i think i'm losing it.... losing more and more frens.... am i really tat irritating tat when u all meet to go out no one bother to call me and ask me out as well?? really damn sad and disappointed... wat a sad life i have.... but i have to thx mabel for not forgetting me... thx mabel....

sometimes i really do wonder how ppl look at me as a fren... am i not worthy enough to be ur fren? not trustworthy enough to be told ur probs? not gd enough to listen to ur woes and share ur joys? am i? am i not fit to be anyone's fren?

three yrs of being classmates and nothing comes out of it... so am i just a normal classmates to u rather than a fren?

i need opinions... feedbacks.... advices.... can anyone tell me wat to do to be ur fren?

i'm so sick and tired of such a life... really very very tired... anyone tat can lend me a shoulder to lean on and to cry on? i think only a few would be willing to.... this is how sad my life is... but no matter wat, i still have to thx those who had once stepped into my life... even if u no longer treat me as a fren... i still wanna thx u... for letting me see tat things are not so simple in life....

wat old frens are gold and new frens are silver... all is just an illusion.... a deception.... dun agree? prove me wrong....

this issue had made me realised how grateful i am to my family.... for being there for me when i'm going thru a rough patch... for sharing my joy and woes... for not making me feel like the odd one out... i strongly agree tat blood still runs thicker than water... frenships are like glass while families are like plastic... one is so fragile and once broken, cannot be as beautiful as before while the latter doesn't break easily...

felt so much better now tat i've aired my views...

a big thank you to u, who cared enough to read my blog, to read bout my sad and full of disappointments in ppl whom i once called frens....

ciaoz...