well well... days in itp is getting more and more... at least tat's better than nothing to do...

yesterday wendy(a colleague in transhipment) taught me how to use portnet and sealiner... she only show me one example then gave me a stack to do on my own... wat i'm supposed to do was to renominate the vessels for a particular B/L... was quite chim... but managed to grasp it after a few tries...

guess who i met on my way hm yest? i met amelia... and just right at tat station is where lp alights... anyway, went to give dafinah tuition... tuition went quite well... cos she's paying attention...

continued doing the renomination today... until lunchtime... went to the hawker centre opp harbour front... food there is super cheap and nice... until we reach the entrance of the coy then hf realised tat she lost her office access card... so in the end we back tracked and splited up... hf and lp went searching on the way to the HC while me and shi mei search the office...

in the end, we can't find it in the office... while waiting for them to come back, one of the staff came and look for us... she ask if there's a goh somebody with us... then she said tat she found her card at the HC... hf damn heng lor... she lost her MISC access card and just right got picked up by a MISC staff...

after lunch, was asked to update the excel sheets for the diff vessels and voyage... quite tedious cos have to be very careful and the format is quite diff...

beginning to think tat it's hectic working in a shipping line... cos watever u do is strongly against time and little mistakes cld be made... diff cust are also faced by the ppl working there...

did the updating frm 1415 till 1715... then went toilet with lp... hahaha... dilly dally until 1720 since they got nothing else for me to do... went to look for hf and sm when it's time to go... hahaha... nan de i'm the one to do tat cos usually i'm still doing something when they've finished for the day...

think i very dao there... cos the only few ppl i greet in the morning are the uncles sitting beside and in front of me... only cos they greet me first... my only interaction with my supervisor so far is only on the first day... for less than 2 hrs... the rest of the time, i'm sitting quietly at my table doing my work, silience only broken by the kopi auntie asking me wat i wanna drink, the visits to lp, lunchtime, visits to toilet, toking to wendy bout the work she gave me, the visits by hf when she photocopy things. the occasional work frm shirlin, the occasional small talk with the uncle beside me and of cos, after work!! super sianz lor... think i gonna get very bad grades for itp le... die lar...

super tired now... all cos i watch tv until 1200 last night... the super lag of sleep... have to get up at 0615 the latest everyday... i suspect we are the only few tat starts work so early... alvin and jac they all all starts at 0900... worst is tat i have to travel for full one hrs to work everyday, frm the north to south of sg... tat's bout across the country...

hahahaha... kuku liao... desperately need my sleep now...

ciaoz...

phew... the first day at itp finally ended...

hahahaha... was actually quite fun for me la...

reached harbour front mrt station at 0810... surprisingly, lp and hf already reach le...

so went up to the company... we damn lucky la... first day at work then met a misc employee... hahahha... just right we also going up till 11th storey... then she tapped her card for us for both the lift and the door of misc... hahahaha...

was shown into the meeting rm by ms roz... hahahaha... tok cock there while waiting for the boss to come... got our lift and entry passes too...

last person same itp coy as us de is shi mei frm class 11...

was shown the diff supervisors by the boss... then each of us got attached to a diff supervisor and department...

i was attached to the transhipment dept, lp to operations, hf to import and shi mei to export...

had a briefing frm my supervisor while waiting for wendy of transhipment dept to give me some work...

he gave me some materials bout bill of lading to read while waiting... after tat, wendy gave me my first job of the day... to help her check to confirm if the containers are recorded on both portnet system and sealiner, a program tat the coy developed... she also taught me how to use the systems... but i can't use it on my own cos i dun have an account...

work was disrupted halfway... cos the boss wanna bring us to see the big boss...

big boss office so nice... had a very very nice view of the sea... and sentosa too...

after i finished with her things, wendy asked sherlin for work to give me... in the end, sherlin put a big stack of papers for me to check... hahahaha... didn't manage to finish it today... but this is gd... cos it means i got something to do tml...

my dept still quite gd... at least got things to keep me busy... lp slacked the whole day... cos she got no desktop... so cannot contribute... hf and shi mei is more busy than i am... cos they deal with the customers directly and indirectly... then they can only make minimal mistakes... so more stress than me...

overall for today, so tired and drained of energy... but not too bad la... the coy ppl very frendly and the welfare of the staff is very gd... in the morning and mid afternoon there will be a lady pushing a trolley ard asking wat ppl wanna drink... service majiam on planes like tat...

okay la... need to go iron my clothes for tml le... then needa rest le...

ciaoz...

woohoo...

so happy today...

finally managed to get wat i wanted...

a new pair of shoes, new shirts... and a new skirt a few days ago...

hahahaha... quite guilty tat i spent so much...

hahahah... i think most ppl will get a shock if a say the price out... esp for the skirt...

hahaha... well... actually not a lot also la... the 2 shirts frm G2000 cost $59 together, the shoes frm U.R.S. inc costs $49.90 and the skirt frm mango costs $75...

but still... in total spent a LOT!! hahahah... add up is near $200...

but still... so happy cos the shoes is so nice... so are the shirts and skirt...

hehehehe...

well... gtg...

tired shopper...

ciaoz...

just read a email tat lp sent...

found something i dun really agree with...

bcos i love you, tat's why i let go of ur hand and return freedom to you...
bcos i love you, tat's why i will no longer let u feel troubled...
bcos i love you, tat's why i'd rather be sad alone...
bcos i love you, tat's why i'll force myself to leave...

i think tat's the dumbest things to do if bcos of this mentality then u break up with the other party... wat if the other party still loves u? just tat u nv notice... not only will u be hurt... but u will hurt the one who loves u even more deeply...

it hurts to love and not be loved in return... but it hurts more to not let ur feelings be known...

love is really a strange kind of feeling... but i think the most important thing is to let ur feelings be known... who knows tat if u really did, the two of u will become an item? dun live in regret tat u did not tell the other person how u feel...

true tat there's the fear of being rejected... but who knows... maybe the other person also feel the same way as u do...

hahaha... i think the best way to save ur pride and lessen the effect of being rejected is to send a "scout"... hahahaha... just someone who'd help u know how the other party feel bout u ba... to tell the truth, this is a rather useful way... esp if u r trying to find out the feeling of a ger... cos most gers wud tell each other how they feel if asked by someone they're close to...

ok... enough of this stupid issue bout love... hahahaha... getting mental again...

ciaoz...

well well...

my exams are finally over!!!

wahahahaha...

finally more free...

but...

got to give tuition to a p1 ger...

aiyo...

such a headache...

her exams are starting soon and she know nuts about wat she is studying...

how did she do her exams? well... she just put 1,2,3,4,5 for her answers... for MCQ somemore...

pengz~~

argh... got to teach her tml also...

sianz...

think i'll need to find a way to fa xie soon...

and finally notice one thing...

dun be a english teacher, esp if u are to teach lower pri... unless ur eng is super zai and can make them understand...

if i ever becomes a teacher, i'd definitely teach maths or chinese or even science... NEVER AGAIN ENGLISH!!!

ciaoz...

had the weirdest dream last night...

dreamt tat i got married... and to someone impossible to happen in real life...

hahahaha...

dunno y got this kinda dream also...

wasn't thinking bout anything like tat...

hmmm...

dreams are strange...

hahahahaha...

the dream happened on my wedding day... then was having wedding dinner... though was the "main character" there, but i was not sitting with family members... instead was sitting with my frens... hahahaha... receiving their well-wishes with my partner... surprisingly, those in my dream includes frens frm poly dayz, sec sch dayz and even pri sch dayz!! hahahaha...

then the scene suddenly change to a rm with a whole mirror wall... then i was touching up... hahahaha... remembered "scolding" the makeup artist cos she put my blusher until it's very red and uneven...

just then, got woken up by mr ryan lim...

weird dream isn't it...

hahahahaha....

ciaoz...

yes!! wahahahaha....

a success!!

finally got music up on my blog!!!

yeah!!!

hahahahahaha...

anyway, the title of the music u hear now is "The Name of Life"

hahaha... those of u who like to watch Hayao Miyazaki's work, u might find it familiar...

yup!! it's frm the anime movie "Spirited Away"!! hahahahaha...

enjoy~~

ciaoz...

basket... just put a song in for my blog... then the stupid browser dun wanna play it... grrrr.... dunno wth is wrong with it... damn...

argh argh argh!!! nvm... give up... gonna go study le...

will blog after 12 april...

wishing alvin belated bday, jq and hf early bday!!

ciaoz...

was busy with studies for the past few days... hahahaha... first time i so hardworking leh~~

well... shall blog frm tues till today...

tues...
met ty, hf, jac, mabel, lp and ly at 1030 for our csb roleplay... so dumb lor... we studying biz, in the end, we got a manufacturing situation... how we know all the machine parts wor~~ in the end, we prepare for a while, rehearse once and went to fc 1 to have lunch... hahahaha... yup... all the way frm one end of sp to the other end...

saw jianlong at fc 1... then saw a lot of spac2go juniors there also... hahahha... tat's for sure... cos most of them frm cls de...

had lunch then walk all the way back to biz block again... crazy rite? hahahha... but got too much time to spare le... in the end, we were still early for the roleplay... but tat's partly bcos ms tan is late... so the first grp started late also... but i think our grp's meeting roleplay is rather short... cos we finished in 20 min or maybe less than tat...

after the roleplay, hf, lp and me went up to the hrm tutorial rm... just rite the rm somehow nv lock... so went in to enjoy the aircon...

hrm tutorial is fun... after our grp completed the ans, i went to tok with hf they all... tat day so funny... hahahahha... someone brought a powerpuff gers' pencil case to sch... wahahahaha.... i think those in class knows who's tat... shall not name tat person here... the most funny thing is tat most ppl nv notice it... until the lecturer announce it out loud...

after tat, since she dun wanna go thru the answers yet, some of the begin to play pepsi cola at the back of the rm... hahahaha... damn funny... she still give them time to play...

after tat, time to present the ans... the first grp went up full force... then my grp also say wanna go up full force... but they very bad lor... in the end, only me and jl went up... then kana said by the lecturer and the whole class...

after tat was pdwm lecture... super short lect... cos after he go thru the syllabus and we know which is not tested, we made him stop... since the topic he's going to teach is not in the exam... hahahaha... got back our pdwm ca2 results... hahahaha... all i can say is tat i have to put in extra effort for this module...

reach hm played with ryan for a while before i take my nap... hahaha... after dinner, started doing my fma tutorial... finally figure out 1 of the question tat i cannot do last week... feel so gd to get the things rite... hahahaha...

wed...
was late for fma lect... spent most of the time copying the ans to the past year paper while toking to hf...

went to have lunch at pizza hut since hrm was released an hour earlier... hahaha... rare to have a class outing... called antony... but he not in his rm... after tat, he called us... but no one picked up the phone... hahahaha... ta bao 2 slices of pizza for him... hahahaha... cos we cannot finish it...

saw krishnan on the way back to sb... if he nv met us, he'd have forgotten bout the tutorial...

the tutorial was super short... cos he only go thru 2 questions...

since time was still early before the talks start, me and hf went to spac2go clubrm to chit chat... hahahaha... toked alot of things la... nan de tok to her like tat...

went for the talk... there's 2 tok tat day... one on bachelor of social work... the other on being SIA cabin crew... escaped off earlier to go hm with hf since we got tqm test the next day... in the end, nv manage to go hm much earlier cos raining cats and dogs in wdl... shopped ard in cwp... looked for formal biz wear since i have to wear it daily for itp... but like nothing like tat leh...

studied for my tqm test... all the way until i fell asleep at 0100...

thurs...
was late for csb minutes test... one of the last few to arrive in class.... the test so dumb... tok a lot of irrelevant things... then not clear de... such a lousy quality... tsk tsk... in the end, had to ask ard to confirm the details...

went late for tqm tutorial since it's the other class tat's presenting... hahahaha... had an early lunch before going in... he cut short the last grp's presentation... then gave a few tips before releasing us...

went to t2241 for free access... actually is just book a com to enjoy the aircon while waiting for next lesson to start...

antony's class was again super relaxed... hahahaa... today's the best man... he came in then tok cock with us... hf kept asking bout his love story... bout him and his wife... how they met etc... hahahahaha... majiam gou zai dui like tat... hahahahaha....

tested alvin on tqm... he really can remember almost everything... thru testing him, i also managed to remember more things... hahahahaha...

tqm test was rather easy... actually is very easy cos when we see the question paper, then we started asking each other le... hahahaha... was stucked at one question... heng rohaidah asked miszah tat question during the test then i managed to overhear it...

after the test, went out with my class ppl... hahahaha... got 2 sides jio me...hf jio me go cwp shopping for formal wear, then the guys jio me go watch movie... in the end, went jp to watch spongebob squarepants the movie with mabel and jac... hahahaha... it's a bloody lame and cock show la... laugh all the way man... the guys actually wanna go watch the eye 10 de... but front row left... so they nv watch...

after the movie, went long john to have dinner... chit chat until 10 plus then left there... was at the mrt station when jq called... then waited for them... hahahaha.... can't imagine 4 guys eating and chit chatting all the way frm 7 pm till 10 plus pm... didn't know guys so chang qi one... hehehehehe....

ok la... tat's all for now... nothing much left le....

ciaoz...

yeah~~ finally got my hair cut... hahahaha... almost 6 mths nv cut my hair le... hahahaha...

anyway, finally saw ryan today... he still as naughty as before... but his temper har... tsk tsk... getting frm bad to worse le... but i just love to bully him... hahahahaha... but he also got bully me... he disrupt my sleep...

when i'm napping just now, he came up on my bed and started playing with my hair... hahaha... he so cute... he took off my rubber band and say he wanna help me style my hair...

anyway, dunno wat else to say le... now on the sleeping mode le...

gtg sleep liao... tml still got csb meeting roleplay...

ciaoz...

hmmm.... too tired for the past few days to blog... reach hm at bout 2 am everyday... then super tired le considering tat i had to look after, chase after 4 young kids, the oldest being 6 yrs old...

so many things i had to do... on tues, i had to go to sch... at first plan to pon pdwm lect de... cos too tired to go... but in the end still went for it... after sch, went to cwp to buy slippers before going my grandma hse... cos my slippers is bright green in colour... then not suitable for the funeral...

went up my grandma hse to change... waited like an idiot for the toilet... in the end, i realised tat there's no one in there... my grandma closed the door to prevent my young cousins frm going in, in case they slipped... so stupid of me rite? i didn't even go and open the door... hahahaha... while waiting, my da jie came... so in the end, i went down with her...

my bro and my cousins stayed over on tues nite... i wanted to also... but then my mum dun allow... so bo bian went hm... took my uncle's lorry hm...

when at hm, i started playing maple story... cos my cousin ask me to go online to play with him... so tat i kill and he leech my exp... end up he nv come online... but my bro did...

wed...
the third day of the wake... got prayers on tat day... then if i go to sch, it'd be too late for it... so pon the whole day... went at 11am... walk to my grandma hse with my da jie... she also pon sch tat day...

play poker with my cousins... they so funny.. play tai ti the punishment is to drink a cup of water... nv join them la... just watch only...

was the "childcare" for quite a while... have to kept going after the kids...

prayer session started at 7pm... was quite tiring cos need to stand and kneel, stand and kneel... then with the kids is even worse...

all the offerings were to be burnt tat nite... then while they are preparing, i had to hold the four little kids back... cos the adults scared they might go near the fire... and i was the one to hold them back... until a distant relative call me to go and give offerings to my grandpa... then i moved the kids to the maid before going off...

had to hold hands to form a circle while the fire burns... then have to tell my grandpa wat's the unit no of his new hse... according to the priest... but me and my cousins dunno wat he saying.... and dunno wat's the no... so left it to the adults...

helped clearing up tat nite... also helped to keep the tables after the whole thing ended... while pushing the table top to a corner, it hit my leg... hahaha... clumsy rite? got swollen on the spot... found a big blue black tat nite...

was nervous bout the tqm presentation tat nite... cos the next day presentation and i haven't look thru a single thing... almost everyone stayed over tat nite... except for me... sob sob... if not for the presentation, i would've stayed le...

thurs...
last day of wake, also the day to send my grandpa to the crementorium... had to go sch for presentation... at first dun wanna go too early de... cos my mum told me the prayers start at 11 am, the time of tqm lesson...

anyway, requested to leave early tat day... and tat lecturer so chin chai de lor... so rite after i presented, i went off le... came hm to put all my stuff before going my grandpa's wake... when i reach there, they still praying... then can't squeeze in also... cos dun have joss sticks and incense paper... so after i changed, i join my cousin, jie sheng, whose leg is in case, so he cannot join them... stood there with him... then when i got a chance, i squeezed into the procession after my cousin...

managed to look at my grandpa one last time before they sealed the coffin completely... my aunts cried at tat point in time... was really sad at tat time... cos i will nv get to see him ever again... finally dropped my tears... and after tat, was crying all the way when we're supposed to sit by his coffin while the priest prays... the scene was really bad... cos everyone's crying, esp all the females... had a short rest while waiting to send my grandpa on a last journey... asked my dad to help me put my slippers on the bus...

anyway, just to mention for easy reference, the 4 youngest cousins of mine are jolene, kelvin, ivan and gary...

carried ivan while walking for th last journey... the ground is too hot for the kids to walk... mind u, it's 2 in the afternoon with a blazing sun... so have to carry him... jolene was carried by her uncle. kelvin was carried by my another cousin and poor gary... he had to walk... cos my cousin, wei hao, had carried his bro, kelvin, for the prayers just before going off... in the end, i still made wei hao carry gary... cos its really hot...

on the way, ivan kept toking to me... he was saying tat he saw the maid throwing my grandpa's bed away, tat we are going to burn my grandpa le... tat we had to walk on the hot floor... tat we're not going to see my grandpa again le... smart rite? and guess how old is he? he's just 4 yrs old lor...

halfway, wei hao put gary down again... then my er jie took over carrying him, while my bro offered to carry ivan for me.... when we were near a zebra crossing, my er jie told my da jie to carry gary after tat... in the end, when my da jie carry him, it's time we board the bus...

on the way there, gary is super quiet... ivan was toking non-stop as usual... jolene was with her dad and kelvin was with tat same cousin who carried him... gary only toked when he saw the zoo road sign... cos my grandpa was to be cremented at mandai crementorium...

the environment there is very nice.... really... it's very new i think... it looks new anyway... the sadest part is when my grandpa is sent to be cremented... the priest told all of us to shout to my grandpa's spirit to be careful of the fire... in the end, we dun even know wat's going on until much later... cos our generation hokkien not gd... then no one translate for us... but it's really saddening cos everyone including those distant relatives broke down into tears... even my mum.... then my da yi and san yi is the worse... they cry until my mum have to support my da yi and my san yi zhang have to support my san yi...

when we left the viewing rm, my xiao yi was sobbing in her husband's arms... i see already also very sad...

after tat, we have to unpin the "xiao"... it's different cloth pin onto the t-shirt to show ur relationship with the decease... then took off the socks to wear our shoes to go back hm... here comes the pai sei part... as earlier, i ask my dad to put my slipper on the bus... in the end, my dad dunno pass to who... end up my slippers was lost and i had to go back bare-footed... then my sis they all very bad... still make me walk to get them drinks when they had their shoes on lor... then the floor is so badly littered with peanut shells... sharp one lor...

luckily for me, my dad found my slippers in the end... dunno frm who also... after lunch, went up to my grandma hse... super tired by then... but cannot go hm yet... cos need to settle all the stuff... then having dinner there also...

finally went hm at 6 plus... then took my uncle's lorry hm again... after showering and the last episode of 1/2 yuan fen, i went to sleep le... super duper tired...

fri...
went to sch as usual... think i left sch too early for this one whole week... hf they all so funny... ask me today no need to leave early ar? hahaha... actually wanna go collect my grandpa's ashes with my mum de... but dun wanna be late for lecture... so in the end nv go...

went to spac2go clubrm to put my photo for ndp... dunno if the photo can ma... cos was taken when i'm in sec 3... but bo bian la... no time this week to go take photo...

skipped my lunch cos dun feel like eating after i went back to sb frm saa... fma was next... luckily, i did my fma tutorial last week le... so this wk no need to do...

had my usual picnic during tms lecture... hahahaha... got western food in... so nice... hahahahaha... wun get caught cos jq sitting in front of me... and block me frm ms ok's view.. hahahaha... the advantage of sitting at the last row...

after the 1st hr of lect, we got a break... then i got yogurt drink and an apple in... hahahaha... eat something oily le have to get fruits to clear my intestine... hahahaha... tok cock...

anyway, did nothing constructive frm fri nite till now... play solitaire all the time... ar bo is watch tv... sianz~~

anyway, the only gd news is tat i got my itp attachment le... it's at 78 shenton way, which is so much closer to tanjong pagar mrt than raffles place... the pay is 440 bucks and i'm in the same coy as lp and hf... got gd and got bad la...

gtg... need to have my beauty sleep le... super tired since i broke my record... got up at 8am this morning... tired tired tired...

ciaoz...

first day of the funeral... not alot of ppl there today... only my uncles and aunties and cousins there... alot of customs to follow...

not feeling too sad today... only nearly cry 3 times today... 1st was when i told ty bout this on the train this morning... 2nd was when i told hf and the 3rd time was when i'm chatting with my er jie on the way frm je to wdl...

was supposed to go over right after sch de... but they doing tqm presentation... so stayed behind to do with them... msged er jie to see if she wanna meet then she called back saying she's at boon lay le... then meeting me at je... so i passed my work to lp they all and left...

the funeral is not under my grandma hse tat block... but was at the next block... cos her block got too little space on the ground floor to carry out the funeral...

was made to changed into a white t-shirt provided by the casket... then when me and my er jie went down, had to pin a piece of cloth on the left sleeve... have to pray to my grandpa first then started to help them fold the incense paper into ingots... helped to burn incense paper also... have to keep it burning... think it represents smooth journey to the underworld ba... not too sure also... then cannot ask on the spot...

first time saw my grandma since sat... she looks ok la... but got teary eyes when the distant relatives ask about my grandpa... the only ppl who cried until very jialat is my grandpa's siblings...

had to look after my cousins also... so many young kids there... then one of them kept clinging onto me... kept asking me to carry him... bring them to the playground he only wan me to carry him and dun wanna play... end up my hands until now still trembling...

super tired le... dunno wat i toking le... think i need sleep badly... tml still muz go and help...

ciaoz...

decided to open up this blog for all to see...

okok... new ppl seeing my blog, i have to repeat the same thing...

discuss my blog can... but pls dun say out the contents in front of me... i seriously dun like it...

those whose blog i linked, if u dun want me to link ur blog to mine, just tell me... drop a msg in the tagboard to say so...

if u wanna link my blog in ur's, feel free to do so... i dun mind de...

tat's bout all...

ciaoz...

stunned... just so stunned... suddenly just lost my grandpa... well tat's according to my cousin... hopefully it's not true... now still waiting for my mum to come hm frm the hospital...

my grandpa was not feeling too well since a few years ago... i know tat... but i dunno wat is he down with...

on sat, heard frm my mum tat he was hospitalised again... but this time, the condition was not too gd... tat day only heard my mum saying tat the doc told my aunt tat if we wanna visit him muz faster visit le... so accompanied my mum to the hospital with my da jie...

ok... anyway my mum just called... it's bad news... my cousin is correct... my grandpa just passed away at 10.20 pm...

suddenly got tears in my eyes... gosh... cannot be so emotional now... have to be strong for my mum... just wat's wrong with me... i tot i wun cry... cos not too close to my grandpa... but...

ok... let me just continue frm sat... went to the hospital with my mum, my da jie and my san yi (my mum's third sis)... think my san yi can't really stand it le... cos she went out of the ward so many times... then her eyes looks teary... after tat, my qi jiu (my mum's 7th bro) and my er jiu (my mum's second bro) came up frm the foodcourt... after tat, my da jiu mu (my mum's eldest bro's wife) came with 2 of her kids, my xiao yi's family (my mum's youngest sis) and my liu jiu's (my mum's sixth bro) family came together... next to cry was my da jie... she just broke down in the arms of her bf... seeing her cry, i think a lot of them also on the verge of crying le... usually when i see ppl cry, i'll break down too... but this time, i held back my tears... if i also cry, then they might all break down... and my mentality tat time was to be strong for my mum and thx god tat he's still alive... i shouldn't cry at tat point in time cos he's still not gone yet... but it's really heart wrenching to see him in pain... he was hooked up on machines and when we visited him tat day, he barely opened his eyes to see us... when my aunts they all called out to him, he also barely responded...

there's a life and death situation in his ward yesterday... the one on his right side died yesterday... at 5.20pm... cos my mum they all overheard... the patient's family was crying so badly... she was saying something like " you are a gd man... move on in peace and find a gd family to reincarnate" ... i was so sad then... but tat's life... one has to go thru birth, aging sickness and death...

msged my er jie when we're bout to go hm... cos she coming hm on sat... in the end, she wanted to come visit my grandpa also... so we waited for her...

went hm on a cab... tat nite, my mum told us tat my grandpa's condition is really bad... he might just past away in these few days... he was dignosed with cancer a few years ago... it was just small then... but being stuborn, he refused any form of treatment... during the third day of lunar new year this year, when he went back for checkup, the doc say it's best if he undergo chemo... thou it wun heal him... but at least can prolong his life... but he just doesn't wanna go thru it...

yesterday his condition still not tat bad... although in pain, he could still sleep in the position tat he always do... but today when we go and visit him in the evening, he could barely move into tat position... in fact, he could barely move and barely moved...

argh... why does my da jie have to be sniffing away in the background and bring back the tears in my eyes??

can see tat his condition had sort of worsen today... even my bro who my went yesterday can tell... just reached hm not too long ago... then at 10 plus, my xiao yi called my mum to ask her to get ready... cos the doc called them to say tat things dun look gd and he's in a critical condition le... then they all going to rush to the hospital and will fetch her there also... wanted to go with my mum... to at least try to give her some support... but i dunno if it's bad news will i be ready to handle it... who knows it might be my mum giving me support... and with one less person, my mum will be able to cope with comforting my grandma, my aunts and my uncles...

frm these 2 days, i really admire my mum... she can be so strong for her family... tat day, a lot of them already got teary eyes le... but only my mum is the exception... and when she called just now, i expect her to be unable to speak... but her voice is still the same as always and doesn't sound shaky... ask me to pick up the phone or to tok to someone, i dun think i'll be able to tok for long before i break down...

ok... better dun say much now...

ciaoz...

nothing much these few days... just tat i've officially retired!!! hahahaha... actually is stepped down frm my financial secretary duty in spac2go... and guess wat? the one who took over me is none other than hf... hahahaha... easy job la... think it's easier for her to come find me if she got any prob with the job... but dun think she'd have la... her a/c tok kong one... so no worries...

had tms ca on fri... so on thurs, the pdwm tutorial was super pathetic... only 10 turned up... and all females... hahahaha... like hf they all say, our class basically turned into a ger's sch le... all the guys in my class pon lesson... so rare lor... esp so for jq...

was doing hrm project on fri... finally finished it... and it's printed le... hehehe... now only need to reherse for the roleplay le...

spent the whole of my sat slacking at hm... was actually supposed to be filled with events... but all got cancelled on fri nite... sadz rite... hahahaha... sometimes feel tat i have no life de... everyday slack at hm... no one jio me out...

sun was no diff... spend the whole of today reading jane green's book... and i finished it... didn't take long la.. considering tat tv was my top piority...

hmmm.... just wonder if i'd ever meet someone how knows me inside out...

ciaoz...

okok... try to keep it as short as possible.....

sat went to do hrm project at 8 am... crazy rite? do project at 8 am at yew tee... after tat went back to sch to do tqm project at 1130... meeting time was 1130... but hrm ended too early... so went shopping at NTUC at bukit batok... end up i'm late... but lp and mabel even later than me... so me and jac start first... sp cheat ppl money de... pay so much sch fees in the end so many plugs cannot use... have to go fc 5 to do project... project all the way until 4 plus... then went hm le... my sis they all were making dumplings when i reach hm... so joined them in making...

sun nothing much... went to my grandma hse to play with ryan... he so cute... got bright yellow slippers...

mon was spent rushing project again... after tms, alvin their grp was saying tat they restrict themselves to eat lunch for 20 min... then mabel so funny... she say to them tat our grp will beat them by using only 10 min to eat... so we da bao frm fc 6 and went to efac le... hahahaha.... lp ate at efac cos she have to take care of our belongings... then the rest of us went to eat at the nearby stairs... like cleaners like tat... hahahaha... but feel so bad for leaving lp alone at efac... so ate as fast as possible... then we went back to start our project le... was indeed so much faster than their grp... stayed in sch until 11... reach hm then drop dead on bed le...

tues met lp at 1000 at bukit batok... cos needa go her workplace take pics for tqm... end up both of us also late... took a few pics... then went to the mac there to eat breakfast... finally got to use m vouchers le... got 5 buck left... then only paid 30 cents for the meal... shared with lp... then went to sch le... stopped at convention there... cos needa pass $$ to alex for the agm and peer counselling... saw jianlong on bus duty also... hahaha... shuai ge leh... he so friendly tat no matter whenever he saw me he also wave and smile at me... hahahaha... fa hua chi le... help frankie and zhenglong then went off at 12... cos doing hrm at tat time... end up i was the earliest... followed by ty, pl and rohaida...was toking bout supernatural things there... then end up alot of things happened... pl was telling us her incident in sb... then in the end, we took the same lift... when we went in, the cleaner was telling us tat the lif broke down just before... so hopefully it doesn't breakdown again... pl was so freaked out lor... luckily nothing happened la.. reach 6th floor then pl wan to fill water... end up me and ty walk slower... but nv stop to wait for her cos gurdip's there also... then she so funny... ask gurdip to wait for her cos she scared to be alone... hahaha.. actually there's more tat happened than wat i can say here... ask me personally for details if u wanna know... hrm project is roughly finishing... after sch continued with tqm... and finally, we finished it by 11 pm!!! so happy... even cover page also finish and everything is printed le... only left the pics to sort out then can hand in the project le!! think our's the fastest grp in the whole class ba...

wed... actually got duty in morning de... but in the end, changed to afternoon shift with huixian... went to do a bit of the appendix before going for duty... was late due partly to the rain... have to walk a longer route... did duty with eugene... a bit strange... cos nothing much to tok about... then he kept slacking on the job... hahahaha... i was there standing while he sat down... today's shift not bad la... got another shuai ge doing duty... he's not exactly too shuai la... but his features not bad looking... just tat complexion not too gd... and his name is alvin... hahahhaa... actually i think guys call alvin de all quite gd looking la... anyway, tat's for all the alvins i've met... hahahaha... finally got the photos taken on tues... not bad... bringing it to sch tml...

ok la.... gtg shower and sleep le...

ciaoz...

argh... the laptop screen getting frm bad to worse le...

did i mention before tat green tea kit kat is very nice?

okok... shall begin my entry for today...

went to sch at 9 thou lessons start at 11... cos to do hrm project... was supposed to go saa to pass karen something for said... for peer counselling de... so suai lor... when i go there, karen was with ms angelvin and mrs lim... mrs lim still know me... but angelvin didn't even know who the hell i am... so was karen... but heck la... she know who said is then can le... was late for my project due to this... did some editing for the project... then went for PDWM lecture... nothing much during lecture la... after tat, went for lunch... went up to the lab with mabel they all... tok cock there... then alvin took a video of us... hahaha... so funny... cos we were actually chit chatting while he's taking it... then recorded our laughter in as well... quite funny la... FMA was ok... just tat krishnan kept walking ard... hahaha... it's bad cos i nv do my tutorial...

today's TMS lecture is the first lecture tat i nv feel like dozing off de... wahahahaha... got a super big cup of lime juice, a cinnemon(watever the spelling) roll and an apple into lecture hall... was sitting between hf and alvin... hahahaha... lucky got the guys to entertain me... otherwise sure bored to death de... hahahaha... was doing something when ms ok called me to answer some question... hahahaha... gave her a stupid answer... cos i dunno wat the hell she toking...

after lesson, went to do tqm project at efac... edited a lot of lp's part... well... cos we started with her's... went off at 7... cos have to come hm for my bro's bday... feel so bad having to leave early...

well... gtg sleep early tonight le... tml gonna rush projects again le... hrm 8am at yew tee... followed by tqm at 1130am in sch... wah... dying...

ciaoz...

ok... try to keep this as short as possible... gtg do my tqm project soon...

first thing first... i upgraded my blog le... now u all can link to other frens of mine frm my blog... have to thx stan for making this possible... cos he taught me the codes to do it... thx so much!!

today nothing much really happened... had csb at 8am... was quite early... the fourth to reach... saw jac on the way... called out to her... but her cd player on very loud... then she nv hear me... until we're at the door of the class... hahahaha... csb did a sample test paper... was fun doing the biz letter with ty... she's my partner for this test...

next was tqm... diana lim's last lesson with us... think she actually quite gd la... hf they all cannot find the coy she still will be reasonable as in give them extra time to complete instead of blaming them for not searching earlier... then watever question u ask she'd also answer... today's lesson super short... she complete in 1 hr's time... then release us early... was hungry... so didn't wait for hf their grp to finish asking her questions... after lunch, went to biz library to do project... at first wanna go study area de... but there too many ppl until no space le... library also no better... but at 1 then ppl start to clear out le... found this very interesting book on cartoon drawings done by cartoonists... it's very very nice...

next lesson is pdwm tutorial... antony as usual very slack... was crapping during his lesson... all went on friendster to see their prospective bd grp members... hahaha... i'm so fortunate... so far, my bd grp all shuai ge... not bad la... hahahaha... then dunno y they start toking bout how bd might change ppl's lives.. like maybe next time after yr 3 will see me and alvin hold hands... hahahaha.... wat rubbish lor... hahahaha... so funny...

went hm with hf, sp, jq and alvin... hahahaha... so nan de they take red line... esp alvin... cos they go yew tee to interview the person for tqm... so got company until yew tee... better than nothing... tok cock on the way as usual... saw the white noisy ad on today's today... hahahaha... think the pic look like a combi of monkey and pig... haahhahaha...

ok la... here i end my entry... will blog again...

ciaoz...

wah... nothing is working tonight... my laptop screen is spoilt, then IE load so damn slowly... haiz... just wat is wrong?

anyway, had a fun day today... first lesson, sp came into the lecture hall with a baby pink polo t... i think he look quite nice in it lor... but he so poor thing... kana condemn by hf they all... hmmm... actually guy wear pink is ok wat...

anyway, had to endure 2 hrs of hrm lect... just hate the irritating voice of christine ying... after lect, went for lunch before doing project... both me and jac tot not doing today de cos the question we just send to lp's boss... then waiting for her reply... in the end, do project... then went down to her workplace at 3 plus i think... go there ask her colleagues some questions and to collect wat we can... hahahaha... got a green tea flavoured kit kat... not bad thou... like the taste of traditional jap green tea...

went shopping with them at west mall after we finished... had a fun time shopping with them... them includes mabel, lp, ly and jac... hahahaha...

went hm at bout 6... saw this ger on the train... and guess where she's studying?? NUS high sch... woah... first time see someone frm tat sch... the sch uni not bad la... the skirt quite fashionable... can wear out on weekends de... the top... just a plain white blouse...

just a tot...
hmm... being with a all single gers grp has lead me to think tat there's actually more pros than cons about being single... there is just so much freedom... no time limit and u dun have to think bout ur partner's feelings... cos the partner is non-existence!! hahahahaha... toked bout marriage today with them... hahahaha... my idea marriage age is bout 25... hahahaha... tat's in like 6 yr's time... oh no!! might have to go matchmaking centres le!!! btw, anyone wanna join me if tat day ever comes? wahahahahahaha

gtg sleep le... 8 am lesson tml...

ciaoz...

wahahaha... just got a gd news frm cf... he got offered a scholarship by SIA... hahahaha... so happy for him...

well... shall start frm mon...

nothing much happened on mon... just tat our tqm project is near completing le... hahahaha... did the slight editing as in see wat's missing... then after tat went to the bazaar at sp plaza... nothing much there... just saw yanling and the few lecture hall de gers there selling things... eddie ong was there too... he like some psycho like tat... feel tat he's following us ard... then when we leave he also leave... sounds psychotic? or is it plain coincidence? hahahaha... reach hm at bout 6... (tot i ended project at 4 plus... shop one bazaar shop so long meh?) anyway, ryan is such a smart boy... when he wanna take things he cannot reach, he will use my mum's feather duster to reach up to the thing de... hahahaha... so cute...

ok... today... nothing much... was supposed to meet them at dover at 1100 to do hrm project... surprised tat i met hf on the train instead of ty... hahahaha... in the end, their grp also meet at 1100... when we reach, ty and jq are already there... then mabel arrived, next was rohaida and miszah... just right both grps can walk into the sch together... cos peiling not coming, jl will be late...

went to biz library to do the project... was sort of having the ideas le... then when jl is finally there, we started writing it down... he was late for 45 min... but cannot blame him la... he have to go fetch his grandma for eye operation, then in the end was late le... went on the bus, his ez-link got no $$, then the uncle say he muz pay 80 cents... but he only got 70 cents... so he got off the bus, top up his ez-link card at clementi mrt station before taking the bus again... then this time he put $2!! hahaha... we were so amused... cos his trip to sch is enough to allow him to take cab frm his place to sch le...

hrm project was the most smooth one... only left the typing to do... and the job was splited le... had a long time after lunch, so went up to the com lab at lvl5 with ty... completed my previous entry then was time to go up for lesson...

hrm tutorial was nothing much... was supposed to do the tutorial le then someone go and present... end up i do both the writing and presenting... hahahaha... i wanna be the first to present de... in the end, alvin was faster than me... sob sob... hahahaha... then even mrs szeto also noticed tat i was so anxious to present tat i've been taking my trans with me all the while... hahaha... second to present also not bad... at least only got 1 grp with the same answer as u... while we were discussing our project for next part of the lesson, alvin came and tok to me... he tok me something very funny... he say his msn fren frm jap saw a pic tat i took with him and said tat it's a nice pic taken with his mum... hahahahaha... actually i found it super hilarious... hahahaha... this shows how "motherly" i am... hahahaha... no wonder jq also like to call me mama... hahahahahahaha.... muz make alvin call me mama also le... wahahahahahaha...

was with mabel they all when we met antony before pdwm lecture... was waiting for the previous lecture to end so tat we can go in... antony so funny... cos the previous class clapped for their lecturer when he finished the lesson, he said tat we nv clap for him when he end his lesson... in the end, when he ended his lesson today, only jac, mabel, ty and me clapped for him... hahahaha... then he was laughing cos he nv expect us to do tat... ty started to disturb him by saying bye to him for 5 consecutive times!!! hahahaha... so funny...

wanted to go to the bazaar again de... but in the end lazy to walk... went hm with ly... got a waffle frm prima deli on my way hm... tat person hor... nv cook it properly de... it's only slightly cooked lor... the insides are still wet de... eeee... in the end have to put in in the oven to cook it before sharing with ryan... tat boy so sweet... he still gave me one of his choc tat his fren gave him...

my er jie is hm now... hahaha... she's pigging out... eat and eat and eat... hahahahaha...

gtg watch tv le...

ciaoz...

slept pass the day... hahahaha... didn't sleep last night cos was at yuling's hse...

yesterday was a relatively fun day... hahahaha... slept late in the morning then started watching the ova of fushigi yuugi... finally complete the ova after so long... the speed of the ova is too fast le... nv say properly then skip to the next thing le... so was a bit blur at times...

was supposed to meet cf they all at 8 de... so i tot nvm... still got time to bath later... in the end, he msg at 7 to say meet at 7.30... i was like dotz... sure no time to shower de... in the end, i used only 5 mintues to shower... record time sia... tot 5 mintues cannot wash hair + face + body... but i was wrong... replied cf's call (he called me, wanting me to bring oranges de... but in the end i was showering and he told jc to do so le...) and told him tat i'll be late... in the end, i was 5 min late... he was even later than me... only stan reach early... jc was also late... hahaha... went to yl's hse... all her relatives were there... didn't manage to greet her mum cos she was busy playing majong... in the end, yl warm the food for us... had our dinner then cf start to repair her com... was watching him repair the com... then some of them suggest playing card games since the adults are still playing majong... so played heart attack... played majong for a while then since i not playing, went into the rm to see wat stan and cf doing... found stan watching simpsons on cf's phone... so watched with him... after tat, nothing much lor... ml left at bout 2 plus am... xj sent her down to take cab hm... slack the whole night... first to sleep was jc.. cos he just came back frm tekong... next was xj... was watching mtv on xj's laptop when yl fell asleep too... i was next... really cannot tahan le... then fell asleep at bout 6 plus... hahaha... was still hearing cf and stan toking while i sleep... stan was the sole survivor of the night... cf also gave in to sleep after he finished...

woke up at bout 9 plus in the morning... yl's mum cooked for us... as we are about to go, her mum gave us ang bao... hahaha... she also prepared one for ml... then ask me to pass to her... tong pang cf's cab hm... hahaha... was so tired by then tat i went to sleep almost immediately... when i woke up, it was already 7 pm le... then saw cf's msg to ask if i reach hm safely... hahaha... so lag... watch tv for the rest of the evening... then nothing much le...

will blog again soon...

ciaoz...

dunno is it gmail lousy or is it my zonealarm "too good"... just can't access... so dumb... get protection frm emtering my mailbox... disabled the zone alarm le...

anyway, nothing much happened on wed, thurs and today... or rather, i'm getting lazy to type le... hahahaha... only interesting thing is tat we are to register our grps for BD soon le... wat's BD? BD is Business Development... final year project for biz students...

so lame lor... nv let us have a chance to interact with ppl frm other sb courses then wan us to work with them... heng got frens in DBF de... now my grp somehow settled le... only left waiting for 1 mktg student...

damn tired... wanna go sleep le... yest deprived of sleep cos was rushing the financial report for spac2go until 4am then sleep... then havta wake up at 9 am... tired tired tired... hahaha..

tml going yl's hse... wonder if can stay over ma?? hmmm.... hopefully can...

ciaoz...

argh!!! damn the samsung mobile website... always load so long de...

well... shall blog while it's loading...

was coughing since sun nite... then yesterday became cough + flu + headache + fever... fever came on and off de... so end up i slept for a long long time... when i reach hm, i slept frm 4.30 until 8 pm... woke up and had my dinner, then went back to sleep at 10... was woken up by my mum at 1+ to take medication for my fever... not panadol... so no need to worry... slept all the way frm 1+ until 1030 when ryan woke me up...

fetch ryan to his lesson... he so cute one lor... while the whole class is still at the corridor, he already rush into his classrm le... then when his lesson ended, he so happy to see me... hahahaha... so cute...

went to sch at 3 today... to do tqm project... sch suppose to start at 2 de... but lecturer got something on... so she shifted the lesson to yest afternoon... nothing much in sch... just tat we lau yu shen after sch at fc 6... made a big mess there... in the end, jq was the one to clear it up... hahahaha... but we not tat bad la... got help clear up as well...

went to cwp to shop with my da jie... and surprise surprise... guess who i saw at ness at cwp? hahahaha... saw wirna there... i was quite surprised actually... she's working there...

came hm play with ryan... tat baby so naughty... he throw something, then the thing cause a plate to smashed onto the floor...

just an inner tot:
are guys really so shallow as in they only look at the surface of women? are guys really meaning it tat they say they look at character first? ideas ideas... drop ur ideas on my tagboard ppl...

well... tat's all for today le... go see whether tat page load finish le ma...

ciaoz...

well... shall start frm sat...

went to one of my uncle's hse to bai nian... didn't manage to see them at my grandma hse on the first day cos they have to rush hm... for wat? cos one of their son, meaning my cousin, fractured his leg when he was ice-skating... after tat wanna go my aunt's hse de... but her husband's family go her hse visit... so decided to go my grandma hse...

was being made to play majong with my da jie, her bf and my bro... i so suai lor... almost going to zi mo le someone will sure do it before my de... lose until i pek chek i asked my uncle to take over me... hahahaha... in the end, he help me won ard 3 bucks... but my sis they all haven pay me yet... dinner was at my grandma hse... i simply loved her cooking... it's so delicious... next time got chance can tou shi frm her... hehehehe...

sun
watched tv for almost the whole day... my aunt who we didn't manage to visit on yest came to my hse... was acting anti-social... was in my parent's rm watching tv with my da jie's bf and my bro... finished typing my minutes for the last main com meeting... hahaha... after so long le then actually go and do it...

went to my grandma hse... this time is paternal side... played with naughty lil ryan before watching shallow hal... it's a nice show... even my xiao shen also watch with us... then i realised something... my dad and his bros har... only 2 of them will wait for the wife de... the rest say go means go le... wun wait for their wives de... my xiao shu also like tat, my dad also like tat... my xiao shen wanna finish watching shallow hal before going hm but cannot cos of my xiao shu...

anyway, needa go sleep le... tml got sch liao...

happy valentine's day ppl...

it's not gonna be a lonely valentine's day this year... hahahahaha... dun think too much... wat i mean is tat i spending it with Mr. Ryan Lim Kai Yi!! hahahaahaha...

ciaoz...

burning my pics into cd while typing this entry...

had a wonderful day... went to meet lp and mabel at jp to get stuff for the steamboat at lp's place... those present are hf, lp, mabel, jac, alvin, yl, sp, jq and me... had fun esp after eating... cos we went to lp's rm to play blackjack... tat ger har... so heng today... everytime also she win de... she's the banker, then in the end won bout 40 buck frm us... hahahaha... i lost near 7 bucks to her... then the rest are contributed mostly by alvin and sp...

went to eat at billy bombers at jp after tat... the serving damn big man... even i also cannot finish it... damn big... then my drink is free flow cos i ordered sprite... end up i share with alvin and poured a cup for mabel... hahahaha... refilled 3 times... think tat person also shock ba... cos with the big serving of food, which customer wud refill their big cup of drink? hahahaha... but i water tank la... so cannot blame also...

was so damn full tat we decided to walk lp hm... meaning walking frm boonlay mrt station to lakeside mrt station... quite near actually... so i see no diff in walking and taking the train...

so unlucky today... i came hm and my sis tried to make me play blackjack with them... lost so much today le... dun wanna gamble anymore... hahahahaha...

gtg le... damn tired...

ciaoz...

wahahaha... second day of lunar new year... a bit late, but still, HAPPY NEW YEAR to those reading my blog...

time to update..

7th feb
went ktv with lp, mabel, sp, jq and alvin... had lotza fun, thou was quite pissed off by the service of kbox at cineleisure... never ever go to tat kbox...

at first wanna go kbox executive de... but sp say cine kbox better, got big big rm with 4 mics... so went there... was shown to a SMALL rm despite having 6 ppl there... if it's at kbox executive, the rm wud be for 3 ppl only... in the end, we ask the person how come give us a small rm, last time sp and his frens 5 person go got a big rm with 4 mics, then tat person say tat rm is for 7 ppl de... wth lor... one less then cannot go ar? tat one still nvm.. kbox executive lunch package can sing all the way frm 11 am to 4+ pm... but this kbox? come and chase us off at 2.30 pm... but this person who came to chase us is not tat bad... at least he told us our time is up le then asked us if we wanna extend... since we haven't sing enough, we extended... and he told us extend muz pay another 20++ bucks... nvm... but bill comes, wtf!! so bloody ex... trying to chop us!! it's almost the same price as the lunch package and we only got to sing for another 1 and 1/2 hrs!! lunch package for 6 pax is $38 something, but this one? it came up to $31 something for another 6 cups of drinks and 1 and 1/2 hrs of singing!!!

nvm tat... but after tat when our time is up, u know wat happened? another staff came and he just opened the door wide, on the dimmed lights to full and told us to go... after he finish toking, he just left the rm!! i was like wtf? is tat how u serve ur customers? bloody pissed off by him... then lp say heck him, sing finish the song first... then she slam the door shut and off the lights...

was so damn angry after tat... then when i met my da jie at 6pm, i told her the whole story and asked her opinion on whether i should write a business letter to the management of kbox... wth lor... u r in the service line and this is how u behave... shame on u!!

shopped with my da jie for her shoes then went hm to clear my table... this year not bad la... at least i finished clearing my table top, a shelf and a drawer... hahahaha...

8th feb
new year's eve... wanted to sleep until 12 plus de... but in the end got woken up by my da jie at 1040 and was made to bring bread downstairs for ryan... cos tat baby dropped his bread while on the way to his dou dou ban...

went to my grandma hse at bout 5 plus... tok with my uncles and play with my cousins until it was near dinner time... then helped to set up the food and tables before eating... hahahaha... of all my cousins, only my family is the most well-mannered de... then only we would help with the setting up of things... the rest only sit there and wait...

after dinner, my er jie went with my uncles to IMM to get some new year plants while we go hm first... in the end, me and my bro have to go downstairs to carry them hm... 3 pots in all... was quite nice la... next time if u all come my hse u all can see... helped to mop the floor, prepare for prayers and put all the new year goodies on the table... started praying at 0015 cos my auntie say can only start at tat time... after tat, watched the ova of fushigi yuugi... was so blur bout it... the pace is too fast to follow le... by the time we slept, it was bout 0300 le...

9th feb
first day of new year... only left my hse at 1300+ cos ryan was going to his maternal grandma hse in jb le... so his dad called to hurry us... his son wanna play with us before going... hahahha... so cute rite? stayed at my paternal side until 1545 or so, then walked to my maternal grandma hse... think those official bf/gf of my family is very gd... my grandparents all will treat them like their own grandchild de... like my da jie's bf like tat... he nv go with us, but my grandparents all got ang paos for him le... went off at bout 2000... wanted to watch the jack neo movie "i do i do" de... but in the end, nv show at cwp... so go the uncle ringo fun fair there walk walk to see if there is any majong set sold... but in the end dun have... then the 5 of us, my da jie and her bf, er jie, my bro and me decided to go ktv at civics... party world is so damn ex!! spend bout $24.40 each... heng i got read the bill... then found out tat they charge us the wrong price... we only got 5 pax then they charge us the 6 pax rm... a diff of 10 bucks lor!!

was damn tired when we reach hm... cos 0100 plus le... went to bed after bathing...

10th feb
did nothing much today... slack at hm and watch the shows i recorded yesterday... wanna go out... but no place to go...

gtg le... show start le... hahahha... go watch tv again...

ciaoz...

woah... just realised how long i've not been updating my blog... nothing much happened during the period i nv update... projects are occupying most of my time except for the last few days...

managed to get hm earlier on thurs... cos finished our project le... was waiting for the other grp to finish with the guys... met jh on our way to fc 4, in the end, me and hf went to see his project... so gd lor... his was one of the very few year 2 projects tat got displayed at spinnovex... went to disturb spac2go ppl tat's on duty after looking at jh's project... after meeting ty they all, we went hm while the guys, mabel and jac went bugis... didn't go out with them cos i have to go hm and wait for my uncle to ask him bout his coy for TQM project... anyway, brought ryan to NTUC at wdl civics centre... he so funny lor... keep toking bout pokemon... then made me buy sweet for him...

fri got nothing much except for my ccf duty for sb... was quite fun la... cos my job is super simple... ms ok put me as the one to record the number of ppl per tour... so i not the tour guide... was made to replace lp for the last trip... cos i damn bored there then lp also hungry le... so qiao... the grp i brought ard, got this quite gd looking guy... then his gf's name is also wanlin... common name is like tat de... after sch, didn't go out with them again... cos it's my grandpa's bday... wanted to go hm to put my bag de... in the end, i realised tat my keys are with my da jie... so bo bian havta go there straight... reach there le i nearly bored to death... my er jie and ryan are sleeping... end up i help my mum they all with the cooking while my uncle they all pursude me to join them buy toto... cos dunno who say those born on lunar 25th march de very lucky with this kinda things...

sat was on ccf duty again... but this time is for spac2go de... duty was damn bored... lucky got serene and kris there to entertain me... hahahaha... first thing we were made to do was to cancel out the sat opening hrs for a bookmark... after we finished, serene and i sneaked off to buy food on the pretext of giving out flyers... after buying food, we shared it with the juniors... saw mrs lim and she said tat ms angelvin coming at 12... then started to dread 12... got dragged to take ice-cream by serene and dimas they all... but i dun feel like eating it... after tat, went to see taufik at convention centre there... so damn crowded lor... even the steps also filled with ppl... taufik look so toot last time de... hahaha... his admin card pic is so funny... later we found out tat ms angelvin also went in to watch taufik... she sat at the first row somemore... so irresponsible of her lor... she didn't set as a role model for us lor... her own duty slot she go in and watch... tsk tsk...
went shopping at cwp with lp... walk and tok alot... got a new shampoo frm body shop, a pair of jeans frm hang ten and a silver polish kit frm bits n pieces... actually wanna get another pair of jeans frm samuel and kevin de... but dun have my size... dun have my size still call urselves unisex... dunno wat the shop doing de... was so pissed off by them...

today did nothing much except for watching tv and helping my mum clean the hse... help her clean and i haven't clear my table yet... argh... havta do it on either tml or tues le...

damn freaking tired... also dunno why these few weeks like super lack of sleep like tat... nothing to entice me to come and blog, or even to come online... so most likely wun be blogging so soon le... wat i like to do these days is to sleep... hahahah... getting more and more like a pig le...

go sleep le... dun feel like thinking bout anything anymore... relationships?? see how it goes ba... shall wait for the one who could take my breath away... hahaha... like real got such person... getting pessimistic le... should stop liao...

wanna go sleep le... lacking sleep for so long le... when can i sleep well thru the night? past few days kept dreaming bout doing projects... think got project phobia le... sob sob...

ciaoz...

once again, my feelings are shaken...

shan't elaborate much... dun pin much hope on relationship thingys anymore...

anyway, watch finish fushigi yuugi today le... it's a damn nice and touching show tat i wud recommend to everyone... if only there was one such person in my life who'd treat me the way the male lead did to the female lead, i'd die without any regrets man... hahahaha... siao le... but really wonder if there'd be one such person in this world...

All by myself... the song i'm listening to right now... somehow it sort of describes my feelings now... all by myself... dun wanna live all by myself...

ok... enough bout this... time for updates...

was rushing my projects for the past one week... first time in my two and three quater years in sp tat i stayed until so late in sch... the latest time record tat i left sch (excluding my camps cos it's overnight de..) was 10:54 pm... did my projects until tat time... so power rite? hahahaha...

too many late nights le... think lotza ppl falling sick... muz take good care of urselves, ok ppl? we still got a long week to go before a short rest... still needa rush projects de... so havta keep urselves strong and going...

night view of sp is beautiful... yet, certain part of it is spooky... like t14 toilet on the 6th floor... hahaha... actually is all toilet there la... damn freaking spooky lor... maybe cos i too sensitive ba? anyway, it is not safe to go to ulu ulu toilet alone... not only cos of supernatural things, but also cos it's too deserted... any danger lurking in the toilet (like perverts etc) u also wun know... ppl also wun be able to go to ur rescue... so not safe to go...

i think ryan is so sweet... he knows i like to hug him when i dun see him for a few days and he will automatically come and hug me de... so sweet... then my mum tat day bring him out for lunch then went to buy a pack of tissue paper, then when they came back, ryan put a pack each on our tables... so sweet of him to give us presents... hahahaha...

i think u all also read until blur le... i admit... this is a very unorganised entry... hahaha... but watever... it's my blog... ;P

go do research le...

ciaoz...

so many projects.... so little time.... argh... think i need to have more self control le... always like tat de... sian... seriously lacking of sleep... wanna sleep.... but y got 8 am lesson now??

hahahaha... siao le... though now is the 8 am lesson, but lecturer haven't start yet.... cos too many ppl haven't come... hahahaha... something with poly students... they are almost always late... only a small handful is early... anyway, tat's in the case of my class...

she start le... gtg...

ciaoz...

so long nv blog le... hahaha...

dunno leh... just find the internet less attractive recently... like come online also got nothing to do de... so might as well not come online at all... hahaha... just did my tms project... didn't manage to finish it cos i just found some other additional info...

nothing much happened over the days tat i didn't blog... just tat the sat tat just past, we went to sp's uncle's hse to interview him for the tms project... tat day then we all realised tat he is the asst GM of marine dept for K line... hahahaha... then today got the top i wanted le... hahahhaa.... got chance then wear it out... cos it's supposed to be new year clothes... this year nothing much new la... hahaha... decided to wear the top i bought today on the first day of new year, then my tube dress on the third day.. those who wanna see me in tat dress better ask me out on tat day... hahahaha... cos i dunno when i still got the chance to wear it le...

ok la... go sleep le... tml still needa go sch... think of seeing ms ok's face then i sian liao... most likely gonna daydream in class again... bad bad... tsk tsk...

ciaoz...

okok... today not much intro to this entry...

15th jan (sat)
went to jq's hse to do tms and pdwm project... was supposed to meet them all at aljunied at 12 noon... but i was early... reached there at 1145... tot i wud be late cos i only boarded the train at 1100 then tot it'd take more than 1 hr to get there... in the end i was the earliest...went to the provision shop there and got 3 bars of choc as my lunch... project time was always distracting... we'd always side-track into other things when doing project... hahahaha... after tat, jq's grandma cooked dinner for us... so feng fu lor... fried bee hoon then still got dessert de... the project time was surprisingly short... at first all of us tot will do until after 8 de... but in the end, we finished at bout 7 plus... went to junction 8 with lp after tat... cos she say she wanna go there shop shop... past by this shop which sells kimono like and chongsam like tops... was so damn tempted to but it on the spot... but nv did so cos wanna get my sis ideas first... was surprised tat my da jie also looking for this type of tops when i told her...

watched part 2 of fushigi yuugi... finally got it frm hf... hahahaha.... watched 1/2 of the set before going to bed at 2 plus in the morning...

16 jan (sun)
was to celebrate ryan's bday thou it's on 18 jan... hahaha... watched 2 more discs of fushigi yuugi before preparing to go my grandma hse for his bday celebration... anyway, my family always got the habit of going to my maternal grandma hse on sat and my paternal grandma hse on sun... went to cwp to help my xiao shen(ryan's mum) collect ryan's cake... seeing the way my mum carry it looks like she's going to smash the cake anytime... so volunteered to help take the big cake... hahaha... ryan was so happy when we reached... cos my mum got a basketball + football set for him... new toys... he was so excited tat he basically tore off the packaging and emptied the contents... his dad and my dad helped to fixed it up for him, and off he goes playing basketball... hahahaha... then my xiao shu(ryan's dad) kept challenging me to shoot frm far... hahahaha... so fun lor...

my da jie came at bout 5 plus... then she also got present for ryan... hahaha... it's a set of mac food de toys... then he kept saying tat he's working at mac, asking wat we wanna eat...

watch the last disc of fushigi yuugi at 11 plus... plus cos waited for my er jie to finish the episodes we watched in the afternoon... after tat, watched this jap drama on channel 8... dunno wat is it called, but it's a interesting show la...

17 jan(mon)
lessons as usual... was quite boring during ok's lesson... then volunteered to do the tutorial 6 question... after her lesson, was made to help her take her bag while she check something... at first tot only help her take for a while nia... in the end, she treat me like maid like tat lor... still have to carry it for her until her office... in her office, she didn't even tell me where to put it until i had to ask her... bui paisei de leh... then cos she need to check something to tell me, take so long to do so...

went hm after tat... first time since sch started tat i went hm at 1 plus on a mon... reached wdl le went to buy files.... finally got the mood to go popular and buy my files le... had been meaning to do tat since the first day of sch... hahahhaa... went to buy lunch after tat... then went to check out the contact lenses at cwp... got a not bad deal... but too bad my family now short of cash... if not i sure go grab the deal de...

no one was at hm as i expected... cos my mum already told me she need to go bank today... ate my lunch and was watching tv for a while before my mum and ryan came back... my grandma called to chit chat with my mum... then ryan so cute lor... he keep saying "wen ah ma jia ba ber" to my mum, which means to ask my grandma if she had eaten... so sweet rite...

went to sleep until 7... dunno y just dun feel like getting up... hahaha... the weather is so nice for sleeping thou it's slightly cold...

just finished filing my certs for the CSB interview tomorrow... havta go file the rest of my notes le...

ciaoz...

wanna blog a long entry today... but time doesn't permit me to do so... muz type very quickly today... so if got any error pls bear with it...

okok... let me start frm wed...

wed was practicing for our role play... final rehersal before the actual thing... was so funny lor... had so much fun, esp me... hahahha... cos i only watch them act... narrator got no much role one... so kept laughing and giving some ideas on where can improve... went to Gold Roast for a factory tour... was kinda disappointed by the tour... was not at all fun lor... go tat factory waste our time only... nothing to see... didn't even manage to go into their warehse... at least tat time the ajinomoto one still better lor... managed to get a tour ard the warehse... somemore this trip is to attract yr 1 to join scm... this trip, tsk tsk... if i'm a yr 1 i sure dun wanna join scm le... bad luck for me on tat day... cos i board the wrong bus on the way there and on the way back... ms ok was with us when we board the bus... she so damn noisy lor... we had to speak at the top of our voice in order to hear each other... then she nv let us have any peace on the way de lor... tok so much and irritate the hell out of us... hahaha... no la... too serious a word... but she's sure irritating... hahaha... on the way back, i only heard tat there's a bus to woodlands before going straight to sch... in the end, got onto the wrong bus... then lecturers nv tell us de lor... by the time we realised tat, the woodlands bus already left... too bad... had to take back to sch... but the lucky thing is tat the bus pass the way of marsiling mrt station... so managed to ask the uncle to stop there to let me, ty, miszah, wirna and mabel off at tat stop... this is all thx to jq... cos he helped us ask the uncle if he cud stop there... hahaha... was so delighted cos there got bus until my block... but in the end, i think i'd still be better off taking mrt... cos the damn bus made me wait for so long... if i took the train, i already reach hm long before le...

thursday...
managed to get ryan's winnie the pooh oven out of my hse for the role play... had a last min rehersal before going to class... didn't manage to do much cos they all all busy helping me with the signs... spent the previous night doing some le... but wanna write thick, big and nice, so havta spent too much time... the roleplay was a success... i think everyone was really tickled by us... even i also cannot stand it... hf, alvin and jq were also laughing away... but they acting so cannot show out... hahahaha... really funny lor... esp the kitchen scene starring lp, sp and ty... hahahahaha.... serene's grp de also very funny... but a bit censored la... in the end they got scolded by the lecturer... when i reach hm tat day, ryan was so funny lor... he dun remember his oven being missing... i was like " ryan... i got a new oven for u... look... it's the same as ur previous one..." then he was so happy tat i got one for him... then he keep telling to anyone who'd listen tat i got him a new oven... then i told him tat i got it frm his toy box there... then he realised tat it's his oven... hahahaha... tat funny blur baby...

fri...
nothing much happened today... just tat when i came hm, ryan kept clinging onto me... then when i lay down on the floor, he kept sitting on me as if i'm the sofa... hahahha...

ok la... havta end le... gtg do my project le... ar bo they going to kill me tml le...

ciaoz...

juz a tot: ppl say women are fickle-minded and i think i could totally agree with it... hmmm... nu ren shi shan bian de... or do one call it big-hearted? watever la...

hahaha... dunno wat i toking up there... think i can recover frm things quite fast... wat happened yesterday doesn't affect me le... hahahaha... i think i quite quick-tempered lor... a while after i blow my top or wat i can calm down le... it might be a gd point it might be a bad point... i also dunno... some might say it's bad cos i'll be like a volcano like tat... might erupt anytime... some might say it's gd cos i wun bear grudges for long...

anyway, was so happy today cos i finally got my collection of the mac prosperity toys le... it's some very cute mac toy of the 12 shen xiao... after i put all in the display box i'll take a pic of it and see when i can upload it here for all to see...

need to go find the stuff for the rehersal of the role play tml le... if dun have then i'm dead meat... cos promised them le... muz keep my promise... hahahaha...

ciaoz...

was in a very bad mood today... the beginning of the day is still not bad de... until after FMA lecture...

was quite pissed off by jq and sp... they kept toking bout the incident where i kana caught by the officer at custom... not tat i xiao qi or wat lor... but the thing is tat i considered this as a "chou shi" lor... i'm sure anyone also dun like ppl to keep repeating their chou shi to other ppl who had no idea wat happened lor... i'm sure anyone also dun like their chou shi to be spread to others de lor... by doing wat they did, they were like loudspeakers like tat... from one small incident tat only the four of us know to wat? so many ppl know le lor... all thx to their "good" publicity... though some ppl might think tat only guys got ego, got pride, need to have "face" in front of their frens, but the thing is, gers also got ego de lor... also got their own pride de lor... by doing wat they did, i'm really so pissed lor...

this incident at the custom already nearly made me cry tat day le lor... just tat i ren all the way so as not to scare them... it's already bad enough an incident and i dun need reminders on the painful lesson learnt lor... today when they keep saying it and laughing bout it, i nearly cried le lor... was on the verge of bursting into tears le... if i didn't walk away at tat pt in time, i think i'll really be crying in front of everyone there le lor...

ok... enough of all these... i hope tat if u r reading this entry, pls just realised my feelings lor... at least give me a few days for me to calm down after this kind of incidents, otherwise wait for me to tell the rest first before u all start toking k? i dun need any bad publicity... thx so much if u understand my feelings...

go do my research le...

ciaoz...

haiz... super tired today...

let me start frm the beginning... was supposed to meet them at the wdl custom at 12 noon... in the end i was super early... tot i'd be late le... but in the end still early despite leaving my hse only at 1120 and went to change $$... the toopid money changer... service sucks man... next time wanna change $$ dun go the money changer at cwp basement... rate lower than the rest and service sucks to the core man... was so damn pissed off by him... think wat... money changer then big ar? kana sai... no change be wat money changer?? might as well close shop or put up a sign saying we dun give small change de la... wtf man...

got onto the bus and reached the custom by 1140... damn early then found out tat alvin called me... called him back then he say they still on the way lor... in the end, i waited for them for ONE FULL HOUR!!! hahahaha... was nearly bored to death... but luckily there are a few kittens there to entertain me...

reach malaysia custom.. the staff there so damn slow one lor... waited for bout 20 min just to get my passport stamped...

they wanna watch movies there... then at first wanna watch Meet the Fockers de... then end up watching doll master... damn scary and gross lor... heng my hse dun have any doll figurines... shopped at city square after buying the tix... did not shop much la... cos i was the only ger there and didn't have anything tat interest me... hahaha... sometimes dunno if i really a ger ma... i dun really like shopping and only shop when i need something... went watson there to check the price of some things... in the end, sg de is cheaper... then got 20% off now... got a belt, a jane green book and some tu chan frm malaysia...

after movie was bout 8.25 pm or so.. then in the end, took a train hm... i so suai today lor... 1st, met bad attitude money changer, 2nd have to wait for the guys for 1 full hr, 3rd was wrong queue at the malaysia custom, 4th was kana cheated for the belt tat i got i gave her RM33 when the thing is discounted price at RM26.40... then she only gave me back RM 2.60... nvm la... let her keep it... lazy to argue with her... 5th thing is the worst... i bought chewing gums back... then kana confiscated at the sg custom... tat time also got happydent then can bring back... this time cannot... kana sai man... was so damn malu lor... got led away by the officer... but she still very gd la... very friendly to me... then told me all those gums tat can bring back to sg de...

took the train back to tanjong pagar thou i can get off at wdl... hahaha... first time take train, so muz sit longer...

something happened on the way frm the train station to the mrt station... i shall not say it out cos it involves something too big... dun bother asking me bout it too... i wun tell de... but tat thing pissed me off quite a bit though i know it was on the for fun side... but pls lor... i will really do wat i said if this turns into a habit lor...

ARGH ARGH ARGH ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! too many things happened today got me into a damn bad mood... argh!!! maybe cos i now super tired... so is in a foul mood... really pity my family if any of them come and irritate me now... i might blow my top at them...

ok la... fa xie wan bi... now feeling so much better le...

go rest le...

ciaoz...

hahaha... think i frm now on muz control wat i eat le... just now mouth itchy go eat longan ice... then now coughing like got tb like tat le...

ok... let me start frm the beginning... was late for the roleplay discussion this morning... then the very bad news for being late... i was the narrator... if u think tat's gd, u r wrong... where will let me off so easily de... narrator have to be the bunny ger... sob sob... i dun wan... i think i'll laugh to death lor... was nearly late for PDWM lecture... then during fma tutorial krishnan so funny lor... nv knew he so lame de... hahaha... nearly bored to death during tms lesson... we were all so damn bored lor... then i got headache somemore... hahaha... alvin and sp bored until prank call ppl... alvin called hf, but starhub lousy... then she can't receive... then they called salina... so funny lor... ppl in front only still call... hahahha...

after school went jp cos sp wanna buy gift for a female fren... then got me, lp, alvin and jq to pei him go... went perlini to buy a pendent and chain... quite cheap in this way... then so funny de lor... i dunno y everytime go out with ppl i also got the qc job... but this time sp very gd la... got me and lp to qc for him... then in the end we found something wrong then ask the salesger to check... her service is gd lor... we trouble her for so long le... still made her take out all tat pattern de chain tat she got to let us see... then in the end all the same de... so just got the best one lor... after tat went shop ard... the jq have to go le... cos he meeting his fren to play game... then he so funny lor... today keep calling me jun zu... then say lp is my maid... hahahahaha... siao de...

went hm at bout 9 plus... went hm by train so can pei alvin at least until je... at boon lay mrt platform, saw this person tat really look like sylvester sim... the hair the same, the features the same, even the smile also the same... but alvin say the height got diff... sly not so short de... hahahaha... then the ppl ard him also not his parents... but he got off at yew tee... so dun think it's him ba... but he really damn look like sly lor... hmmm... maybe i'm really right... hahaha... heck la...

anyway, gtg le... my er jie killing me le... cos she wanna use the com then i still type so long... hahahaha...

ok la... go pu chong jing shen le... tml going malaysia with alvin, jq and sp...

ciaoz...

juz a tot: You know when the end is coming when your other part starts to grumble and tries to change you. In this case, it isn't true love... To truly love someone means to accept all their good and bad... To accept all their flaws and not to change it. If you try to change him or her, then let go of them... they aren't the one you are looking for...

hahahaha... dunno y juz got this tot running in my head... hahaha... maybe i'm still dwelling in the past... hahahaha... sometimes running thru the past again isn't a bad thing... at least it's a lesson gained and can help to prevent the same mistake happening again...

anyway, was busy doing my resume yesterday cos have to hand it in today... nothing much happened yesterday la... just tat i started watching the vcd tat cf gave to me for xmas... it's a very very nice anime... just finishing watching part one today...

this is gonna be a long entry... so pls bear with me...

anyway, for those interested, here's the synopsis...
this story is about how when miaka and her best fren yui discovered the ancient text "universe of the four gods" which according to the book, the reader will be granted their wish after they finish reading the book. when miaka and yui starts to read the book, they were transported into the magical realm within the book to live the story. however, yui was being taken back to reality, leaving miaka in the magical world to live the story while yui reads the book. miaka aka priestess of suzuki is supposed to find the 7 warriors of suzuki in order for her wish to be granted. at a certain point in time, she was sent back to reality. however, yui was taken into the magical world and had became miaka's enemy... how will this story end?? hahaha... come borrow the vcd frm me then u'd know... i also haven't watch finish the whole anime... cos part 2 is with hf and part 3 is with ml... so havta wait for a while... hehehe... but u can have part 1 first la... i finish le... wahahahaha...

okok... let's start with today's events... had CSB first thing in the morning... 8 AM leh!!! so damn early then had a test... brain haven't even start to warm up then havta think le... but the test was ok la... cos i had the sample with me even though i'm not suppose to... oops... =X

next was TQM.. lesson was boring... but not bad la... got lotza time for us to tok cock... actually it was time for us to discuss our role play for next week's tutorial, but our grp dunno then continued to chit chat... hahaha...

only discussed the role play after lunch... had to fill sp and jq in with the role play cos the 2 of them were not here on tues's makeup lesson... tat day we got the rough idea of wat to do le... in the end, we were late for PDWM tutorial... lesson starts at 2pm while at tat time i realised tat we're late... hahaha... if i didn't check my watch, i think we'd be even later lor...

PDWM tutorial also super slack and is chit chat time... cos jq took hf's ans and type it, so the rest of us were doing nothing but crapping. when the time comes to present the ans, dunno y i suddenly felt super sleepy... anthony's voice like lullaby like tat... got me into a super sleepy mode... until i nearly doze off... but heng sp, hf and me start to come up with a stupid contest to see how long can we let one leg stay in the air. in the end, lesson end le we still got no winner... then decided to end it as a draw.. yeah!! we're all winners!! hahahaha...

came hm straight after sch... cos dunno y felt tired again... reach my block then met my mum and ryan... cos she bring him go buy veg... after i left my bag at hm, brought ryan down to the pasar malam at cwp there walk walk... got a tofu stuffed with mushrm and minced meat for the both of us... then left some for my mum to try it as well... played with ryan for a while then start to watch the cartoon again... oh ya... i think i nv mention the cartoon name yet... it's Fushigi Yuugi... those who buy One Piece anime de would know this anime ba... cos frm the same company de...

ok la.. enough to read le... time to take a rest frm the com after reading this entry... dun spoil ur eyes kk?? hahaha... lack of sleep start to be kuku le...

well... going to sleep le... cya soon i hope...

ciaoz...

haiz... always so tired these few days... dunno wat's wrong with me...

anyway, past few days is peaceful la... except yesterday... hahaha... got cf give de xmas pressie frm ml... opened it in sch... hahaha... i know quite bad to do so la... but curious to know wat's in it... in the end, it was another jap anime... not bad la... it's a very interesting show... just watched the first 2 discs then i think it's nice le... the only bad thing is tat there's no sub-title and it's in eng instead of jap... with the vdc is a card... hahaha... dunno how he came to know of my feelings or is it tat he understands me more than i tot? hahaha... dunno la... but i think it's very funny lor.. the vcd got 3 parts... then he gave me part 1, hf part 2 and ml part 3, when out of the 3 of us, only i watch anime... the rest of them not even interested in watching lor... hahahaha... dunno wat he thinking de...

anyway, went to find tan peng peng's rm... but can't find it yesterday cos she nv put her name on her door de... in the end, we had to go today and have to find the rm no frm sas... went to let her look at our resume... not bad la... i think we all all on the right track lor...

anyway, have to go le... wanna watch the anime... and do my resume...

ciaoz...

woo hoo... shall update on the wedding dinner i went to last night...

was my same cousin's wedding dinner yesterday...

was asked to start preparing at 3 plus in the afternoon cos my dad scared we're late... dun blame him... cos my sis are always late... they know they'd be late... yet they dun make any effort to hurry up de lor... really cannot tahan them... slow like snails... end up i went to my grandma hse first with my dad and my bro...

dinner at ritz carlton is really damn posh... when we first reached (btw, my aunt booked a bus for us) the staff were already at the door of the hotel to welcome us (first time got VIP like treatment)... they always got staff on standby to help with things... the toilet is also damn posh... wat's available in the toilet is:
once u push open the door, u'd see sofas for sitting... then the tap has got water temp control... see wat temp u want then turn the tap... then they still provide liquid soap, moisturiser, tissue paper and towels to dry ur hands... damn gd rite? hahahaha... next, went into the ballroom where the dinner was held... it was super grand... shall upload some pics once i got them... there was a coaster for the plates... and guess wat... it's made of glass with the word "xi" in the middle... okok.. time to describe my table... at the center of the table is this quite big bowl, filled with water and has a floating heart-shaped candle... surrounding this is four other floating candles, but in a smaller cup... things on the table for a person... directly infront is the coaster, to the left is a small bear(gift for the guests), at the top left is a traditional chinese cup for chinese tea, on the top right is a posh glass of water and on the right is the chopsticks and spoon...

the VIP of the wedding... Prime Minister Lee Hsien Loong!!! and he's sitting close to us... first time get to see him real upclose... at ndp also stand quite far frm him de... then got to see his wife also...

anyway... dinner stretch over 3 hrs plus... it starts at 8 pm and ends at 11.30 pm or so... so long rite? inbetween dinner was a slideshow of their chinese tea ceremony and a video clip of my cousin and his wife... so cute lor... the video is on 101 ways to propose... but only show 3 ways only la... the first one was to propose at a sushi bar... he ask her to look at somewhere else then place a card saying "will u marry me?" on the sushi conveyor belt... but in the end his wife didn't look back in time and missed the card... the second one is when they go play volleyball (she was frm volleyball... forgot is in rgs or rj or both) then he wrote will u marry me on the ball... in the end the ball got washed off into the sea... tat part is the most funny one cos my cousin is trying to retrieve the ball, but the rest of them stopped him... the last one not tat nice la... cos is super fake... hahaha... is him bring her out to some open area then keep asking her to look up in the sky, then a plane flew pass with the words "Dear PY, will u marry me? Love CW" on it's body... but of cos the plane is fake la... my cousin is not as rich as to do tat... =P

it's overall fun la... cos ryan keep going to my er biao jie (groom's youngest sis) to ask her for flowers... he so sweet lor...the first 2 flowers he got frm her, he gave it to me and my er jie...

ok la... end here le... muz go do my csb resume le...

ciaoz...

argh... this laptop is driving me mad... keep having irritating pop ups... damn... must get my sis to go reformat it le...

anyway, went to my da gu's hse at upper east coast rd there de semi-d... was so damn late for the thing all bcos of my da jie... already late le then y bother to still search for unnecessary things? just make do without it la... even my er jie is faster than her lor... haiz... really cannot stand my these 2 sis... cannot estimate their time de...

end up by the time we reach there, the bride already went into the hse le... it's gd for me la... cos she go in le i no need to hide... for those whose family got this tradition, u'd know... but for the benefit of those who dunno, it's in the chinese belief tat when a bride enters the hse, those born in the year of tiger must hide so as not to scare the bride off frm the family... so this time she go in first le i no need hide lor... the bride look so pretty... frm some angles, i think she look a bit like angelvin... but better... then her fig is so damn gd also lor...

the funniest part of the tea ceremony was when ryan's parents were served... then ryan quickly run up and sat on his dad's lap... then when they drink finish, he still dun wanna get off let other ppl drink... until my da gu (the groom's mum) told him tat she'll get him a cup as well...

had buffet there... so much on the table lor... there's duck, chix, satay, fried rice, veg, mee siam, sushi, mango pudding, turkey, salmon and lots more...

went hm only at bout 5 plus... then frm east coast there travel all the way to wdl is so damn long lor... one hrs plus... at first considering to join cf they all de... but too late le... then they so sad case de lor... got no countdown activities... i think this year is so pathetic... christmas eve only come out cos was being forced to... then eat le go hm... how pathetic... new year eve only go out eat then those wanna go went off... luckily i nv go... cf say i go also no use.. cos after they eat le the guys go arcade while the gers were being left alone... if i really go i wud be so pathetic there lor... the gers sure all go meet bf later de... then i'd be left alone with the guys... then their topic also so hard to get into lor... usually is some games and such de... think the only person who'd come tok to me is cf le lor...

anyway, ryan came to my hse at 8 plus at night... cos his parents bring him to the rc below my hse to buy his uniform for his playgrp... the plagrp cheat ppl $$ de lor... one set of lousy t-shirt and shorts cost $18!! then it's so small and for kids de lor... Damn ex...

spent my new year watching the last episode of inuyasha season 1... wonder if they're going to show the next few seasons or not?? hmm....

anyway, gtg le...

happy new year... have a gd 2005!!!

ciaoz...