wahahaa... didn't manage to update my blog for 20 over days... bo bian la... nowadays very busy with work... hahhaha...

working hrs now seems like 6 days... hahaha... everytime cannot finish then sat muz go back to do... so sian... no time to shop... but got lotza $$ hehehe...

interesting things tat happened recently...

went ktv with sh, fiona, eric, patrick, jo, char, dennis and julianna after work on a mon... dennis is on leave tat day, so he meeting us there... hahaha... walked frm bukit purmei there to the other side of KD... fiona so angry lor... cos she on cambridge then we still make her walk... main motive of this ktv trip is to find our song to sing in dhl's D&D... hahaha... i took part with dennis while eric took part with ju... at least me and dennis ok la.. cos we tot of our song le... but eric and ju haven't lor...

the next day, eric and ju both took mc... why leh? so tat they have the whole day to practise their song since competition is on wed... hahaaha...

audition was held at dhl alps... so bloody far lor... lucky dennis got drive... hahaha... met them at tampines before taking his car to alps...

eric's so funny lor... the way he's nervous really makes me laugh a lot and became less nervous... hahaha... but when it was our turn to go in, i was so nervous tat my voice is trembling at times lor... hahaha... we're judged on couple chemistry... i think mine was the best lor... hahaha... why leh? cos i was so nervous looking at the judges tat i kept looking at dennis lor... ahahaha... anyway, u might be wondering why i'd take part in it... at first i dun wan one... then dennis kept asking to join with him... pester me for so many days liao lor... kept telling him i dun wan he still die die also wan me as his partner... then fiona they all also... kept egging me to take part...

after the audition, i was damn sad la... cos was performing below standard... hahaha... so sian after tat, then all lazy to go back office, so dennis drove us to dhl changi south to look for maryanne and ws.. hahaha... ws so funny lor... when maryanne called her to come down, she still ask if it's some stalker... then maryanne told her it's 2 gentlemen with bouquets of flowers for her... hahaha... she was so surprised to see us there lor...hahaha... cos we are visiting her during office hours... she brought us up to her office area... chatted with her until dennis say karen ask us to go back earlier... so bo bian have to go... at first planned to eat lunch with solomon one... but 1130 is too early for him to go out for lunch... so end up the four of us went to the station to eat... according to them, the food there not bad one... hahaha... then while eating, heard a lot of stories bout them when they're still stationed at changi south...

went back after lunch... then so funny lor... cos the sitting arrangement in dennis's car is tat eric and dennis are sitting in front with dennis driving, then me and ju sitting at the back... then ju so cute lor... she slept thru the journey... then when eric noticed tat she fell asleep, he looked at the mirror and saw tat i was still wide awake and was so surprised lor... hahaha... told them tat i dun sleep in cars one, unless i'm super duper tired... hahaha... eric very bad... when we're reaching, he say not to wake ju up until we're all out of the car... but too bad... ju woke up just as he said tat... hahahaha...

was placed under a lot of stress cos everyone kept asking us how we did for the audition... then i told them it didn't went well... the most disappointed one was fiona lor.. she placed damn high hopes on me... hahahaha...

surprisingly, we got into the finals... and is the only team frm ocean freight... eric damn sad la... cos he wanted the ipod nano so badly... hahaha... then ppl kept coming up to me to congrat me when i'm sitting just in front of him lor.. hahaha... then he so funny... when it's ppl close to us tat came to congrat me, he will be saying "eh... dun do tat in front of me leh... nv get in very sad liao u all still come and congrat her in front of me... run salt into my wounds...." hahahaha... make me laugh like mad lor...

another thing tat happened is tat there's a new young guy in dhl... hahaa... he's ok looking la... not very shuai or very cute... but sh say he's very cute lor... then tat day, we planned to go and eat at old airport rd... then sh so bad... called fiona and told her wat we're gonna do, then told her bout tat guy also.. hahaha... fiona so funny lor... asked sh who she think is better looking, eric or the new guy... hahaha... then she just laugh and nv answer lor.. then end up fiona asked to speak to me... hahaha... then i told her my honest opinion lor... told her tat both also not bad looking la... but if force me to choose one, i think eric still looks better lor... hahaha...

end up we nv go old airport rd to eat lor... cos char took very long to get ready to go... so instead, we went to the temp market at outram for dinner... they very funny lor... order damn a lot of food... hahahha...

went ktv with them after dinner... on the way there, eric flared up lor... cos jo kept tugging him on his bag, pulling him to go with us... told jo tat tat's the first time i see him flare up after knowing him for nearly 1/2 yr... end up everyone also went for the ktv... then on the way there eric so bad lor... cos i was walking looking down, then he knows tat i'm scared of dogs still ask me to look at my side where there's this person holding a dog quite close to me lor... lucky i nv lose balance...

sing until 3 plus then all too tired liao... so went hm even thou our time is not up yet... then eric so "nice" lor... cos i paid first, then he tell them to let me sing the last song before we go... hahaha...

wed is the most funny one... cos it was rather cold in the morning, so i wore my shawl to work... then when eric saw me, he kept saying tat i'm going the gui fu(rich tai tai) look... pls lor... i'm just wearing my shawl only wat... look like rich tai tai meh? rich tai tai then no need to work liao lor... hahaha...

another thing... i think i'm dead meat in office lor... rumours spread like shit... then somemore one is coming true... sob sob... last last sun, i received a shocking msg lor... someone msg me to say tat he missed me... i was like damn shocked la... then i choose to ignore tat msg... haha... tat's the sun when we know the result of the singing contest...

last mon was the worse lor... firstly, char told me a shocking news... cos they ate lunch together, then when jo asked who entered the finals, he told her tat her daughter and son-in-law entered... i was like "omg... where got ppl like tat say one?" i was so bloody shocked and scared lor... then jo kept encouraging him to woo me... omg... she getting me into trouble lor... now he kept going to the fax machine there, then if see anything tat belongs to me or jovvy, will pass to me on purpose one lor... omg~~!!! then cos i wore my new dress to work on mon... then he specially walked over to my place to comment tat i looked pretty right in front of everyone else lor... eric's at his place, fiona's at her place, sh's at her place.. basically everyone ard me are at their respective place lor... and he still say so loudly lor... make me wanna find a hole and hide myself...

next, cos patrick, sh, eric, dennis and me wanted to watch movie one... so we decided to go vivo city to watch... then tat eric very chek ark lor... he say he, sh and patrick go off first... then ask me to go with dennis at 7.30 pm... when i ask him who else is going at tat time, he told me jovvy going then also... after they left, i went to ask jovvy if she's going, then she told me no lor... kns... tat eric bluff me lor... make me so flustered... so went to ask char if she could make it if we're going at 7.30... she also say she cannot lor... then she still tease me tat i'll be going with him only... so i showed her the sms and told her tat tat is the reason why i dun wanna go with him alone... then jo kept disturbing... so i showed her also... to make her stop it... cos i dun like it lor... told jovvy bout it also... then she gave me a counselling session... and she's the best lor... cos she know of my situation, then promised to pei me there... but she say she's just gonna join us for dinner only...

so end up i went with him, jovvy and kristine... she joining us last min... phew... at least no need to be with him only lor...

thurs was one of the worse... he actually told his lunch gang tat he tot of me the night before... pls lor... his lunch gang got eric and lorna lor... he still go and tell them such things... heng tat time's lunch bus only got my gang and them... so not a lot of ppl... then fiona still tell me "jie ai shun bian" lor... cos lorna and eric were shouting in the bus telling me tat dennis told them he tot of me last night lor... then they still ask me in front of everyone if i like him or not... omg~~!!!

then got cornered by lorna on the way back to office lor... she say tat dennis like me cos he told them tat when i'm ard he's happy... pls lor... then so many ppl will like me liao la? cos i make a lot of ppl very happy when they're with me lor... then she asked me if i like him or not... if i dun really like him then she wun give him so much hope... then i think i very mean lor... cos i told her not to give him so much hope lor... but tat's the truth wat... i only treat him as a fren lor... not even close until will tok to him a lot one... i think my point of view in such thing is, u have to first become my closest pal before i can accept u as my bf... so comparing the 2 most eligible guys in office, i think i'm closer to eric than him lor...

haiz... also, i dun wish to go into a relationship just yet... until i know him better then can consider him... but not now lor... wat if we're not suitable? and also, i'm already someone who dun mind doing anything, so i need someone who'll have ideas of where to go and wat to do, instead of someone who is also anything to everything one...

so troubled... i think so far the best advice i got was frm my sis... she told me to act ignorant first, 2 senario will happen... either he'll confess to me and i reject him, or i act blur until he get the hint and give up... hahaha... anyone have any other advice i can seek?

fiona told me something... tat day while we're working, she suddenly turned behind and looked at me... when i ask her wat she wan, she say tat she just wanna look at me... cos seeing me will make her happy... hahaha... eric also agreed with her lor... do i have the ability to make ppl ard me happy without knowing it myself?

will update again soon...

ciaoz...