wow... so long nv manage to update le...

ok.... interesting things tat happened in dec 2006...

firstly, glad tat i got 2 wks off frm being irritated... hahaha... cos dennis went back reservist...

secondly, was supposed to go for my sec sch gathering one... but had to work ot, then boss ask me not to abandon him... end up by the time i knock off, it's already 1 plus in the morning le...

thirdly, got christmas gift exchange in dhl ocean freight... hahhaha.. everyone's so excited over this event lor... hahaha... was asked to be part of the caroling ppl... hahaha... games were fun tat day too... and our team got 1st in the game... hahaha... went for dinner at kushin-bo tat night on ms loo's treat... hahaha... the only bad thing is, dennis joined us... and i made sure tat i was nv left alone with him or made to sit anywhere near him... hahahaha... i know tat's mean but wat to do...

fourthly... went to watch night at the mueseum after work on 29 dec (fri)... time of the show? 1.30 am... hahahaha... they very bad lor... wanna make use of me to make dennis drive us to get the tix first... kept asking me to go and buy first... then end up pat lim volunteered to go with me then dennis got the hint and say he'll drive us there... do closing do until 1 am then we all went to watch the movie... sometimes i just feel so bloody irritated by him la... dunno how he think one leh... pls lor... his car so small liao then have to take me, jovvy, sihui, eric and pat lim... of cos those skinny ppl muz sit behind la... then between me and jovvy, of cos u cannot ask jovvy to go squeeze behind wat... just think tat sometime he's quite stupid la...

fifth, went to countdown bbq on sun with my sec sch frens... many thx to by and gang who organised this... it has been so long since i last met them, and it's so nice to be able to catch up with them... got disturbed by hf... cos i was msging boss while chatting with them... dunno leh... is my expression so obvious and easy to read? if so, why doesn't he and he get it? chat until near 2 am... then walk back with jh... cf at first plan to drop me off then drop sq hm... but end up cos sc's bf drove there, then he say can shun lu send me and jh... but we too ps to ask him do tat... so we walked back hm after sending stan off...

sixth... went ubin to cycle with eric, dennis, jovvy, silia and sh... had a lot of fun cos he's always at the back, out of my sight... hahahaha... on times when he was in front, i either slowed down or went even faster... wahahahaha... even when after tat sh and jovvy went back and the rest of us continued, i also managed to avoid him at all costs... hahaha... fun thing is when only the four of us left... went cycling in jungle tracks... and met with a lot of muddy areas... hahaha... thou dirty, but very fun... hahaha... found a well on the way, and the water's very clean lor... so end up using the water to wash our feets... they very funny lor... still wanna go up to the abandoned hses to take photos... end up cos i was showing the "i dun wan" expression and told them i help them take, then silia say if one is not comfortable then dun take... hahaha... maybe cos my imagination too gd liao... hahaha...

was aching like mad this morning... luckily i got my uzap to massage... hehehe...

dunno if i shld give up on my crush on him... there are a lot of time in fact, when there seem to be something going on between him and sh... yet, there are times when i just can't bring myself to do it... there are time when there seem to be a small possibility between us... maybe he's just being nice to everyone...

when a guy helps you to carry ur things, and likes to disturb you and ur things, yet ask another ger if she wanna go buy breakfast with him and asked her to take charge of his things such as to tell the manager when he's not coming, taking care of the $$ for a fren's bday celebration when he's the organiser, wat does it mean?

wat would you do if someday a fren told u he/she likes you? if u like him/her, would you also tell them? but if u only treat tat person as a fren, how would you reject him/her so tat there'll be least hurt caused?

is it only an infatuation/crush, or have i really fallen for you?

why some ppl still dun get it frm my actions towards them? how i feel towards a person can be told frm my actions and thru ppl whom i always tok to... or am i not obvious enough? to ppl reading my blog, pls note my following actions... if i treat you like a normal fren, u'll see tat the way i treat u is the same as the rest of them... if i dislike you, i'll avoid u at all costs and will become cold and irritated towards u... if i like you, i'll be very nice to you, disturbing you occasionally and will basically agree with watever you do or say...

wat a dilemma i'm facing right in the beginning of this new year...

lotza thx to my frens, esp jovvy and fiona for being such a great listeners and advisors to my brainless complains of such problems... hope u all dun find me a chore...