really sian 1/2 when i hear this lor... he has someone he likes... and is someone i dunno...
haiz... y does it hurt as much as whn i broke up with cf?
i suddenly feel so empty inside me... really so gan kor now... it's like so hard to breath now...
dun think my feelings for him r real... it might only be a short fluctuation and not really like him... but if tat's so... y do i feel so depressed now??
do i really like him?? i really dunno...
had i really fallen in love with him?? i also dunno...
argh... such mixed feelings again...
shld be relieved tat i know the truth now... at least i can now pack up my feelings for him and move on with my life...
haiz... y i'm i so emotional??
shld have read into the signs le... if he doesn't have someone he likes, y wld his hp go off as often as ppl who r in the wooing period of a relationship??
so stupid of me... shld already pack up my feelings when i first suspected this... then wun fall so deep in now...
wat to do... i'm just such a dumb idiot... damn...
haiz... just have to pick myself up again now... though the path might now be smooth, but i'll be able to pick myself up... did tat once le... think i'll definitely make it this time round...
daijiobu desu~~ i'll be able to adapt and be back as a fren to him soon, just like now i'm a fren to cf too... just tat now as close as before... well... hope it will be real soon... sch reopening le... going to see him le... but for now, think will go low profile for a while... resume back to my old quiet self... 1st few days will definitely be tough... but when the going gets tough, the tough gets going... will be back as a tough ger le... wahahaha...
i shld also be happy tat not many ppl, including him, knows tat i like him... at least without this knowledge, i think it's much easier for both of us to xia tai... at least wun be so gan ga when we see each other in sch...
maybe love is really like wat ppl say... it's not about having tat person u like with u, but to wish them happiness wherever they r and whoever they r with...
well... really wish tat he will be able to successfully win tat ger's heart and be successful in the relationship...
zhi neng shuo wo men you yuan wu fen le~~
ciaoz...
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