updating time...

tues:
went to ask him for the billing stuff to do early in the morning... then he so bad... bluff me tat he finished it last night le... hahaha... but in the end he still passed it to me 10 mins later...

when lorna walked near me in the morning, she kept saying tat eric got something to tell me... then so strange lor... cos when lorna saw me, she asked me why i wear so pretty when tat's usually wat i wear to work...

it's so strange lor... dunno wat is between them... lorna kept asking eric if he told me about it... then eric ask her not to sabo him... just wat is the thing tat they wanna/ dun wanna tell me, i also dunno... was curious thou, but since they dun wanna say, no point asking as well...

did the billing super duper slowly today... hahaha... partly cos i know once i've finished, i'll have nothing to do le, partly cos when he came over to put things in the files, he asked me to do slowly... hahaha...

wasted the whole day looking thru the billing... hahaha... actually finished it by lunchtime.... then after lunch, continued looking at it since i cannot finish the next part of it which requires logis....

while chatting with jovvy after lunch, karen asked pat toh to call me in... then pat toh so funny lor... the way she tell me to go in is like i've done something very wrong like tat... end up karen asked me in is to tell me tat hr ppl are coming on fri, so my interview will be then, and also to confirm my logis training and leave...

mdm susi msged me in the afternoon, asking me to start tuition last night... so sianz lor... freaking tired after work le still have to get angered by her daughter... but still have to go la... my commitment...

checked 2 processing reports... like no shipment come in like tat leh... now is the said peak season le but still like nothing...

went off at 1815... cos i dun wanna be too early for tuition... surprisingly, he went off early too... hhahaha... really surprised cos for this past one month plus, he only went off twice earlier than me... hahaha... asked jovvy to help me complete the logis part of the billing... then went off with charmaine... when we went out of the office, we saw eric and linda... cos linda's hubby come and fetch her, then long pang eric since it's on the way... then when eric saw me, he asked me where is my les partner, jovvy... hahaha... told him tat i changed my les partner cos jovvy is busy working... hahaha...

as we walked out of the building, eric asked me if i knock off so early to go dating, hahaha.... told him ya... i got a date, a date with my tutee... hahaha... then he was saying tat he also wanna teach tuition, end up got suaned by linda... hahaha... she said tat he cannot teach, wait teach the wrong things... hahaha...

was alone with charmain on bus... .hahaha... then she say tat if eric nv take linda's ride, then she'll be going hm with him... hahahaha... then i told her tat if linda nv give him a ride, he wun knock off so early de lor... hahaha

tuition time was as bad as i tot... dafinah basically forgot nearly everything i taught her... addition and subtraction within 1000 only she also got problem... now i dunno how to continue with her multiplication and division... crawl also dunno le how to expect her to know how to jump? haiz...

came home and had hotpot as dinner... hahaha... my da jie went to see the doc... then doc say she got stomach flu and is highly contagious... then jokingly told her to get away frm all of us... hahaha... sometimes i find it so fun to disturb my siblings...

wed:
continued to stare at the billing and pretending tat i'm busy doing it... jovvy had completed it for me le... just colour coded those tat have prob... stare at it all the way until near lunchtime... karen came to look for me once to tell me tat they've rescheduled my interview to mon cos hr ppl not free to come down on fri.... then when eric walked over to jovvy's place while i'm also there, asked him if got anything for me to do... then he said yes then started giving me work... hahaha...

lunchtime was fun... found out that charmaine always like to find a chance to be near him... no matter on the bus, or when deciding where to go for lunch...

while i was waiting for jovvy and charmaine to get off the bus, eric asked me wat karen tell me... then i told him bout it... mistake mistake... cos when everyone in the gang got down frm the bus, he told them all bout it... tat my interview is on next mon... then he so cock lor... still say go back muz mass email everyone to let them know... hahaha...

charmaine wanted to join them for lunch de... but too bad they got enough ppl to fill a table for lunch... so the 3 of us went to eat on our own... when we went to wait for the bus back, they were already there... then charmaine and jovvy so funny lor... cos eric and dennis is back-facing us, then they say they wanna walk up to them and scare them... but too bad... just as they were reaching eric, he turned behind... hahaha...

dennis and pat lim were telling eric bout the ecu line event... hahaha... then when they saw me and charmaine, they were asking us wat song we sang tat day... hahaha... was so paisei lor... then i told them " din they all call me celine dion and titanic... wat song do u think i sang?" hahaha... then they started saying tat my heart will go on is a very hard to sing song... hahaha...

on the bus back, dennis and solomon they all were discussing bout lee jun ki's show, the king and the clown... hahaha... overheard dennis asking whether lee jun ki is a guy or gal, then i turned behind and told him tat he's a guy... then eric very bad lor... say i know cos i'm the actor... then got jioed by them to join them for tat movie on sat... hahaha... then to disturb me, eric suggest watching it at tampines... hahaha... but i dun mind joining la.. anywhere is fine as long as i got direct bus or train home...

jioed quite a few ppl... so far got me, jovvy, charmaine, dennis, sihui, eric and solomon going... hahaha...

after finishing my work, muz print the manifest, but since my pc was not connected to any printer, so saved it in my thumb drive and ask jovvy to help me to print it... the print job got stuck... i also dunno why... but i think cos today is closing day, so everything also screwed up... got disturbed by charmaine's dept ppl.. cos i used the printer tat most of them use to print, then my print job haven't come out, they also cannot do anything...

just as i was bout to finish, eric came with more work... hahaha... have to load container.... was loading halfway, eric came over and ask me to look for something for him... where did he go? he went to the toilet while i was looking for it for him... after i finish loading and printing the manifest, i went to give the file back to him... then he looked at me and asked "permit leh? no need to do ar?" hahaha... not used to it ma... cos ususally he'll wait for a few days before asking me to do the permit...

docs got updated sometime ago... then i dun have his latest copy of the template... so went over to his place to get it... then he so funny lor... ask me to help myself to his com...

just now so paisei... i was squeezing with ryan on a chair when his dad came to fetch him... hahahaha... my uncle came so early today tat i didn't manage to bully ryan... wahahahaha...

ok la... gtg sleep le...

ciaoz...

haha... i'm so happy today... finally got someone say i look younger than my actual age... wahahaha... this morning, was chit chatting with cecilia while waiting for the bus... then she asked me which coy did i work in before i joined dhl... hahaha... told her i just graduated frm poly she was like so stunned... then she ask me my age... when i told her i was 20, she was even more stunned... hahaha... then she turn to her other side and ask daniel to guess my age... hahaha... and guess wat... he actually said look like 18 instead of 20... furthermore, he say tat i got baby face... wahahahaha... so happy... finally got someone guess tat i was younger than my actual age... hahaha... cecilia said tat i looked like 22... wahahaha... guess diff ppl look at me in a diff way...

was made to sit at jasmin's place cos my pc dun have logis... however, even thou i got work to do, i was badly disturbed by ppl... ppl kept coming to her table to look for things, check her email etc... end up my work pace was slowed down... hahaha...

didn't do anything tat is related to cml as a result of the disturbance... but i was so free tat i kept going to jovvy's place to waste my time... hahaha... esp so after lunch... cos kaara was using it for quite some time... so i stayed at jovvy's place to chit chat with her since she also got nothing to do... hahahaha... both of us, one with nothing to do, one with no place to do, kept toking until eric walked past to collect his print job, then he ask me if i got nothing to do.. hahaha... told him tat i got quite a bit of things to do, but got no place to do it... hahaha...

ended up finishing all of wat lorna asked me to do at about 5.30... then since about to go hm le didn't ask eric for things to do... hahaha... finally managed to knock off at 1800 today... hahaha... was waiting for jovvy and charmaine to pack their things when jovvy went over to eric's place to put the processing reports... so i went over to kpo also... hahaha... i think eric's really very attentive to his surroundings... like as i walked over, he was busy looking at wat solomon is typing... then when i got near, he just looked up and ask me wat i want... hahaha... so funny lor... told him tat i only came to kpo... hahaha... he then "scolded" me by saying " har wanlin har... ask u to do billing say u are busy har...." hahaha... then i told him tat i'll do it tml cos tml i'm very free... saw another side of him... hahaha... he followed how jovvy speak... which is like lin chiling... doll doll voice... hahaha... so funny lor... one grown man acting cute... then rushed off to catch the bus... hahaha... jovvy got disturbed by me cos i kept asking her to hurry up jokingly... hahaha...

nearly missed the bus... hahaha... then when we got up, charmaine got disturbed by david... hahaha... her dept ppl always like to disturb her de lor... like tat day during the ecu line event, when she was singing, they kept saying tat this is the first time they actually can hear her voice, and tat they should bring a mic to office so tat they can hear wat she's saying... hahaha... so when we boarded the bus, david kept say "charmaine charmaine, why always muz wait for u de?" hahaha... so funny lor... then charmaine also very cute neh... knowing tat bus driver drive very fast still dun hold on properly... luckily she got jovvy to block her frm falling off the seat... hahaha... if she changed place with jovvy, she'll surely fall on david de lor... hahahaha...

the name belinda has been stuck on me... hahaha... ppl see me start to call me belinda le... haha... do i have the belinda face? hahaha... well, at least it sounds better than having to respond to ppl calling me retro... hahaha....

however, since tat ecu line event, charmaine's dept ppl started calling me either titanic or celine dion.... '_'|||

now got some majiam broadway stuff on arts central... just love it... wahahah... esp songs frm phantom of the opera... wahahaha...

gonna go watch it le...

ciaoz...

finally, i have my own place in office... but alas, i doubt tat it'll last long.... cos i'm gonna be a perm staff soon... so most prob they'll change me to another place soon.... wahahaha...

the past 4 days got nothing to do in the mornings... kept slacking until i cannot stand it, go and find things to do... was sitting at wendy's place on tues again.... then eric's so funny lor... got ample time on hand dun wanna break the news to me on his own, still wrote it on a piece of paper and paste it on my desk when he walked pass me... hahaha... apparently, karen asked him how was my performance at work, then he gave his feedback... after tat, he went to dennis's place to tok to him, and on his way back to his place, he paste the piece of paper on my desk, and on it, he wrote something like karen's gonna make me a perm staff and congratulate me for it... then he still wrote there tat i should wait for her to tell me about it... hahaha... so seeing tat, i didn't tell anyone just in case i was not supposed to tell... until lunchtime, all was peaceful... then again, eric starts to disturb me... cos he's waiting for dennis they all near the door, so when me and charmaine walked past him, he finally told me tat karen went to find him to ask bout me performance, then he kept saying tat it's very bad... hahahaha... say the oppo things to disturb me... then on the bus even worse... he announced to the whole bus full of ppl tat i'll be converted into a perm staff soon... so paisei lor....

wed again got nothing to do... but got my own place le... no longer wud i need to ask karen where i'll be sitting tml or sit at other ppl's place... wahahaha.... i seriously think tat the door of the toilet at work either dun like me or is jinxed... i nv seem to be able to open it no matter how hard i try... but jovvy always seem to be able to open it... hahaha... this explains why i always ask her to go to the loo with me... she's my locksmith... why do i say all this? cos eric always like to suan us... like on wed, when we again went toilet together, he was standing at the photocopier near the door, then he asked jokingly tat if we're les cos we always go toilet together... hahaha... then jovvy still entertained him by asking him not to say so loudly, wait everyone also knoe... -_-||| and it seems so qiao, everytime we go toilet, sure will see him near us de... either walked past him while going to toilet, or he's near the door when we're going.... hahahaha... so funny lor...

until thurs, when i got nothing to do, i pushed my chair over to jovvy's place in the pretext of learning how to do import stuff, but we're actually chit chatting with each other... then eric came to tell jovvy her mistakes, then he asked why everytime also see the 2 of us together when going to the toilet... hahaha... tat's when i cannot tahan and told him tat cos i'm cursed with the door, so need to bring my locksmith with me to the loo... hahahaha... then he was like dotz dotz dotz... hahahaha... his expression is so funny lor...

was asked to sort out docs for rohaini and julianna on thurs... then while i was sorting it out, eric walked past my desk... then he so funny lor... asked me "got so many things to do le... happy ma?" hahaha... ask me such question then got my sarcarstic reply of " yah... so so happy... better than nothing to do..." hahaha... was finally given things to do at bout 4 plus tat day... hahaha... finally got shipment out le... it was my first time doing work all the way until i catch the 1930 bus to mrt.... hahaha... nan de leh.. cos since they changed the timing, nv did i need to stay until so late... then tat day found out tat he's damn "cute" ( as in mentally)... he buttoned his shirt right up to the top most button, and untucked his shirt... hahaha... look like a toot kid trying to act beng lor... look so *unb.... hahahaha....

was helping lorna do her stuff on fri... hahaha... it's apparently the first time tat cheryl tok to me... hahaha... all becos she heard lorna calling me retro, then she asked why call me retro... hahahaha... do i really look retro? cos tat's wat lorna said... hahaha... end up i got another name frm cheryl... hahaha... she say retro not nice, belinda nicer... hahaha... reason being tat retro is not a name, then belinda is a sounds retro name.... then they started calling me belinda...

was being duped by charmaine to go to the ecu line gathering... hahaha... cos on the namelist, it was written tat eric is going and taking part in the ktv competition, then according to dennis, his singing is not bad de... was quite tempted to go.. but no one invited me to go... then like very strange tat a temp staff is going... hahaha... but charmaine kept telling me tat alfred asked her to get me to go... then she said tat if i'm not going, then she's not... then if she nv go, she'll not get the chance to hear eric sing... hahaha... but still didn't wanna go cos it's really strange... then also cos i overheard dennis telling pat lim on thurs tat eric might not be going... so i told charmaine this news, then she's like "okay lor... then i also dun wanna go le..." hahaha...

but why did we still end up going? all becos she made a mistake... at first, i was already ready to knock off with jovvy le... then charmaine also followed cos i'm not going... then while walking out to the bus stop, charmaine kept saying tat eric look like he's going cos she saw him packing his stuff, like going off soon le.... and she started to beg me to go... end up going there... sob sob... but it was quite fun la... the carrier still sent 2 buses and staff to come and pick us up... then me and charmaine end up in the same bus as her manager... found out then tat emily is as eric said, the best manager out of all the them... she's very friendly lor... kept chatting and joking with us...

got slightly drunk tat day cos the ppl there kept offering us red wine... then charmaine so cute lor... she screwed up her face on the first sip of it... then end up making us all laugh... end up got dragged to take part in the ktv competition... it's bad la... cos all the songs are oldies tat i've not heard in a long time... then they dun have chinese songs... i realised something thru this... tat is, i cannot sing properly if i drink alcholic drinks... hahaha... so ended up with just a consolation prize... but not bad le la... cos the champion is really gd... and he is none other than eugene... hahaha... his singing is really like wat dennis said... very very gd... gd until can mesmerised gers... hahaha... but i'm not one of them la... dennis went there too... despite being sick and had the choice of not going... end up he fulfilled his promise of fetching me and charmaine back to tampines mrt station frm savanah condo where the event is held... hahaha... but it's very strange on the way cos got nothing to say... somemore i was in the front seat... ended up we were commenting on the radio dj... hahaha...

sat was spent in orchard... hahaha... finally got to meet up with mabel and jac... hahaha... i'm also very happy on sat... cos i finally got to shop... wahahaha... mango sale is really worth going... hehehe.... but i guess i spent too much tat day le... got a jacket at mango for 55 bucks, a skirt frm iora for 48 bucks, a belt and top frm topshop for 23 each... hahaha... i'm so happy with my purchases... hehehe... but i wanna go to a bigger mango store.... so tat i can get wat i wanted... took a lot of crazy videos and pic with mabel and jac... hahaha... had such a fun and wonderful time... hahaha... next time muz jio more ppl out even thou i've thoroughly enjoyed myself with just the 3 of us...

wanted to watch silence today de... but dunno wat's wrong with utube... always cannot load properly...

ok la... go sleep le...

ciaoz...

today i've learnt my lesson... wahahaha... i did my stuff super slowly... but still finished in quite a short while... so learn frm him, act busy... hahaha... checked thru my work so many times.... until he also cannot tahan, come and ask me if i've finished it while looking thru the faxes... told him i've finished already, and sent to him... but nv return the hard copy to him... just in case i got nothing to do again, tat one can be used as my props... hahaha...

i find tat he got some zhao pai dong zhuo... he'd always hold on to the top most button of his shirt when he got nothing to do... then when he wants to pass something to u, he'd stand beside u quietly until either u noticed him, or if tat takes too long, he'll "cough" to get ur attention... hahaha... but usually mine is the second case... cos i dun take notice of who is standing beside me since i'm always sitting on other ppl's place...

got disturbed by him during lunch... hahaha... cos it's drizzling when we went for lunch... then i dunno if i'm toking too loudly or his ears are too sharp... he was walking in front of us while climbing stairs (got some dist inbetween us)... then i was saying tat my shoes are quite slippery... then he suddenly turn back and ask me to be careful... if not he'll see me in basement... at first, none of us got wat he meant... u can see the puzzled looks on jovvy, charmain and my faces... hahaha...

then on the way back to office, again we're walking behind him... i'm chatting and laughing away with charmain when he suddenly ask me to watch where i'm going, if not he'll see me in basement... so being dense and to clear my doubt, i asked him why basement (basement is carpark ma...)... he said it's a joke, then i got it... basement means hell... dotz dotz one lor... curse me.... hahahaha.... then i told him wun one... i'll watch my way de... hahahaha...

got closer to another collegue today... hahhaha... she's pat toh... i think actually the pats in the coy are quite nice ppl, but charmain is very scared of pat lim ever since she got scolded by her... but she's quite nice to me leh... maybe cos i left a gd impression on her.... hahaha... pat toh is fun to be with... hahaha... like those tat i'm rather close woth, she likes to disturb me by calling me as the name of the person's place tat i'm sitting at... like today, she kept calling me wendy... hahaha... but it's nice toking to her la...

i think shipments are coming in le... hopefully i'll be busy tml...

ok.. .time to sleep...

ciaoz...

gosh... this world is really so bloody small...

my sec sch fren is attached to my poly fren... how small a world...

hahaha... i got a few collegues who are neighbours...

how small this world is...

anyway, time to update...

these few days are always in a tired state... got nothing to do again on wed... so he asked me to go to doris to get things to do... helped doris to type out all the addresses of the carriers and clients... tat nearly took up one third of my day... which is gd... after tat, i went to ask doris if she got anything else for me to do, she said she dun have already... so she asked lorna to let me help her with her things... then lorna so funny lor... see me already then frm "black" face become so excited and kept calling me retro... hahahaha....

thurs was boring in the early morning... dhl got a few options when going to work... one can either go on public transport, or take coy bus frm outram mrt, or those staying in tamp and pasir ris area got their own hired bus to work... and just right, ppl whom i get my work frm, all take the tamp bus... lorna, doris, eric, dennis etc... then just right tat day their bus came later than ours... so i got nothing to do and have to wait for them to come into the office before i can do anything...

just when they came and eric walked pass me, i asked if there's anything for me to do... then he said dun have... so end up when lorna walked pass me to go pantry to get water, i stopped her and ask her if there's anything i can do... then she so funny lor... exclaimed so loudly tat i'm so hardworking tat she haven't even settle down then ask her for work... haha... ended up doing logis for her for the whole day... was meanwhile looking out for faxes... cos eric, solomon and dennis are all on course, thou halfway thru, eric went hm cos he's sick... so was made to look out for processing reports and stuffing reports so tat i can do some of the cml stuff...

i think lorna is a rather gd teacher... at least she teach teach le she'll ask me to do one sample in front of her, so as to ensure tat i know how to do... hahaha...

today was spend doing all of eric's export stuff... somehow made me wonder if the warehse side kept the whole wk's processing report and only sent it to us on fri... super lota processing report to do... and when i went off at 1845, i still got more than 5 haven't finish... was more at ease when eric's not ard... cos can just go to his place to take things, check things etc... no need to disturb anyone in the process of doing work...

oh ya... end up they nv jio me again for the ktv trip... just right too.. dun feel like going today cos i'm simply too tired...

next fri they got a co-loader gathering... actually they invite the whole of charmain's dept... then charmain say i can go too... cos tat's wat her dept ppl say... they actually ask her to invited me along... hahaha... then charmain so funny lor... ask me to go cos eric is also invited... then ask me if i think he'd be going... hahaha... most likely not is my guess...

i think have to see how la... might go but yet, the place is at simei there, and the event end at 10pm according to charmain... very late and far too... by the time i reach hm, i think might be near 12 le ba...

ok la... gtg sleep le...

ciaoz...

today is such a boring day... i got nothing to do for nearly the whole day... not a lot of shipment come in today... then no export yet... haiz... hopefully tml got more...

found out something today... hahaha... when he got nothing to do, he'll pretend tat he got alot of things to do... hahaha... how wud u know when he got nothing to do? he'll walk ard the office and chit chat with others... wahahaha... cos today he kept walking to where jovvy is and chat with her and dennis... hahaha... but he also very poor thing la.. he already got nothing to do le still muz find something for me and jovvy to do, otherwise the both of us will keep going to his table and ask for things to do...

went over to jovvy's place once while he's there... partly cos i wanna go kpo, partly cos i seriously got nothing to do... hahaha... he so funny lor.. when i went over, i asked him if he got anything for me to do.. then he said "not so loud... got nothing to do cannot say so loudly one... later doris know already she'll tell u "wanlin, tml no need to come le cos u got nothing to do"... so got nothing to do cannot say loudly one..." hahaha... i was laughing like mad lor... cos it's so damn funny...

end up he gave me a stack of things to do... muz use the inhse programme to find the incoming vessel and date for the diff orders for feb and mar... hahaha... but little did he remember tat he had already asked me to do it before he went on reservist... when he came with tat stack, he was like "now u got something to do already, and it will occupy u for the whole day"... when i saw tat stack, i already know wat he wan me to do... hahaha... so funny lor.... he expect me to pretend to be busy with it even thou i've finished it... and he knows tat i've finished it... tat's why when i went to give it back to him shortly after tat, he gave me the "why u so fast give me back?" face and said "so fast finish already ar?" hahaha....

slacked for the whole day... tried to pretend to be busy la... so checked the pathetic four shipment for the day again and again... hahaha... check until i also can remember the details already...

oh ya... went for lunch at han's with fiona, sh, jovvy, charmain and solomon... hahaha... not very worth the money... and next time if u wanna buy the set meal, nv ever take the coffee or tea... it really sucks... they say the lemon tea there is like drinking plain water.... the coffee is neither coffee nor milk, so is the tea... the tea is like plain water plus one tea leaf and one flat teaspoon of sugar and one drop of milk... sucks like shit...

was quite lucky today... managed to catch the coy bus cos it was late... hahaha... when we reached downstairs, they just finished boarding the bus... so me and charmain ran to catch it... haha... fiona still disturb us say we very dua pai... still muz whole bus wait for us... hahaha...

still contemplating whether to go ktv with dennis they all on fri...
pros:
1.) rare chance of going out with my collegues even thou i'm still a temp staff there...
2.) wanna go ktv
3.) wanna hear him sing... apparently he is a gd singer...
4.) a rare chance to join their activity after work....
5.) charmain is so jealous cos i get to go out with them... "him"
6.) a gd chance to get to know the rest of my collegues such as wendy, jannie, the 2 pats, stella etc... (i'm only on gd toking terms with eric, fiona, on toking rubbish terms with solomon, dennis, sh, charmain and ws...)
cons:
1.) not too familiar with the rest of them, worried tat they'll think it's weird to invite me
2.) scared might be rather tired after work
3.) i'm like a bit extra there...
4.) it's supposed to be wendy's bday celebration... so shouldn't ppl invited be those tat she knows? she dun really know me thou...
5.) when dennis ask me, i think he's thinking tat i might be leaving the coy soon so wanna ask me to join them... as a last outing...

haiz... should i go? maybe if they ask me again then i'll go la... but tat means charmain wud have to go off alone on fri... she also quite funny lor... i'm not the one inviting ppl... and i'm already having a big dilemma le still ask me to invite her there... hahaha...

ok la... wanna go sleep le... ppl, u'll receive a msg frm me soon... gathering coming up next wk... so keep ur fri sat and sun free...

world cup makes ppl so noisy... hahaha... whenever a team got a goal, my neighbours are shouting and screaming away... think i dun need to sleep with the din le...

ciaoz...

today's such a happy day... wahahaha... was sitting near fiona they all... then so fun lor... cos they kept cracking jokes bout each other... hahaha... saw another side of him today... the very talkative and likes to disturb others... hahaha....

was rather busy today... but tat's gd to me... wahahaha... end up didn't have the time to go flip thru the faxes... hahaha... think might have a lot of things to do tml after i flip thru them... hahaha... end up eric had to pass me the faxes when he went to collect his print job... hahaha.. .think i'm quite oblivious to my surroundings when i'm busy... wahahaha... he was waving the faxes in front of my face i also didn't realised until he called my name... wahahaha... damn funny la... cos he's like wave for so long i still ignored him... wahahah....

finished work at 1830 as usual... but today, i was the one who's waiting for ppl instead of ppl waiting for me... wahahaha... last thurs, charmain and weishan are waiting for me to knock off... then weishan kept disturbing me and call me sickening... wahahaha... then today came my revenge... wahahaha... cos not just me and charmain waiting for her, but also solomon and dennis... wahahaha... disturbed her while waiting... then end up got psychoed by dennis to take the train to raffles place to change to ns line... wahahaha...

now i'm still contemplating whether to join my collegues for ktv session on fri... the main purpose is to celebrate wendy's bday... althou they all know who i am, but still quite strange cos i've nv really tok to most of them... only tok rubbish with dennis, solomon, fiona, weishan and eric... the rest then not tat close with leh... should i make use of this chance to know them better? but i'm also scared of being outcast there leh... dunno if all of them knows i'm going... if they know, would they welcome me there?

hahaha... see how first la...

i think i've somehow become a person's info counter on another person... hahaha... she's still so tensed up when he's ard... yet she wanna try to be near him whenever we have the chance to... like tat day when we went for lunch, she actually suggested joining them... hahaha... even me also dun dare to just join his gang for lunch without them inviting me lor... hahaha....

ok la... info counter going to work on her intelligence le...

ciaoz...

woah... the week surely pass fast....

now, eric's back... hahaha... at first was still worried tat they might just let my contract lapse since they've hired jovvy to help eric with cml's stuff.... hahaha... but i'm wrong.... tat day my agent called me to inform me tat i'll be continuing to work as a temp there until further notice.... wahahaha... and eric has began to teach both me and jovvy on logis, which according to coy rule, temps cannot learn...

it's quite a hard to catch programme if u are seeing it for the first time... so many codes to remember... but after seeing the demo and trying it out, i find tat it's actually quite simple thou tedious... now i understand why he always work until so late then go hm... workloads really quite heavy...

this wk, something funny happened... on tues, everyone "abandon" me... hahaha... now tat the coy bus changed the timing to 1810, i nv managed to catch it.... then charmain always have to wait for me to go hm... hahaha... so on tues, she decided to catch the coy bus and "abandon" me.... solomon also... he last min ask me to load and resolve a container, then say tat he's rushing to catch the bus... sob sob... everyone abandon me in office... wahahaha... end up, i finished my work at 1830... went downstairs and saw all of them still there waiting for the bus... wahahaha.... cos the bloody bus broke down and no one bothers to inform them.... hahaha... so funny lor... then i told them tat's the price to pay for abandoning me... wahahaha...

thurs was taught the process flow of cml... at first tot he'll wait until both of us free then teach at one goal, but he didn't lor... he started teaching jovvy first, so she to sit beside him... then due to space constrain, i got no space to push another chair to sit... so have to stand all the time... on heels somemore... hahaha... luckily not for long la...

fri was again the same... was taught logis, but jovvy again was free while i'm not... cos i've to check her work for her... so eric went thru the stuff to her first, then after tat when i've finished, he repeated it again... haha... when i went over, he still ask me why i so slow... then complaint tat he had repeated the flow so many times and to so many ppl, but those ppl always do not long then leave cml le... hahaha... but this time not bad la... at least explain once to 2 persons... cleared a few queries and is now clearer and actually think tat it's quite fun doing cml... hahhaha... halfway thru teaching us, he opened an email and showed us a video... wahaha... it's so funny lor... a male funny version of yang chenling's ai mei mv... so damn funny... wahahaha.... then training session was disturbed by lorna, dennis and solomon... wahahaha... all of them very comical and funny and dramatic... wahahaha... solomon still say eric's place is like a condo like tat... cos very small and squeezy with the 3 of us there.... hahaha...

jio charmain shopping last night... at first wanna go queensway de... cos both of us looking for bags... hehehe... but all cos of irene who issue the cheques so slowly... then i have to wait for her to finish so tat i can update the cheque record... end up we left at 1845... then decided to go city hall to shop... went addidas but nv see the kind of bag tat i want... then we went marina square's puma... and i got a puma bag... muahahaha... like it a lot... hehe...

think i'm super tired yest... i dun usually sleep on mrts, but last night, i've actually fell asleep and nearly on the person next to me... hahaha... heng managed to jerk up in time before my head lands on her shoulders... hahaha....

ok la... wanna go watch silence le...

ciaoz...

anyone wanna work at DHL as a perm staff? hahaha... my manager asked me if i still got frens looking for a perm job and if they wanna work at DHL... they really need ppl.... so those who got frens or who wan a career in DHL, pls contact me.... u knoe my number.... msn.... frenster.... emails.... all sorts of means also can... as long as u contact me... :)

think will try hp next... try contacting ppl who i think might wanna work there....

the environment is really gd there... got bus to and fro work, to and fro lunch too.... oh ya... lunch venue is not always fixed... they might change it monthly... currently is bukit merah... food there is cheap and nice... a lot of variety too....

ppl are friendly there... very very nice environment... no backstabbing as far as i knoe... everyone's like a family like tat...

so ppl... those who wanna work there, feel free to contact me....

end of promotion...

hahaha....

ciaoz...

i think i'm losing it.... losing more and more frens.... am i really tat irritating tat when u all meet to go out no one bother to call me and ask me out as well?? really damn sad and disappointed... wat a sad life i have.... but i have to thx mabel for not forgetting me... thx mabel....

sometimes i really do wonder how ppl look at me as a fren... am i not worthy enough to be ur fren? not trustworthy enough to be told ur probs? not gd enough to listen to ur woes and share ur joys? am i? am i not fit to be anyone's fren?

three yrs of being classmates and nothing comes out of it... so am i just a normal classmates to u rather than a fren?

i need opinions... feedbacks.... advices.... can anyone tell me wat to do to be ur fren?

i'm so sick and tired of such a life... really very very tired... anyone tat can lend me a shoulder to lean on and to cry on? i think only a few would be willing to.... this is how sad my life is... but no matter wat, i still have to thx those who had once stepped into my life... even if u no longer treat me as a fren... i still wanna thx u... for letting me see tat things are not so simple in life....

wat old frens are gold and new frens are silver... all is just an illusion.... a deception.... dun agree? prove me wrong....

this issue had made me realised how grateful i am to my family.... for being there for me when i'm going thru a rough patch... for sharing my joy and woes... for not making me feel like the odd one out... i strongly agree tat blood still runs thicker than water... frenships are like glass while families are like plastic... one is so fragile and once broken, cannot be as beautiful as before while the latter doesn't break easily...

felt so much better now tat i've aired my views...

a big thank you to u, who cared enough to read my blog, to read bout my sad and full of disappointments in ppl whom i once called frens....

ciaoz...

woah.... a wedding procession just pass my hse... and it's so bloody cool... a wedding procession with bout 5 motorbikes infront, followed by a wedding car, followed by nearly 50 motorbikes behind it.... how cool is tat?? wahahaha...

actually i think weddings held in hdb is not so bad... it can be quite class too... esp if it is held under a tent tat is so nicely decorated... i wouldn't mind it... hahaha... if it's an aircon tent even better... hahaha... i think such weddings might be even more ex than to hold it in a hotel or restaurant....

hahaha... now, there's a wedding under my block... and there's ppl singing there... wrong pitch wrong tune.... definitely bad to the ears... wahahaha.... i'm mean.... ;P

ciaoz...

haiz... gss to me is both a like and dislike.... like cos almost everything is on discount.... dislike cos it's so bloody crowded... went shopping with my sistas on fri... so crownded in orchard lor... somemore i forget to put my jacket in the office... then it's so bulky... bag also very heavy cos i pack my things hm to wash.... then my bag also quite big... kept knocking into ppl.... end up got no mood to shop... just pei my sis walk... they shop i help to carry their things... like maid like tat...

think i'm getting used to waking up at 6... sat also like tat... woke up at 6 then went back to sleep again... spent the whole day watching videos... haha.... watched silence, a new show by vic chou and park eun-hye... it's quite nice even thou i've watched only 2 ep... also watched jap version of er zhuo ju zhi wen.... haha... it's so nice to be able to watch the show again... but tat one nv show until ending... so might ask my sis to borrow frm her fren again... hahaha...

oh... anyway, those who haven't found a job and wanna work as a perm in dhl, u can just send ur resume to them.... cos they really need manpower... but most likely have to start as a temp ba...

ciaoz....