merry christmas to all reading my blog... wahahaha...

this is the most boring xmas i've ever spent... for the past few years, every xmas wud be spent at xj's hse... but this year, it's so diff... everyone is so busy with their own programmes... those got bf de pei bf, those without de got some other activities... it's like our tradition of meeting for xmas is broken le lor... no xmas gifts this year... sob sob... think next year wun go le... go also like extra like tat... anyway, better start frm this morning la...

this morning spent a lot of time preparing to go out... at first tot wud be late for sch de... end up i was super early... purposely missed one train at wdl but still reach dover too early... so decided to go buy sweets for the class... first present was received frm hf... it was choc... second present was frm mabel... this is more special cos u can't buy it anywhere de... it's choc tat she made specially for us... after lesson, went to suntec... at first tot can eat something good since it's christmas... but then most of us quite broke le... so end up eating at the food court there... hahaha... had to go off earlier cos meeting sid they all at wdl at 1430... but told them we wud be late le... so still not so bad la...

went to meet them at cwp... those present were xj, jh, sid, stan, ml, by, jc, hf and me... already count as quite pathetic le... i sit there so sian lor... it was as if i'm a new classmate tat hf brought to the gathering... had the feeling tat i'm being left out in all the conversation lor... dun feel very welcomed there like tat... dunno la... hate this feeling and it makes me just dun feel like going to this kinda gathering anymore... maybe the next one i shall just not go... see how first la...

haiz... this is such a bad xmas... felt quite sad la...

wat a sad and lonely way to celebrate my xmas...

pathetic me...

tsk tsk...

ciaoz...