haiz... dunno y but feel tat i'm not at all a gd fren... as in i'm bad at maintaining a frenship... think i'm just a pathetic idiot with no real fren...
all my frenships seem to die off the minute i dun see my frens or we got separated... it has always been like tat since young... just dun understand y i can't be like my sis they all... even thou nv see each other for so long le still got lotza things to say to their frens...

argh!!! i just sucks to the core when making frens... damn... dunno how i'm gonna survive in the working world...

can imagine my life when i go out into the working world... everyday wake up, go to work, after work, go hm... shit man... it's damn pathetic lor... yet... haiz... dunno la... just so frustrated with myself... it's not tat i'm dao or wat... but once say i got into another class frm my fren le then will just stop toking to each other de...

haiz... wanna go out with my frens... but dunno y everyone is so damn busy tat i can't find anyone out other than lp... dun even know wat they r busy with...

argh... dun mind me... just a pathetic idiot trying to jot down her frustration... ARGH!!!!!!!!

think if this goes on... i'll have to go to a hun ying jie shao suo in the future to know more ppl... hahahahaha...

sian sian sian sian....

beginning to hate the hols... heng only one week to go...

ciaoz...