first of all, the main purpose of this entry is for me to appologise to all my frens, be it pri sch frens, sec sch frens or poly fren, really sry for the poor maintainance of our frenship... just realised how out of touch i am with my frens...

well... think i'm not a very gd frens, so i have no one to blame other than myself for having no frens ard me when i need frens' support...

was asked by sh if i got go on cruise with ty they all... the sad ans is no... i dun even know they're going on cruise... no one told me and no one ask me... sad isn't it... pathetic i would call it.... haiz.... is it really tat hard to keep frenships going? or am i really tat very very not popular... all my frens go out also start to not call me... i know it's my fault tat i say i'll go but end up not going the previous time... but then, pls call me along for gatherings the next time leh... if not, i'm like super no frens like tat lor... tat's very sad case leh...

ok la... need to go sleep le...

hope to be asked along for a gathering soon....

ciaoz....