hahaha... got inspired to blog again yest aft reading sy's blog...
so here i am, updating this "abandoned" blog of mine... hahahaha...

aft reading my last entry, realised tat i forgot to blog in events tat happened in dec 2008... hahaha... da biao jie got married to become mrs watson... yup... her husband is ang mo... they've really gone thru a lot... and finally manage to get my da gu zhang's approval and blessing to get married... ROM and dinner was set at raffles hotel... a very beautiful garden wedding ceremony and dinner was at a posh ballroom...
also in dec, organised a chalet for my sec sch gang... at first planned my tw trip in dec and opened it up to them... end up response not good at all... and during the mid autumn festival, they say if it's a nearer/cheaper place then they're more willing to go... end up decided to change to langkawi since tat's the case but alas, the response is as bad... end up cancel everything and organise chalet instead... i think i'm very blessed with such great gang of frens... perhaps they sensed frm my emails tat i'm quite tired of the bad response from organising the trips le... so during the chalet, everyone was spontaneous in doing things... this action was greatly appreciated and made me feel tat the efforts tat i put into organising this chalet had paid off... thx ppl... and many thx for the jacket too... although u all dun really have to go to such expense... it's my pleasure to organise the chalet for u all...
jan nothing much happened other than the mrs han event which i blogged in my previous entry...
feb went tw with ml... very thankful to her for bearing with my bad temper... hahahaha... ya... i admit... my temper had nv been gd... esp when i'm lacking in sleep... my dear and ml should be the first 2 to realise this ba... hahaha... the trip was super fun... we had tried all the means of public transportation there... hahaha... once we got out of the airport, we took shuttle bus to taoyuan high speed rail station and frm there, we took the high speed rail to kaohsiung. when we reached, we took the local metro and cab to our hotel... once checked-in, we went downstair to the nearby 7-11 to get our super late dinner... yup... frm the time we landed, we rushed all the way to kaohsiung... no time to buy dinner, and by the time we reach our hotel was nearly 10pm liao...
2nd day went to dream mall at kaohsiung for the sanrio ferris wheel on top of the mall... other than pictures of the sanrio characters printed on the cabins, every cabin had a plush toy of different sanrio character... the cabin that we went to had a cinnamoroll plush in it... so cute lor... hahahaha... but i wonder how often do they wash the plush inside... after tat, we went to find the stage shop in kaohsiung... the shop is quite special lor... it's inbetween rolls of shophouses, then suddenly break to become a special building by itself with a front porch... too bad cannot take photo inside... kena stopped by the staff when we tried to do so... and i nv buy anything at the kaohsiung stage... cos too ex le and it's only the 2nd day of my trip... went liu he night market in the evening... tried some of the interesting food there like coffin, stinky tofu etc... quite nice leh... aft the night market, we went to love river since our hotel package had included 2 tix for the boat ride... the river side has got very pretty lightings lor... somemore tat time when we went, it's still the CNY mood... and fireworks is everywhere... just very very crowded and have to squeeze with ppl...
3rd day was spent travelling to sun moon lake... at first we plan to take cab to kaohsiung bus station then frm there take coach to our hotel in puli before going to sun moon lake... but end up when we board the cab, the uncle ask if we wanna hire his cab for 1 day then he'll be our tour guide to sun moon lake... paid a total of NT 4000 for 1 full day of guided tour... ok la... quite worth it... cos if according to our original plan, we might not get to enjoy so much on the trip and will be wasting a lot of time travelling... somemore his cab is very special... got fixed phone, skyroof etc... super hightech lor... and the boot is so big tat it can fit both ml and my super big luggage and still got extra spaces... throughout the trip he shared with us his experiences, meeting a lot of diff ppl frm diff countries and how the locals live... very interesting chatting with him... he still purposely stop and show us how the bing lang xi shi works lor... end up by the time we end the day and reach our hotel, it's about 9 plus near 10 liao... during the 9 nights in tw, convenience store had been our best fren for all the nights... hahaha... a muz visit to us every night... our rm in puli is super big lor... with balcony somemore... and it's on a high level and can oversee the whole puli town... went soaking in the swimming pool aft settling down and buying our stuff frm the 2 convenience store downstairs... super shiok cos we're in a very warm pool in a cold night... hahahaha... and the whole pool area only got the 2 of us lor... majiam we own the place like tat... but just as we're starting the sauna, the security came to inform us tat they're closing the pool area liao... so we bo bian have to go back to our rm... one thing bad about the hotel... if u slip and fall in the toilet of ur rm, u can injure urself very easily like i did... i slipped and knock my knee against the bathtub... and got a super big blue black and numbing sensation on my knee lor...
4th day made our way to taipei... spent like 4 -5 hrs on the coach... dragged our laggages to take the metro to our hotel so many ppl lor.. .cos rush hr hahaha... by the time we settle down our things, we went to check with the staff there if the release lantern is tat night or not, they told us yes, and ask us to hurry there cos the event starts at 7pm... quickly rushed to pingxi and took the special train line... so many ppl go there lor... and it's super duper crowded... the train is so packed tat everyone is like sardine in a can... end up we take until shi fen then got off the train since tat's wat everyone did... hahaha... fun to fang tian deng and soak in the festive mood... by the time we reach ximending again, it was nearly midnight liao... went to check out the few push cart food stall near our hotel for our supper...
5th day started with having breakfast at the shops near rainbow hotel... very nice lor ba rice and carrot cake... then went taipei xing yi shang qu... walked to eslite bookstore to shop first... so many books at the eslite building lor... end up browse finish liao we walked over to the mass xing guang san yue... all the things there very ex... mango in tpe convert back liao also about the same as buying in sg... but just immersed ourselves in the atas shopping malls over there... went over to hua na wei xiu... at first tot if like m'sia movie tix so cheap, we'll catch a movie... but their movie tx there is like sgd 15 or so lor... super ex... so we moved on to the next shopping mall, new york new york... hahaha.... went to the daiso there... convert back to sgd, the things cost only 1 plus... so went to buy all the chapalang stuff there... at first when we planned this trip, we wanted to go taipei 101 de... but somehow reach there liao dun feel like going up anymore... hahaha... end up we only walk in tp101 then decided to go take the maokong gondola... but alas, when we reach the interchanging metro station, there's a big signboard saying tat the gondola is closed... but the time then was only 4 plus.. so we just decided to go out of the station and see wat's there to shop... and we ended up in dong qu... bt nothing much at the metro underground mall... not as much shopping as taipei main station underground mall... so we sadly decided to go back to ximending area... when we reached ximending, decided to go for ktv since the party world is like just opp the metro station... hahaha... quickly went to chop place liao then went back to hotel to put our things... just as we're crossing the road to go back to the party world, they paged for us... yes, they use paging service... when u chop rm, they'll give u a device which will light up and vibrate when they page for u... hahaha... their ktv rm also very gd lor... still got toilet on the rm itself one... one door to enter/exit the ktv rm, the other door to go to the personal toilet... hahaha... and all the songs there are like super up to date... just released mtvs also have...
by the 6th day, we're super tired liao... end up sleep until 11 plus then wake up to go walk walk... decided to go mr j restaurant... super hard to find lor... cos he got a few branches... ambience not too bad la... but the french dining is not my cup of tea... hahaha... according to ml who went upstairs to explore, she say the toilet very big... still got couch inside the toilet... hahaha... .decided to explore it myself, but the door was locked... someone's inside... went wu fen pu aft tat... super lots of stalls and alleys etc... end up got missing in the rather big area and we decided tat we muz walk with the sequence so tat we'll not get lost again...got 2 pairs of boots and a bag at wu fen pu... nv buy much there cos i'm very lazy to try on the clothes... hahaha... rao he night market was next since it's so close to wu fen pu... nothing much in this night market la... just some food stalls along the road and some shops... by the time we decided to go back, my legs are already aching like mad and the tot of walking back to the metro station freaks me out... cos frm rao he night market, u have to walk pass the song shan train station, pass wu fen pu then can reach the metro... so we ended taking the train back instead... hahaha... got my first stage jacket aft we're back in ximending... super comfy and warm but the price, of cos as compared to the sg branch is much cheaper, but it's still ex... hahah... 130 plus for a jacket... hahahaha... yes, i know u think i'm mad... but getting something u like very much, the price doesn't matter anymore...
7th day morning went for brunch at a swing restaurant in ximending... aft tat went miramar to take the ferris wheel and frm there, dunno where to go le so we just took bus frm jian tan station and went yang ming shan near evening time... ob the bus journey halfway up yang ming shan, can really feel the difference in the pressure lor... majiam take plane like tat... just tat the diff is more gradual one... reach the final station liao and realised tat majority of the ppl walk in another direction frm the visitor centre... told ml tat we shld go visitor centre take map first... but i forgot tat time is already 5 plus liao... end up climb about 1 km or so only to find a closed visitor centre... super sian lor... so we went down and went to shilin night market... eat and eat like there's no tml... hahaha... actually nv eat anything much also la... the super big chix chop got bone so i nv finish, the chao shou is not too bad... and i loved the da chang bao xiao chang... super nice... hahahah... walked ard shiling night market area... a bit boring to me la.. probably cos i'm not a shopping lover... hahaha...
8th day we woke up late... hahaha... by the time we're ready to go out, already nearly 12 noon... went to the modern toilet restaurant at ximending for brunch... i muz say, the food there is good~! portion also quite big and cost only about sgd 5-6 for a set meal... and u can buy ur drink in a niao hu... hahaha... went to bei tou for hot spring... at first wanted to go walk ard then decide on which one to go to... but at the metro station, there's a pacific wellness spa "stall" there... and we got persuaded to take the package of a private bath... doesn't make a diff in terms of price of public pool and private bath la... somemore the package includes high tea... hahaha... the place is very posh... super nice and relaxing... but hot spring water is too hot for me la... added a lot of cold water into our bath... hahahaha... went shopping at taipei underground mall aft tat... brought 3 pairs of shoes at NT200 each... super cheap and comfy shoes lor... reach ximending quite early, so we decided to go find ah zhong mian xian and stage...
9th day was spent at danshui... hahaha... lots of thx to ml for acc me there to see my idol... started queueing for the concert at about 3-4pm... we were quite lucky... they decided to let ppl frm my side in first aft the SFC ppl... hahaha... so i managed to get a super good view only 2 pax between me and the stage... hahahaha... best part of it? how many concerts u go to will repeat the starting twice de? hahaha... his did... the first time he start, the ear mic got prob... so end up the first few fast dancing song he had to use the hand mic... and when he started toking aft the songs, they managed to repair his ear mic too... so he asked if he could repeat the few songs... fans of cos say yes la... and ask him to repeat not just the song, but also the starting special... hahahaha... a very nice concert tat even ml also say it's worth the time spent queueing... hahaahaha...
last day aft we checked out, spent the whole day wondering ard ximending area... by then nothing much to do liao so end up we found another swing restaurant and nua there until it's time for us to board the bus and go airport... funny thing is, most ppl alight the bus at the first terminal, but our flight is at the other terminal... not knowing if the bus goes to the other terminal, we decided to just heck care and alight with the rest of the ppl... hahahaha.. end up had a bit of trouble finding the skytrain to travel to the other terminal... hahahaha...
overall it's a very fun and relaxing trip la...

in march, there's one night when i'm in bed, suddenly cf they all called and ask if tat week wanna go cruise ma... but cos i cannot get off frm work, it was shifted to the following week... wed to fri cruise trip... hahahaha... at first tot got a few ppl de... end up only cf, hf, ml and me go... hahahaha... but it's very fun going on cruise... hahahaha... nothing much to do... we took the balcony class and according to star cruise webbie, suppose to have priority in queue... but like no diff like tat lor... still queue like mad... hahhaha... board the vessel le we had our welcome drink... it confirmed tat i do not like champagne hahahaha... aft we go into our freaking small rm (i'm quite used to big hotel rms) and settle our things, we went ard the vessel to explore... first night then explore finish the whole star cruise virgo... can imagine how much our legs are aching the next day lor... stopover at kl and we went shopping... i brought 4 pairs of heels... hahahaha... yup... 4 bloody pair... like so kua zhang lor... on the last day, we were in our rm looking at all the photos and videos we took... hahaha... found one super funny clip taken by cf... the clip start off with the 3 girls running along the corridor (frm the front of the vessel to our rm which is right at the end of the vessel)... then aft tat ml stopped running, only me and hf continued running... when we run until our rm, we quickly opened the door and the clip ended with me and hf reaching our balcony... end up while we're reviewing, no one could recall y we r running like mad just to get to the balcony until i took his cam to view the clips and photos... hahahaha... wat r we running for? becos we felt the vessel sailing off and wanna confirm it... so we quickly ran to our balcony to check it out... hahahaha... like idiots like tat lor...

apr nothing much happened... this yr's bday is a super quiet event... and i fell sick on the actual day lor... surprised tat my boss will know when my bday is... hahaha... she gave me a bear as pressie... oh... and i sprained my ankle for the 1st time in my life, then tat weekend, i upgraded to become aunt le... hahaha... my biao shao gave birth to her daughter...

may also nothing much... just one of the weekends when i'm out with the dhl bunch for ktv, hf they all call me and ask if i wanna join them for supper and to celebrate a belated cf's bday... but too bad i cannot make it... another event is my little niece's full month... went to my da gu's place... she super adorable lor... eyes very big and shiny...

june attended my er biao jie's wedding... she and her hubby really got fu qi xiang... was bullying and bullied by ryan throughout the dinner... hahaha... june was a month when everyone in my dept take turns to take leave, so it's very hard to take mc due to the lack of manpower... had to tahan my stomach flu for a few days until i cannot take it liao went to see doc... tot can toggle mc with jk de... but she also on the same day i say i go see doc she also go... end up whole dept only left kl and pt... made me feel so bad about taking mc lor...

jul... mummy pig gave birth to her 2nd princess le... and 2 days aft the birth of her daughter, sista pig got married (as in ROM)... ml jio me dec go hk... still in planning process... dunno whether going to open to the rest of the gang ma... probably will la... see if they wanna go also or not... but even if response is not good, we'll go on our own... hahahaha... getting my new glasses tml... cos my old one broke liao... hopefully i can get used to the new degree cos i'm now wearing my even older pair of glasses... the optician told me it's very hard for me to get contact lens cos my cornea is rather flat and my astig is super high... she say as long as astig more than 200 then if wan contacts have to get those monthly ones.. and my astig is 300 over lor.. will be going to penang for pt's wedding... hahaha... first time flying and travelling with my current colleagues... super excited about it lor... first time attend wedding dinner outside jb and sg... hahaha... planning to visit mummy pig and her lil ones next week... hopefully can go... this yr is a super kua zhang one... feb go tw, mar go cruise, jul go penang, sept go tw, dec go hk... hahaha... 1 yr travel 5 times... shiok... but also very broke... hahahaha...

ok la... will update again once in a blue moon... hahaha... spent almost the whole day typing this entry at work... hahaha... and kena caught by my it lor...

ciaoz~!

woah~! just realised how bloody long i haven't been blogging... hahahaha... 1 and 1/2 yr plus le...

lots of things changed in life... ppl moved on...

well... work wise, finally out of hell about 1/2 a yr ago... resigned frm my first job under tremendous stress and pressure frm the bad management...

during my last few mths with them, a lot of changes there too... almost 3/4 of the population there changed and half of them r filipino... a bit hard to communicate with them tat time...

end up got a lot of shuffling in my team... other than my tons of acc when fion & sh left, i had to oversee 2 filipinos when jovvy left and have to take over majority of sista pig's acc when she transferred team during the same period as jovvy's exit frm the co.. so how can u cope to learn new things on top of the tons of current things (which increased in volume)? worse still, the stupid HKG control office is so damn free... for them, 1 person in charge of 1 acc only for 1 continent... therefore, they can send email to everyone in SG, including country manager & asia pacific manager to complain tat i'm slow (without my knowledge)... when these 2 start to kaopei, my director came and kaopei me... wtf lor... she so stupid cannot see tat i'm already buried under my pile of work, everyday come in office on time yet earliest time i leave office is 9.30pm? still dare to come scold me when she dun even know wat's going on... only 1 acc's control office tell me can help me do... come question me why i nv pass all my accs ask them to do... stupid... anyway, it's all in the past liao...

slacked for 3 mths aft tat... until my mum nag till i cannot tahan and savings almost depleted le... hahahaha... thou i nv tio toto or 4d before, i still think i'm quite lucky... just when i decided to find a job and sign with a job agency, on the spot they offered me 2 job openings... hahaha... both in cummins... but 1 is with the plant in Tuas, the other one is my current position in Tanjong Penjuru... and best part is, both interview they nv ask me much things... they like expecting me to ask them questions instead... and about 15 mins aft i left the interview then the agent called me to tell me they are offering me the job... waiting for me to choose which one only... well... i prefer warehouse/office environment rather than manufacturing factory/office environment... somemore bus journey got diff... one is 30 mins journey with a mixture of passengers in gender and race while the other is 1 hr journey with me being the only odd one out on the bus...

well... i'm very happy at work now... not busy at all... then can knock off on time everyday... hahahah...

love life wise, yup... it's still empty... hahaha... ppl moved on le... time to move on too... so i'm open to all options... well... i think it's ok for all my frens to tok about their partners in front of me la... i dunno whether u r considering my feelings or wat, tat's y whenever someone mentioned about ur partner u'll stop the topic.. but well... i'm ok with it... no prob to discuss about ur gf/bf in front of me de...

family wise, well... almost the same as usual... just tat there's now a mrs han at hm and one less miss lin... yup yup... my jie's bf proposed to her and she agreed... i'm so excited over this lor... can't wait for their wedding hahahaha... anyway it's bout time they tie the knot le la... so many yrs liao... until my relatives all very used to seeing him with our family... even when they nv see him during cny, they also got his ang pao ready and ask my jie to pass to him...

oh... and the last thing is... i'm finally going to tw~! yeah~! and is flying off this fri and will be there for 10 days... best thing is, xiao zhu's gonna have a free concert... just nice on my 2nd last day there~! wahahahahaha... finally seeing him live again after 1 yr...

just realised tat during this period of time when i didn't blog, i've already seen xiao zhu live 3 times and went travelling twice already... it's 2 nice trips la... one to phuket with da jie & frens and 1 to BKK with my dearest fren... phuket was super relaxing... our rm opens to the swimming pool... super shiok... if anyone's going phuket, i'll recommend u stay at The Access Resort & Villas... super shiok... live like a royalty there... somemore their rm service is done by boat one... very interesting... BKK wise, we stayed at a service apt... interesting to try all types of accomodation instead of going to the usual hotels... service apt is like one posh flat like tat... got dining rm, living rm, kitchen, bedrm & bathrm... very shiok and view's not too bad... the one i stayed in was Cape House la... not too bad a try and it's at city centre... where all the shopping r... and only about 10 mins stroll to their metro train...

ok la... i think the next time i blog might be aft my tw trip le... will update then...

tata... excited~!

such a long time since i last updated... sry bout tat...

so many events happened since i last blogged. i'm 21 now... stan came to assist me at work for bout 2 mths... thx stan...

got to meet and catch up with my sec sch frens...

frens leaving me one by one at work...

finally got my own laptop...

under tremendous stress in all aspect of my life...

bad skin days are back again...

in the past 2 wks... was given 2 more accounts to learn in less than 2 wks and was asked to take up 1 more big and troublesome account and master it within 3 days at work... was asked to learn it first, handle the acc temp for 1 mth before passing to my colleague... if i dun master it within tat 3 days, might teach the wrong thing... and no other person in the whole office know how tat acc operates...

at hm, was being told off for being very attitude... wtf... u r the one who asked me to use my headphones instead of the speakers... u think i everyday also listen to songs at vol 1? i only slightly louder then cannot hear anyone calling me liao.. we nv tok much? it's u who dun wanna listen to me... i'm under so much stress do u even know? i'm always there to listen... ust dun tok to me when i'm using the com... when i'm watching tv, u can go ahead and tok to me... no prob... i using com means i not free liao... wan me to waste my com's lifespan to listen to u? let me off it first la... my back is facing the whole house and with my headphones plugged on, do u think i'll know where everyone is in the house? why dun u go ard the house and see on ur own instead of asking me? isn't it faster? why are there things tat u can do tat i cannot? when u watch videos on the com, u can also use earphone one wat... why am i always tat one tat got commanded by u not to use my speaker? speakers are meant to be used instead of being there for the sake of being there...

had a very bad dream last night... but did u bother to ask? at least i would sometimes ask u how's ur day at work... but did u even bother to ask bout mine... i got so many grievances but did u even bother listening... at least when i told da jie, she did not just condemn wat i said... all i wish for is tat u could sometimes listen to me even thou i might be repeating things... but if u can't do tat simple thing, how can u expect me to do the same to u? u once said tat we did not put ourselves in ur shoes... but did u ever put urself in my shoes before? being the most stupid and fat one in the family had caused me to be under so much stress since young... had u ever put urself in my shoes before? do u know how it feels to be always compared to u and da jie and even being compared to boy and only to get put down and looked down by others? u already know tat i dun have a lot of frens who i am closed enough to tell them all my troubles... i need a lot of support from this family... but who can i tok to who could give me advices? at least she bothers to listen to me...

i'm really need to de-stress now... sry ppl reading this, but i'm really in a foul mood these few weeks...

first, so many ppl leaving... after fiona then sihui... next one i'm not going to be so kpo already... why seek for trouble to organise a gathering for all of them when it doesn't even go according to my plan? why should i even bother to plan? when i asked for opinion, no one else wanna raise out their idea... and last min then wanna change... do u have any idea how much stress i am under at tat point in time? i have to consider so many things... got a pregnant woman and ppl who are not very into bbq steamboat with me... i'm already so pai sei to have to make silia come outram find us liao le... u all still last min change venue to marina south... and didn't even send the car here to fetch her... it's very troublesome for her lor even thou she say it's ok de... next time u all just decide on ur own then let me know la... wanna go steamboat also dun wanna tell in advance... if u all told me tat even at six, i wun be so bloody pissed off lor... if i'm on my own, i also wun be so pissed la.. but the prob is i have so many ppl here with me... at least wat u all could do is, the one who wanna go marina should not only call and say u all going marina and tat's all... u all could think of getting dennis to come outram and drive silia there, and not take his car and go there on ur own without thinking how the FIVE of us is going to squeeze into ONE cab tat fits only FOUR or even squeeze into the mrt to go there and have to change to bus!!!

another thing is, next time if i ever organise to get present for ppl, DO NOT come and tell me tat ppl are asking u wat i got for tat person... if he/she wanna know, ask them to come to me personally... i will tell them!!! such minor things can dun do tat ma? ask tat person to come to me la... bu shuang then wat? wan me to go ard to everyone who share de place and tell them one by one? hello~~!!! i got so many things to do lor... think i really so free ar? and u know tat i just took over 3 accs and had so little time to learn it all... i really got no time to do tat la.. if it is in early june then i can do tat la... but not now lor...

also, i already mentioned in my email, if u know of anyone who wanna share the present, let me know cos i dunno who else to put le...

bloody hell~~!!!

dreamt tat the 2 of them are together, and only after they are together for 3 mths le then let me found out... now even told me on their own lor... but is i saw them together on the street then know one... was so deeply sadden by tat dream until i woke up... reason being i treat both of them as my frens and not just acquaintances... but they do not trust me to even tell me on their own... muz let me found it out on my own... another one might be i still have a bit of crush on him... which ever it might be also saddens me so...

argh~~!! sucks... just hope no one else will come and be so bo liao to bother me with stupid issues...

damn damn damn damn damn... still very bu shuang even after crying it out~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i need to de-stress~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! damn~!

yahooo~~!!! so many things happened since i last update...

work was fine and i'm loving my colleagues there... met with some rough patches, but all's fine now...

went for S.H.E. concert with char, mich and their fren, limin... was really worth the money... cheapest tix but still managed to see the person... well... indoor stadium wasn't tat big afterall...

went for fei lun hai's kunion activity the next day... so many bloody ppl queueing outside there lor... event starts at 2pm... but got fans queue at 6am lor... by 1045am, the whole place was flooded with fans... but they got chased away cos kbox wanna do biz... hahaha... heng i told mich they all tat in order not to be the last few to come up, we went to sing ktv... hahaha...

took a cab down to imm for their autograph session... queue was damn bloody long la... snake like shit... and so disorganised lor... dunno how imm host one... so lousy... managed to cut queue... haha... heng i got sharp eyes... then saw tat there's another way to join the proper queue... hehehe... but still, just missed by a little bit then can get their signature liao lor... but end up managed to get to see them upclose also la... hahaha... wang dong chen really can fang dian lor... my god... he's eyes are so damn nice and mi ren...

my mum says i'm mad... hahaha but well, still young ma... so muz do something tat i've nv done before... and do it before i become too old for it...

took leave on wed and thurs... hahaha... was supposed to stay at hm and springclean one... but wed was spent at the salon doing my rebonding... yes... i got rebonded hair again... and my sis so bad... say i look like cruella(however u spell it) becos of my fringe...

thurs wanted to watch some taiwanese variety shows first before i springclean... but say mich online and she join me to go fetch xiao zhu... hahaha... went with her and cairu... was damn lucky on thurs la... first, we managed to be right in front of the gate he's coming out... second, xiao zhu smiled and waved only to me, cairu and mich.... wahahahaha... cos his bus is waiting to get out of the airport, then the rest of the fans went to their vans/maxicabs to chase him and only left the 3 of us standing there by the road... and then he turned behind, saw us and waved to us... wahahahaha... so bloody happy... and his skin is really very gd... so smooth lor... hahaha...

mich cairu and me took a cab to go tv station to see him... there, we met mich's pri sch fren and she jio us to go watch the dance floor where xiao zhu is the guest star... and she say even if we dun have the tix also got chance to go in and see... hahaha... but end up, an auntie came and offer us her extra tix... wahahaha... and we get to go in even before mich's fren go in lor... wahahaha... managed to sit in the lower gallery and it's really nice to watch him live lor... hahaha...

the most happy and lucky thing tat happened was tat when i came hm, still dun feel like sleeping yet... so wanna watch some videos and went to check my mails cos mich send some links to some videos... and guess wat... i won tix to xiao zhu's showcase at D.X.O. on sat lor... wahahaha... heng i got check my mail lor... if not sure will miss this chance de... hahaha... anyway, managed to win the tix cos tat day i saw the promo on wo bao and just went to try my luck... wahahaha... damn heng to win lor... still very very happy now... hehehehe...

omg omg.... still so excited and happy~~!!!! yipeeeeee~~!!!!

and today, i went bugis with my fiona, jovvy and eric joined us later... and i saw this super nice casio watch and it's not ex at all lor... hahaha... only 49 bucks... hahaha... and it's the only one in the shop, just placed on display today~~!!! hahaha... bought it immediately... and now, so happy... cos i got a nice nice watch... hehehe... oh ya... today also got some pink crystals... quite nice and the shopkeeper say i got very gd "crystal sense"... hahaha... cos she say the pair tat i got is very special and unique... wahahaha...

hope my relationships with ppl will improve with the help of these crystals...

shall update again when i have the time...

cya... take care my frens...

wow... so long nv manage to update le...

ok.... interesting things tat happened in dec 2006...

firstly, glad tat i got 2 wks off frm being irritated... hahaha... cos dennis went back reservist...

secondly, was supposed to go for my sec sch gathering one... but had to work ot, then boss ask me not to abandon him... end up by the time i knock off, it's already 1 plus in the morning le...

thirdly, got christmas gift exchange in dhl ocean freight... hahhaha.. everyone's so excited over this event lor... hahaha... was asked to be part of the caroling ppl... hahaha... games were fun tat day too... and our team got 1st in the game... hahaha... went for dinner at kushin-bo tat night on ms loo's treat... hahaha... the only bad thing is, dennis joined us... and i made sure tat i was nv left alone with him or made to sit anywhere near him... hahahaha... i know tat's mean but wat to do...

fourthly... went to watch night at the mueseum after work on 29 dec (fri)... time of the show? 1.30 am... hahahaha... they very bad lor... wanna make use of me to make dennis drive us to get the tix first... kept asking me to go and buy first... then end up pat lim volunteered to go with me then dennis got the hint and say he'll drive us there... do closing do until 1 am then we all went to watch the movie... sometimes i just feel so bloody irritated by him la... dunno how he think one leh... pls lor... his car so small liao then have to take me, jovvy, sihui, eric and pat lim... of cos those skinny ppl muz sit behind la... then between me and jovvy, of cos u cannot ask jovvy to go squeeze behind wat... just think tat sometime he's quite stupid la...

fifth, went to countdown bbq on sun with my sec sch frens... many thx to by and gang who organised this... it has been so long since i last met them, and it's so nice to be able to catch up with them... got disturbed by hf... cos i was msging boss while chatting with them... dunno leh... is my expression so obvious and easy to read? if so, why doesn't he and he get it? chat until near 2 am... then walk back with jh... cf at first plan to drop me off then drop sq hm... but end up cos sc's bf drove there, then he say can shun lu send me and jh... but we too ps to ask him do tat... so we walked back hm after sending stan off...

sixth... went ubin to cycle with eric, dennis, jovvy, silia and sh... had a lot of fun cos he's always at the back, out of my sight... hahahaha... on times when he was in front, i either slowed down or went even faster... wahahahaha... even when after tat sh and jovvy went back and the rest of us continued, i also managed to avoid him at all costs... hahaha... fun thing is when only the four of us left... went cycling in jungle tracks... and met with a lot of muddy areas... hahaha... thou dirty, but very fun... hahaha... found a well on the way, and the water's very clean lor... so end up using the water to wash our feets... they very funny lor... still wanna go up to the abandoned hses to take photos... end up cos i was showing the "i dun wan" expression and told them i help them take, then silia say if one is not comfortable then dun take... hahaha... maybe cos my imagination too gd liao... hahaha...

was aching like mad this morning... luckily i got my uzap to massage... hehehe...

dunno if i shld give up on my crush on him... there are a lot of time in fact, when there seem to be something going on between him and sh... yet, there are times when i just can't bring myself to do it... there are time when there seem to be a small possibility between us... maybe he's just being nice to everyone...

when a guy helps you to carry ur things, and likes to disturb you and ur things, yet ask another ger if she wanna go buy breakfast with him and asked her to take charge of his things such as to tell the manager when he's not coming, taking care of the $$ for a fren's bday celebration when he's the organiser, wat does it mean?

wat would you do if someday a fren told u he/she likes you? if u like him/her, would you also tell them? but if u only treat tat person as a fren, how would you reject him/her so tat there'll be least hurt caused?

is it only an infatuation/crush, or have i really fallen for you?

why some ppl still dun get it frm my actions towards them? how i feel towards a person can be told frm my actions and thru ppl whom i always tok to... or am i not obvious enough? to ppl reading my blog, pls note my following actions... if i treat you like a normal fren, u'll see tat the way i treat u is the same as the rest of them... if i dislike you, i'll avoid u at all costs and will become cold and irritated towards u... if i like you, i'll be very nice to you, disturbing you occasionally and will basically agree with watever you do or say...

wat a dilemma i'm facing right in the beginning of this new year...

lotza thx to my frens, esp jovvy and fiona for being such a great listeners and advisors to my brainless complains of such problems... hope u all dun find me a chore...

was damn fed-up on sun... the ipod nano i got is spoilt one... end up went repair it on mon... then they all kept saying tat my action very fast... hahaha... of cos la... spoilt of cos muz fast fast go repair la... lucky no need to pay for anything...

changed my hp le... hehehe... changed to sony ericsson'd latest pink clam phone... hehehe... loved it so much... only bad things are no infrared and no radio...

went sembawang park on sat... cos jo they all wanna jio me out after david' wedding... then dennis and jo came to pick me up after the dinner... haha... wrong place la... ask me woodlands where can go at 11 plus at night.... no where lor... end up we went sembawang park... then jo brought us to bottle tree village... the journey to there is damn ulu la... got a very bad feeling when jo ask dennis to turn into the route... not proper rd one lor... then dennis also dun dare to drive in there... hahahha... end up jo insist tat we go.. so bo bian lor... went in there.. was glad tat we went in... cos the trees were really amazing...

on the way frm my hse to sembawang park, eric very bad lor... msg me to disturb me... so evil...

the sky is very nice tat night... so many stars...

listen to jo told all the way frm 11pm to near 5 am... was damn tired the next day... received a msg frm dennis on sun... was a bit scared when i saw it... it's majiam i'm his gf and he muz report to me when he got hm like tat... pls la... no need to msg me before u sleep one lor...

was quite paranoid these few days... whenever he came nearer, i'll shift away or act busy... only when there's a whole gang of them ard then i'll feel better... i dun like it lor... dun like it when in the morning, he nv eat breakfast but still wanna go into the rm where we have our breakfast... make me have to purposely make sure ppl are sitting ard me lor...

really starting to dislike it... the more actions he take, the more i dislike it... dunno leh... maybe cos my point of view is tat u have to first become my fren, close fren, best fren then can upgrade to be my someone special... now he is only in the not-close fren catagory lor... if jo isn't the one to call me out on sat, i wun wanna go at all lor...

today was very freaked out... he actually ask me if sat night i'm free or not... erm for quite long then told him i'm not free... main thing is, i dun wanna go out with him alone... if it's then whole gang of us, still nvm... but not lor... 2 only? no thx...

sianz... today so many things happened... eric got asked into the rm by karen... he very poor thing lor... got wrongly accused for things he nv did, yet he cannot tell her who is the one who started it... all these, becos winny nv delete her personal email frm her mailbox, then lena happen to be very kpo... pls la... u know it's not work related, why muz u still go and see the email, u're intruding ppl's privacy lor... intrude already still nvm... still go and print and show it to the managerS... how can anyone be so incorrigible? end up eric had to answer to it all... haiz... was very shocked when winny called me to tell me about it... how can she do tat? damn... she herself sad can liao... still go and tell karen... really lor... most of us dun hate karen, just dislike the way she do things sometimes... but the person we all dislike the most? karen's best fren, lena...

how could anyone just do tat? somemore, u urself have a child, u should understand the inconvenience of pregnancy... why can't u just try to understand wat winny is going thru? if karen cannot understand still nvm cos she dun have such experience... but u have lor... still can tell winny to change all her doctor appointment to another days instead of fri... reason being? fri is the end of the wk, so will have a lot of shipments going out.. cannot take leave on fri... pls la... doctor appointment also cannot go... change day need to pay one leh... u pay for her ar? ppl already very nice tell u in advance tat she's gonna take mc on those day so tat u can mentally prepare to cover her work... but wat did u do? u are forcing her to last min take mc and dun wish to even inform u lor...

ppl sick already still wanna make them come to work... sick already then shld let her stay at hm and nurse her health... come and work then if her health worsen how? frm long time take mc once to every few days then muz take mc how? even worse lor... then u'll have to cover her work so very often...

argh... the more i think bout it, the more angry i get... lucky thing is, she is not my head... i dun report to her... so she cannot do anything to me... i'm really damn lucky... if eric didn't wanna leave cml the other time, i would be the one suffering instead...

haiz... tml winny will be back... wonder wat they'd do to her... they already say until eric is so sad and feel like quitting liao lor... such small things also cannot take it in their stride... how can do big things? being in the management, of cos there will be ppl who dislike the way u do things and start to give names... then wat? pick them out one by one? damn one lor... give and take la... management level still so small-hearted...

irritated...

hahaha... so happy today....

anyway, time for some updates....

last sat, went to jo's hse to practise for dhl's singing competition... hahaha... we were all supposed to be at her hse by 11am... end up i only woke up at 1045... hahaha... rush like mad and took cab down to her hse lor... end up i was the first to reach... hahaha... waited for the rest of them, then we had lunch together and started practising then... lorna and jo were gd lor... hahaha... our choreographers for this competition... hahaha...

char and mich were the last 2 to reach lor... after they finished their food, we were made to dance for them to see... hahaha... so bad lor... they laugh like mad... hahahaha....

went shopping with char and mich after tat... hahaha... finally managed to get my dress le... hahaha... mich so funny lor... she see anything tat has red then will come and show to me...

was made to practise our dance steps infront of my fan club... hahaha... cannot believe it right? ppl in my division damn onz one lor... know we got into the finals then start to form fan club liao... they gave some comments, then we improved on the dance steps...

went ps for lunch on wed... hahaha... main motive is to buy materials for the banner... they managed to get leona's car... then eric drove me, sh, fiona, jovvy and lorna to ps... hahaha... jovvy sat in front then me, lorna, sh and fiona squeeze at the back... amazingly we still can squeeze in lor... hahahaha...

it so fun shopping with them... but too bad we got curfew... had to go back at latest 2pm...

started doing the banner tat night... hahaha... "scolded" dennis for it... cos he say he dun wanna help out, but will give moral support to those doing... hahaha... told him tat if u dun help urself, then later no one support us how? hahaha... end up he stayed and did the banner also... hahaha...

we all did the banner until 10 plus, then all went off together... hahaha... sh, winny and jovvy share a cab, me and kristine shared one while dennis, eric and edward shared one... hahahaha... at least no one had to go off alone...

did another rehersal on thurs... this time rd, even my division head came in to watch... hahaha... everyone is so onz bout it lor... hahaha...

did some touchups on the banners on fri... hahaha... no one got the mood to work tat day lor.. esp the committee of the fan club and me... hahaha... cos we kept going into the rm where we kept the banners to do some touchups etc... hahaha... they very bad lor... made it until it's majiam me and dennis's altar like tat... still got offerings one... hahahaha...

karen is the most funny one lor... i was doing my work when she suddenly came up to me and ask me why the border of the poster is white ribbon and not red... then she kept saying tat red looks nicer... and even volunteered to buy the red ribbon for us lor... hahahaha... stunned sia... cos she dun usually do tat one lor...

went to put everything in sharon's car... hahaha... eric so funny lor... so little things still need me, lorna, linda, him and sharon to go down together... hahaha... i carried one banner, he carried one banner, linda carried the posters then lorna and sharon each carried a bag of things...

sat was spent preparing for the d&d... hahaha... met up with dennis for rehearsal at 3.30pm... then after we rehearsed, went walking at orchard...

dinner was fun... hahahaha... surprisingly, i wasn't scared at all when i went on the stage... hahaha... better than rehearsal lor... hahaha... end up we got 3rd...

went to eat with sh, eric, dennis, fiona, kristine and jovvy... hahaha... gave them a treat using the $$ we won...