wat's the use of a blog may i ask?

to blog my feelings?? to blog my tots?? to blog bout events in my life??

really wonder bout the purpose of a blog if one is not allowed to do the above... not tat i mean anything... dun take it in the offenssive way... i have nothing against anyone... but the thing is... if i'm not able to blog on my tots, wat's the point of keeping a blog? ain't i right? i nv say anything wrong wat... no names were mentioned in anyway... why should one bothered by my blog?? haiz... let me say this once again... THIS BLOG IS STRICTLY ALL BOUT MY TOTS, FEELINGS AND EVENTS TAT TOOK PLACE IN MY LIFE!!! NOTHING IS PERSONAL AND I WILL TRY MY BEST NOT TO MENTION NAMES IF I THINK IT WILL SHAME ONE...

so... can i contine to blog bout my life?? yes, i appreciate it tat u told me it was all a mistake on my part... but then again, tat's just how i tot bout things... u can't really blame me for thinking like tat...

haiz... anyway, my sincere appologises if u all had the same misunderstanding as i did after reading my blog...

eh... pls hor... dun get mistaken tat i'm angry or wat... but i just want to emphasize my point of this entry...

hope u all will understand tat this is my blog bout my life, events in my life and my tots on them... if u find it uncomfortable with any of my entry, feel free to approach me and let me know... i will change or remove tat part one... wun damage one's reputation...

ciaoz...

wahahaha... the past wk has been great...

tues was hol... but spent the whole day at hm in front of my com... cos downloading some videos which has ming dao and er zhuo ju zhi wen... then got my new specs in the morning.. my mum picked it up for me in the morning...

wed had 8 am lesson... i met jac on my way up to class... so went with her... and we are one of the few ppl there... whole elective class of 19 ppl of ttp comes frm scm option... only one is frm 09, 5 frm 10 and the rest is frm 11... hahahaha... but tat lesson not many turned up... only 12 ppl attended... had one hour tutorial, one hour break, one hour lect, 2 hour break, then another lect then went hm... so many breaks in one day lor... break until me, jac, pl, lj and alvin slack everywhere... even went to fc4 for lunch...

was very tired when i reach hm... so went to take a nap... started to dl my things again at night... then chat with my er jie until near 4 in the morning... and worse still, i'm supposed to meet yl at wdls civics centre at 1030... so had to sleep...

thurs was fun... met yl and bought food for lunch... cos i'm cooking spagetti for their lunch... by the time we reach xj's hse, it's bout 1140 le... and the two of us are the latest to reach there.... the guys no heart one lor... nv help us carry the heavy things... hahahaha... when we reach there, sid, xh and jc are already there... then we rested for a while before they decided to go gym before going swimming... got newspaper down as well... cos i nv bring extra clothes, so nv join them... but was watching them frm outside the gym la... then so funny lor... yl took a pic of xh... frm the pic, nothing looks wrong... but when u look carefully at the reflection, u can see him acting monkey... so funny...

it wasn't hot on tat day... but dunno why i still got sunburnt... wat's more, i was under shelter most of the time...

went back to xj's hm at bout 2 plus... then started to prepare lunch... cooked quite alot of food... was so very glad tat they say it's nice... hahaha... at least it's fit for human consumption... next time shall cook for ppl again... hmmm... actually this is not the first time i'm cooking for frens la... last time got make pudding before... but this is the first time i'm cooking a proper meal for my frens la... so u all considered very lucky to be the first few to try my cooking... wahahahaha...

slack at his hse until 5 plus when they wanna play risk... it's a bloody long game... quite nice la... but it really take a long time and are still unable to finish... hahhaa... we still got free trade zone one... hahahaha... managed to conquer the whole of north america once... played all the way until 8.45 pm... then took cab hm... and i got dropped off first as usual since where i lived is just near sle exit at wdls ave 2... jc still offered to drop me off in front of my hse... but no need la... cos if like tat then it's more ex for them...

today was not bad too... had only uccd lesson... and it's at 2pm... but tat naughty ryan came and woke me up... i found out tat tat baby likes to climb on top of me and squeeze with me... always bully me one... wahahahaha... but he's here tonight... cos his mum is working late and his dad had a dinner to attend... uccd lesson was pathatic... only 8 turned up, hf and ty was late cos both also tot lesson is at 3pm... kor even worse... hahaha... he tot lesson is at 4pm... hehehe... but she's very nice la... mila lim...

timetables clashes and bo bian have to have uccd on fri... no fri off... boo hoo hoo...:( only consolation is tat fri is half day... lesson is frm 11 am to 1 pm...

after sch, went to harbourfront for dinner with sal, jac, mabel, lp and hf... had a nice dinner and chat at breeks... went hm at bout 9 plus...

ok la... will end now for the time being... out of 11 files i'm downloading, only one finished... still have to wait how long... i can't wait for the clip of 183 club and 7 duo hua on kang xi lai le zhi kang yong dang jia to finish... tat one is damn funny...

shall reformat my blog in the meantime...

ciaoz...

hmmm.... first day of sch is not too bad... managed to change fri lessons to other days... so i got my fri free again... but most likely will have to do projects... this sem sure die one... out of 6 modules, only 3 got sem exam... the rest all ica, meaning all projects and projects... cham liao la...

hahaha... went ikea after sch with mabel and jac... had a fun time walking bout there... anyway, the food at ikea is nice... the chix wing i had is nice la... hahahaha... next time muz find time to go there... then tat time will be when i'm much richer again... hahaha... then i can buy things there...

anyway, will update again soon...

ciaoz...

woah... time really flies...

sch's starting again tml and it's my last sem in sp le...

had a great wkend...

sat went to my grandma hse for her bday... supposed to go for spac2go bbq de... but last min then know it's my grandma's bday... so sry ppl... told u all tat i'm going then last min cancel u all... paisei ar...

wei hao brought his gf there today... wahahaha... she's quite pretty la... well.. i'm not a very gd judge on this.. cos nv go take a very close look on her... but she's frm sp as well... think even if saw her in sch also wun be able to recognise her... hahaha... as usual, wei yang got asked why he nv bring his gf there... hahahaha... really pity him... but it's always like tat at both my maternal and paternal grandparents' side... hahaha... whenever the elder bro or sis bring their gf/bf there, we the younger one always got asked why we nv bring our bf/gf there also... worse sufferer of this is me... cos my uncles saw me with my ex before last time and spread the news at my grandma hse... so everytime i go, i'll get questioned by them on when i'm going to bring him there to meet them... haiz... always like tat one... luckily i too long nv go they also forget le... somemore 2 yrs already passed since then... so this time round, i nv got questioned... hahahaha...

anyway, weihao and weiyang are my cousins, wh being the second in my san yi's family and wy is her youngest son...

had a gd news tat day... my wang zi bian qing wa part 2 is finally here... the long awaited part 2... wahahahaha... pia finish the whole wang zi bian qing wa series tat day... it's really a very nice show!!! wahahahaha... funny and touching... tat's why will break the viewership history of ou xiang ju in taiwan... it's really a nice show worth watching... and it's the first taiwan ou xiang ju tat i'm so crazy about... tat time liu xing hua yuan also not tat crazy... and... ming dao is so cute and funny... so is wang shao wei... u muz watch taiwan variety and drama to be able to appreciate... hahahaha....

oh ya... today i just made my new glasses... wahahaha... finally managed to change my glasses after so long le... hahaha... those tat suffered frm my constant nagging of " i want to change my glasses!!"... thx for listening and bearing with me... but u wun suffer anymore... cos i'm gonna get my glasses tml night... so on tues, u all will see a diff me... wahahahhaa... this new glasses is a colour i've nv tried... but most of my shoes are of tat colour... tat's right... it's white in colour... it's not exactly plastic frame... the lense tat part is metal, then the sides is plastic... hehehe... loved it since i set my eyes on it... also found out today tat i cannot wear total plastic frame one... cos my features are too sharp... cheeks are slightly too high and nose bridge is too flat to wear such frame... but i just loved mine... wahahahaha... half plastic half metal... hehehehehe... so happy....

can't wait for tml night to come... hehehehe... go watch my wang zi bian qing wa again le...

ciaoz...

ryan is so damn funny... he ask me to open the wang zi bian qing wa animation for him... then he was laughing so much tat it is so very very funny watching him do tat... wahahahaha.... funny baby!!!

finally i'm back to blog... hahaha... be prepared... this is gonna be a long entry...

last wk was the most fun yet tiring wk of my hols... cos of the yr one training camp...

shall start frm last mon...
met them at 4 pm... but most of them already at clubrm... then hx and hy came to fc 5 to find anyone tat is there... which is me only... hahaha...

sit in clubrm chit chat... all the way until 5 plus then we shift our things to the bunk... this time round, the bunk is very very bad... it's at t6 and is very inconvenient to go for shower at night... cos got no light and is a long long way to the toilet... nearest toilets all got no lights at night one... sensor is not even on... but bo bian la.. the rest of sp is undergoing renovation while the gd rms are all booked already...

while chit-chatting in clubrm, heard something funny... jasper actually tot tat the pre-camp starts frm sun... and he actually asked a few ppl bout it... yet he still came on sun... hahahaha... just the usual jasper... so blur...

anyway, went to jp to buy things for the camp such as food and stuff... ate dinner there too... but was still too early to be hungry and got no space for 12 ppl to sit together, so the guys sit on one table while we gers sit o another one... end up we gers not hungry and started playing concentration games to decide who to buy the curry to share... so funny lor...

after eating, the yr 2s decided to get a cake since it was near alex's bday... so we gers move down to buy it while the guys distract alex and fc... end up i gave them ideas on where to surprise him with the cake... but when the guys reach there, alex and fc went to the medical hall to buy herbs for hf... spoil my plan... but end up still managed to do it la... cos i followed them and when we're bout to go up i call hx they all to tell them... i think the scene is quite paisei for alex lor... imagine seeing 11 ppl singing happy baday song in jp, with a lot of passerbys there... hahahaha...

was halfway into buying things when my er jie called... cos we need a laptop for the camp... then my da jie needed to use during daytime... so bo bian have to get the lousy one frm my er jie... so i left them to buy the things while i go ntu to take the com... was not able to take then leave at once cos my er jie was charging her ipod shuffle... so waited there while she on her rmmie's tv for me to watch and go shower... was watching pao ba yi ren alone when their punishment was to say a ghost story... damn freaky la... i was all alone in her rm then got ghost story... then dunno which idiot was singing at the corridor... really freaked me out lor...

since i will need a long time before i can go back, the seniors left jp for sch first... then when i was bout to leave ntu le msged them to send someone to dover to fetch me... then at first tot they will just send one or two ppl de... end up i waited very long at dover cos the whole gang came down and they wanted to start the raccee for nightwalk le... so fast lor... but my original route is starting frm our bunk... so bo bian they have to go back there then a few ppl pei me go up to put the laptop before we start...

started walking at nine plus with me right in front and sometimes no one is beside me... was scared to tell the truth... cos of the ghost story before tat and and creepy places in sp... at first wanted to walk at the top floor of fc 5 de... but cannot cos it's under renovation... and tat place really freaked me out... i just step in only then felt very uncomfortable already... dunno was it my imagination or wat... but it's the same feelings as when i went to old changi hospital lor... next, was walking at the "basement" of t5, where lt 5 is when cynthia said tat she is starting to feel jelly in the legs... then tat was also where i felt something... but i nv say anything until we're out of the place... then when we came out, bernard told me tat is where their de camp the ger was skipping... got freaked out lor... continued walking and when we are in the corridor between w4 and w5, daniel and jasper go and scare cynthia... really har... haiz... ppl already scared already still go scare...

finished the 1st walk then they feedback tat it is very long... so shortened our route and rested before we go for a second walk at 12 mn cos by then sp's lighting system would have worked... since it is unlucky to go in uneven nos, and 13 was the worse one, we decided to pair every senior up, and send 3 to the security guards to inform them bout it... so tat those walking would be even nos...

cos of the lighting then i was quite scared... so asked alex and hf to walk first since they more gutsy... but i bo bian have to walk second cos i remembered the route... got paired up with kevin... he so funny lor... to hug his arm... but in the end like hugging skeleton like tat... cos he too skinny... haha... then the rest of them started to disturb... saying tat we're like bride and groom walking like tat... and kevin actually started to sing the wedding march... dot dot dotz lor...he still play along with them... hahaha.. so i also played along... so funny...

second nightwalk was so much shorter... and noisy too... cos alex and hf not sure of where to walk... so i have to say out instructions as "turn left" "turn right" "go straight" "go down" etc... then hf say i majiam driving instructor like tat... hahaha... oh.. i haven't say the noisy part... it was noisy cos diana and daniel were toking all the way during the nightwalk... non-stop one lor... i think the whole grp was quite quiet and attentive to places tat we walked except for the two of them lor... hahahaha...

the second night walk was smooth... nv feel anything strange and uncomfortable... but was damn tired when we reach our bunk... so tired and lazy tat we gers decided to shower only in the morning... cos toilet is too bloody far... but in the end still went to tat toilet at sports hall just to brush our teeth cos the toilets near t6 is all lights off...

all seniors slept in the same rm tat night... cos the rms cannot lock one... if wanna lock then will have no aircon... but we gers all slp at one side of the rm la... in one row as well... then the guys are all over the place... hahaha... but in the end, didn't manage to sleep much... kept drifting in and out of sleep... and was hearing noises... hahaha... didn't sit up also... cos i scared i'll scare someone... so bo bian have to try to force myself to sleep... i know thruout the night fc and alex didn't sleep much... and in a certain point in time, alex, fc and diana they all started laughing out...

anyway, the first to get up for wash up was, as u can guess, alex and fc... hahaha... wanted to sit up as well... but was too lazy and all stiff... waited until 7 plus then sat up... until all woke up then realised tat diana also nv sleep tat night... she was waiting for someone to sit up or show tat he/she was not sleeping lor... dotz... should have sat up... then at least got ppl pei me cannot sleep... hahaha...

day one of the camp was quite fun la... played the game of remembering ppl's names... then tried to escape since i was the game master with poor memory... hahahaha... but in the end, was made to do it as well... and i managed to do it without any mistakes... wahahahaha....

while the freshies were making their flags, me and hx decided to go back to bunk to finish sticking the papers onto the window... kena scared by a lecturer whose office is there lor... after tat, cos hx was scared tat we'll be late to collect lunch... so she called kevin to ask him go take... but by the time he came with alex, the two of us were ready le lor... so end up the four of us went to fc2 to collect lunch...

didn't have the appitite to eat my breakfast and lunch... one of the rare few times tat i nv finish my food... hahaha... decided to ta bao to fc 1 to eat... cos tat is where i'm stationed with winnie for the treasure hunt...

in the end, i also nv finish eating there... just kept toking to winnie until the first grp came... then they so funny lor... saw us already so happy... cos we nv try to steal their flag and nv run away frm them... hahaha... the truth is we both dunno tat we're supposed to steal their flag and tat we can run away frm them... hahaha...

had a meeting with the camp committee while the rest of the seniors had to go for a lc training together with the yr 1s... then we decided to have night duty since both rms also cannot lock and there might be ppl wanting to go toilet at night...

after tat, went to prepare for the team building games at bout 1630... but went to clubrm to slack first la... halfway thru tying the spider web, hx was asked to collect dinner... so have to tie it on my own... later, got help frm bernard...

the yr 1s came after their lc lesson, then they started to play the games... was the photographer for tat... hahaha... took some pic la... but not so pro.. hahaha...

at night came the talentime... and we seniors have to put up skit for them too... and all of us were involved... hahaha... then we had a discussion during dinnertime... then so funny lor... jasper ask wat he was to act as, then eugene told him tat he just have to be himself... then after tat they say to make jasper act as a retard... then eugene told jasper to just relax and be himself... hahahaha... it's damn funny if u are there to hear the exact words tat they said...

just before they started talentime, me jasper and eugene went to plan for nightwalk, in case of rainy weather... didn't take very long la... cos we just change the parts of the walk where they'll be exposed to wet weather...

it's very creative of the yr 1s to come out with their skit... there's 2 grps tat changed fairytales into their version... hahaha... one is 3 little chicks and the other is cinderella attending spac2go party... hahaha... tat one was the most funny one... cos the prince in the story is alex... wahahahahaha... laugh until all the seniors peng...

asked for some time to practise our skit... ours was bout teambonding cos of something... then bernard was the narrator, alex was the spac2go senior, hf was one very spoilt brat, fc was the bossy one, diana hy and hx were his die hard followers, cynthia was the shy one, i was the over friendly one, jasper is the blur one, eugene is the slack one and daniel is the only normal one... hahaha... the skit was quite funny la... but not as gd as the cinderella one... hahahaha...

after tat came bapoh night... wahahaha... each grp is to send one person to let another grp dress them up, dressing pts go to the team tat dress them, but the bapohness goes to the "bapoh"'s team... we seniors also got to play... hahaha... at first wanna dress bernard one... but he dun want... so end up dresing jasper... hahahaha... he got longer hair of raffia string, and censored things... wahahahaha... damn funny...

best bapoh of the night was of cos shah... he really power sia.. he come in then everyone was overwhelmed by his performance... the worse ppl to experience it was the 3 judges, kevin, fc and hf... oh ya.. and bernard also... hahaha... bernard is so cute... he ask them wat special performance the bapohs wanna do then became the pole for them to dance their pole dance... so cute lor... then when shah do it, bernard was so shy... so so so cute... like one xiao di di like tat lor... hahahha...

tat event was the most funny one... everyone laugh until the cheeks all numb, stomach all very painful lor...

night duty started at 12... then those on the first shift are hf and alex... cos frm 12 to 2 not possible to have a lot of ppl going to the loo... went to the toilet to brush my teeth with the 3 flowers(diana, hy, hx) and kevin... cos before that the rest of the seniors who wanna shower went off with xj who opened the pool toilet for them and kevin and hx sent velentia to mrt station and tina back to hostel... so me, hy and diana waited for them to come back before going, shun bian look out for yr 1s not back in the bunk cos lights out already in phase one le...

when we came back, all of the guys sleep already lor... except for alex... so poor thing... no one pei him... then gers bunk at least all the seniors are still up, except for cynthia... end up we all since can't sleep, sat in a circle and chi chat... 3 flowers, me, hf and florence... hahaha... end up alex also join us... cos he too bored in the guys bunk le... chat all the way until 2 then we went off to sleep, leaving diana and cynthia alone to do their duty... hahaha... i know we very bad... but all tired already la...

again, i drifted in and out of sleep... the final time i woke up was at bout 6... then chat with hy and hx until 6.30 before diana woke up and we went to shower... damn song... cos toilet got no one there... hahahaha... and no queue... hehe... when we came back, just right the rest of them all woke up... shifted the guys since their rm will be used for talks tat day... and the first one is at 9 am... after the 1st talk by francis hong, we started the sp tour.. .and ms lim is with us all the time... i think she's a very nice lady who is doing things for our club lor... at least she pei us walk the whole sp tour, frm sma to cls to de to eee to mm to sb to ict... but she wants us seniors to be there also la... and alex is the most poor thing one... have to go find all the next lecturer cos of delays... so he have to run ard the sch before we go to tat venue... started the visit with the marine simulator, the perfume lab, the interior design rm, w5, the dream hm at t14, the robotics rm at t16, then lunch at fc 4, the flight rm at w15, the aircraft at lc dept there, the media studio, the retail place, trading rm, e-com rm, bizit library, and almost all the rm for sch of ict... damn tired at the end of the tour... but the most funny thing is tat no one knows how to get frm fc 4 to w15 in the sheltered walkway... so i have to be the tour guide... hahaha... then when we went up to sb tat side to see the aircraft, cos we seniors majority is at the back, so i told them tat i wanna go short cut... and only the 3 flowers went with me lor... the rest all went with the crowd and took a longer route... hahaha... actually the 3 flowers also dunno where is it... but they also followed me la... end up we're really faster than them... cos when we reach, alex they all are still climbing the stairs... hahahaha... then they still say i take short cut nv jio when i did lor... hahahaha...

after the aircraft then was just right sb tour... so i lead them using the shortcut to sb foyer... waited there for roger lee... hahaha... he still ask sb smart ppl to be there to guide us for the tour... since i know the route where we are going, i asked the seniors if they all wanna take shortcut with me or not... then so funny lor... i ask already then some still nv hear... since after the media studio is the retail place and i'm lazy to climb up 2 storey (why climb why u have only half sem more to enjoy the facilities u paid for??), so i took the lift with some of the seniors and reach earlier than those who climb the stairs..

when we went to the trading pit, even roger lee knows tat i always take the lift and is frm sb... hahaha... cos when we are going to the retail place, he quite stunned tat i know where is where and know tat we can take the lift... so end up when we are moving to the trading pit, i double confirmed with him and took the lift with the seniors while the rest go the long way... hahahaha... but tat one still muz climb the stairs la... thou we're faster... hahahaha... go biz block like majiam go back hm like tat... hahaha... cos did sb tour so many times le so know where got shortcut... then i think most of u also know tat my sense of direction and map reading skills is quite gd la... hehehe...

ict is one of the best part... cos we basically visited all the special rms there... and it's very very fun and nice... went into their recording studio as well... the lecturer is better than the one tat took us during our batch's tour lor.. let them see a lot of interesting places in ict...

went back to bunk for their role play after tat... wanted to watch de... but got made to go next door to sleep by cynthia... she say i look very tired.. so went back to sleep... first time i slept zipped up in my sleeping bag... cos every time also share my sleeping bag with others de... only slept for one and a half hours la... then got woken up by the yr 1s coming in i dunno for wat... had a few probs of miscommunication... which is a big headache even for me to see them solving it... haiz...

dinner tat night took place just outside our bunk... before tat, the guys say tat we gers dun mix with the yr 1s... so end up we went to gossip with them... hahahaha... had a fun time having dinner with the yr 1 gers... after dinner, gathered the seniors for discussion of nightwalk... cos i need to regrp them due to unforeseen circumstances... had a big big headache then... all bcos i tried to fulfil wat everyone wants... like some of them dun want the place, some wanna change partners, some want here, some want there... some dun wanna separate... then some even got me outside to discuss the walk with me... haiz... i think next time cannot entertain this... muz tell them if unsatisfied with the arrangement, pls speak out and let everyone know... i dun wish to get the blame for trying to fulfill all of ur requests anymore... got any prob just speak out... dun drag the organiser into being said by those who dunno the situation as being too forceful, unreasonable, unwilling to listen to suggestions...

nightwalk was generally fun... starting pt is at t15 the study area there, with xj and hy to look after them... first station is fc and hx, who are at the basement of t14... they'd burst a bag of air, scare them, then pour my mixture of dairy pdts onto them... second station is at t6, with kevin and diana who are really scary... kevin would scream, then diana throw a very heavy thing tat kevin made and kevin would then shake a container with coins in it if i'm not wrong... third station is cynthia and bernard, located outside the main library, the only one tat doesn't hide and scare ppl but just make them eat things like wasabi and ginger... fourth station has hf, florence, jasper and eugene along the corridor of w4 and w5, and would be the most scary place shld they not be so tired... cos the four of them are experts in scaring ppl... last station is where daniel and winnie is located, along another dark corridor of w2 and w3... they just sit at one side, daniel would scrap the tin cover on the ground, scare them and then they'd throw flour on the yr 1s... where was i in the nightwalk?? hahaha... the scaredy cat me was on the petrol with alex...

went down to prepare for it at 1130... started frm station 1 then put lightsticks all the way... dropped the station masters off to prepare as we put the lightsticks then me and alex have to wait at the ending pt for the first team to reach... but while waiting, hy they all called to say tat got emergency at the starting pt... ps fainted at fc's station... scare the hell out of us lor... me and alex practically ran all the way frm fc2 to t14... damn heng tat xj is there to help... otherwise sure very jialat one... stopped the nightwalk for a while and informed all station bout the incident, then me and alex go try out how scary fc they all are... even alex who knows wat they doing also got scared lor... so had a few changes then after tat me and alex went the whole route, partly to inform the stations not to scare them too much, partly to check the lightsticks... nightwalk resumed soon after tat... when the first team came to the ending pt, made them go wash up... then they complained tat the walk is not scary at all and wanted to go for a second time... so we waited for the second team to arrive, but they also say not scary enough... hahaha.. but time constraint la... so only got the first team back to the starting pt... when we brought them back, the rest of them were like so stunned tat they're back with us... hahaha...

since got so many complain tat it's not scary enough, me and alex walked the route again to inform all stations to up the stakes... hahaha... scare as much as they can... at every checkpt, all the seniors responded to our request of showing us where they are except for hf they all... and as all seniors know, the 4 tat i place there are the 4 tat scare anyone who pass them, even seniors... end up when we reach there, called them le also nv flash any light to indicate where they are... so we dun dare to walk inside also... call them the second time then they ask us to just walk in... hahahaha... we proceeded with caution cos if i'm being scared, then i'll most likely be unable to continue my petrol... in the end they also nv scare us la... cos when we're bout to reach where they are, they on the torchlight...

backtracked our route once... but nv go into the corridors where daniel and winnie, hf, florence, eugene and jasper are at... just walk outside cos 1.) scared of being scared by them, 2.) dun wanna disrupt their scaring of the yr 1s... saw a team of yr 1, but we just stood still and watch them go into where hf they all are at...

next we went to find cynthia and bernard.. stayed there to watch how they do their stuff... alex so funny lor... bernard offered him a wasabi cracker and he really eat lor... heard a high-pitched scream soon after... then know tat next grp is coming... asked them if it was diana screaming and came a shocking answer... it's kevin who's screaming... hahahaha... after tat grp passed, we went to see kevin and diana... stayed there and see how they scare... after they tok us their plan, they made us sit at the stairs so tat we wun be seen... tina and shah pass for the second time... at first we tot after wat they say they'd do, then tat's all... but end up kevin say they dun look scared enough so he screamed once more, without warning us beforehand... his screaming is really gd lor...

went back to the starting pt, then realised tat only left 3 ppl there... then it's 4 in the morning le... so we just let them go as 4, including xj with them... sent a word with all stations to scare them at full blast... but told daniel tat if winnie dun dare muz tell me... in the end, he called and say winnie dun wan... so me, alex, hy and ps went by shortcut frm starting pt to fc2, then me and alex went to where daniel and winnie are... swapped alex with winnie... then after tat, hx called to say they need help to clean up their area... so me and winnie went over to help them...

was damn shack when the whole thing end... cos the 4 of us reached the bunk earlier than the rest of them, so we just sit ard and nearly fell asleep immediately... was chased back to the gers bunk... then rearranged the tables cos we dirtied the floor while preparing the disgusting mixture... once finished, really just boom and slept until 8.30am...

was supposed to have grooming for the yr 1s de... but end up got communication prob... and had a lesson taught by eugene and jasper... it's a very funny lesson la... but not very correct also... cos all these are based on our memory of our own grooming session in yr 1...

was supposed to go for tuition tat day de.. but time was dragged and had to cancel it...

fri, sat and sun was spent giving tuition... and had to tok non-stop for 2 hours each without water and on a sore throat... damn terrible... but they fasting so bo bian have to bear with it...

i find tat my tutee is very cute... she har... eat and eat non-stop one... still have to limit her...

on sat went to bugis with my er jie after tuition... cos she needa buy shorts for her performance on sun... walked the whole bugis street... then she so funny lor... like so lost there... shops tat we went to already, she wun know where it is... so i majiam her tour guide like tat... kept bringing her ard...

went out with hf on tues... she wanted to go the temple at bugis to pray... cos she witnessed the drama at cineleisure... those who read new paper regularly should know wat i'm toking bout... went shopping with her after tat... then went to find my wang zi bian qing wa part 2... dammit one lor... always cannot find... like everywhere also out of stock le... found this shop in ps tat has another version... just need to buy 2 sets then complete the whole series le... damn... if only i've seen tat earlier... but too bad la... i already got parts 1 and 3 le... so no use buying tat cos will overlap...

ok... i muz tell the truth now... u see this entry as one tat is on 25 oct... but i actually only managed to finish it on 27 oct... hahaha... but nothing happened frm 25 to 27 la... so no pt updating u on how i slack at hm everyday...

well.... hopefully i can change my glasses tml... cos sch starting le... hmm... shld i change my hairstyle as well?? some suggest tat i go for rebonding... say i look better last time when i had rebonded hair... shld i rebond??

so looking forward to this wkend... cos ryan's coming on both days, and it's my maternal grandma's bday this sat...

sch's starting soon... and time table sucks... havta go sch for 8 am lesson on wed... sob sob... those taking maths for biz... are u all having the same fate of 8 am lesson?? who else is taking T&TP as elective?? hahahaha... wanna know who my classmates are leh...

ciaoz...

sucks man... just dunno wat the heck is wrong with the stupid html code... somehow as u all can see, the top right section of my blog just can't fit into tat place... can some expert come and teach me?? hahaha...

haiz... damn sian now... this hols only exciting things done is just going to sentosa with my sec sch frens and going ktv with kor and mabel... damn boring life right?? hahaha... bo bian la... no one ask me out... now looking forward to my yr 1 training camp this coming week... hopefully it will be very fun...

just watched some parts of the future episodes of Wang Zi Bian Qing Wa... it's really a very very nice show... a muz watch... hahahaha... made me so tempted to buy the vcd... hmmm... think i'll either go buy it when i get my fees or keep downloading it now... hahahaha...

ok la... just a short entry... gonna do my things le...

ciaoz...

finally made a change in my blog... hahaha... still trying to figure out how to do the things...

music is too slow... and takes too long to load... how to make it fast?? hahaha...

anyway, watched Wang Zi Bian Qing Wa's short clips... make me so tempted to watch the whole series all at once... will get the vcd for tat show once in appears in the market... hahahaha... so nice... ming dao so shuai!!! wahahahaha...

will update again soon...

ciaoz...

wahahaha... i'm finally here to blog again...

shall update frm my last entry...

mon was fun... although i had to get up to go to sch at 9am... tot finally can rest liao... but got dragged to sch tat early... hahaha...

first activity of tat day is supposed to officailly start for me at 11 am de... but no one informed me, so posted a msg on spac2go's blog... then alex replied saying tat 9 am got camp briefing... so i just go lor... see, i'm such a good member... hahahahaha... in the end, this one actually i not needed de... cos the organiser nv inform me at all... but since already went to sch so early, then might as well be there lor... and i am damn early... wrong estimation of time again... so wat to do when u are early?

hahahaha.... i just stroll slowly to fc 5 and on my way there decided to go to the toilet to tie up my hair first... but when i reach fc 5, i was still the first few spac2go seniors there... but luckily hx and diana came very soon... they so funny lor... diana was not involved de... but got dragged to sch by hx... hahaha...

this yr's camp briefing is damn sadz... i think the yr 1 is going to hate us... camp haven't start then have to come so early to sch... if there's some other activities accompanying this briefing still nvm... but the thing is, all they were here for was to collect some forms and off they go... diaoz right?? i think if i'm the freshie har... i sure wun be happy de lor... 9 am in the morning leh... then travel all the way frm hm till sch just to collect some forms and go back hm...

in the end, we still had like 1 hr plus to spare before the training... then diana too hungry tat she went to buy food le... hahaha... end up going to fc 2 for breakfast with alex, hx and diana... after breakfast then went to saa to collect the keys to the lt for training... just bout to reach the place le then hf msg me to ask me where is it... hahaha... waited so long in the lt for ppl to come in... end up we got no time to present finish... hahaha... the somemore me, hx, serene and hf were the last grp to present with less than 5 mins... and we managed to present finish in tat short period of time... hahahaha... cos we were all speeding thru the slides...

after training le still got lotza time before the bbq... so i went hm...

had lunch then went to ntuc with my mum... bought honey for the bbq as well... then told my mum to put it in a separate bill cos need to bring ryan to the toilet... but she forgot... so bo bian have to go tiong bahru then buy... came hm packed all the things i need for the bbq then went off... met lp at the mrt station... then went with her to the ntuc there cos i haven't finish buying the things... then saw hf inside as well... so the 3 of us shopped together... when we are paying, salina msg me to say tat they go first... i told them to wait for a while but they say they wanna go first... so gave them the directions i got frm the streetdirectory webby... not my fault ok... but it's the directory tat say get off at the 4th bus stop... and i already told them to get down at the bus stop oppo st theresa's convent... in the end they go count the wrong bus stop... then got off at the next stop...

the bbq was fun... lp helped to set up the fire first.. but in the end was unsuccessful... then sp finally got it started...

start to cooked a few things... then rohaidah, salina and wirna took over... in then end, the cooking process was quite slow... so me and mabel went to ask the guard to switch on the gas supply... the bbq pit at mrs ong's hse is so special... got a choice of using charcoal or gas to cook... hahaha... i was cooking at the gas one when the whole aluminium caught fire... wahahaha... cos of the fire? aluminium with holes and too much margarine and honey added... so kana fire... hahahaha...

clearing up the pit was damn troublesome... then somemore there are ppl who kept toking and not offering any help even after u request them to... but i nv say much in order not to spoil ppl's mood... clear until when mrs ong came out, she's surprise at how clean the place is... hahaha... thx to mabel, lp, kor and ly who helped me...

was bloody tired when i got hm... my leg already aching like mad cos of my slippers... so soaked my legs in the massager for a long time... hahahaha....

tues was boring... just spent my day playing with ryan, fetching him frm sch and reading my book...

oh ya... went to the pasa malam with my sis too... feel like majiam i'm their atm like tat... sun went with my er jie, i pay first... then tues went with my da jie also i pay first...

my da jie got the mi zi ji pa... then the auntie think she got too much chilli powder to spare... we only ask her to add more and in the end, she sprinkle the chilli powder on both sides of the meat before cutting it up and sprinkle even more before putting it into the bag... super duper hot la...

wed had to last min go and fetch ryan cos my mum can't make it hm in time... tat baby so funny lor... when he saw me, he was like "why is it u and not mm(he calls my mum tat)" so in the end i brought him to find my mum... basically i dunno where is she... but make a lucky guess and was right... hahahaha...

ok la... think u all would be bored to death reading my blog now... hahahaha

found all my past entries are blogged everyday... and it's the same thing over and over again... hahahaha... well... bo bian la... i dun have a colourful life wat... just the boring everyday routine... hahahaha...

next time i'll blog when i have something interesting...

ciaoz...

hahahaha... finally exams are over and the hols are here again...

hope my hols will be full of events and wun be stuck at hm all day long... (*hint hint)

hahahaha... looking forward to later... where i'll be going to watch my sis perform for smrt's event... then tml got spac2go event and bbq for class gathering... hehehehe...

can ask me out anyday... but most nights wun be free cos muz go give tuition... it's the exam month for my tutee... tml then she got paper le...

hahaha... my mum and dad very onz bout my sis's performance... they wanna go watch both 1pm and 3pm performances...

hahahaha...

anyway, i found tat i'm one lucky kid... hahahaha... my parents are so sweet to each other... they do "fight"... by tat, i mean kicking each other and tickling each other in a playful way... hahahaha...

tat day they need to go for someone's (who used to live in the same villiage as my mum) funeral... then my dad at first wants me to go with her de... but in the end, he accompany her go... then the two of them so sweet lor... my mum cycle then my dad sit on her bike on the way there... then on the way back, it's the opposite... and sweetest thing is tat my parent's transportation there is my mum's bicycle... so romantic... hahahahaha...

anyway, i wanna go play game le... finally can do so... then can finish watching my inuyasha le... going to pia finish all 163 episodes in this month...

hahahaha...

ciaoz...

read thru my fren's blog just now... and things tat happened today made me realised something...

i am nv a good fren...

and have no frens at all... perhaps only a few who would really care about me... but i'm really sorry to disappoint them... cos i'm very not someone who can maintain friendships no matter how long i haven't seen a person...

all my frenship are seemingly short-lived... there is not one well maintained frenship tat even when i'm not in the same class or school as tat person, we'd still keep in contact...

just realised wat a pathetic person i am...

sigh...

most ppl say ur sec sch frens are those who will be closest to u even after u step into working society... but wat bout my sec sch frens? how many of them are still keeping in touch with me and updating me wat's going on in their life?

the answer? none at all...

not even hf who is in my class... was on the same train as her when we went to sch for our exam... dun even know wat is going on in her life... sad isn't it?

haha... she was toking to ty... and i dun even know wat they are toking bout...

sometimes i feel tat i'm just another person in class... it's like even if i met them on the way to sch, i'll just be like any other passenger on the train... as if i dunno them...

i dunno how long i can take this kind of life anymore...

maybe u can say tat i'm an attention seeker... maybe it true... sometimes i just wish tat someone could pay me some attention... tat i could be in the limelight for something positive... but i dun think tat will be very possible since i'm very stupid... even when someone ever so rarely come and ask me a question, the answer i'd give them is i dunno...

i'm such a stupid failure...

really wonder how many of them would notice when i'm away in class... my guess would be tat it is none as usual... or maybe if i'm optimistic, my guess would be only one or two out of the whole class of 20 ppl...

if i'm to vanish frm this world, i dun think anyone would notice ba... haha... dun even think tat anyone in the world would care at all...

i am not a social creature... i am a loner...

no one would even care if i'm a loner...

wonder how much worse my social life could get... will it degrade until my life consist of only work/sch and home?? there's a high possibility since i am nv Ms. sociable, Ms. well-liked and Ms. friendly...

wat i wan is just someone who is willing to share their lives with me, and listen to all my happiness and woes... is tat alot to ask of??

i'm not initiative and i know i muz change... but it's just so hard to change...

i'm always knowing how my past frens are going on with their lives thru blogs and other common frens... i'm nv the first one tat they will update their lives with... nv ever... is it becos tat u dun trust me? maybe so... i really dunno... i can keep secrets well... but just no one ever confines in me... even now, i dun really know why i go to gatherings... to give myself a chance to mix with them? but no one ever comes and tok to me... even when i tok to them also is a question and answer session.. it's so disappointing tat i'm starting to wonder the purpose of me going to such gatherings...

the closest to me in my old lot used to be cf... but i dunno if he is scared tat i still like him or wat, seems to be shunning me whenever we have any gatherings... pls la... i'm long over our relationship, just tat amongst those present, u are the next closest to me... so obviously as a usual person, u'd stick with the most familiar person in a going stranger gathering...

if other ppl were to walk alone at the back of the group, there'll usually be someone who'd notice and go accompany him/her... but it's nv the case for me...

sometimes in my attempt to mix in, i'd feel like i'm a pests to all of my frens... am i really such a pests to u all?

maybe some of u might even cheer if i'm ever gone from this world... who would be sad? and who'd even missed me as a fren?

i'm really sick and tired of all these...

no one ever cares...

ciaoz...

shall keep this entry short...

now in exam period... but got no study mood... die...

finished one today... 4 more to go...

just changed the song of my blog as u can hear... unless u dun come here often...

hahaha...

wanted to put another song de... but tat website too slow to dl... so change to Forbbiden Love by S.E.N.S..

i like S.E.N.S. very much... their music all very nice de... hehehehe... esp the one i originally wanna put de... it's called True Love by S.E.N.S..

got chance go and find ba...

anyway, can anyone tell me how to upload my own song onto my blog? dun wanna use other website's link cos it lags like shit...

anyone knows? can drop me a msg on my tag board...

thx...

ciaoz...

haiz... all gd things muz come to an end... this is the end of my long weekend... tml gotta go sch again le...

anyway, had a fun day today... went to the food fest with my mum, bro, da jie and ryan... then tat lil baby so funny... got good food then he keep eating...

aiyo... dunno wat i'm gonna write le la... all cos of my mum and jie... kept toking beside me...

oh ya... anyone wanna upgrade their mobile plan can pls inform me?? i wanna change my phone... but got no plan for me to use... everyone in my family including my sis's bf had just upgraded our plans less than 1 yr ago... so no plan to upgrade...

haiz... dun feel like toking anymore le... damn sianz... the phone i wan always will go out of stock when i wanna buy it... damn...

haiz... only thing tat can cheer me up is tml le... they're gonna show takuya's pride on channel u, starting tml evening at 7.30...

all muz remember to watch leh... very very nice de... hahahaha...

ciaoz...

wahahaha... happy teachers' day to all in the teaching profession out there...

hahaha... i'm so happy today... first, yest had a super fun day... nan de went out with 11 of my classmates, including gurdip, li jiuan and junliang who rarely join us... hahaha... it's the first time i went out with li jiuan... and yest then know tat we can get along well... hahaha... at first still scared will be rather weird... cos my usual clique dun quite tok to them... then the guys invited her along... but still alright la... at least i tried to tok to her when the guys were toking amongst themselves...

secondly, there was no 9am lesson... cos conrad went finland with xiao hei, meaning that i had an hour more to sleep before going for fm, which is at ten... hehehehe... then i did my assigned question before hand le...

thirdly, my fm ca result got back le... it was better than i expected... cos at least i managed to pass although it was a rather slight pass... i think i'm quite an easily contented person... i'm satisfied with wat i have in life...

fourthly, my ecml evaluation i think i did rather well being the last in my grp tat he asked... then the first few ppl de i still know... so considered quite gd le ba... then the one tat mr tang asked me was something that i didn't know or think hard enough la... so it's my fault...

fifth, today's bd is only to go in to watch and shoot ppl until they die... wahahahahaha... i know i'm being mean la... but i'm just trying to get some participation marks for myself... hehehehe... then somemore they can't shoot me back le... cos my presentation finish liao... hehehehe....

lastly, me tutee so cute... tat day she told me on teacher's day she wanna get something for me then told her no need le she still got prepare... hahahaha... first time i get teacher's day present... hahahahaha... children's day must get her something also.. and i know wat to get her le... hahahaha... she always been wanting to use my shaker... so shall get tat for her...

anyway, i wanna continue watching inuyasha soon le... but my bro still watching anime on arts central... bo bian have to wait for him... hahahaha... meanwhile will slack and go blog hopping... hehehe...

ciaoz...

now i'm in school...

why am i STILL able to blog despite having so many projects, u might wonder...

why?

it's all becos i'm forgotten....

i dun think anyone i'm doing project with knows that i'm actually in their group...

just like now...

wat they do i dunno... i tried to find out... but no one responded to me...

went to see another project... i didn't even know they start le... they start they nv tell me...

so... tell me... wat is this? i'm i so insignificant tat u all nv notice me?

it's not tat i dun wanna do... but did any of u take my work and word seriously? ask urself... did i ever have a chance to be contributing?

true tat some of u have given me the chance for contributing although i have missed many meetings due to tuition... and i'm grateful to u...

but...

even when u give me work such as ensuring the ppt slides run smoothly, all with same size and same format, with the different backgorund for the slides, making me work until late at night at 2.40AM while u all are happily in dreamland?! ok... i dun mind doing until so late...

but the thing is tat wat for do u want me to do so much when u DUN EVEN APPRECIATE MY EFFORT??

let me ask u...

wat's the use of asking me to do all these when the next day u changed everything i've done? it's just wasting my precious sleeping time... it's not like i want to go for tuition de lor... if got a choice, i might as well stay with u all to do the project...

i feel like i'm again the bloody extra here... at least when u all do project can ask me to go de ma...

like now this grp... they do wat they nv tell me... then when they finally give me something to do and i spotted a mistake, everyone's ignoring me when i tried to raise it up no matter how hard i tried to get their attention... i'm i really tat soft tat u all can't hear me or is it tat u all are too busy tat u can't hear me even when i'm nearly shouting beside u?

really so sick and tired of this life... i really think tat even if i suddenly disappear frm this world one day, no one would even notice tat...

i will write no more... for i shall not drop my tears for this...

ciaoz...

argh... so many projects... but got no time to do...

stress of projects is finally catching up wth me... out of the six modules i'm taking, five of them are with projects... and all deadlines are during the next two weeks... so many projects means got many presentation as well... so stress...

haiz... sometimes i just wish i'm a billionnaire... then no need to work... and can get a mp3 and a new phone... oh... and a digi cam too... i not very fussy de... a 512 mb mp3 would be gd enough for me... no need to have screen to show wat some is next de... got would be an advantage la...

haiz... sianz... my stupid phone is getting frm bad to worse le... who can save me phone without me having to pay them? hahaha... really like motorola A668... so nice cos got writing function and can read chinese and got camera...

digi cam would be the last in my list la... cos i got cam phone le... so no need for digi cam... if the hp got video recording even better... hahahaha... then can save on digi cam le...

think i'll have to wait for 4 mths before i can start saving up for such luxury things... sob sob... tuition is taking up a lot of my time... but bo bian have to teach to earn extra income... shld start saving up le... pls dun ask me go out too often... window shopping can ask me along too la... but to eat gd food, go ktv, bowling, pool etc then can ask la... but most likely not going... see if i got extra cash for those entertainment ma...

haiz... when can i find someone to sponsor me??

hahahaha... think i'm going mad frm the lack of sleep...

ciaoz...

argh...

my bloody v200 is failing me... so pek chek... my v200 the menu button need to press until i pek chek then will work... argh... who can sponsor me a new phone? hopefully is a new motorola A668.. hahaha... kidding... guess i'll have to save up, postpone my haircut and all other expenses until i have enough $$ to buy it...

anyway, the gd news is i might get a new laptop... hahahaha... thx to my er jie... cos she's gonna stay in hall again le... so she wanna bring a com there... but this com tat i'm using now is super lousy and according to her, always kana virus in her sch... then the laptop is not possible cos my da jie and me need it for sch, then the better pc my bro need to use... so my mum decided to get a new laptop cos if get desktop then my house got no place to put le... then my er jie says if i need it then she'll bring it hm and let me use for the week... yeah~~~ wahahahahaha...

now just wondering when can get the new laptop... hmmm.... and hopefully i wun get the lousy and heavy laptop... hahahahaha...

anyone got and cheap and good laptop deal to intro to me? hehehe... if got, feel free to drop a msg for me in my tagboard...

thx...

ciaoz...

had a very strange dream last night... but it's not a nightmare la.. hahahaha...

dreamt tat i was accompanying kor for lunch... then suddenly the scene change to inside a sch... then i was with my mr. right... the dream is so funny and sweet... hahahaha... dreamt tat my mr right went to play basketball... then in the end i just went off to tok with my sec sch classmates... then he came and pacify me... hahahaha... too bad dunno how he look like... hahahaha...

dreams are very funny things la.... dunno how i came about dreaming bout it... maybe cos of moulin rouge tat i watch before i went to bed? hahahaha... dunno also...

anyway, today so bloody suay... was eating lunch when i spilled food on myself... like little kid like tat... tsk tsk... all becos of the stupid food... haiz... then rainy weather also affects my mood...

si bei sian...

ciaoz...

it's the hols now... but i dun seem to enjoy it much... still havta go to sch almost everyday to do project, attend smart briefing and have a stupid tok on coming sat...

only today's better... just tat have to wake up early to go for the training... then the afternoon is all free... wahahahaha...

when i reached hm, went down to mac to buy my lunch since my voucher is going to expire soon... might as well use it... after tat, went to borrow dvd from the play machine... borrowed the movie "my boyfriend is type b"... it's a rather cock movie... but really funny... and quite touching at some parts... maybe those who watched it le might disagree tat it's touching... but i'm quite a crybaby la... hahahaha... see ppl cry i'll also cry de...

was surfing the web just now... and found something hilarious... there was one part in the movie of "my boyfriend is type b" where the guy drag the ger out of the cinema cos of a boring movie... and guess wat... the movie tat they are watching is "wet dreams 2" wahahahaha... this is wat the webby says "The movie that amuses Han-Mi, but bores Young-Bin so much that he has to flee the theater is Wet Dreams 2."

wahahahahaha... so bloody funny... makes me wonder if i shld go watch tat movie...

anyway, gtg sleep le... my songs finish downloading le...

ciaoz...

finally... i'm here to blog... wahahahaha...

i think by this time no one would read my blog anymore le... hahahaha... cos i rarely blog nowadays... too busy...

anyway, today had a rather fun day... cos got spac2go event... hahahaha... actually is the sec sch students come to sp the me and hf is supposed to brief them on their treasure hunt game... then so funny lor... cos after they left for their game, only me, hf, kris and jasper are left in the auditorium... then end up hf and jasper started singing using the mic... so funny lor... then they say it's project superstar... hahahaha... end up me and kris being the "judges"...

brief the kids also so funny... cos we're supposed to get their attention... then to do so, u cannot threaten them or be rude... so bo bian... treat them like coaxing little kids like tat... hahahaha... use a serious tone they dun listen then end up using a tone i use on pri 1 kids then they listen... hahahaha...

anyway, now my throat slightly sore le... cos just now when i giving tuition, dafinah made me read her 2 stories... anyone got any cure for sore throats?

hahahaha...

ciaoz...

haiz... if only...

if only my mum would want to get a new line.... then i can get the phone i want!!!

so tempted to buy motorola A668!! it's so cheap now if i sign up starhub line... but i dun wanna give up my singtel line also leh... the number so nice... but if i sign up for starhub line also no use... cos no one calls me de...

damn sian...

haiz... later still got fm ca1... nv study much yet...

gtg...

ciaoz...

yes~! wahahahaha... i finally got my juice extractor le!!! muahahahaha.... and it's at a cheap price... i did not even pay a cent of my $$...

wondering y? all becos of my robinson voucher given by misc... haahahaha... jio mabel go shopping on fri... then in the end her shoes spoilt... so we went to robinson to shop... since we are at robinsons, i so bad... made mabel walk the whole robinsons just so tat i can find wat i want and use the voucher to pay for her new shoes and my things together... in the end, i nv find anything nice (as in clothes) and things i need at robinsons, until we reach lvl 4... then i found my juice extractor... wahahahaha... tat day very fun but super tiring...

we walked all the way frm far east to paragon to centrepoint to og to plaza sing... a long long way... and we stopped and shopped at all the places i've mentioned....

alvin and kor joined us at papragon... thou alvin came first la... but i think he very sian... cos me and mabel sure shop female dept de ma... after jq joined le then better... at least they got each other as company... hahahahah... however, they went off to watch movie after we reach centrepoint...

anyway, had a fun day on fri... and slacked at hm for the whole of sat... muahahahaha... watched tv since i woke up... just love the jap drama on channel U on sat... hehehehe... the title of the show is 美女か野獣 starring 松島菜々子　and 福山雅治...

ok la... brain malfunctioning now... wanna sleep le... but sihui still sending me some smap things... which is 100,000 over kb... i'll have to wait until mad le... dunno wat time will finish...

ciaoz...

hahahaha... did u all manage to figure out who is there in this pic? hahahaha... it'd be a funny pic if there was flash light... but to save the batt, we nv on...

anyway, this was taken yesterday for gbe...

okok... time to update... tuition has started again.... then my bd is touching up on the questionnaire le... met up with my sec sch frens last sat... then saw xj on thurs...

the most impt event of the past week... i got a kor kor le... wahahahahaha... of cos is fake kor kor la... and it's jq... hahahaha...

he so funny lor... keep making me call him kor... hahahahha... cos nan de got ppl call him kor...

anyway, one project finishing le... yet another to be started... i better go prepare for my gbe presentation which is on mon...

ciaoz...

hahaha... i got a very nice song frm lp... it's lonely by akon...

Lonely I'm so lonely,
I have nobody,
For my owwnnn
I'm so lonely, I'm Mr. Lonely
I have nobody,
For my owwnnn
I'm so lonely,

Yo this one here goes out to all my playas out there ya kno got to have one good girl whose always been there like ya
Kno took all the bullshit then one day she cant take it no more and decides to leave

I woke up in the middle of the night and I noticed my girl wasn't by my side, coulda sworn I was dreamin, for her I was
Feenin, so I hadda take a little ride, back tracking ova these few years, tryna figure out wat I do to make it go bad, cuz
Ever since my girl left me, my whole life came crashin

I'm so lonely (so lonely),
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girl

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girl

Cant belive I hadda girl like you and I just let you walk right outta my life, after all I put u thru u still stuck
Around and stayed by my side, what really hurt me is I broke ur heart, baby you were a good girl and I had no right, I
Really wanna make things right, cuz without u in my life girl

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody to call my own)
To call my own (to call my own) girl

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girl

Been all about the world ain't neva met a girl that can take the things that you been through
Never thought the day would come where you would get up and run and I would be out chasing u
Cuz aint nowhere in the globe id rather be, aint noone in the globe id rather see then the girl of my dreams that made me
Be so happy but now so lonely

So lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own)

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girrll

Never thought that id be alone, I didnt hope you'd be gone this long, I jus want u to call my phone, so stop playing girl and
Come on home (come on home), baby girl I didn't mean to shout, I want me and you to work it out, I never wished Id ever
Hurt my baby, and its drivin me crazy cuz...

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own)

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girll

Lonely, so lonely
So lonely, (so lonely),
Mr. Lonely, so lonely
So lonely, so lonely, (so lonely), Mr. Lonely

hahahaha... if this happens in my life and someone sing this song to me, i'll be damn touched... wahahahaha...

but if someone sings "Iwas born to love you" this song to me even better...
hahahaha... it's more touching...

I was born to love you
With every single beat of my heart
Yes, I was born to take care of you
Every single day...
chorus:
I was born to love you
With every single beat of my heart
Yes, I was born to take care of you
Every single day of my life

You are the one for me
I am the man for you
You were made for me
You're my ecstasy
If I was given every opportunity
I'd kill for your love

So take a chance with me
Let me romance with you
I'm caught in a dream
And my dream's come true
It's so hard to believe
This is happening to me
An amazing feeling
Comin' through

chorus

I wanna love you
I love every little thing about you
I wanna love you, love you, love you
Born - to love you
Born - to love you
Yes I was born to love you
Born - to love you
Born - to love you
Every single day - of my life

An amazing feeling
Coming through

chorus

Yes I was born to love you
Every single day of my life

Go, I love you babe
Yes I was born to love you
I wanna love you, love you, love you
I wanna love you
I get so lonely, lonely, lonely
Yeah, I want to love you
Yeah, give it to me

wonder when then i'll be the female lead of the songs... haha...

ciaoz...

urgh!!! this is getting so stupid!!

why muz they involve the yr 3s? can't they just leave us alone? we're busy enough bout our studies le... it's not as if we'll still be in sch for another 2 years or so lor... pls la... teach us le also no use lor... tootz leh...

u muz be wondering wat i'm toking bout... it's my stupid cca la... the officer want us to learn some stupid programme that the sch has so that it can aid us in counselling ppl... pls lor... who dunno how to use the bloody programme? just anyhow explore la... some bloody asshole who told her tat he/she dunno how to use... are u really tat dumb tat u dunno wat is call explore the programme on ur own? bloody hell lor... get the whole club into trouble... then she also so strange... ask the yr 2 to learn can le wat... they learn then they can pass down the knowledge... we already leaving le still want us to learn... wat a waste of resources and ppl's time... can't they just have a booklet on how to use the damn bloody programme? if i'm not doing project tml still nvm... but the damn bloody thing is tat i need to do my project tml and the time clashes... it's my final yr project lor... whether i get out of poly depends a lot on this leh... bloody helll...

argh... i think i shall just pon it tml... heck liao la... anyway i already say before le... dun expect me to be as committed as before... now just let me enjoy life after the 1 yr in committee... no point being so active le... to be practical and say it in a frank way, there is no way i can get a dist in cca... i'm not tat mad... an A is enough... secondly, i'm no longer in committee le... so when u all need help then find me... otherwise dun make me go for this kind of stupid training... learning a programme? hahahaha... pls lor... my IT programmes all pick up on my own one lor... and somemore this kind of programme is for ppl with low IT literacy also can use de lor... just explore and find the button to click la... wat's so difficult? bloody hell... if i ever know who is tat bloody idiot tat told ms angelvine tat they dunno how to use the programme, i'll really knock sense and some BASIC IT skills tat this person dun possess into him/her...

argh argh argh!!!! BLOODY HELLL!!!!

time is precious... i shall not waste any time on stupid things... studies is my priority now... cca is only second... so watever tat is going to clash, i'd go for studies related... heck to cca le...

finish venting my anger le... thx for reading...

ciaoz...

just finished reading my sis's blog... hahahaha... feel so inspired to write an entry like hers... wahahahaha...

anyway, not really possible la.. my eng not as pro as hers... hahahaha...

just love drinking milk... milk is gd for health... tasty and healthy...

wahahahahha... some ppl might think i'm very health concious... but i'm not... just tat i love eating fruits and drinking milk... i love eating junk food also...

eating is a big part of my life... and i dun exercise... wahahahahaha.... tat explains y i look like tat... wahahahahaha...

think i'm going mad le...

can't wait for tml... finally can start on bd proper le since dbf ppl come back frm their itp...

going to start play the inuyasha game my bro managed to dl for me... wahahahahaha.... hopefully can agar agar play cos it's in jap....

ciaoz...

hahahaha... finally i'm here...

at first dun intend to blog de... but have to la... cos need to change something also... hahahhaha... so here i am...

ok... just a hopefully quick update...

spent the whole sunday making dumplings... freaking tired and the kitchen is so bloody hot... but had a nice time... cos nan de can do something together with my mum and my dad... hahahaha... although not my whole family is at hm... but it's fun making dumplings with my parents and my bro... it's not everyday tat i can to do things and interact alot with my dad...

mon nothing special... just tat i went to meet my bd grp... not bad la... thou i'm the only ger... but nvm la... i also quite boyish de... on our way there, alvinwas psychoing jq to follow us since we're early... then in the end, jq really come... hahahaha... but he eat finish his icecream then he went off le la... cos by tat time, andy already reach le...

had generally quite a gd time with my grp... luckily they're all very friendly ppl la... just tat andy is more to the quiet side la... but this is only the first meeting lor... i also very quiet there... but those of u who know me well shld know tat i super noisy de...

went hm together with bryan since we both taking the same line... at first still scared will be quite strange cos got it's only the first time we've interacted... but it turns out tat we got alot of things to tok about... hahahaha... thx to the common frens tat we have...

today nothing much la... just tat somehow i still feel tat one of those tat i was once closed to seem to be avoiding me... i dunno wat's wrong la... maybe it's my way of thinking or my behaviour tat annoys you... but u can just tell me de lor... dun like it when ppl just keep giving me cold shoulder out of a sudden... i dunno wth is going on lor... sry if u think i might know... but in actual fact, i'm super slow in realizing things de lor...

after sch went to clubrm to slack with hf... so long nv have a proper chance to tok to her alone le lor... then went to watch them play tennis until 0515 when i have a meeting at 0500... hahahahha... time really flies... now it's time to plan the next year 1 training le... i at first kena the post of treasurer de... in the end they say since i got so many ideas on saboing ppl, they put me as the game master... sianz lor... have to find bonding games le... anyone got any game to intro to me?? hehehe... just feel free to email them to me or drop msges on my tagboard bout it...

after meeting, went back to watch hf they all play tennis... can't go hm yet cos their things in the clubrm and the key's with me... so end up waiting until 7 plus... then went hm with hf, km and jasper... but nv go eat with them cos my mum cooked and i too tired to go la... hahahaha...

okok... this is the impt part of this entry...

ppl reading my blog...
if u all dun like the way i behave or think, basically anything bout me tat u dun like or can't agree with de hor...
pls dun just nv tok to me then start giving me cold shoulders hor...
i very open to suggestion and criticism de...
by telling me, u're actually helping me lor...
u'll be able to let me know where and when i'm stepping over the line so tat i dun become overboard lor...
if u dun like the way i behave and shy to tell me directly in fear of hurting me or our frenship for eg, pls tell someone close to me... so tat i can at least go find out frm them...
anyway, if u really treat me as a fren, u shldn't mind if u'd hurt my feelings or not... true frens will tell you things tat you dun wanna hear de...
i wun accept you breaking this frenship without a vilid reason de... muahahahaha...

anyway, tat's bout all la... dun wanna tell me wat's wrong with me straight to my face, u have the alternatives of dropping it on my tagboard or email me... u want slow mail i also dun mind de... hahahaha...

ciaoz...

finally one wk has ended...

i think i really like my timetable a lot... wahahaha... cos i got a long wkend!! friday no need to go sch... yeah!!

this whole wk was cca wk in sch... went there whenever i got the time... then did my duty on tues... one thing i can conclude... this kind of things hor... cannot put 3 seniors together de... cos all 3 will slack together... hahahaha... just like me, florence and eugene... went there again on wed... this time go there with mabel, jac and ly... hahahaha... so funny lor... the 4 of us trying to act like freshies... and there are actually ppl who believe... this shows tat kids nowadays look very chao lao... really lor... this new batch of yr 1 hor... u cannot tell the diff between them and the yr 2s and 3s... this time round, the four of us managed to bluff our way to balloons!! hahahaha... we each(except for ly) got a flower balloon each... wahahahaha...

anyway, mon and thurs got bd... then my grp i'm the only ger, then only me and alvin are frm dba... the rest all dbf de... not bad la... bd lesson is a time for me to look at guys... wahahaha... cos got quite a bit of shuai ge in tat class...

went bowling with my class ppl... the guys so pro... hahahaha... i bloody lousy de lor... hahahaha... dun think i ever scored more than 90 ba... shows how bad i am... saw this guy... not bad looking de... and his bowling is so pro... wahahahaha... nan de got ppl will make me turn my head twice de... hahahahaha...

okok... this is a very impt part of this entry... wahahahaha... for those who recently visited my blog, u'd notice tat i've changed my song frm rick price's "only heaven know" to queen's "i was born to love you"... this song has now become my favourite!! wahahahaha... was watching jap drama "pride" starring takuya kimura!! wahahaha.. he so drop dead handsome... he's so cool when his playing ice hockey!! gosh... he's good no matter wat he's acting as... hairdresser, pilot, ice hockey player, pianist, public prosecutor.... any roles also he's gd... pride is really a nice show u all should watch if possible...

tat's how i spent my fri... watching pride... hahahaha... of cos still got go bank, play with lil ryan and bring him to the library lah... but the show made up majority of my day...

today was spent watching tv, helping my mum preparing the ingredients to make the dumpling tml...

so... tat's all for my entry la...

ciaoz...

sometimes i wonder if one is born to be a loner... well... tat seems to be the case for me... is my ren yuan really tat bad? hmmm... just dunno... sometimes i feel like i'm very left out... i'm i being pai chi? or i'm i really tat bad a person tat i dun have a single soul mate, someone who understands me very well?

maybe cos i'm never popular... never was there once when we were to do project tat ppl will wan me in their grp de... i think there's a big flaw in my character ba... no one is willing to really befriend me and do things with me... there was never once when i'm the centre of attention and the leader... i was ALWAYS the FOLLOWER... just hate tat lor...

i think even if i'm gone one of these days also not many ppl will notice ba...

sometimes i just dunno why ppl can change so fast... or maybe cos i'm the one resisting changes ba... i'd always drift away from my frens de... it's a ALWAYS... the most i give it is one yr... one yr after beginning of being in diff class, all my frens wud drift away frm me... even when we met up with each other, i'd nv have the chance to speak up... like in the case of my sec sch gatherings... it'd nv be me who have the chance to speak... and whenever i rarely got this chance, i'd always be interupted by someone de... it's ALWAYS like tat... and i bloody well absolutely HATE to be interupted... when i'm interupted, i'd rather keep quiet and do the listening... how can anybody hear a songle thing if everyone is toking at the same time? so sacrifice and keep quiet lor... bo bian wat... some ppl is just so inconsiderate de lor... nv wait for ppl to finish then interupt...

i think i dun have a lot of frens... those who i count as frens now i dun think will be so after this year lor... they'd as usual move to the mere acquaintance category le...

there are really many ppl who'd come in and out of ur life... these ppl are just mere acquaintances... they are not frens... frens are ppl whom without telling them, would notice tat u are not happy, notice tat u are not present during lesson and would offer to lend u their notes for the lesson tat u miss without u asking for it...

i know i'm single now... but tat does not mean tat u cannot tok to me about the ups and downs of ur relationship... it's true tat i dunno how to give gd advices... but i'd always be there to lend u my ears and even my shoulders de lor...

i know i live in a very happy family and have not been through wat u ppl in problem family experience... but still, if u need someone to grumble ur grouses to, i'd always be there de lor... even though i really cannot give advices on this area... a frenship doesn't work one way... it takes two to clap.... i dun wan a frenship where there's only me complaining to the other party... i want a frenship whereby the other party also complains to me... but... i'm i not trustworthy? maybe some of u might say so ba... but i dun think i'm so... if u label things as secret, i can swear across my heart tat no one else will ever hear about it unless u tell them... like tat time when i went abroad with the 3 guys... wat they made me promise not to tell, i really nv say a single thing out... until the ger ask me if it's true... cos one of u already spill the beans le...

although i admit, i'm not someone who can keep alot of things to myself... tat i always tok to someone to let out all my grouches, but usually those are things tat happened to me, and not wat other ppl told me...

all i ask for is to be treated as a fren... not just mere acquaintance... is tat alot to ask for? is it? really very tired of all these le... why muz ppl have feelings? why can't ppl just be heartless and just go on with their life without the emotional baggage attached... i'm just getting tired... really tired of this... should i just seal myself off from all these feelings? these feelings of being the extra big bulky spare tyre tat is being kicked ard? maybe i wun feel this sad and disappointed if i just seal myself off frm this world... i doubt anyone wud even care if i do so... i was nv impt anyway...

really hate this frenship prob... it's changing me frm being optimistic to being pessimistic which is very bad...

just hope this rough patch of life would end soon...

anyway, thx for reading my grouches... really appreciated it tat u took time off to even bother to read my blog... i'm now much better after saying things out le... and i wanna thx alvin and jq for showing ur concerns for me today... really makes me feel much better... and also to those who did not pretend tat i dun exist today... ur aknowledgement of my existence makes it worthwhile...

just hoping tat i wun appear puff eyed tml...

ciaoz...

itp finally end le... sch's starting....

kinda miss my collegues at misc... hahahaha... anyway, muz update again....

wed...
nothing much... work as usual...

thurs...
pei hf and lp order their things during lunchtime... they both intend to give kuah lapis and egg tarts to the collegues at misc during the last day...

was rather pissed off by this action of their's... just dun understand lor... usually if got a few ppl attached to a coy for intern they'd usually share to buy things for the collegues... but the thing is the 2 of them insisted on buying on their own... i know they really helped us alot during the period of attachment... but the thing is u are not earning alot frm them and if u wanna treat them on ur own, wat about those who wanna treat yet dun have tat much money to treat on their own? and if all four of us treat them individually, how wud they ppl in the coy be able to finish it all? pls la... spare a tot for them lor... tat time 2 ppl treat at a time already so many of them complain le lor... imagine this time is the four of us treat together... who wud be able to finish... and it's after lunch also lor... i mean pls la... lunch already made ppl so bloody full le lor... go back office still have to eat wat u give them... u think they pig ar?

okay okay... vented enough le... time to carry on... since they both wanna treat on their own, so nvm lor... in the end i share with shimei... a choc cake... and we decided to give them before lunch... so tat they'd have no excuse but to take...

fri...
gave them the cake the first thing in the morning... gave shimei's dept followed by mine... cos these two are top piorities... shirlin they all at first wanna reject de... but i force them to take... muahahaha...

tok to my supervisor while we were still giving out the cake... then see his mood so happy faster gave him my log bk... hehehe... in the end, i think he first time mark ppl log bk lor... still ask me if he need to give kevin ma... so funny lor... then in the end, susie pass by... then she so de siao one lor... cos i only give him all at once ma... the hf is those tat gave her supervisor every week de... so susie told him tat we are supposed to give our suspervisor our log bk every week de... make me so pai sei in front of him lor... cos he ask me how come he nv every week get it...

work was much more than the past few days... non-stop de... hahahaha... occasional breaks were when lp is still waiting for her performa to end, and shimei waiting to use the fax machine... on one of those breaks, lp's dept so sweet de lor... they really dote her like their own kid like tat... will crack jokes to entertain her, tok to her and side her when there's trouble de... then they're the first dept tat gave her things lor... they long planned today le...

just before lunch, lp came and ask me if we wanna join her dept in having lunch... she say they wanna treat us... then ask where we wanna go and eat... in the end, during lunchtime, they still book a mini bus bring us to bukit merah there eat lor... so nice of them... mr kumar, mr sim, mas, jeffery, roz and the receptionist...

my biggest surprise was after lunch... at first still tot tat my dept will not do anything de... but after i came back from lunch, wendy came up to my table and passed a bag to me... then she say tat is something the four of them, wendy, shirlin, emily and crystal share to give me de... so sweet of them lor... i was so touched by them...

then shortly after tat, susie came and gave me something also... was very surprise... then hf say cos susie told her tat everyone deserves something...

work as usual... then hf and lp start to give their things...

near the end of the day then kevin appear... shimei wanted to give him the cake de... but hf dun wanna go yet... she wanted to finish all her work before going... made shimei so pissed off... in the end, kevin called us into his rm... so scary lor... majiam u do something wrong the day u left like tat... hahaha... end up being him wanna tok to us the final time before we go off... then the coy still give us a $50 robinson voucher each... he still took down our contacts... so tat next time if they need part-timers they can contact us... hahaha... hope whenever they need part-timer they'd look for us... then i no need look for job le... hehehe...

anyway, met mabel they all for dinner... thou hf got go, but i went off first... cos need to take laptop frm my sis and hf still wanna do ot for the coy on her last day.... no wonder she can get her A for itp...

anyway, life's always unfair... same supervisor, scared will bias... diff supervisor, diff grading standard... i dun deny tat i'm jealous of her getting an A while i got a B... tat's life... and life really sucks...

anyway, chat alot with them during dinner... but i think mostly is hf toking to alvin la... felt quite bad... cos all three of us are in shipping line and then they kept toking bout the time in shipping line... think mabel felt rather left out lor... so i also nv tok much la... since the 2 of them wanna tok then let them do so lor...

when we're leaving, hf was saying bout something tat ppl of the same blood grp have similar thinking... i think i totally agree with in man... i really starting to not being able to stand blood grp o ppl's way of thinking le lor... hahahaha... wonder how many ppl tat i know has blood grp b... think blood grp b is a grp of rather rare type of blood... cos majority of ppl tat i know has blood grp o... o is the most common of all the ppl i've met lor... now i only know mabel is also same as me, we're blood grp b de...

anyway, if u find it hard to understand this entry dun fret... cos i'm just typying watever tat comes into my mind... so u are really reading my tots as i type this...

anyway, shld go off le... tml sch starting... and now i'm not even sure of wat i'm typing le... hahahaha...

ciaoz...

hahaha... now got stupid show on channel 8... so lame de...

anyway, time to update since i nv managed to come online as often le...

think my memory getting shorter and shorter le... like watever happened today i'll forget it tml le...

ok... back to topic...

sun...
went to meet sid they all at yishun mrt at 1330... cos going to ms chen's hse... hahahaha... so nan de still can be close to my sec 2 form teacher...

saw no one when i reach the mrt station... tot i got the time wrong... end up it's not tat i'm early... but i totally missed sc and sq...

at first we planned to go fish and co have dinner after going her hse de... but in the end they decided to go somewhere less crowded and gurantee got place for a big grp... end up deciding to go villiage at china square central... it's a marche style restaurant... had a fun time playing with her son and toking with all of them... some i see more often, others more nan de come out...

activity ended quite late... was so tired by the time i got hm tat i got the idea of fang lp their ge zi... hahaha...

mon...
super tired day... at first plan to meet lp they all at 1000 de... but everyone so tired tat we shifted the timing to 1130 at harbour front... yup tat's right, we going sentosa to suntan...

woke up later than i wanted... then when i wanna go out le my mum bought lunch for me... so bo bian have to eat... luckily wasn't the latest there... alvin arrived at bout the same time as i did... so went to find them after tat... dilly dally until one plus then reach sentosa...

hahahaha... had a fun time tanning... managed to have quite gd tan... cos wearing my bikini... then really nan de got so free time to sit under the sun and relax....

by five or six plus, we made our way back to mainland... had our dinner at banquet at harbourfront... tok a lot of things...

after tat, mabel gave us a chanel file each... she so sweet lor... still wrote a personalised note for all of us...

well... frm tues until now always the same la... work work work... just tat this week, the workload start to get less le... i got so much free time to slack and do my logbk...

oh ya.. tat reminds me, my main motive switching on the com is to do my logbk de... argh....

ok la... end here le... until sch begins...

ciaoz...

finally... one last week till the end of itp... and it's only a four days week... yeah!!!

hahahaha...
but i'm starting to worry bout my logbk... have'nt written a single thing... die le lar...

long wkend wasted... today slack too much, tml going sec sch gathering, mon going sentosa suntan... no time no time!!! hahahahaaha...

quite excited bout tml and mon... heng my medication will end tml morning... ar bo a lot of things cannot eat...

okay... think some of u blur le... lemme update u for a while...

i fell sick on mon... only slight sore throat on tat day la... then on wed it worsen until i can't swallow anything... in the end, thurs morning woke up to a swollen neck and chin... cos of sore throat and the swelling of my mouth floor... end up toking like i got serious short tongue prob...

so bo bian took off on tat day... went to see my doc... hahahaha... his medicine really work wonder... thou he not too sure wat cos the swelling of my mouth floor... but now, my sore throat is gone, so has all the swellings... hahahahaha... i think cos i've been going to him since young ba... he checked my records tat day... hahahaha... had been going to him since i was 1+ yrs old... i think it's better to see a gp than a specialist doc when u are still a kid... cos most specialist only have med for kids until 12 yr old.... then no point... cos after tat have to change doc and the new doc wun have any reference to ur med history... then might end up prescribing a sensitive med... so i dun think it's gd...

anyway, wannna go watch the cock show le...

ciaoz...

had a super fun day today...

left office at bout 0900 for psa... hahahaha... went to tanjong pagar terminal today... cos the ship docked there... was very leh chey cos still muz go the complex to get a pass before going in... the pass very cute... still need to take pic de... better than air cargo terminal de... if got time, i'll scan it and post it up here for u all to see...

anyway, went circling the place cos we cannot anyhow u-turn... went up the vessel... so bloody high lor... then the steps quite shaky... went to take a look at the bridge... got some intro by the captain and his assistant... surprisingly, his assistant is a rather young man... then something funny happened lor... the assistant was explaining something to us when kevin and kumar said tat while the assistant explained, all the ladies were more interested in looking at him than listening to him... then went to the captain's rm, the captain's dinning area and the kitchen... saw how they lived onboard and how the containers are being loaded and unloaded... super fun...

we also went to the empty container yard... managed to take some pics of the diff containers and even spoilt ones...

after the visit, kevin our manager, treated us to lunch... nice nice cos all spicy de... but poor lp nv get to eat much...

worked as usual after tat... but lp got called into kevin's rm... so stunned sia... tot she got into trouble... but it's all bcos of ignorant ppl frm the accounts dept...

after work went shopping at cwp... cos no one at hm and i nv bring my keys out... waste so much $$ buying junk food... hahahaha... think i really going to grow very fat soon...

back at hm now... wanna go sleep soon... cos working tml...

additional: dun u find tat sometimes listening to a song helps u to relax and even recall some sweet memories? hahaha... just found some really nice songs tat brings back memories... hahahaha... all thx to winson who sits opp me in office... he always tuned in to gold 90fm... hahahaha... so everyday i'm listening to oldies... the song tat u all hear is heaven knows by rick price... it's a song tat i always listen to when i'm in pri 4... hahaha... tat's ages ago le... hearing this song brings me back to the time when me, my er jie and my bro were in his rm, on the aircon and do our hw after sch... such a nice period of time... really love this song... another one is the soundtrack of long vacation... really relaxing... listening to it really felt like u are in the middle of a long vacation...

ok... needa go sleep le...

ciaoz...

yeah!!! hahahaha... i'm so surprised... i actually didn't fail any modules at all!!! wahahahaha...

so bloody happy now... hahahahaha... results are all in my expected range... except for pdwm and tqm of cos...

hahahaha... wanna know my results? (dun wan can dun read de...)

tqm - dist
hrm - b
csb - b
tms - b
pdwm - c
fma - c+

wahahahaha... still so stunned tat i'd even have a dist in my results... at least this time the minimum is a c... not too bad la... considering tat i nv study hard for all exams... so my disappointment is not tat bad... hahahaha... actually there's no disappointment at all la... tok cock only...

gtg... inuyasha starting soon...

ciaoz...

wow... so long nv blog le...

been quite busy these days... really life is filled with work and tuition...

ok... i'm escaping frm reality now... got to check my results... yet i dun wanna do it...

blog finish this entry first... before my results managed to spoil my mood...

these few days quite nice... mon wendy didn't come... so end up emily giving me work... i prefer emily to give me work than shirlin... hehe... cos emily is more friendly...

working is fun when u have a lot of things to do... hahahaha... just like today... whole day do things... then wendy gave me a stack of work to be completed by the end of the day at 1655 when i'm knocking off at 1730... end up doing it super fast... hope got no errors... hahahaha...

anyway, we had a fire drill today... was quite lame la... majiam in pri and sec sch like tat... need to go out of the building and gather at the field beside the building according to the floor we work in... when we are bout to go down, i heard crystal and uncle leong saying something bout getting free gift... according to them, last time when they have fire drill, they were given pen and mineral water after tat... so cute lor... end up this time round, we were given mineral water and a water bottle... hahahaha... so cute de... still got free gift...

excited excited... hahahahaha... tml got company trip to psa, up onboard a misc vessel... and the company invited the four of us to join them... they still say tat we're very lucky cos some staff work there for more than 10 years still nv get the chance to go psa... but we're interns there and get to go with them... hahahahaha...

life is still basically the same... just tat i'm spending more and more days teaching dafinah... nearly everyday now... can't wait for next wed to come... cos it's her last paper on wed... hopefully her parents will give her a break after tat... so tat i get my break also...

anyway, just realised tat ppl near me are all having probs... family probs... death of family members... fights with family members... it's only halfway into the year and so many bad things happened... wat is becoming of this world??

ok... anyway, i've to go check my results le...

fear gripped my heart as the moment i dreaded draws nearer....

escaping reality is definitely not permanent...

sounds chim? tok big only la... hahahahaha... getting crazy le...

next entry will be blogged shortly...

ciaoz...