now i'm in school...

why am i STILL able to blog despite having so many projects, u might wonder...

why?

it's all becos i'm forgotten....

i dun think anyone i'm doing project with knows that i'm actually in their group...

just like now...

wat they do i dunno... i tried to find out... but no one responded to me...

went to see another project... i didn't even know they start le... they start they nv tell me...

so... tell me... wat is this? i'm i so insignificant tat u all nv notice me?

it's not tat i dun wanna do... but did any of u take my work and word seriously? ask urself... did i ever have a chance to be contributing?

true tat some of u have given me the chance for contributing although i have missed many meetings due to tuition... and i'm grateful to u...

but...

even when u give me work such as ensuring the ppt slides run smoothly, all with same size and same format, with the different backgorund for the slides, making me work until late at night at 2.40AM while u all are happily in dreamland?! ok... i dun mind doing until so late...

but the thing is tat wat for do u want me to do so much when u DUN EVEN APPRECIATE MY EFFORT??

let me ask u...

wat's the use of asking me to do all these when the next day u changed everything i've done? it's just wasting my precious sleeping time... it's not like i want to go for tuition de lor... if got a choice, i might as well stay with u all to do the project...

i feel like i'm again the bloody extra here... at least when u all do project can ask me to go de ma...

like now this grp... they do wat they nv tell me... then when they finally give me something to do and i spotted a mistake, everyone's ignoring me when i tried to raise it up no matter how hard i tried to get their attention... i'm i really tat soft tat u all can't hear me or is it tat u all are too busy tat u can't hear me even when i'm nearly shouting beside u?

really so sick and tired of this life... i really think tat even if i suddenly disappear frm this world one day, no one would even notice tat...

i will write no more... for i shall not drop my tears for this...

ciaoz...