Wednesday, September 29, 2004

yeah~

wahahaha... so happy today... got a new kor le... wahahahaha...

let me start frm early this morning....

met ty at je today... then came to sch with her today.... dunno y was coughing like mad today... keep trying to ren le... but throat still so itchy...

today mdm palam is so cute and funny... they were toking bout the suicide case tat happen in sp... newspaper got report le... they say tat she fell frm the 4th storey... then only died at the hospital... police list this case as unnatural death... they suspect she either
1.) sit on the railing, accidentally slip and fell
2.) sit on the railing, got ppl scare her so she fell
3.) commit suicide cos of love...

got too many diff version le lor... then tok bout couple quarrel and attempt suicide... palam say her colleague's dunno who de bf fell to his death all bcos of a toot thing...

next thing we tok bout was so funny... palam say "i heard dunno lp or hf's voice whn walking to sch, but when i turn ard i nv see anyone... see... i think of u all so much..." a few minutes later, alvin said " this morning when i walk to sch, i heard someone calling me... it was mdm palam's voice... but when i turn ard, i saw no one.... see... i think of mdm palam so much..."

so funny lor... she was saying alvin got no originality... she say it only for a while then alvin follow le... so funny lor... the 2 of them...

later qa start... i was hiding all the way cos i nv do my tutorial... jq and alvin went to photocopy hf's tutorial nv tell one lor... at least can photocopy for me as a shield as well ma... hehehe... today's qa was very short for both tutorial and lab... very fast then i finish lab le... but to wait for them to finish, i went on to do the next lab...

tma lect = ghost story time.
alvin was telling ghost stories before ms ok came in... kept us in suspense as ok carry out her lesson... then started to get crazy... was sa jiao-ing to lp during tma lect... keep asking her to find me a kor in class... think those ppl with kor kor very gd... kor kor usually treat their mei mei very well de... after tat she was saying ask sp to be my kor... but sp is her papa le... so cannot... then ask alvin alvin say dun wan... in the end become jq be my kor... wahahaha... all bcos he sit there dun wanna move, then lp like mama ask son to move like tat... then she call him er zi he nv reject... so i got my kor le... wahahaha... call him kor he also nv reject... wahahaha...

after lesson went to do pet project at library... think during tma lect too hyper le... end up being very tired then... kept side-tracking during project today... end up finishing only cos library closing le... but at least today better la... finish at 6 instead of 8 plus... wahahaha...

was disturbing lp on the way frm sb to mrt station... end up saw yl at the platform... so shocking lor... see him when we just tok bout him...

end up just now online he asking me y we like see him so shock like tat... wahahaha... end up interrogating him... hehehe... shall not say much here... see... i got protect ppl privacy de... wahahaha...

tat's bout all for today la... nv do any project in the end... haiz...

ciaoz...

Tuesday, September 28, 2004

Happy Moodcake Festival~~

a big hi to all reading my blog!! HaPpY mOoNcAkE fEsTiVaL!!!

wahahaha... really relieved tat i'm back to my old happy-go-lucky self... hehehe....

just read thru jasper's blog... left him a msg yest then saw his reply today... wud be very glad if ppl could confine their problems with me... but the thing is... i think most ppl dun trust my big mouth lor... when i say i can lend a listening ear, i really mean it lor... just tell me tat it's something u wanna keep confidential, i'll definitely keep my mouth shut de... well... can only hope tat ppl will trust me with their secret ba...

today ar? nothing much la... got up damn early today to go sch do project... meet ee pin on the way to sch... although study in sp for 2 yrs le, but only met her in sch once then nv tok much tat time cos she going for classes... but today finally got to tok to her for long le... cos on te same train to sch... then realised tat i was in the same train as lp and sp as well... shows tat i'm not late for project... we waited for a while before jq came... then hf came... went to biz library do project... nothing much happen at tat time la...

pet lect nothing much happen... next was blaw tutorial.... tutorial was fun today... so many funny things happened lor... wahahaha... was laughing all the way, then think cos today's tutorial i got listen in lect, so know wat is going on... was answering questions frm melu and helping ty they all clear their doubt...

was listening at qa lect... simulation was one of the topics tat i know wat is going on and feels tat i'm of some help to ppl... was explaining to lp bout her doubts... at least thru explaining to her i know clearer wat is going on... but think my memory failing le... this week he teach, next week i sure forgot le...

after sch went to do project again... think after sch mood was damn gd... do the project tat time got fun and laughter as well... biz library closed at 6 pm today... so tootz one lor... make us have to shift to fc 6... heng weather not too hot... otherwise can die doing the project... think i very strange... when i on music, it can act as both a help and trouble... music can help me block out all other noise... but sometimes it also distract me a lot... wahahaha... to on music or not to on? hmmm.... a very tough question... wahahahaha....

well... today was the 1st time i did project in sch until 8 plus... the last time i went hm so late was tat time when we rushing mktg project... but tat time went hm at bout 7 plus... hf so biased de lor... we all all also haven't eat... then she only worry bout her km... wat about us? he ur bf we ur frens leh... somemore i know u so long le... u nv concern bout me... but u concern bout him... boo hoo hoo.... wahahahaha... think i crazy le... hehehe...

well... tat's bout all for today la... going to start my rwps a bit then maybe go sleep early le...

ciaoz...

Monday, September 27, 2004

think i finally found peace with myself... no longer feel so affected by him le... was chatting with him just now... he's such a sweet guy lor... hahahaha... dun tell u all the details ;p

well... finally sunshine after rain le...

wahahaha... think a lot of ppl who read my blog are speculating who this unlucky guy was... well... can only say he is someone u all dunno... i can't mention much about him le... need to protect his privacy... ppl got gf le... can't cos him much trouble also ma...

well... just a crush... nothing much...

ok la... enough of this... time to update bout today...

today nothing much la... just tat went to sch to do project early in the morning(count as early for mondays)... was doing halfway when i had to go meet alex to pass him $$... he sms me ask me meet him at the stairs up the hill, end up he was at the second level of sb le lor... tootz... make me look like a idiot there... wahahahha...

after tat went for tma... today got back results for the test le... not too bad considering i tot i failed... got 71 for it... went she going thru the answer before the paper, i tot i'd fail... but heng she very lenient... got pt then got marks le... hehehe...

got a break frm 3-4 pm... didn't eat proper meal today... grabbed sandwiches for both lunch and during this break... wahahaha... at near 4 pm, alvin they all say got ppl jump down in sp today... so scary lor...

after tat is blaw lect... think news spread fast... lect hall got lotza ppl discussing bout it... then we made lp msg yl to ask bout it... he say she jumped off the building at T15/T16 there in the morning... then they speculate tat she jump bcos of relationship problem... think it's quite dumb lor... jump cos of relationship prob is the dumbest thing anyone can do... nothing is impossible in this world... relationship thing is so easy to settle de lor... y muz resort to ending ur own life?

reach hm le went to wake ryan up... hehehe... think just right he's about to wake up le... cos when i woke him up, he was not crying lor... instead, he was laughing at everything i was saying... crap with him also he laugh... majiam really so funny like tat...

well... tat's bout all for today...

ciaoz...

Sunday, September 26, 2004

wahaahaha... forgot to say something... was reading my er jie's "liu xing hua yuan" comics last night... think i addicted to comics le... die le la...

but still hope tat cf will lend me his comics... he say got another story also nice nice de... muz get frm him... if really nice i will intro to u all de...

tat's all...

ciaoz....

sunday

today is just a boring sunday...

my illiness got worse le... the ulcer is so damn big, then got blocked nose... was sneezing also... cough also like got tb like tat... damn... think may need to go see doc tml le... tat is if i still dun get well la...

went to grandma hse today... my da gu was there with my da biao jie... ryan they all all nv come... so sian... no kids for me to play with... wahahaa...

think i'm actually quite da hai zi... loves to play with kids like i nv grow up like tat... hehehe...

was smsing with lp at bout 5 plus... cos she on her way to her cousin's wedding at chimes... so gd lor... there so nice de...

short blog today cos need to continue to do my project le... so cya...

ciaoz...

Saturday, September 25, 2004

ms chen's hse

here to update bout today le...

went to ms chen's hse to see her newborn baby...

woke up at 11 plus... then rush a bit cos they meeting at wdls at 1215... end up nv go with them cos tp ask me to wait for him... custom jam...

then i wait for him lor... watch tv while waiting...

so funny lor... i reach the mrt station le i was looking for him... then i actually look passed him lor... he saw me le i didn't even see him... so pai sei... wahahaha...

in the end har... i majiam jie jie dai di di chu men like tat... waahahha... he like the young bro then i like his elder sis like tat...

today's outing not bad la... at first strange strange de... cos me and tp r the first 2 sp ppl there... the rest all frm jc and other poly de... hard to mix in la... after tat hf they all come le then much better...

ms chen's baby is so tiny... so cute... hehehe... but didn't get to play with him much cos got her mum's frens there as well... end up we eat there and entertained ourselves...

after tat went kbox at lot 1... at first all say wanna go de... end up only wh, ml, yl, jc, hf and me go ktv... the rest go arcade and pool... was still fun despite tat... but one thing... my sore throat got worse... now coughing like got tb like tat... hahaha... dunno if tml got voice or not...

now so jialat... sore throat, blocked nose and got uncler... so jialat...

well... tat's bout all...

ciaoz...

fri

well... here to update bout yesterday...

yesterday nothing much happen la... just tat i wore my diao dai qun to school... first person i see after i reach class was alvin... and he ask wat i'm cooking... mei li mao lor... ren jia wear nice nice hai bei ni jiang until i wear apron... wahahaahha...

following tat was rohaida... she ask where i bought my dress... hahaha... got it at this fashion... cheapo cheapo one... hahaha...

next few ppl all saw me le say i cute... where got cute lor... not cute at all... if not for lp then i wun wear it yest le...

after sch did project... nan de go main library do... but do until halfway then was watching jq play game while disturbing hf and lp... wahahaha... net send crap to them... hahaha...

after tat went for meeting... was quite strange y main com meeting they got call all year 2s also... after tat realised y... now lunchtime duty muz counsel ppl le... no longer so free sit there do nothing... then joyce and km wanna see how we fare... those who dun pass have to go for training... end up after meeting we have to go in clubrm one by one... then just before my turn i got splitting headache... so toot one lor... end up i go in le got nothing to say... then just told joyce i can think of anything le, just put me in the training... so sianz lor...

after meeting at first wanna go hm rest de... then said drive to sch... so wanna dong pang his car... end up they wanna go eat... at cwp lor... so still took his car there la... but decided to pei hf eat... so stayed with them... think i accidentally scratched said's car lor... so pai sei...

reach hm at bout nine plus near ten ba... went online then realised tat my headache is back... so didn't manage to blog... just sent things to lp and the rest of them then went to bed after taking my panadol...

tat's bout all la...

ciaoz...

Friday, September 24, 2004

dizzy spells

got a dizzy spell now... think will update tml ba...

ciaoz...

fun day

today was one of the fun day tat i had... wahahaha...

well the start of the day was not gd... woke up with a sore throat and aching muscles... just tat fever got subside a bit la... but wat comes is a slight headache... nearly vomited on the mrt to sch in the morning... heng ren over le... otherwise will be damn pai sei lor... peak hr of the train the got ppl vomit...

saw jac, jq and salina on the way to sch... was walking behind them all the way... think they walking quite slowly... i managed to catch up with them at the entrance of mlt 9... wahahaha... quite fast speed considering the dist between me and them...

had an hr of lect followed by 5 hrs of break... FIVE HRS leh!!! decided to go another foodcourt to eat... end up went to fc 4... Purpose: 1.) eat early lunch(or was it counted as beakfast?) 2.) to go there see got any shuai ge or not... hehehe...

went back to biz library... was suppose to start on pet project... but sp not in sch yet... so end up studying(more like slacking) for rwps... felt really bad then... so wanted to take a nap... but alas, didn't manage to sleep at all... later, sp come le... but no oe got the mood to do project lor... all kanjiong for the rwps test later... then end up didn't do the project at all...

rwps test was the worst part of the day... the question was not very clear on wat they wan lor... have to churn out a report within 2 hrs... then the stupid class before us delayed our test... then palam didn't give extra time lor... rush like shit... think gonna fail this module le la... one toopid test then already worth 40% le... damn... think i spent too much time thinking le la... one title also think so long... whn palam say 25min left, i was like still one the first finding lor... rush and rush... last 10 min and i didn't even get my conclusion and recommendation done... somemore the toopid visuals will auto shift itself de lor... so dumb de... lc lecturers dunno how to draw visuals using words de is it? end up just heck le la... got give her something is better than none... just ended in conclusion stupidly and gave stupid recommendations... brain really dead by then lor... can think of nothing else le... so just gave a brief report...

after rwps, ppl start to get crazy... esp lp... so funny lor... wahahaha... she keep asking if anyone wanna jp shopping or not... wahahaha... she so cute today lor... got lotza lame jokes to entertain us... then she kept laughing at her leng xiao hua... hahaha... end up she quite successful la... managed to get a few more ppl go there...

shop for quite sometime at jp... really pity the guys lor... have to wait for us while we shop... then we shop is like every single shop also muz go in de... wahahaha... but nvm la... gd training for them so tat next time they wun be so impatient whn shopping with their gf or wife next time... muahahaha... finally found wat i wanted today... founds a dress and my comic tat i was waiting for so many months le lor... hehehe.... was reading it on the way hm... took bus ma... then got lotza time to read... and i finished it... wahahaha....

well... mood was abit spoilt by him... wahahaha... ppl go steady le... so sweet somemore... put a pic they took together as his msn pic... wahahaha... nvm la... get over him le... just tat got a bit of xin suan... wahahaha... think i abit shao huai my brain le... siao liao...

anyway, tat's bout all today... update again most likely tml...

ciaoz...

Wednesday, September 22, 2004

SiCk~~

was having stomachaches for the pass few days... today really felt bad... was coughing away since yesterday... then this morning got sore throat le...

still went to sch as usual... but was feeling a bit feverish after lunch... tot still nvm... still can tahan then maybe it's not a fever... but while i was walking hm frm cwp, started to feel like vomitting le... cannot tahan liao... felt really sick tat i didn't even buy any snack hm... reach hm le just straight away went to bed... argh.... feeling really bad now...

today got lots of prob with my body... first got sore throat, then turn into fever and my right hand is feeling pain now... machiam i broke my bone like tat... told my mum bout it then she say maybe i sprained my wrist... now die le la... right hand got no strength also... cos if take a bit of weight, also will feel pain... hahaha... now like some useless person like tat...

measured my temp just now... not too bad la... only 38 degree c... not as bad as the last time i had fever... last time is less than 1 degree more then muz go hospital le... hahaha... heng nv shao po nao... hahaha...

aiya... dunno wat i toking now le... end here for today ba...

ciaoz...

Monday, September 20, 2004

today

well... here i am to blog for today's events...

nothing much happened... just tat in the morning got kicked in the face by ryan... ask him not to sit on my pillow then he kick my face... then wanted to use my mum to threaten him de... end up i call my mum he also call her... then bo bian... make my mum get him out of the rm so tat i can sleep...

end up waking up later than the supposed time... then rush rush a bit... got out of the hse in time... reached dover mrt at 11 sharp... hehehe... saw sp in the train... but lazy to tok... so nv go find him...

lazy to print out my report last night... then end up bringing laptop to sch... then they decided to print out to do the editing... so burn into my cd ask them print for me... then while they printing, lp came... then we chat while they print... then when they came back, we started doing the project... was listening to the songs on my laptop with lp while we edit... then after tat liyana came... she gave us the voucher to spin the wheel in the retail shop... went there after our project... got a bathrm slippers frm aussino... wahahaha.... it's very comfy oh~~ so nice... wearing it now as i type... hehehe... then sp got za products... so funny lor... guys getting makeup... then end up the foundation lp take... then forgot who got G2000 voucher... not bad la... the prizes there... except for the za voucher... it's for a free basic skincare course lor... which we already went for le...

later at tma lesson i went to blog for yesterday... the rest of them mostly was surfing friendster, writing testimonials for each other... after tat ms ok gave us the result for the project... scored damn badly for the proposal... only managed to pull up the marks thru peer evaluation... but alas... only got 72 nia... not bad le i suppose... was to hand in her tutorial at the end of the lesson... but haven't finish doing then she muz go le... so end up put in her pigeon hole...

after tma lesson went to hand up the tutorial... saw denise sim outside the office with a bunch of gers lor... then he got the tico look... according to mabel they all, they say as i walk pass them, he was looking at me all the way lor... eeekkksss..... ssssoooooo tico..... hai wo bu gan qu gen ta na register... heng got rane go with me...

after lesson went to the last residential project meeting... at first dun wanna go de... cos got another meeting... but have to pass them a lot of things then have to take melu's free gift... end up going...

reach there only got fc, florence and jasper there lor... the rest all late... then the meeting only to settle the leftover boxes of the towels... nothing much also lor... waste my time... wahahaha... but was complimented tat i do the acc well la... hehehe...

after meeting went to eat at fc 5 with florence, fc and km... cos wan to let km have the convenience... so tat he no need go back to sch to fetch hf after tat... went off earlier so as not to be a big bulb... was damn tired... kept dozing off on the train...

reach hm le found ryan still ard... then played with him... tat baby har... got chixpox still keep climbing here and there... then i wore the bathrm slipper he also wanna wear... go toilet wash my feet then he took the chance and wore it.. had to trick him to get it back... so funny lor...

after tat carry him pass the shen tai... then he so cute... started praying... he saw my bro then he was like palms together saying "bao you bao you... bao you kor kor guai guai..." then saw my dad and said " bao you bao you... bao you li pei zhong toto..." saw my mum then say " bao you bao you... bao you li mmm zhong ma piao.."

so cute rite? hehehe... imagine tat coming frm a not even 3 year old kid... so kawaii.... hehehe... got chance then u all come my hse play with him ba...

well... tat's bout all for today... a bit long la.. but it's eventful... hehehe....

ciaoz...

fOoD fEaSt~~

wanted to blog last night... but my mum scolding le... so didn't blog...

so... update on yesterday... woke up at 1230 or so... then watch tv... at one plus, went to the food feast with my mum and my bro... reach there le har... my bro so scary lor... see any free samples will rush there to eat de...

walk for a long long time... then went chinatown... cos my mum wanna see the lantern display... but didn't walk for long... cos got stomachache... end up going hm...

reach hm le ate my dinner... then started doing my project... till about near 2 am then sleep...

well... tat's all for yesterday... will blog again tonight... ms ok coming in le...

ciaoz...

Saturday, September 18, 2004

Tv DaY~~

wahahaha... super happy now, cos found all the songs tat i wanted... all thx to my da jie who gave me the webbie... hehhe...

just share with all of u la... this is the webbie...

http://music.yisou.com

got lotza songs in the webbie... then somemore is dl for free de... hehehe...

today nothing much happen... just watched tv for the whole day....

list of tv programme i watched today:
1100 - 1200 => Gou Wu Chao Ren
1200 - 1400 => Liu Xing Hua Yuan
1400 - 1600 => Happy Sunday
1600 - 1800 => Xing Jia Po Jing Qu Jiang
1800 - 1900 => President Star Charity

after tat went online to dl songs... till eight plus then go have dinner before i'm back online...

look thru my friendster, add some testimonials then go read other ppl's blogs.... hehehe...

well, tat's all for today la...

ciaoz...

SuMmEr SnOw~~

here's a very nice song with meaningful lyrics to share with all of u...

It’s summer snow in the deep blue sea
I try to touch but it fades away
It must be a dream
I will never get
Just like my love that’s crying for you

If there were something not to change forever
We could feel it deep, deep in our heart
Today was over with a million tears
Still everyone has a wish to live

Oh I do believe everlasting love
And destiny to meet you again
I feel a pain
I can hardly stand
All I can do is loving you

Its summer snow in the deep blue sea
I try to touch but it fades away
It must be a dream
I will never get
Just like my love that’s crying for you
Just like my love that’s crying for you


hahaha... maybe i like it cos:
1.) the jap drama "summer snow"
2.) it sort of say out wat i'm feeling ba...

enjoy...

ciaoz...

Friday, September 17, 2004

jEaLoUsY~~

think i'm a big jealousy freak... got jealous over small little things... haiz... dunno y will like tat also...

something happened just now... got me so jealous tat i was a bit expressionless... i think someone knows wat i'm feeling bout... hahaha... well, maybe she know, maybe she dun...

think i'm turning into the introvet tat i once was again... dunno y can't tok as much crap as i used to... argh... dun wan tat to happened... but y is it happening.... how??

damn... sometimes i just hate myself...

can anyone reading this just tell me wat they think of me? as a fren? wat r my bad pts? can anyone tell me? i swear i wun get angry...

even though i say tat, some ppl might still no believe me ba... i'm i really tat fierce?

i really dunno... i need another self reflection time... just tell me all my bad pts and wat u all dislike about me leh...

haiz... maybe i'm just going thru another of those emotional changes ba?? damn... if tat's so, hope it'll be over soon...

ciaoz...

Wednesday, September 15, 2004

xing qing tan te bu ding... zhen de hao xin ku... zhen de hao lei le... wo zhen de heng lei... zhe zhong gan jue ji shi cai hui ting zhi?? xi wang shi bu yuan de jiang lai ba...

ye yao zhu zi zi ji de ji du xing... yi dian dian jiu ji du ren jia... zhen de shi feng le...

hao lei hao lei...

zhen de hao lei le...

heng hai pa you yi tian jiu zhe yang zhi chen bu zhu...

wo zhen de lei le~~

wan lin shi ge da ben dan, da bai chi!!!!!!!

ZzZzZz~~

ZzZzZzZz~~~ this is wat i want to do most now... so many days nv sleep early le...

yesterday nv blog cos got no com for me to go online... then was doing my qa tutorial as well... think qa is the only tutorial i'd do, or at least make an effort to copy...

was suppose to present on project management today... so have to draw all the charts last night on trans... end up he dun want us to present on trans... waste my time sia... damn.... hai wo yi dian duo cai shui...

during lunchtime, got sas roadshow... then got lucky draw... end up filling a lot of the paper cos the first prize is a mp3 player... but nv win anything in the end... waste my time sia... one draw at 1 then another at 2... made us wait like idiots, then was late for lesson... heng ms ok know got lucky draw... she still let us have the break at 2 so tat we can go for the lucky draw... so gd...

after lesson found out tat there's a lot of activity at sb there... retail got the shop opening as well as a career talk... the career talk is damn gd lor... go in got samsung free gift, come out got an aussino bath towel worth $20 lor!! wanted to go for the talk... but got project and got meeting for scm career day... damn...

end up we went to retail shop to get freebies and food!! wahahaha... got buffet there... tot they all wud follow too... end up those in my project grp, only got sp and me go... so pai sei lor... hf they all slogging for the project yet we 2 were enjoying ourselves... went to the library to find them after we finish the food... took hagen daz ice cream there for them... think they were quite pissed off by the 2 of us lor.... their faces were so black and totally ignored us when we reach...

really sorry to jq, lp and hf... bu shi gu yi de... wo xia chi bu gan le... gomenasai...

well... next up was the meeting for the scm career day... go there do sai gang only lor... heng me and mabel choose the easy job... just arrange the tables can le... wahahaha...

waited for ty they all to finish their project... nearly fell down when walking to the library after the meeting... heng got mabel... hehe... but then... got teased by alvin kwa... he was behind us when i nearly fell... so pai sei lor...

reached hm le found out tat ryan really kana chixpox... so poor thing... so young then kana chixpox le... but at least better than whn he adult le then got chixpox... cos ppl say it's worse if u kana in adulthood...

well... now is back to my project le... hope can sleep before 12 tonight... tata~~

ciaoz~~

Tuesday, September 14, 2004

oVeRsLePt~~

wahahaha... overslept in the morning... think this is at second time since i cld remember...

so pai sei lor... got project at 1030... then only managed to wake up at 0930... rush and rush like mad... then suppose to still be able to get to sch in time de... but.... i forgot to bring the whole class's blaw notes... then today need to use le... end up calling hm to ask mum to bring down for me... waste time waiting for her... then still have to go buy train concession... even more time wasted...

heng still managed to be late for only 10 minutes... found out tat either lp nv receive my sms or she tot i msg to everyone... wahahaha... no la... only msg to u nia... wahahaa... but so pai sei lor... make them wait for so long...

halfway thru the project in bizit library, we saw a ger... her figure not gd at all lor... not i bad, but really lor... think my figure even better than her's... figure not gd nvm... the worse is she wearing mini-skirt, sleeveless top and show her tummy lor... was damn obscene...

after tat got a break frm 3-4 pm... went to saa to ask for the no of foreign students in sp since ty they all also going there to ask things... on the way there, they went to the toilet... then i saw the vending machine, decided to play with it... sent an sms to the machine and out comes my drink... so fun lor... next time muz go do tat again... hehehe...

at saa... tot they wud have the inform we needed... end up they dun have... but the ppl there very helpful la... she helped us call the admission to check for us... though can only give us rough no, but was better than nothing lor...

waited for jq they all to come out frm the saa officer rm... was browsing thru the phamplets there... found something interesting... got phamplets for bbq catering company lor... so strange de... end up taking one... next time got any bbq can use... wahahahhaa...

law lecture was better than last term la... but i still nv pay attention... was busy colouring my notes for chpt 12... wahahaha... got listen la... but nv look at the slides...

reached hm at bout 6 plus la... then ate spagetti as dinner... cos got leftover frm lunch then ate it as dinner... very early for my dinner lor... usually eat at 7-9 plus de...

now feeling a bit hungry le la... wahahaha... go eat a bit of my choc le then going to bed le...

ciaoz...

Monday, September 13, 2004

aRgH~~~!!!

think my temper going frm bad to worse le...

was very pissed off by my sis... her stupid leg swollen also wanna use my cam and take... waste my hp memory only... damn it one leh... argh~~~ whenever she at hm sure will pissed me off de lor... argh!! wanna scream out... but cannot... hell... this is really getting on my nerves!!!

damn damn damn damn!!!!

really sry to anyone toking to me now... sry i dun meant to be mean to u all... but u all come tok to me at the wrong time le...

sry...

boring sunday...

ciaoz...

sry~~

sry ppl... just realised tat not all of u might be able to view the chinese words...

well... for the song i wan to find, it's "sha po lang" by JS and the song i want to dedicate to the one i'm trying to forget is "ai qing kang ti" by evonne xu...

tat's all...

ciaoz...

~~

i think this song would best describe my feeling now...

it's 爱情抗体 by 许慧欣...

我不知道今天星期几 是个坏天气
一年又一天 忽然又想到你
翻翻小说 弹一弹钢琴 顺手回几封电子信
我在捷运线的车子里 像低空飞行飞过
这城市 才不管目的地
那些我和你有过的事情 都像逃走的水蒸气
I'll Be Leaving You
没有什么原因 爱情有时候是恶作剧
我要自己带着孤单抗体 学习忘记
我会调整呼吸 我会鼓起勇气
爱情很美丽 可是也很无情
我学会去用走迷宫的心情 去挣脱那回忆

this might be so call for the one i'm trying hard to forget...

ciaoz...

Sunday, September 12, 2004

杀破狼

argh.... y cannot find the song i wan??

damn... it's such a nice song... so tempted to buy the whole album...

ppl... here's a really nice song tat i like very much... "杀破狼" by JS... highly recommended by me!!

it's a very nice song though the mtv is very kua zhang... hehehe...

if by chance anyone d/l le, pls send to me!!!

*cOuGh CoUgH*

coughing like shit now... dunno y my throat so itchy...

tok to him last night... maybe cos i set my mind on forgetting him le ba... tok more than usual to him... at least now can start to crap le... great improvement le leh~~ wahahaha...

well still feel a bit of a heartache... hope to heal soon... wahahahha...

today went to do rwps... then halfway through the project, jasper ask me if i can pass my laptop to him at city hall mrt instead of dover mrt... i was like "wat? city hall?? i now in sch doing project leh!!"

lucky for him ah... km in sch... then he help jasper to take the com from me to city hall... hahaha... both me and irene also think tat km majiam jasper's servant like tat... tat time jasper left his ic at harbour front also is km help him go take de... they really very close... according to mrs wong, they know each other de secrets oh~~ wahahaha....

after project went to jp with lp and jac... got a new file, 2 pairs of earrings, 2 hairclips and a new dress... like tat dress very much... cos can either wear it as a tube dress or a sun dress...

after tat went hm at bout 7 plus... cos need to meet jasper to get my laptop back... was on the train back to wdl le met a strange indian ah pek... he kept toking to me in indianish english... which i dun understand much lor... then he reeks of alcohol... think he drunk le trying to tok to ppl... then me kana... end up i had to bluff him i live at cck then got off train to change cabin...

actually wanted to get off at marsiling then either take bus to wdl or wait for the next train... cos the ah pek going down at wdl de... but saw my cousin, so end up alighting at wdl... jasper very lucky... i nearly missed him lor... waiting for me at the platform nv say de wor... if i take bus back har... then he'll wait there like an idiot lor... then very heng i saw him when the train pass by... otherwise i'd tot tat he waiting at the control there...

well... got back hm le start to watch tv... until now then came online to blog... going off soon le... my sis need to use the laptop to do her work...

ciaoz...

Friday, September 10, 2004

SiAnZzZz 1/2~~

really sian 1/2 when i hear this lor... he has someone he likes... and is someone i dunno...

haiz... y does it hurt as much as whn i broke up with cf?

i suddenly feel so empty inside me... really so gan kor now... it's like so hard to breath now...

dun think my feelings for him r real... it might only be a short fluctuation and not really like him... but if tat's so... y do i feel so depressed now??

do i really like him?? i really dunno...

had i really fallen in love with him?? i also dunno...

argh... such mixed feelings again...

shld be relieved tat i know the truth now... at least i can now pack up my feelings for him and move on with my life...

haiz... y i'm i so emotional??

shld have read into the signs le... if he doesn't have someone he likes, y wld his hp go off as often as ppl who r in the wooing period of a relationship??

so stupid of me... shld already pack up my feelings when i first suspected this... then wun fall so deep in now...

wat to do... i'm just such a dumb idiot... damn...

haiz... just have to pick myself up again now... though the path might now be smooth, but i'll be able to pick myself up... did tat once le... think i'll definitely make it this time round...

daijiobu desu~~ i'll be able to adapt and be back as a fren to him soon, just like now i'm a fren to cf too... just tat now as close as before... well... hope it will be real soon... sch reopening le... going to see him le... but for now, think will go low profile for a while... resume back to my old quiet self... 1st few days will definitely be tough... but when the going gets tough, the tough gets going... will be back as a tough ger le... wahahaha...

i shld also be happy tat not many ppl, including him, knows tat i like him... at least without this knowledge, i think it's much easier for both of us to xia tai... at least wun be so gan ga when we see each other in sch...

maybe love is really like wat ppl say... it's not about having tat person u like with u, but to wish them happiness wherever they r and whoever they r with...

well... really wish tat he will be able to successfully win tat ger's heart and be successful in the relationship...

zhi neng shuo wo men you yuan wu fen le~~

ciaoz...

hAiZzZz~~

today really a sian day lor... early morning got woken up by ryan again... he wanna take my cushion but cannot pull it out from under my legs... end up he started crying for my mum... my mum nv hear him then he wan me to call my mum for him... toot lor... call my mum in for him so tat he can complain to her bout me...

got project meeting at 12... end up me only got out of bed at 1030... shower le then come out realised tat ryan can sing so many nursery rhymes le... so cute... when he dunno how to sing le he will still keep asking me wat's next... so funny lor...

was nearly late for project... heng still managed to reach je in time... do the project for a while only... cos like nv gather enough info lor... then end up we went for lunch and then hf went to buy the ingredients for the cake she baking for km tonight... really think they very sweet to each other lor... hahaha...

shop finish le took the train hm... damn... peak hr and i accidentally took the train tat goes to yew tee... end up alighting at cck then hf have to pei me wait for the next train... really pai sei leh... u carry so many things still pei me wait for the next train... waste ur time...

reach hm le found ryan watching indian show... we switch channel also cannot... then now he so funny... my dad gave him a pen tat write if u pull the top and the pen tip will go in if u push it down... then i say his pen so cute he now mumbling to himself tat his pen is so cute so special... wahahaha... this baby is soooooo cute~~~

will blog again later la... now going to eat dinner le.. tata~~

ciaoz...

Thursday, September 09, 2004

NoNe~~

just decided to blog again for tonite... now got a strange strange feeling...

dunno y also la...

love is always so troublesome... i believe no one in their right mind wud enjoy single-sided love...

u like tat person... but nv say it out...

scared to be hurt... yet u can't stop urself...

always hoping tat one day, u'd also realised tat person like u...

if tat person like u, gd for u cos it's a happy ending...

however.... wat if the person dun like u?? will u still be able to take it?

even if the person like u and u like him... ur feelings are known to each other and u become boy ger frens... will ur other part be able to withstand the outside temptations and be totally faithful to u?

just heard things frm my sis... ting le dou sian lor... there are bhb ppl in this world who just loves to throw themselves at other ppl, even those with bf or gf... will ur other part be able to not stray away? u will not know at all...

i think even in a relationship, u will nv know wat's going to happen next... one moment u might be basking in the sweetness of a relationship, but the very next moment, u might have a heated quarrel with ur partner...

the start of a relationship is always sweet... but how to maintain the relationship requires a lot a lot of skills and communication... pls dun be dumb... take ur partner's words seriously... any hints and most importantly things they tell u straight in the face, PLS TAKE THEM SERIOUSLY... if u dun, this cld spell the doom of this relationship... if ur gf or bf dun feel comfortable with this ger or guy tat always tag along with u, just try to avoid tat person, even if u r those ppl with heck care attitude... unless u r such a big bitch or bastard...

sometimes i wld feel like being a xiao nu ren... but in order to protect myself frm being hurt, i've to force myself to change to a da nu ren... it's really tiring doing tat lor... i also like to sa jiao to other ppl... but to protect myself, i've to stand up to ppl and not let them bully me...

really very tired frm all this le... feel like i'm a little boat out in the open sea... just wanna find the right harbour to dock on now... dun wanna drift in the open sea anymore...

MaDnEsS~~

wahahaha... think me and my frens all mad today lor... went to ps to catch a 1020 show... damn early lor...

had to wake up at 0730 this morning... then went out of my hse at bout 0845... tot i'd be late... then sent a msg to inform them...

on the way to ps, jasper called me... was so surprised cos it's so damn early lor... all bcos of the stupid inflexible vicky quek... toopid lor... so despo for the earning we made from the residential project... cos so much trouble for ppl...

anyway, reached ps just in time lor... meet at 0930 and i only stepped onto the train at bout 0850... so surprised tat i only need 45 min to get from wdl to dhoby ghaut lor...

was still not the first to arrive there... jq was even earlier than me... waited for the rest of them... and soon, they arrived... watched "The Terminal"... was a nice and touching show lor... but i think if u dun like artistic shows, better dun go watch it ba...

after the long show, went for lunch before walking with jac and mabel to orchard building there for their eye brow trimming lesson...

then cos too early and dun feel like going hm, the rest of us (sp, jq, alvin and me) went to play pool... was a very fun game... then lp came and join us after her cca and jac too after her lesson...

now just reach hm then start to blog le... next time nv ever blog at one plus in the morning... think server too busy... can't publish the posts de...

anyway, need to go complete my minutes le... eugene wants it asap... hahaha... muz be a gd and responsible secretary.... hahaha...

will update again if there's anything interesting later in the night...

ciaoz...

SaDz StOrY~~

hey... here's a story to share with all of u... got it frm an email my fren sent to me...

Peter and Tina are sitting in the park doing nothing, but just gazing into the sky, while all their friends are having fun with their beloved half.

Tina: I'm so bored. Just wish I have a boyfriend now to spend time with.

Peter: I guess we're the only leftovers. We're the only person who isn't with a date now. (both sigh n silence for a while)

Tina: I think I have a good idea. Lets play a game.

Peter: Eh? What game?

Tina: Eem..It's quite simple. You be my boyfriend for 100 days and I'll be your girlfriend for 100 days. what do you think?

Peter: Oookay..Anyway I don't have any plan for the next few months.

Tina: You sound like you aren't looking forward to it at all. Cheer up. Today will be our first day and our first date. Where should we go?

Peter: What about a movie? I heard that there is a really great movie in theater now.

Tina: Seems like I don't have any better idea than this. Lets move. (went to watch their movies and sent each other home)

Day 2:
Peter and Tina went to a concert together, and Peter bought Tina a keychain with a star.

Day 3:
They went shopping together for a friend's birthday present. Share an ice-cream together and hugged each other for the first time.

Day 7:
Peter drove Tina up onto a mountain and they watch the sunset together. When the night came and the moon glowed, they said sat on the grass gazing at the stars together. A meteor passed by. Tina mumbled something.

Day 25:
Spend time at a themepark and got onto rollercoasters, and ate hotdogs and cotton candy. Peter and Tina got in the haunted house and Tina grabbed someone's hand instead of Peter's hand by accident. They laughed together for a while.

Day 67:
They drove pass a circus and decided to get in to watch the show. The midget asked Tina to play a part as his assistant in the magic show. Went around to see other entertainments around after the show. Came to a fortune teller and she just said "Treasure every moment from now on" and a tear rolled down the fortune teller's cheek.

Day 84:
Tina suggested that they go to the beach. The beach wasn't so crowded that day. They have their first kiss with each other just as the sun is setting.

Day 99:
They decided to have a simple day and is deciding to have a walk around the city. They sat down onto a bench.

1:23 pm
Tina: I'm thirsty. Lets rest for a while first.

Peter: Wait here while I go buy some drinks. What would you like?

Tina: Eem...Apple juice will be just fine.

1:43 pm
Tina waiting for about 20 minutes and Peter havent return. Then someone walked up to her.

Stranger: Is your name Tina?

Tina: Yes, and may I help you?

Stranger: Just now down there on the street a drunk driver has crashed into a guy. I think its your friend.

Tina ran over to the spot with the stranger and sees Peter lying on the floor with blood over his face and her apple juice still in his hands. The ambulance came and she went to the hospital with Peter.

Tina sat outside the emergency room for five and a half hours. The doctor came out, and he sigh.

11:51 pm
Doctor: I'm sorry, but we did the best we could. He is still breathing now but God would take him away from us very soon. We found this letter inside his pocket.

The doctor hands over the letter to Tina and she goes into the room to see Peter. He look weak but peaceful. Tina read the letter and then she burst into tears. Here is what the letter said.

Tina, our 100 days is almost over. I had fun with you during all these days. Although you may be greedy sometimes and less thoughtful, but these all brought happiness into my life. I have realize that you are a really cute girl and blamed myself for never taken the time to knowing that. I have nothing much to ask for, but I just wish that we can extend the day. I want to be your boyfriend forever and wish that you can be beside me all the time. Tina, I love you.

11:58
Tina: (sobbing) Peter. Did you know what was the wish I made on the night there was a meteor. I asked God to let us last forever. We were suppose to last 100 days so Peter! You can't leave me! I LOVE YOU, but can you come back to me now? I love you Peter. I LOVE YOU.

As the clock struck twelve, Peter's heart stopped beating. It was 100 days.

NOTE*Tell the guy or girl that you love them before its too late. You never know whats going to happen tomorrow. You never know who will be leaving you and never returning...

TiRiNg BuT fUn DaY~~

wahahaha... as can see frm my title, today really damn tired... as i type now, my eyes are tearing away lor...

lack of sleep cos of the late night... then woke up early morning to go to sch for my year 1 training meeting... have to start to plan for the training le... cos it's in nov... this is my 1st try at being a secretary... so was a bit excited...

reach sch le found out at only 3 ppl turn up on time... but after tat, louis and jasper came... the rest is either got things on or overslept or didn't check their email lor.... next time cannot just send email le... ppl dun check as often as i do de... hahahaha...

think today's meeting i still can catch wat is said la... not too bad... hehehe...

lucky today's meeting ended earlier than i expected... went to orchard to meet mabel they all before the basic skincare class tat we signed up for... just had milk tea for lunch... think i over hungry till not hungry le... reach there le dun feel like eating liao... so only had the tea as my lunch... hehe...

went for the class at shishedo at orchard building... the building where califonia fitness is located in orchard... was quite interesting... esp last part... hehehe...

got a makeup session... then need a volunteer... no one volunteered then i end up being the "model"... hahaha... was quite fun cos got pro to help me do makeup... then at least i know wat colour she use on my skin, next time no need so troublesome go and find... but one bad thing... she help me shape my eyebrow till like i kana "duan mei" like tat... so ugly lor...

sob sob... my poor eyebrow... boo hoo hoo....

tml go out muz hide my brows le la...
hahaha...

anyway, tat's bout all i can write for now... mum nagging like mad le... and i need sleep cos tml going for movie in the morning...

so happy now cos i gotta chat with him today... wahahaha...

crazy ger...

ciaoz...

...

argh... wrote a long blog... but stupid blogger load so slow... slow until i cannot tahan... sianz...

think i'll rewrite the entry tml... mum nagging le...

ciaoz...

Tuesday, September 07, 2004

BuSy NiGhT~~

wahahaha... here for a short blogging...

gtg tabulate my RWPS result after this... so gotta make it a short one...

busy night as the title is... cos i rushed through my residential project de a/c and my stupid sb survey which i forgot to conduct before the hols... finally finished both now...

nothing much happened today... except ryan broke my da jie's glasses and my er jie is back for tonight...

not gd with her ard... keep nagging at me... i using com also make me find a song for her... then hf call she also wan me to ask hf... actually find for her le also no use... she dun use the laptop, neither does she open window media player whn she finally use it... wat for d/l lor... waste space only...

realise how bhb ppl can get... my da jie just told us tat there's this ger in ntu biz year 1 who basically throws herself at me sis's bf lor...

he was walking and toking with his fren, then this idiotic woman come and walk inbetween them... breaking their conversation...

whn taking bus, there's space beside her... she grab his hand to make him come closer lor... then when he move and make his other fren move, tat ger actually bui song and pinch his nose lor... shldn't she know tat he's already attached?? and she's not even as pretty as my sis lor...

haiz... think she sorta reminds me of someone... hahaha.... shall not mention it here... think those who know tat person shld know when reading this ba... hehe... i'm so evil...

well... this can't be help... no matter how much i bui song these ppl, they r still ard us... have to just accept tat fate... wahahaha...

ok la... end here le... go tabulate my RWPS survey result while watching guess guess guess le... tata...

ciaoz....

Monday, September 06, 2004

SiAnZzZz~~

wahahaha... the beginning of the sch hols...

damn sianz... no one ask me out... sob sob...

woke up at bout 10 plus all bcos of ryan's loud crying... can't blame him la... tat poor baby got ucler in his mouth... then damn painful for him... i saiyang him also cannot... keep crying and demanding for my mum... end up have to call my mum into the room... not just call out to her, but is use my hp to call my hse phone... cos i know if my mum can hear me call out to her, she'd already be in the room le... ryan cry so loudly...

end up being bullied by ryan all day long... from taking my comic books to climbing onto me to throwing things at me...

went shopping @ cwp with my da jie at bout 2 plus... dun wan to bring ryan de... but he keep wanting to come... a big mistake to let him come with me... tat baby damn itchy hands... touch here touch there... have to carry him all the time... training for muscles... wahahaha...

reach hm le he still dun wanna let me off... i read my fruit basket comics he also wanna read... then end up sacrifice the garfield comics... hahaha... library bks... nvm la.... hehehe....

fell asleep while reading my bk... till 8 then woke up... watch tv till now then came online to blog... a few days nv update le... wahahaha.... just skip tat few days la... been waiting for him to come online... damn... shldn't think of him le...

oh ya... just now go cold storage with da jie, i bought hagen daz ice cream... so nice... and it's at a offer price... hehehe... like auntie hor?? but tat's me la... wahahaha...

think have to really exercise this hol le... dunno y recently got sweet tooth... now in the fridge got a big bar of chocolate and a tub of ice cream waiting for me... muahahhaa... but muz exercise off the input la... then can balance out le... wahahaha...

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here's one of the pics frm my class outing at sentosa... Posted by Hello

Saturday, September 04, 2004

NiCe DaY~~

wahahaha... shld update bout yesterday... last night too tired le... reached hm then drop dead on my bed... hahaha...

anyway, had a really enjoyable day with my classmates at sentosa...

though lesson time was still as boring, but we were all so excited bout the trip later in the afternoon...

lesson ended at 2... then we went off to sentosa... as many of them got train concession, they all took the train there... only mabel and me took the bus there cos it's faster... but... we still reach there at bout the same time as them cos of the long waiting time... sianz... hahaha...

reach there le me and mabel went to harbourfront cold storage there buy food for the mini picnic... i called lp to tell her to wait for us at the interchange... in the end, she tot i toking bout the stop in sentosa... diaoz lor... she called back while they were already in the shuttle bus to tell me... y nv call earlier?? hahaha... but nvm la... make them wait for us like we r the da pai ppl like tat... hahaha...

found something irritating also... they all so not auto de... reach there earlier also dunno how to help us buy the entry tix... buy their own tix tat time nv help us buy also... wth... haiz... but not to spoil ppl's mood i nv say anything... was initially quite pissed off by them... 8 brains also dunno wat is call wait for us or even help us buy the tix first...

we then took the monorail to the beach... ended up everyone sat quite far frm each other... then in our attempt to change carriage, the space got occupied... end up some of them went first... then the guys alighted to pei me, ty and hf wait for the next monorail... at first wanna go siloso beach de... then dunno y end up going palawan beach... alight on the siloso beach le then they say wanna go palawan... end up we have to split up in diff carriage again...

finally reach palawan beach le... we found a gd plaxe and settled down... then me and mabel went to wash our apples... on the way back, it started raining... then we rush back to the shelter while the rest of them move the things there... at the shelter, something funny happened...

hf accidentally stepped on dog shit... but only kana a bit on her slippers... then jq and ty accompanied her to wash it... then alvin told hf tat stepping on shit is gd luck... i then ask alvin to move all the food frm the plastic bag cos the bag also kana le... then end up, alvin stepped on the shit himself... unlike hf, he did not just stepped on a bit, but he stepped on it until the whole of the sole of his slipper also kana... so damn funny... then we joked tat he got more luck than hf cos he step on more shit than her... hahaha...

in order to prevent more ppl frm stepping on the shit, we shifted to another shelter... the rain also stopped le... then some started playing ball games, some resting on the mats while some build sandcastles.... then we decided to bury alvin... at first ask him he say ok de... then after we dug the hole le ask jq go call him... end up jq also go play at playground with them... end up i go... then alvin say dun wanna be buried.. but heng after my pursuasion he agreed... then we all buried him... have him nice body contours and features... then the guys took pics with him... so funny... next time when i got the pics i sure upload it one...

night time soon arrived... we went up to the tower near the beach and sang until ppl also cannot tahan us... hahaha... only went to eat at the seah im hawker centre at bout 9 plus... sp really gd with the auntie there... can tok so much with her lor... wahahaha...

we then went hm at bout ten... since no one taking the red line then i end up going hm by bus instead of trian... if got ppl pei then i sure take the train de... hahaha... too bad dun have...

cud reach hm earlier de... but the bus got caught in a jam cos of some night cycling activity at bukit batok east there... end up only reaching hm at bout 1115 or so... shower le then i immediatly fell asleep on my bed... was so damn tired... but really had an enjoyable day there...

tat's bout all la... gtg prepare for my cousin's bbq party tonight...

ciaoz...

Thursday, September 02, 2004

YeAh~

wahahaha... damn tired now... just reached hm after going our with my clubmates...

today overslept... then went out of my hse late... tot wud be late... but still end up reaching lect hall at 9 sharp... hehe... but heng today got jac to help me get the class register and mark it for me... really muz thank jac for all the help... everytime i late will also make her help me mark the attendance... hehe... thx ar jac~~

think i really like palam... not only is she funny, but she's also very gd to us... wan to shift forward the lesson she also help us to die die also get a room... hehe... end up today's lessons end at 12... so nice...

after sch went to help lp carry things for her cca's camp... i think a bit too many ppl go le... end up i nv carry anything much... cos almost the guys carry everything le lor... hahaha...

there's so much fun and laughter on our way to find the sheng shiong at taman jurong... 1st we got off at the wrong stop... still nvm, cos on our way to taman jurong shopping centre, we got lotza entertainment... 1st, jq the china tour guide... next become sp as the tour guide... then become alvin the lao da bring the "xiao dis and xiao meis" to chiong... hahaha... the last one most entertaining... cos alvin really look like ah beng today... somemore with the newsletter... majiam those ah bengs use the newsletter wrap their parangs like tat... going to chop someone up... haha... then sp and jq started acting as if alvin the ah beng is going to chop sp up then jq is stopping alvin to let sp escape... hahaha... so funny....

after tat continue the bus journey to sheng shiong... sp almost got us off the bus at the wrong stop again... heng lp got ask the bus driver before we got onto the bus... then the bus driver told us is not tat stop... otherwise got to walk a long way there...

on our way back to meet hf and ty, it suddenly rained heavily... end up we stop over at mac to get ice cream... then i realised my index finger got a cut... hahaha... didn't even know when got hurt de... think is quite some time le... cos the blood almost dried up le... hahaha... went to get my macflurry then realised jq left a plaster for me... dunno is the gers ask for the plaster for me, or he put it there de la... but still so gan dong lorz... thx ppl... hehe...

didn't use the plaster then la... cos like the injury not serious... but after tat accidentally hurt the injured part again... then put on the plaster before i start to wash ms melu's car... her car damn dirty lor... no wonder insist tat we wash it for her... end up washing her car using only my left hand... ppl wash with right hand i wash with left hand... so stylo... wahahaha... bhb...

wash melu's car halfway i saw william tan go to his car... then told hf bout it... still told her tat he might stop and tok to us... end up he really did!!! wahahaha... hf was like so damn disgusted lor... hahaha.... but at least the rest of the spac2go ppl present got to see how he look like...

anyway, my stupid slipper's strap broke lor... make me walk bare footed all the way frm sb to saa there... lucky got no sharp things or broken glass pieces along the way... otherwise i super kana de lor... also heng tat spac2go rm got string... use it to tie my slippers... cos still have to go bugis buy things.. attracted so many ppl to look at my special slipper lor... buy new slipper tat time the salesperson still say i tie until very nice... so funny... hahaha...

today finally got my tube top le... hehehe... so happy... going to wear it for the class outing to sentosa tml... hahaha... damn tired le... end here ba... still gotta do my cca project de accounts...

ciaoz...

Wednesday, September 01, 2004

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hahahaha... dunno wat to put for the title...

anyway, fa xie in the previous entry le now feeling better... hahhahaa.... back to the old crazy me... hehe...

anyway, today got to know the last of my test results le... heng this time still not too bad...

got a B for biz law...
C for QA (my worse subject)...
then got another B for my PET (principles and economics of transport)...

not too bad la... at least nv fail anything.... hahahhaa....

ok la... off to do my work le...

ciaoz...

ArGh~~~

argh~~~ think i'm being mentally and emotionally tortured by myself... haiz... y do i mind so much bout him... y oh y??

haiz... hate the feeling of one sided love... yet... damn... y am i such a low self control person??? can't even control my feelings towards him...

haiz... though i know sighing is not gd for health.... but.... haiz...

just now tok to him online... think i sorta hurt his ego... haiz... y am i such an idiot??

damn it... hope i can pack up my feelings soon and not torture myself anymore le...

this is not gd... this love tat will not blossom.... haiz... got time then update again...

ciaoz... and hor... ppl reading my blog... pls do not say the contents out in front of other ppl... if u wan to disturb me with it, can do so la... but pls la... not in front of other ppl also... thx ar...

nitez ppl...