator, alex was the spac2go senior, hf was one very spoilt brat, fc was the bossy one, diana hy and hx were his die hard followers, cynthia was the shy one, i was the over friendly one, jasper is the blur one, eugene is the slack one and daniel is the only normal one... hahaha... the skit was quite funny la... but not as gd as the cinderella one... hahahaha...

after tat came bapoh night... wahahaha... each grp is to send one person to let another grp dress them up, dressing pts go to the team tat dress them, but the bapohness goes to the "bapoh"'s team... we seniors also got to play... hahaha... at first wanna dress bernard one... but he dun want... so end up dresing jasper... hahahaha... he got longer hair of raffia string, and censored things... wahahahaha... damn funny...

best bapoh of the night was of cos shah... he really power sia.. he come in then everyone was overwhelmed by his performance... the worse ppl to experience it was the 3 judges, kevin, fc and hf... oh ya.. and bernard also... hahaha... bernard is so cute... he ask them wat special performance the bapohs wanna do then became the pole for them to dance their pole dance... so cute lor... then when shah do it, bernard was so shy... so so so cute... like one xiao di di like tat lor... hahahha...

tat event was the most funny one... everyone laugh until the cheeks all numb, stomach all very painful lor...

night duty started at 12... then those on the first shift are hf and alex... cos frm 12 to 2 not possible to have a lot of ppl going to the loo... went to the toilet to brush my teeth with the 3 flowers(diana, hy, hx) and kevin... cos before that the rest of the seniors who wanna shower went off with xj who opened the pool toilet for them and kevin and hx sent velentia to mrt station and tina back to hostel... so me, hy and diana waited for them to come back before going, shun bian look out for yr 1s not back in the bunk cos lights out already in phase one le...

when we came back, all of the guys sleep already lor... except for alex... so poor thing... no one pei him... then gers bunk at least all the seniors are still up, except for cynthia... end up we all since can't sleep, sat in a circle and chi chat... 3 flowers, me, hf and florence... hahaha... end up alex also join us... cos he too bored in the guys bunk le... chat all the way until 2 then we went off to sleep, leaving diana and cynthia alone to do their duty... hahaha... i know we very bad... but all tired already la...

again, i drifted in and out of sleep... the final time i woke up was at bout 6... then chat with hy and hx until 6.30 before diana woke up and we went to shower... damn song... cos toilet got no one there... hahahaha... and no queue... hehe... when we came back, just right the rest of them all woke up... shifted the guys since their rm will be used for talks tat day... and the first one is at 9 am... after the 1st talk by francis hong, we started the sp tour.. .and ms lim is with us all the time... i think she's a very nice lady who is doing things for our club lor... at least she pei us walk the whole sp tour, frm sma to cls to de to eee to mm to sb to ict... but she wants us seniors to be there also la... and alex is the most poor thing one... have to go find all the next lecturer cos of delays... so he have to run ard the sch before we go to tat venue... started the visit with the marine simulator, the perfume lab, the interior design rm, w5, the dream hm at t14, the robotics rm at t16, then lunch at fc 4, the flight rm at w15, the aircraft at lc dept there, the media studio, the retail place, trading rm, e-com rm, bizit library, and almost all the rm for sch of ict... damn tired at the end of the tour... but the most funny thing is tat no one knows how to get frm fc 4 to w15 in the sheltered walkway... so i have to be the tour guide... hahaha... then when we went up to sb tat side to see the aircraft, cos we seniors majority is at the back, so i told them tat i wanna go short cut... and only the 3 flowers went with me lor... the rest all went with the crowd and took a longer route... hahaha... actually the 3 flowers also dunno where is it... but they also followed me la... end up we're really faster than them... cos when we reach, alex they all are still climbing the stairs... hahahaha... then they still say i take short cut nv jio when i did lor... hahahaha...

after the aircraft then was just right sb tour... so i lead them using the shortcut to sb foyer... waited there for roger lee... hahaha... he still ask sb smart ppl to be there to guide us for the tour... since i know the route where we are going, i asked the seniors if they all wanna take shortcut with me or not... then so funny lor... i ask already then some still nv hear... since after the media studio is the retail place and i'm lazy to climb up 2 storey (why climb why u have only half sem more to enjoy the facilities u paid for??), so i took the lift with some of the seniors and reach earlier than those who climb the stairs..

when we went to the trading pit, even roger lee knows tat i always take the lift and is frm sb... hahaha... cos when we are going to the retail place, he quite stunned tat i know where is where and know tat we can take the lift... so end up when we are moving to the trading pit, i double confirmed with him and took the lift with the seniors while the rest go the long way... hahahaha... but tat one still muz climb the stairs la... thou we're faster... hahahaha... go biz block like majiam go back hm like tat... hahaha... cos did sb tour so many times le so know where got shortcut... then i think most of u also know tat my sense of direction and map reading skills is quite gd la... hehehe...

ict is one of the best part... cos we basically visited all the special rms there... and it's very very fun and nice... went into their recording studio as well... the lecturer is better than the one tat took us during our batch's tour lor.. let them see a lot of interesting places in ict...

went back to bunk for their role play after tat... wanted to watch de... but got made to go next door to sleep by cynthia... she say i look very tired.. so went back to sleep... first time i slept zipped up in my sleeping bag... cos every time also share my sleeping bag with others de... only slept for one and a half hours la... then got woken up by the yr 1s coming in i dunno for wat... had a few probs of miscommunication... which is a big headache even for me to see them solving it... haiz...

dinner tat night took place just outside our bunk... before tat, the guys say tat we gers dun mix with the yr 1s... so end up we went to gossip with them... hahahaha... had a fun time having dinner with the yr 1 gers... after dinner, gathered the seniors for discussion of nightwalk... cos i need to regrp them due to unforeseen circumstances... had a big big headache then... all bcos i tried to fulfil wat everyone wants... like some of them dun want the place, some wanna change partners, some want here, some want there... some dun wanna separate... then some even got me outside to discuss the walk with me... haiz... i think next time cannot entertain this... muz tell them if unsatisfied with the arrangement, pls speak out and let everyone know... i dun wish to get the blame for trying to fulfill all of ur requests anymore... got any prob just speak out... dun drag the organiser into being said by those who dunno the situation as being too forceful, unreasonable, unwilling to listen to suggestions...

nightwalk was generally fun... starting pt is at t15 the study area there, with xj and hy to look after them... first station is fc and hx, who are at the basement of t14... they'd burst a bag of air, scare them, then pour my mixture of dairy pdts onto them... second station is at t6, with kevin and diana who are really scary... kevin would scream, then diana throw a very heavy thing tat kevin made and kevin would then shake a container with coins in it if i'm not wrong... third station is cynthia and bernard, located outside the main library, the only one tat doesn't hide and scare ppl but just make them eat things like wasabi and ginger... fourth station has hf, florence, jasper and eugene along the corridor of w4 and w5, and would be the most scary place shld they not be so tired... cos the four of them are experts in scaring ppl... last station is where daniel and winnie is located, along another dark corridor of w2 and w3... they just sit at one side, daniel would scrap the tin cover on the ground, scare them and then they'd throw flour on the yr 1s... where was i in the nightwalk?? hahaha... the scaredy cat me was on the petrol with alex...

went down to prepare for it at 1130... started frm station 1 then put lightsticks all the way... dropped the station masters off to prepare as we put the lightsticks then me and alex have to wait at the ending pt for the first team to reach... but while waiting, hy they all called to say tat got emergency at the starting pt... ps fainted at fc's station... scare the hell out of us lor... me and alex practically ran all the way frm fc2 to t14... damn heng tat xj is there to help... otherwise sure very jialat one... stopped the nightwalk for a while and informed all station bout the incident, then me and alex go try out how scary fc they all are... even alex who knows wat they doing also got scared lor... so had a few changes then after tat me and alex went the whole route, partly to inform the stations not to scare them too much, partly to check the lightsticks... nightwalk resumed soon after tat... when the first team came to the ending pt, made them go wash up... then they complained tat the walk is not scary at all and wanted to go for a second time... so we waited for the second team to arrive, but they also say not scary enough... hahaha.. but time constraint la... so only got the first team back to the starting pt... when we brought them back, the rest of them were like so stunned tat they're back with us... hahaha...

since got so many complain tat it's not scary enough, me and alex walked the route again to inform all stations to up the stakes... hahaha... scare as much as they can... at every checkpt, all the seniors responded to our request of showing us where they are except for hf they all... and as all seniors know, the 4 tat i place there are the 4 tat scare anyone who pass them, even seniors... end up when we reach there, called them le also nv flash any light to indicate where they are... so we dun dare to walk inside also... call them the second time then they ask us to just walk in... hahahaha... we proceeded with caution cos if i'm being scared, then i'll most likely be unable to continue my petrol... in the end they also nv scare us la... cos when we're bout to reach where they are, they on the torchlight...

backtracked our route once... but nv go into the corridors where daniel and winnie, hf, florence, eugene and jasper are at... just walk outside cos 1.) scared of being scared by them, 2.) dun wanna disrupt their scaring of the yr 1s... saw a team of yr 1, but we just stood still and watch them go into where hf they all are at...

next we went to find cynthia and bernard.. stayed there to watch how they do their stuff... alex so funny lor... bernard offered him a wasabi cracker and he really eat lor... heard a high-pitched scream soon after... then know tat next grp is coming... asked them if it was diana screaming and came a shocking answer... it's kevin who's screaming... hahahaha... after tat grp passed, we went to see kevin and diana... stayed there and see how they scare... after they tok us their plan, they made us sit at the stairs so tat we wun be seen... tina and shah pass for the second time... at first we tot after wat they say they'd do, then tat's all... but end up kevin say they dun look scared enough so he screamed once more, without warning us beforehand... his screaming is really gd lor...

went back to the starting pt, then realised tat only left 3 ppl there... then it's 4 in the morning le... so we just let them go as 4, including xj with them... sent a word with all stations to scare them at full blast... but told daniel tat if winnie dun dare muz tell me... in the end, he called and say winnie dun wan... so me, alex, hy and ps went by shortcut frm starting pt to fc2, then me and alex went to where daniel and winnie are... swapped alex with winnie... then after tat, hx called to say they need help to clean up their area... so me and winnie went over to help them...

was damn shack when the whole thing end... cos the 4 of us reached the bunk earlier than the rest of them, so we just sit ard and nearly fell asleep immediately... was chased back to the gers bunk... then rearranged the tables cos we dirtied the floor while preparing the disgusting mixture... once finished, really just boom and slept until 8.30am...

was supposed to have grooming for the yr 1s de... but end up got communication prob... and had a lesson taught by eugene and jasper... it's a very funny lesson la... but not very correct also... cos all these are based on our memory of our own grooming session in yr 1...

was supposed to go for tuition tat day de.. but time was dragged and had to cancel it...

fri, sat and sun was spent giving tuition... and had to tok non-stop for 2 hours each without water and on a sore throat... damn terrible... but they fasting so bo bian have to bear with it...

i find tat my tutee is very cute... she har... eat and eat non-stop one... still have to limit her...

on sat went to bugis with my er jie after tuition... cos she needa buy shorts for her performance on sun... walked the whole bugis street... then she so funny lor... like so lost there... shops tat we went to already, she wun know where it is... so i majiam her tour guide like tat... kept bringing her ard...

went out with hf on tues... she wanted to go the temple at bugis to pray... cos she witnessed the drama at cineleisure... those who read new paper regularly should know wat i'm toking bout... went shopping with her after tat... then went to find my wang zi bian qing wa part 2... dammit one lor... always cannot find... like everywhere also out of stock le... found this shop in ps tat has another version... just need to buy 2 sets then complete the whole series le... damn... if only i've seen tat earlier... but too bad la... i already got parts 1 and 3 le... so no use buying tat cos will overlap...

ok... i muz tell the truth now... u see this entry as one tat is on 25 oct... but i actually only managed to finish it on 27 oct... hahaha... but nothing happened frm 25 to 27 la... so no pt updating u on how i slack at hm everyday...

well.... hopefully i can change my glasses tml... cos sch starting le... hmm... shld i change my hairstyle as well?? some suggest tat i go for rebonding... say i look better last time when i had rebonded hair... shld i rebond??

so looking forward to this wkend... cos ryan's coming on both days, and it's my maternal grandma's bday this sat...

sch's starting soon... and time table sucks... havta go sch for 8 am lesson on wed... sob sob... those taking maths for biz... are u all having the same fate of 8 am lesson?? who else is taking T&TP as elective?? hahahaha... wanna know who my classmates are leh...

ciaoz...

sucks man... just dunno wat the heck is wrong with the stupid html code... somehow as u all can see, the top right section of my blog just can't fit into tat place... can some expert come and teach me?? hahaha...

haiz... damn sian now... this hols only exciting things done is just going to sentosa with my sec sch frens and going ktv with kor and mabel... damn boring life right?? hahaha... bo bian la... no one ask me out... now looking forward to my yr 1 training camp this coming week... hopefully it will be very fun...

just watched some parts of the future episodes of Wang Zi Bian Qing Wa... it's really a very very nice show... a muz watch... hahahaha... made me so tempted to buy the vcd... hmmm... think i'll either go buy it when i get my fees or keep downloading it now... hahahaha...

ok la... just a short entry... gonna do my things le...

ciaoz...

finally made a change in my blog... hahaha... still trying to figure out how to do the things...

music is too slow... and takes too long to load... how to make it fast?? hahaha...

anyway, watched Wang Zi Bian Qing Wa's short clips... make me so tempted to watch the whole series all at once... will get the vcd for tat show once in appears in the market... hahahaha... so nice... ming dao so shuai!!! wahahahaha...

will update again soon...

ciaoz...

wahahaha... i'm finally here to blog again...

shall update frm my last entry...

mon was fun... although i had to get up to go to sch at 9am... tot finally can rest liao... but got dragged to sch tat early... hahaha...

first activity of tat day is supposed to officailly start for me at 11 am de... but no one informed me, so posted a msg on spac2go's blog... then alex replied saying tat 9 am got camp briefing... so i just go lor... see, i'm such a good member... hahahahaha... in the end, this one actually i not needed de... cos the organiser nv inform me at all... but since already went to sch so early, then might as well be there lor... and i am damn early... wrong estimation of time again... so wat to do when u are early?

hahahaha.... i just stroll slowly to fc 5 and on my way there decided to go to the toilet to tie up my hair first... but when i reach fc 5, i was still the first few spac2go seniors there... but luckily hx and diana came very soon... they so funny lor... diana was not involved de... but got dragged to sch by hx... hahaha...

this yr's camp briefing is damn sadz... i think the yr 1 is going to hate us... camp haven't start then have to come so early to sch... if there's some other activities accompanying this briefing still nvm... but the thing is, all they were here for was to collect some forms and off they go... diaoz right?? i think if i'm the freshie har... i sure wun be happy de lor... 9 am in the morning leh... then travel all the way frm hm till sch just to collect some forms and go back hm...

in the end, we still had like 1 hr plus to spare before the training... then diana too hungry tat she went to buy food le... hahaha... end up going to fc 2 for breakfast with alex, hx and diana... after breakfast then went to saa to collect the keys to the lt for training... just bout to reach the place le then hf msg me to ask me where is it... hahaha... waited so long in the lt for ppl to come in... end up we got no time to present finish... hahaha... the somemore me, hx, serene and hf were the last grp to present with less than 5 mins... and we managed to present finish in tat short period of time... hahahaha... cos we were all speeding thru the slides...

after training le still got lotza time before the bbq... so i went hm...

had lunch then went to ntuc with my mum... bought honey for the bbq as well... then told my mum to put it in a separate bill cos need to bring ryan to the toilet... but she forgot... so bo bian have to go tiong bahru then buy... came hm packed all the things i need for the bbq then went off... met lp at the mrt station... then went with her to the ntuc there cos i haven't finish buying the things... then saw hf inside as well... so the 3 of us shopped together... when we are paying, salina msg me to say tat they go first... i told them to wait for a while but they say they wanna go first... so gave them the directions i got frm the streetdirectory webby... not my fault ok... but it's the directory tat say get off at the 4th bus stop... and i already told them to get down at the bus stop oppo st theresa's convent... in the end they go count the wrong bus stop... then got off at the next stop...

the bbq was fun... lp helped to set up the fire first.. but in the end was unsuccessful... then sp finally got it started...

start to cooked a few things... then rohaidah, salina and wirna took over... in then end, the cooking process was quite slow... so me and mabel went to ask the guard to switch on the gas supply... the bbq pit at mrs ong's hse is so special... got a choice of using charcoal or gas to cook... hahaha... i was cooking at the gas one when the whole aluminium caught fire... wahahaha... cos of the fire? aluminium with holes and too much margarine and honey added... so kana fire... hahahaha...

clearing up the pit was damn troublesome... then somemore there are ppl who kept toking and not offering any help even after u request them to... but i nv say much in order not to spoil ppl's mood... clear until when mrs ong came out, she's surprise at how clean the place is... hahaha... thx to mabel, lp, kor and ly who helped me...

was bloody tired when i got hm... my leg already aching like mad cos of my slippers... so soaked my legs in the massager for a long time... hahahaha....

tues was boring... just spent my day playing with ryan, fetching him frm sch and reading my book...

oh ya... went to the pasa malam with my sis too... feel like majiam i'm their atm like tat... sun went with my er jie, i pay first... then tues went with my da jie also i pay first...

my da jie got the mi zi ji pa... then the auntie think she got too much chilli powder to spare... we only ask her to add more and in the end, she sprinkle the chilli powder on both sides of the meat before cutting it up and sprinkle even more before putting it into the bag... super duper hot la...

wed had to last min go and fetch ryan cos my mum can't make it hm in time... tat baby so funny lor... when he saw me, he was like "why is it u and not mm(he calls my mum tat)" so in the end i brought him to find my mum... basically i dunno where is she... but make a lucky guess and was right... hahahaha...

ok la... think u all would be bored to death reading my blog now... hahahaha

found all my past entries are blogged everyday... and it's the same thing over and over again... hahahaha... well... bo bian la... i dun have a colourful life wat... just the boring everyday routine... hahahaha...

next time i'll blog when i have something interesting...

ciaoz...

hahahaha... finally exams are over and the hols are here again...

hope my hols will be full of events and wun be stuck at hm all day long... (*hint hint)

hahahaha... looking forward to later... where i'll be going to watch my sis perform for smrt's event... then tml got spac2go event and bbq for class gathering... hehehehe...

can ask me out anyday... but most nights wun be free cos muz go give tuition... it's the exam month for my tutee... tml then she got paper le...

hahaha... my mum and dad very onz bout my sis's performance... they wanna go watch both 1pm and 3pm performances...

hahahaha...

anyway, i found tat i'm one lucky kid... hahahaha... my parents are so sweet to each other... they do "fight"... by tat, i mean kicking each other and tickling each other in a playful way... hahahaha...

tat day they need to go for someone's (who used to live in the same villiage as my mum) funeral... then my dad at first wants me to go with her de... but in the end, he accompany her go... then the two of them so sweet lor... my mum cycle then my dad sit on her bike on the way there... then on the way back, it's the opposite... and sweetest thing is tat my parent's transportation there is my mum's bicycle... so romantic... hahahahaha...

anyway, i wanna go play game le... finally can do so... then can finish watching my inuyasha le... going to pia finish all 163 episodes in this month...

hahahaha...

ciaoz...

read thru my fren's blog just now... and things tat happened today made me realised something...

i am nv a good fren...

and have no frens at all... perhaps only a few who would really care about me... but i'm really sorry to disappoint them... cos i'm very not someone who can maintain friendships no matter how long i haven't seen a person...

all my frenship are seemingly short-lived... there is not one well maintained frenship tat even when i'm not in the same class or school as tat person, we'd still keep in contact...

just realised wat a pathetic person i am...

sigh...

most ppl say ur sec sch frens are those who will be closest to u even after u step into working society... but wat bout my sec sch frens? how many of them are still keeping in touch with me and updating me wat's going on in their life?

the answer? none at all...

not even hf who is in my class... was on the same train as her when we went to sch for our exam... dun even know wat is going on in her life... sad isn't it?

haha... she was toking to ty... and i dun even know wat they are toking bout...

sometimes i feel tat i'm just another person in class... it's like even if i met them on the way to sch, i'll just be like any other passenger on the train... as if i dunno them...

i dunno how long i can take this kind of life anymore...

maybe u can say tat i'm an attention seeker... maybe it true... sometimes i just wish tat someone could pay me some attention... tat i could be in the limelight for something positive... but i dun think tat will be very possible since i'm very stupid... even when someone ever so rarely come and ask me a question, the answer i'd give them is i dunno...

i'm such a stupid failure...

really wonder how many of them would notice when i'm away in class... my guess would be tat it is none as usual... or maybe if i'm optimistic, my guess would be only one or two out of the whole class of 20 ppl...

if i'm to vanish frm this world, i dun think anyone would notice ba... haha... dun even think tat anyone in the world would care at all...

i am not a social creature... i am a loner...

no one would even care if i'm a loner...

wonder how much worse my social life could get... will it degrade until my life consist of only work/sch and home?? there's a high possibility since i am nv Ms. sociable, Ms. well-liked and Ms. friendly...

wat i wan is just someone who is willing to share their lives with me, and listen to all my happiness and woes... is tat alot to ask of??

i'm not initiative and i know i muz change... but it's just so hard to change...

i'm always knowing how my past frens are going on with their lives thru blogs and other common frens... i'm nv the first one tat they will update their lives with... nv ever... is it becos tat u dun trust me? maybe so... i really dunno... i can keep secrets well... but just no one ever confines in me... even now, i dun really know why i go to gatherings... to give myself a chance to mix with them? but no one ever comes and tok to me... even when i tok to them also is a question and answer session.. it's so disappointing tat i'm starting to wonder the purpose of me going to such gatherings...

the closest to me in my old lot used to be cf... but i dunno if he is scared tat i still like him or wat, seems to be shunning me whenever we have any gatherings... pls la... i'm long over our relationship, just tat amongst those present, u are the next closest to me... so obviously as a usual person, u'd stick with the most familiar person in a going stranger gathering...

if other ppl were to walk alone at the back of the group, there'll usually be someone who'd notice and go accompany him/her... but it's nv the case for me...

sometimes in my attempt to mix in, i'd feel like i'm a pests to all of my frens... am i really such a pests to u all?

maybe some of u might even cheer if i'm ever gone from this world... who would be sad? and who'd even missed me as a fren?

i'm really sick and tired of all these...

no one ever cares...

ciaoz...

shall keep this entry short...

now in exam period... but got no study mood... die...

finished one today... 4 more to go...

just changed the song of my blog as u can hear... unless u dun come here often...

hahaha...

wanted to put another song de... but tat website too slow to dl... so change to Forbbiden Love by S.E.N.S..

i like S.E.N.S. very much... their music all very nice de... hehehehe... esp the one i originally wanna put de... it's called True Love by S.E.N.S..

got chance go and find ba...

anyway, can anyone tell me how to upload my own song onto my blog? dun wanna use other website's link cos it lags like shit...

anyone knows? can drop me a msg on my tag board...

thx...

ciaoz...

haiz... all gd things muz come to an end... this is the end of my long weekend... tml gotta go sch again le...

anyway, had a fun day today... went to the food fest with my mum, bro, da jie and ryan... then tat lil baby so funny... got good food then he keep eating...

aiyo... dunno wat i'm gonna write le la... all cos of my mum and jie... kept toking beside me...

oh ya... anyone wanna upgrade their mobile plan can pls inform me?? i wanna change my phone... but got no plan for me to use... everyone in my family including my sis's bf had just upgraded our plans less than 1 yr ago... so no plan to upgrade...

haiz... dun feel like toking anymore le... damn sianz... the phone i wan always will go out of stock when i wanna buy it... damn...

haiz... only thing tat can cheer me up is tml le... they're gonna show takuya's pride on channel u, starting tml evening at 7.30...

all muz remember to watch leh... very very nice de... hahahaha...

ciaoz...

wahahaha... happy teachers' day to all in the teaching profession out there...

hahaha... i'm so happy today... first, yest had a super fun day... nan de went out with 11 of my classmates, including gurdip, li jiuan and junliang who rarely join us... hahaha... it's the first time i went out with li jiuan... and yest then know tat we can get along well... hahaha... at first still scared will be rather weird... cos my usual clique dun quite tok to them... then the guys invited her along... but still alright la... at least i tried to tok to her when the guys were toking amongst themselves...

secondly, there was no 9am lesson... cos conrad went finland with xiao hei, meaning that i had an hour more to sleep before going for fm, which is at ten... hehehehe... then i did my assigned question before hand le...

thirdly, my fm ca result got back le... it was better than i expected... cos at least i managed to pass although it was a rather slight pass... i think i'm quite an easily contented person... i'm satisfied with wat i have in life...

fourthly, my ecml evaluation i think i did rather well being the last in my grp tat he asked... then the first few ppl de i still know... so considered quite gd le ba... then the one tat mr tang asked me was something that i didn't know or think hard enough la... so it's my fault...

fifth, today's bd is only to go in to watch and shoot ppl until they die... wahahahahaha... i know i'm being mean la... but i'm just trying to get some participation marks for myself... hehehehe... then somemore they can't shoot me back le... cos my presentation finish liao... hehehehe....

lastly, me tutee so cute... tat day she told me on teacher's day she wanna get something for me then told her no need le she still got prepare... hahahaha... first time i get teacher's day present... hahahahaha... children's day must get her something also.. and i know wat to get her le... hahahaha... she always been wanting to use my shaker... so shall get tat for her...

anyway, i wanna continue watching inuyasha soon le... but my bro still watching anime on arts central... bo bian have to wait for him... hahahaha... meanwhile will slack and go blog hopping... hehehe...

ciaoz...

now i'm in school...

why am i STILL able to blog despite having so many projects, u might wonder...

why?

it's all becos i'm forgotten....

i dun think anyone i'm doing project with knows that i'm actually in their group...

just like now...

wat they do i dunno... i tried to find out... but no one responded to me...

went to see another project... i didn't even know they start le... they start they nv tell me...

so... tell me... wat is this? i'm i so insignificant tat u all nv notice me?

it's not tat i dun wanna do... but did any of u take my work and word seriously? ask urself... did i ever have a chance to be contributing?

true tat some of u have given me the chance for contributing although i have missed many meetings due to tuition... and i'm grateful to u...

but...

even when u give me work such as ensuring the ppt slides run smoothly, all with same size and same format, with the different backgorund for the slides, making me work until late at night at 2.40AM while u all are happily in dreamland?! ok... i dun mind doing until so late...

but the thing is tat wat for do u want me to do so much when u DUN EVEN APPRECIATE MY EFFORT??

let me ask u...

wat's the use of asking me to do all these when the next day u changed everything i've done? it's just wasting my precious sleeping time... it's not like i want to go for tuition de lor... if got a choice, i might as well stay with u all to do the project...

i feel like i'm again the bloody extra here... at least when u all do project can ask me to go de ma...

like now this grp... they do wat they nv tell me... then when they finally give me something to do and i spotted a mistake, everyone's ignoring me when i tried to raise it up no matter how hard i tried to get their attention... i'm i really tat soft tat u all can't hear me or is it tat u all are too busy tat u can't hear me even when i'm nearly shouting beside u?

really so sick and tired of this life... i really think tat even if i suddenly disappear frm this world one day, no one would even notice tat...

i will write no more... for i shall not drop my tears for this...

ciaoz...

argh... so many projects... but got no time to do...

stress of projects is finally catching up wth me... out of the six modules i'm taking, five of them are with projects... and all deadlines are during the next two weeks... so many projects means got many presentation as well... so stress...

haiz... sometimes i just wish i'm a billionnaire... then no need to work... and can get a mp3 and a new phone... oh... and a digi cam too... i not very fussy de... a 512 mb mp3 would be gd enough for me... no need to have screen to show wat some is next de... got would be an advantage la...

haiz... sianz... my stupid phone is getting frm bad to worse le... who can save me phone without me having to pay them? hahaha... really like motorola A668... so nice cos got writing function and can read chinese and got camera...

digi cam would be the last in my list la... cos i got cam phone le... so no need for digi cam... if the hp got video recording even better... hahahaha... then can save on digi cam le...

think i'll have to wait for 4 mths before i can start saving up for such luxury things... sob sob... tuition is taking up a lot of my time... but bo bian have to teach to earn extra income... shld start saving up le... pls dun ask me go out too often... window shopping can ask me along too la... but to eat gd food, go ktv, bowling, pool etc then can ask la... but most likely not going... see if i got extra cash for those entertainment ma...

haiz... when can i find someone to sponsor me??

hahahaha... think i'm going mad frm the lack of sleep...

ciaoz...

argh...

my bloody v200 is failing me... so pek chek... my v200 the menu button need to press until i pek chek then will work... argh... who can sponsor me a new phone? hopefully is a new motorola A668.. hahaha... kidding... guess i'll have to save up, postpone my haircut and all other expenses until i have enough $$ to buy it...

anyway, the gd news is i might get a new laptop... hahahaha... thx to my er jie... cos she's gonna stay in hall again le... so she wanna bring a com there... but this com tat i'm using now is super lousy and according to her, always kana virus in her sch... then the laptop is not possible cos my da jie and me need it for sch, then the better pc my bro need to use... so my mum decided to get a new laptop cos if get desktop then my house got no place to put le... then my er jie says if i need it then she'll bring it hm and let me use for the week... yeah~~~ wahahahahaha...

now just wondering when can get the new laptop... hmmm.... and hopefully i wun get the lousy and heavy laptop... hahahahaha...

anyone got and cheap and good laptop deal to intro to me? hehehe... if got, feel free to drop a msg for me in my tagboard...

thx...

ciaoz...

had a very strange dream last night... but it's not a nightmare la.. hahahaha...

dreamt tat i was accompanying kor for lunch... then suddenly the scene change to inside a sch... then i was with my mr. right... the dream is so funny and sweet... hahahaha... dreamt tat my mr right went to play basketball... then in the end i just went off to tok with my sec sch classmates... then he came and pacify me... hahahaha... too bad dunno how he look like... hahahaha...

dreams are very funny things la.... dunno how i came about dreaming bout it... maybe cos of moulin rouge tat i watch before i went to bed? hahahaha... dunno also...

anyway, today so bloody suay... was eating lunch when i spilled food on myself... like little kid like tat... tsk tsk... all becos of the stupid food... haiz... then rainy weather also affects my mood...

si bei sian...

ciaoz...

it's the hols now... but i dun seem to enjoy it much... still havta go to sch almost everyday to do project, attend smart briefing and have a stupid tok on coming sat...

only today's better... just tat have to wake up early to go for the training... then the afternoon is all free... wahahahaha...

when i reached hm, went down to mac to buy my lunch since my voucher is going to expire soon... might as well use it... after tat, went to borrow dvd from the play machine... borrowed the movie "my boyfriend is type b"... it's a rather cock movie... but really funny... and quite touching at some parts... maybe those who watched it le might disagree tat it's touching... but i'm quite a crybaby la... hahahaha... see ppl cry i'll also cry de...

was surfing the web just now... and found something hilarious... there was one part in the movie of "my boyfriend is type b" where the guy drag the ger out of the cinema cos of a boring movie... and guess wat... the movie tat they are watching is "wet dreams 2" wahahahaha... this is wat the webby says "The movie that amuses Han-Mi, but bores Young-Bin so much that he has to flee the theater is Wet Dreams 2."

wahahahahaha... so bloody funny... makes me wonder if i shld go watch tat movie...

anyway, gtg sleep le... my songs finish downloading le...

ciaoz...

finally... i'm here to blog... wahahahaha...

i think by this time no one would read my blog anymore le... hahahaha... cos i rarely blog nowadays... too busy...

anyway, today had a rather fun day... cos got spac2go event... hahahaha... actually is the sec sch students come to sp the me and hf is supposed to brief them on their treasure hunt game... then so funny lor... cos after they left for their game, only me, hf, kris and jasper are left in the auditorium... then end up hf and jasper started singing using the mic... so funny lor... then they say it's project superstar... hahahaha... end up me and kris being the "judges"...

brief the kids also so funny... cos we're supposed to get their attention... then to do so, u cannot threaten them or be rude... so bo bian... treat them like coaxing little kids like tat... hahahaha... use a serious tone they dun listen then end up using a tone i use on pri 1 kids then they listen... hahahaha...

anyway, now my throat slightly sore le... cos just now when i giving tuition, dafinah made me read her 2 stories... anyone got any cure for sore throats?

hahahaha...

ciaoz...

haiz... if only...

if only my mum would want to get a new line.... then i can get the phone i want!!!

so tempted to buy motorola A668!! it's so cheap now if i sign up starhub line... but i dun wanna give up my singtel line also leh... the number so nice... but if i sign up for starhub line also no use... cos no one calls me de...

damn sian...

haiz... later still got fm ca1... nv study much yet...

gtg...

ciaoz...

yes~! wahahahaha... i finally got my juice extractor le!!! muahahahaha.... and it's at a cheap price... i did not even pay a cent of my $$...

wondering y? all becos of my robinson voucher given by misc... haahahaha... jio mabel go shopping on fri... then in the end her shoes spoilt... so we went to robinson to shop... since we are at robinsons, i so bad... made mabel walk the whole robinsons just so tat i can find wat i want and use the voucher to pay for her new shoes and my things together... in the end, i nv find anything nice (as in clothes) and things i need at robinsons, until we reach lvl 4... then i found my juice extractor... wahahahaha... tat day very fun but super tiring...

we walked all the way frm far east to paragon to centrepoint to og to plaza sing... a long long way... and we stopped and shopped at all the places i've mentioned....

alvin and kor joined us at papragon... thou alvin came first la... but i think he very sian... cos me and mabel sure shop female dept de ma... after jq joined le then better... at least they got each other as company... hahahahah... however, they went off to watch movie after we reach centrepoint...

anyway, had a fun day on fri... and slacked at hm for the whole of sat... muahahahaha... watched tv since i woke up... just love the jap drama on channel U on sat... hehehehe... the title of the show is 美女か野獣 starring 松島菜々子　and 福山雅治...

ok la... brain malfunctioning now... wanna sleep le... but sihui still sending me some smap things... which is 100,000 over kb... i'll have to wait until mad le... dunno wat time will finish...

ciaoz...

hahahaha... did u all manage to figure out who is there in this pic? hahahaha... it'd be a funny pic if there was flash light... but to save the batt, we nv on...

anyway, this was taken yesterday for gbe...

okok... time to update... tuition has started again.... then my bd is touching up on the questionnaire le... met up with my sec sch frens last sat... then saw xj on thurs...

the most impt event of the past week... i got a kor kor le... wahahahahaha... of cos is fake kor kor la... and it's jq... hahahaha...

he so funny lor... keep making me call him kor... hahahahha... cos nan de got ppl call him kor...

anyway, one project finishing le... yet another to be started... i better go prepare for my gbe presentation which is on mon...

ciaoz...

hahaha... i got a very nice song frm lp... it's lonely by akon...

Lonely I'm so lonely,
I have nobody,
For my owwnnn
I'm so lonely, I'm Mr. Lonely
I have nobody,
For my owwnnn
I'm so lonely,

Yo this one here goes out to all my playas out there ya kno got to have one good girl whose always been there like ya
Kno took all the bullshit then one day she cant take it no more and decides to leave

I woke up in the middle of the night and I noticed my girl wasn't by my side, coulda sworn I was dreamin, for her I was
Feenin, so I hadda take a little ride, back tracking ova these few years, tryna figure out wat I do to make it go bad, cuz
Ever since my girl left me, my whole life came crashin

I'm so lonely (so lonely),
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girl

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girl

Cant belive I hadda girl like you and I just let you walk right outta my life, after all I put u thru u still stuck
Around and stayed by my side, what really hurt me is I broke ur heart, baby you were a good girl and I had no right, I
Really wanna make things right, cuz without u in my life girl

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody to call my own)
To call my own (to call my own) girl

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girl

Been all about the world ain't neva met a girl that can take the things that you been through
Never thought the day would come where you would get up and run and I would be out chasing u
Cuz aint nowhere in the globe id rather be, aint noone in the globe id rather see then the girl of my dreams that made me
Be so happy but now so lonely

So lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own)

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girrll

Never thought that id be alone, I didnt hope you'd be gone this long, I jus want u to call my phone, so stop playing girl and
Come on home (come on home), baby girl I didn't mean to shout, I want me and you to work it out, I never wished Id ever
Hurt my baby, and its drivin me crazy cuz...

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own)

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girll

Lonely, so lonely
So lonely, (so lonely),
Mr. Lonely, so lonely
So lonely, so lonely, (so lonely), Mr. Lonely

hahahaha... if this happens in my life and someone sing this song to me, i'll be damn touched... wahahahaha...

but if someone sings "Iwas born to love you" this song to me even better...
hahahaha... it's more touching...

I was born to love you
With every single beat of my heart
Yes, I was born to take care of you
Every single day...
chorus:
I was born to love you
With every single beat of my heart
Yes, I was born to take care of you
Every single day of my life

You are the one for me
I am the man for you
You were made for me
You're my ecstasy
If I was given every opportunity
I'd kill for your love

So take a chance with me
Let me romance with you
I'm caught in a dream
And my dream's come true
It's so hard to believe
This is happening to me
An amazing feeling
Comin' through

chorus

I wanna love you
I love every little thing about you
I wanna love you, love you, love you
Born - to love you
Born - to love you
Yes I was born to love you
Born - to love you
Born - to love you
Every single day - of my life

An amazing feeling
Coming through

chorus

Yes I was born to love you
Every single day of my life

Go, I love you babe
Yes I was born to love you
I wanna love you, love you, love you
I wanna love you
I get so lonely, lonely, lonely
Yeah, I want to love you
Yeah, give it to me

wonder when then i'll be the female lead of the songs... haha...

ciaoz...

urgh!!! this is getting so stupid!!

why muz they involve the yr 3s? can't they just leave us alone? we're busy enough bout our studies le... it's not as if we'll still be in sch for another 2 years or so lor... pls la... teach us le also no use lor... tootz leh...

u muz be wondering wat i'm toking bout... it's my stupid cca la... the officer want us to learn some stupid programme that the sch has so that it can aid us in counselling ppl... pls lor... who dunno how to use the bloody programme? just anyhow explore la... some bloody asshole who told her tat he/she dunno how to use... are u really tat dumb tat u dunno wat is call explore the programme on ur own? bloody hell lor... get the whole club into trouble... then she also so strange... ask the yr 2 to learn can le wat... they learn then they can pass down the knowledge... we already leaving le still want us to learn... wat a waste of resources and ppl's time... can't they just have a booklet on how to use the damn bloody programme? if i'm not doing project tml still nvm... but the damn bloody thing is tat i need to do my project tml and the time clashes... it's my final yr project lor... whether i get out of poly depends a lot on this leh... bloody helll...

argh... i think i shall just pon it tml... heck liao la... anyway i already say before le... dun expect me to be as committed as before... now just let me enjoy life after the 1 yr in committee... no point being so active le... to be practical and say it in a frank way, there is no way i can get a dist in cca... i'm not tat mad... an A is enough... secondly, i'm no longer in committee le... so when u all need help then find me... otherwise dun make me go for this kind of stupid training... learning a programme? hahahaha... pls lor... my IT programmes all pick up on my own one lor... and somemore this kind of programme is for ppl with low IT literacy also can use de lor... just explore and find the button to click la... wat's so difficult? bloody hell... if i ever know who is tat bloody idiot tat told ms angelvine tat they dunno how to use the programme, i'll really knock sense and some BASIC IT skills tat this person dun possess into him/her...

argh argh argh!!!! BLOODY HELLL!!!!

time is precious... i shall not waste any time on stupid things... studies is my priority now... cca is only second... so watever tat is going to clash, i'd go for studies related... heck to cca le...

finish venting my anger le... thx for reading...

ciaoz...